NICOLE'S POV
As the warden led me back to my cell, I had a big smile on my face... I have wanted to kiss his perfect lips since the first time I saw him and he has never been more hurt than when he said he wanted to fuck me. The statement was so unexpected and so unlike him, ordinarily I wouldhave jumped at the offer but he looked sad, like he regrets saying it but the way he kissed me back didn't seem like he regrets it. It was brief but very heated and it took all my will power to stop myself from going further... Damn he made me so horny. " Someone looks happy." Ruth noted as soon as I entered the cell. " Amen I that obvious?" " With the huge grin on your face, hell yeah." I laughed as I sat beside her on her bonk bed. " Well this is the kind of smile you will have after kissing the hot doctor." " You are so nasty, you are really going after him." Ruth said in disbelief. " No I am not, he is already mine." I said confidently. Because after everything those six bastards took from me six years ago, I no longer wait for things to be handed to me, I take whatever I want and as for right now, I want Asher. " I don't doubt that, I just don't know why you are here. With all the power and class, you shouldn't be here." Ruth has been curious to know things about me since I became her cell mate but I can't tell her, I don't even like discussing my past with anyone. Although the hot doctor got me spilling just by mentioning fuck, it was like I was under his spell. " It's a boring story but just know that I am still here because I want to." I will leave when they find the last bastard standing because once I kill him, I am confident thaty family will be safe. I climbed the top bonk and spent the rest of the afternoon laying in bed and fantasizing about my hot doctor. When I first saw him, he was so confident, bold but with time, I brought out the playful and friendly side of him but what I enjoy most is how flustered he gets when I flirt and tease him and I can't wait to get the fuck out of here and have full access to him. ... SATURDAY MORNING... Yesterday was boring as hell and today will be even worse. Today is visiting day and Ruth is very hyped as usual, just like Thursday became my favorite day because of the hot doctor, Saturday is Ruth's favorite day because her parents and fiance usually comes to visit her everyday Saturday... I sat on my bonk bed as I watched her try to make herself look as beautiful as possible. " You already look perfect Ruth." She's a very pretty lady besides she's in jail and she has no makeup, so what more can she possibly do. " Are you sure?" " Of course besides you were not this eager last weekend." I pointed out because last Saturday, she was usually chill. " Well that's because I knew that Peter wasn't coming but he is coming today and I need to look good." Peter is her fiance and she's crazy about him. " Well you look great already." I said as she started styling her hair again. I stayed quiet and just watched as she kept on fixing herself even though it's totally unnecessary but knowing her, she won't stop until they are here. " Benedict 84..." The warden called and Ruth got excited. " Kingston 42." The warden added and the smile on my face vanished. " You have a visitor too?" Ruth asked as the warden started opening our gate. " No this is probably a mix up." I have been here for eight months and I have never had a visitor... I don't have any approved names on my list, I didn't even give my immediate family members for placement on the automated visiting record. " There is no mix up Kingston but you can refuse to see the person if you want." She suggested but honestly, I am curious. " No, I will come." I am nervous but I am very curious, I have no approved visitors, yet I am stepping out of my cell for the first time since I got here on visiting day. " I can't believe you have a visitor." Ruth held my hand excitedly as we left the cell together. " I can't believe it too." As soon as I got to the general visiting area, I saw a lot of inmates with their families talking and laughing and it feels weird to be here. " Have fun Nicole, see you later." Ruth practically ran to her family while I stood at the same spot. I looked around the hall, looking for a familiar face but to my surprise, my eyes landed on the last person I expected to see here... I took conscious steps closer till I got to his table but I still don't know why he is here. " Hot doctor." I smiled and sat across him. " What are you doing here?" " To see you." " I can see that but why?" " Well I know that you have never received a visitor since you got here and I just wanted to change that and..." He paused and looked around with a shy smile on his face. " Nothing." He changed his mind and I am curious to know what is on his damn mind. " It's sweet of you to come in as my guest just to make me feel good but there is more, this is not therapy, so you are free to say anything." " I know, I am here because I miss you and I can't wait till Thursday to see you again." " Well I am glad you are here, my hot doctor." He laughed and my entire body tingled. I want him so bad, I need him...NICOLE'S POV " Really." " Yes, I miss you too. Thursday is my favorite day of the week since I started meeting up with you." " Me too, it's crazy but me too. I find you really interesting and I am curious about you." I blushed because after my confession about all my atrocities, I partially thought that things would be weird between us. " So you don't dislike me for everything I have done?" " Of course not, I would have done the same. They deserve it and that's in your past now, right?" " Right." Did he forget when I said I had one more person to kill or he just wants to pretend we didn't have the conversation. " Anyways, enough about me. Tell me something about you." I changed the topic because I hate talking about my life. I spent hours with Asher, gisting about random things. I have learnt a few things about him and I know he just lost his wife. " What happened to her?" " An accident, hit and run driver." I guess that's why he looked so sad on Thursday. "
