NICOLE'S POV
As the warden led me back to my cell, I had a big smile on my face... I have wanted to kiss his perfect lips since the first time I saw him and he has never been more hurt than when he said he wanted to fuck me. The statement was so unexpected and so unlike him, ordinarily I wouldhave jumped at the offer but he looked sad, like he regrets saying it but the way he kissed me back didn't seem like he regrets it. It was brief but very heated and it took all my will power to stop myself from going further... Damn he made me so horny. " Someone looks happy." Ruth noted as soon as I entered the cell. " Amen I that obvious?" " With the huge grin on your face, hell yeah." I laughed as I sat beside her on her bonk bed. " Well this is the kind of smile you will have after kissing the hot doctor." " You are so nasty, you are really going after him." Ruth said in disbelief. " No I am not, he is already mine." I said confidently. Because after everything those six bastards took from me six years ago, I no longer wait for things to be handed to me, I take whatever I want and as for right now, I want Asher. " I don't doubt that, I just don't know why you are here. With all the power and class, you shouldn't be here." Ruth has been curious to know things about me since I became her cell mate but I can't tell her, I don't even like discussing my past with anyone. Although the hot doctor got me spilling just by mentioning fuck, it was like I was under his spell. " It's a boring story but just know that I am still here because I want to." I will leave when they find the last bastard standing because once I kill him, I am confident thaty family will be safe. I climbed the top bonk and spent the rest of the afternoon laying in bed and fantasizing about my hot doctor. When I first saw him, he was so confident, bold but with time, I brought out the playful and friendly side of him but what I enjoy most is how flustered he gets when I flirt and tease him and I can't wait to get the fuck out of here and have full access to him. ... SATURDAY MORNING... Yesterday was boring as hell and today will be even worse. Today is visiting day and Ruth is very hyped as usual, just like Thursday became my favorite day because of the hot doctor, Saturday is Ruth's favorite day because her parents and fiance usually comes to visit her everyday Saturday... I sat on my bonk bed as I watched her try to make herself look as beautiful as possible. " You already look perfect Ruth." She's a very pretty lady besides she's in jail and she has no makeup, so what more can she possibly do. " Are you sure?" " Of course besides you were not this eager last weekend." I pointed out because last Saturday, she was usually chill. " Well that's because I knew that Peter wasn't coming but he is coming today and I need to look good." Peter is her fiance and she's crazy about him. " Well you look great already." I said as she started styling her hair again. I stayed quiet and just watched as she kept on fixing herself even though it's totally unnecessary but knowing her, she won't stop until they are here. " Benedict 84..." The warden called and Ruth got excited. " Kingston 42." The warden added and the smile on my face vanished. " You have a visitor too?" Ruth asked as the warden started opening our gate. " No this is probably a mix up." I have been here for eight months and I have never had a visitor... I don't have any approved names on my list, I didn't even give my immediate family members for placement on the automated visiting record. " There is no mix up Kingston but you can refuse to see the person if you want." She suggested but honestly, I am curious. " No, I will come." I am nervous but I am very curious, I have no approved visitors, yet I am stepping out of my cell for the first time since I got here on visiting day. " I can't believe you have a visitor." Ruth held my hand excitedly as we left the cell together. " I can't believe it too." As soon as I got to the general visiting area, I saw a lot of inmates with their families talking and laughing and it feels weird to be here. " Have fun Nicole, see you later." Ruth practically ran to her family while I stood at the same spot. I looked around the hall, looking for a familiar face but to my surprise, my eyes landed on the last person I expected to see here... I took conscious steps closer till I got to his table but I still don't know why he is here. " Hot doctor." I smiled and sat across him. " What are you doing here?" " To see you." " I can see that but why?" " Well I know that you have never received a visitor since you got here and I just wanted to change that and..." He paused and looked around with a shy smile on his face. " Nothing." He changed his mind and I am curious to know what is on his damn mind. " It's sweet of you to come in as my guest just to make me feel good but there is more, this is not therapy, so you are free to say anything." " I know, I am here because I miss you and I can't wait till Thursday to see you again." " Well I am glad you are here, my hot doctor." He laughed and my entire body tingled. I want him so bad, I need him...NICOLE'S POV " Really." " Yes, I miss you too. Thursday is my favorite day of the week since I started meeting up with you." " Me too, it's crazy but me too. I find you really interesting and I am curious about you." I blushed because after my confession about all my atrocities, I partially thought that things would be weird between us. " So you don't dislike me for everything I have done?" " Of course not, I would have done the same. They deserve it and that's in your past now, right?" " Right." Did he forget when I said I had one more person to kill or he just wants to pretend we didn't have the conversation. " Anyways, enough about me. Tell me something about you." I changed the topic because I hate talking about my life. I spent hours with Asher, gisting about random things. I have learnt a few things about him and I know he just lost his wife. " What happened to her?" " An accident, hit and run driver." I guess that's why he looked so sad on Thursday. "
ASHER'S POV I haven't been myself since I visited Nicole at the prison on Saturday, I mean I enjoyed seeing her out my office setting and I enjoyed the freedom of speech but I feel so guilty. My wife just died and I went ahead to visit another lady and I even made her my girlfriend, it was like I was possessed or something, I definitely wasn't thinking.It's not like I regret asking her to be my girlfriend but I feel bad for doing so, I mean I know my wife is dead and she's not coming back but it feels like I am cheating on her and I feel so terrible about it... Even as I am getting dressed to go to work, I am fucking excited because I will see Nicole soon but it feels wrong, I shouldn't be this excited when I obviously just lost my wife. "I'm a horrible person."I paced around my room after dressing up. "I need to talk to Aaron." I really need his advice but that will have to be after work... Right now, I need to get to the prison as soon as possible, my session with Nicole is in tw
NICOLE'S POV My whole body feels sore and frail, I tried to open my eyes but the room is too bright and the light is blinding. "Fuck." I tried to speak but I couldn't even hear myself speaking... My back hurts like hell, it's feels like I have been laying on my back for months. I tried to roll over to the side but I feel kind of trapped and the bed feels too narrow. "Am I on, am I on my bonk bed?" I asked myself as I tried to think of where I am. I forced my eyes open and everything is so white. "This is not my cell, where... Where am I?" I asked myself but I can't seem to figure it out."Nicole, Nicole... Are you okay?" I heard someone call my name but it sounds distant and faint. I struggled to keep my eyes open but when I did and look around the room, I