ASHER'S POV I haven't been myself since I visited Nicole at the prison on Saturday, I mean I enjoyed seeing her out my office setting and I enjoyed the freedom of speech but I feel so guilty. My wife just died and I went ahead to visit another lady and I even made her my girlfriend, it was like I was possessed or something, I definitely wasn't thinking.It's not like I regret asking her to be my girlfriend but I feel bad for doing so, I mean I know my wife is dead and she's not coming back but it feels like I am cheating on her and I feel so terrible about it... Even as I am getting dressed to go to work, I am fucking excited because I will see Nicole soon but it feels wrong, I shouldn't be this excited when I obviously just lost my wife. "I'm a horrible person."I paced around my room after dressing up. "I need to talk to Aaron." I really need his advice but that will have to be after work... Right now, I need to get to the prison as soon as possible, my session with Nicole is in tw
NICOLE'S POV My whole body feels sore and frail, I tried to open my eyes but the room is too bright and the light is blinding. "Fuck." I tried to speak but I couldn't even hear myself speaking... My back hurts like hell, it's feels like I have been laying on my back for months. I tried to roll over to the side but I feel kind of trapped and the bed feels too narrow. "Am I on, am I on my bonk bed?" I asked myself as I tried to think of where I am. I forced my eyes open and everything is so white. "This is not my cell, where... Where am I?" I asked myself but I can't seem to figure it out."Nicole, Nicole... Are you okay?" I heard someone call my name but it sounds distant and faint. I struggled to keep my eyes open but when I did and look around the room, I saw him."My hot... My hot doctor." I tried to smile but my face hurts."Nicole, I am so glad you are okay." He smiled at me but he looks a little scruffy, he looks tired but happy... Why is he here, where am I?I wondered as I lo
NICOLE'S POV I was discharged two days ago and I haven't been able to see Asher since then, I mean seeing him anytime and everyday was the best part of being in the hospital... Something has been bothering me since he left last Thursday, he said something about putting his contact in my records but I am not really sure what he meant by that, we haven't been alone long enough to actually ask him but today is Thursday, which means I will get to see him again and we can finally talk without interruptions."Let's go Nicole." Ruth said before we left the cell for breakfast."Of course." Everytime we go to the dining hall for food, the memories of my attack flashes again and it feels like it's mocking me for not having my revenge yet.I will definitely have my revenge because I know deep down that I can't fully move past this without having my revenge. It's similar to what happened six years ago, even after killing five of the gang members, I still don't have peace and I know I won't until
NICOLE'S POV "Is that a joke?" He sat down beside me. "You know that's impossible right?"I know I shouldn't ask this of him but I don't have a choice, I really need to call my contact outside."I really need to make a call." "Which is okay by me but you have to use the prison phone and you know it. It's against the law and I can lose my job if they find out, in fact everything I do with you can make me lose my license if words get out." "I am sorry that I am putting you through all of this, I know it's against the law and asking you to do it anyways is me being selfish but I really need it. The prison phone is being recorded and it's not safe for me to make the call with it. I promise you, I will be very quick and no one will know." I assured him."This is wrong Nicole." He lamented but I can tell that he will give in eventually."I know and I am sorry but it's important." I said urgently as I saw that I have less than ten minutes to go."Fine, two minutes." He brought out his ph
NICOLE'S POV It's almost like Shelly knows that I have plans for her because she's has been avoiding me and even when I see her, she's never alone but I am not bothered because it might take a while but I will eventually isolate them one by one and teach them an everlasting lesson."You should get dressed." Ruth suddenly said and it's kind of surprising because I am in jail and I can't wear anything other than this fucking orange uniform."Is that a joke, what else can I possibly wear?""That's not what I mean, I mean you should try and look presentable. Fix your hair and use this white powder to brighten your face." She instructed and I am finding it difficult to understand why?"Why, what's the occasion?" I asked curiously, I mean I know that it's Saturday and she's getting ready for her family but why do I have to get dressed as well."Come Nicole, have you forgotten that today is Saturday. The hot doctor might come visiting." Well I will love that but he didn't say that he will c
NICOLE'S POV I woke up very early as usual, hoping that I will catch Shelly or her minions in the bathroom but unfortunately for me, they were stepping out just as I was going in. It's been such an hassle to catch her alone but it fine, I will be patient.Who knows, I might even be lucky today, I mean today is Sunday and it's still visiting day and according to my knowledge, Shelly had her guest yesterday. Which means she will be in the cell today and I might just have her alone."You should get ready, Peter might come today." I pointed out when I noticed that she has not made any attempt to actually look good like she likes to."I don't think so, he hasn't been here in weeks, so what makes today different." Well today is different because I asked Mike to look for him and bring him here and I am positive that he will come but if he doesn't, that means something is horribly wrong."Just have faith." I don't want to give her all the details or raise her hope because I might be wrong a
NICOLE'S POV When I was leaving the visiting room, I didn't see Ruth anywhere which means she already left, I guess I was too carried away with my conversation with Asher and I didn't notice her leave.As soon as I stepped out of the visiting arena, I saw Teresa. She's a guard here and she carries out all my requests... When you have money like I do, you can actually make anyone work in your favor. To be honest, prison life is not that bad when money is involved, I actually have everything I want apart from freedom of course but now I need a phone."Teresa, I have been looking for you." I whispered to her."What do you want Nicole? You know I can't be seen hanging around with you." That's true, I don't want to get her in trouble because if that happens, I will have to look for another guard to do all my biddings and I am very comfortable working with Teresa."I know, I will be quick. I need a burner phone." I whispered."How soon?" That's why I like her, she's always down for busines
NICOLE'S POV "It's done." I pointed out when I got off the phone with Mike. Honestly, having a fucking burner phone in my cell has been fucking fantastic, I am able to get so many things done without lifting a finger or even leaving my cell block."What's done?" Ruth asked curiously.It's been days since her breakup with Peter and there is a chance that everything she said about wanting everything he has was said out of pain but carrying out revenge plans is my forte and I have made her wish happen."Everything that Peter Mendoza owns is now officially your's and Peter is completely penniless, like a church rat. I know you didn't ask for this part but I have made sure that all his efforts to bounce back will be frustrated." I said proudly.I mean as a drug dealer, it's easy to become financially stable again but I will make sure it never happens."Really?""Yes, really.""Wow Nicole, I am so happy. Thank you." She jumped on me and she gave me a tight hug."You don't have to thank me,
ASHER'S POV By the time we stepped out of the vintage car paradise, it was about twenty eight minutes to seven and but was dark outside. Left to Aaron and I, we don't even want to leave but Nicole also made a reservation for seven and I don't want to waste her money and effort."Wow Asher, your girlfriend is amazing and I am so glad that I decided to spend the day with you." He said excitedly but even if he didn't show up at my place today, I would have called him after I got the ticket. It has been both our dream to visit this place, so there is no way I would have done this alone."You can say that again man, Nicole is really special. I mean I can't remember the last time I had so much fun, this was really fun and to think she booked the entire space for us, that's crazy." I am beyond amazed by what she was able to organize from prison."I know right, she's really a keeper and I am happy for you." He said as we entered into the car and I started driving."I am happy too, you know a
ASHER'S POV "You mean Nicole your prison girlfriend?" Aaron asked curiously."Don't call her that but yes.""Sorry, let me see." He collected the note from me before I could even read it. "But it doesn't say her name here." He noted."Yes but it says 'my hot doctor' and she's the only one that calls me that." "Oh wow, interesting choice of names." I grabbed the note from him and I decided to read it out for Aaron to hear as well."Hi, my hot doctor.A little birdie told me you are on break today and I figured that you will miss your sexy trouble maker, so this is me making your break fun... Breakfast for you and I hope your friend Aaron is around, so that you can both enjoy classic vintage car tour company tickets together.I also made a dinner reservation for two by seven o'clock at kings and queens restaurant, so have a fun filled day, doctor hot lips.""I see what you mean now about her being special, she is so thoughtful but how did she make this happen all the way from prison?
ASHER'S POV Today is an unusually free day for me, it happens once in a blue moon and all I want to do is to relax at home... I just want to rest and maybe even sleep. Although I doubt that I will get any sleep today, it hasn't been so easy staying at home and that's why I work a lot just to distract myself, I mean every part of this house reminds me of my late wife and it's fucking torture.But when I am at work, I hardly remember her. Whenever I am at home, I feel guilty for falling in love with Nicole when my wife only just died but I can't help myself and everything is so fucking confusing. I don't know how to feel, when I am happy, I feel guilty for being happy, everything is just messed up."Shit, I am doing it again." I promise myself that I will try to enjoy my break and not think about Sarah but here I am doing it again. "Damn."I sat in the living room and I started looking for a movie to watch but before I could even decide, someone stepped into the house. "Aaron, when are
NICOLE'S POV When I was leaving the visiting room, I didn't see Ruth anywhere which means she already left, I guess I was too carried away with my conversation with Asher and I didn't notice her leave.As soon as I stepped out of the visiting arena, I saw Teresa. She's a guard here and she carries out all my requests... When you have money like I do, you can actually make anyone work in your favor. To be honest, prison life is not that bad when money is involved, I actually have everything I want apart from freedom of course but now I need a phone."Teresa, I have been looking for you." I whispered to her."What do you want Nicole? You know I can't be seen hanging around with you." That's true, I don't want to get her in trouble because if that happens, I will have to look for another guard to do all my biddings and I am very comfortable working with Teresa."I know, I will be quick. I need a burner phone." I whispered."How soon?" That's why I like her, she's always down for busines
NICOLE'S POV I woke up very early as usual, hoping that I will catch Shelly or her minions in the bathroom but unfortunately for me, they were stepping out just as I was going in. It's been such an hassle to catch her alone but it fine, I will be patient.Who knows, I might even be lucky today, I mean today is Sunday and it's still visiting day and according to my knowledge, Shelly had her guest yesterday. Which means she will be in the cell today and I might just have her alone."You should get ready, Peter might come today." I pointed out when I noticed that she has not made any attempt to actually look good like she likes to."I don't think so, he hasn't been here in weeks, so what makes today different." Well today is different because I asked Mike to look for him and bring him here and I am positive that he will come but if he doesn't, that means something is horribly wrong."Just have faith." I don't want to give her all the details or raise her hope because I might be wrong a
NICOLE'S POV It's almost like Shelly knows that I have plans for her because she's has been avoiding me and even when I see her, she's never alone but I am not bothered because it might take a while but I will eventually isolate them one by one and teach them an everlasting lesson."You should get dressed." Ruth suddenly said and it's kind of surprising because I am in jail and I can't wear anything other than this fucking orange uniform."Is that a joke, what else can I possibly wear?""That's not what I mean, I mean you should try and look presentable. Fix your hair and use this white powder to brighten your face." She instructed and I am finding it difficult to understand why?"Why, what's the occasion?" I asked curiously, I mean I know that it's Saturday and she's getting ready for her family but why do I have to get dressed as well."Come Nicole, have you forgotten that today is Saturday. The hot doctor might come visiting." Well I will love that but he didn't say that he will c
NICOLE'S POV "Is that a joke?" He sat down beside me. "You know that's impossible right?"I know I shouldn't ask this of him but I don't have a choice, I really need to call my contact outside."I really need to make a call." "Which is okay by me but you have to use the prison phone and you know it. It's against the law and I can lose my job if they find out, in fact everything I do with you can make me lose my license if words get out." "I am sorry that I am putting you through all of this, I know it's against the law and asking you to do it anyways is me being selfish but I really need it. The prison phone is being recorded and it's not safe for me to make the call with it. I promise you, I will be very quick and no one will know." I assured him."This is wrong Nicole." He lamented but I can tell that he will give in eventually."I know and I am sorry but it's important." I said urgently as I saw that I have less than ten minutes to go."Fine, two minutes." He brought out his ph
NICOLE'S POV I was discharged two days ago and I haven't been able to see Asher since then, I mean seeing him anytime and everyday was the best part of being in the hospital... Something has been bothering me since he left last Thursday, he said something about putting his contact in my records but I am not really sure what he meant by that, we haven't been alone long enough to actually ask him but today is Thursday, which means I will get to see him again and we can finally talk without interruptions."Let's go Nicole." Ruth said before we left the cell for breakfast."Of course." Everytime we go to the dining hall for food, the memories of my attack flashes again and it feels like it's mocking me for not having my revenge yet.I will definitely have my revenge because I know deep down that I can't fully move past this without having my revenge. It's similar to what happened six years ago, even after killing five of the gang members, I still don't have peace and I know I won't until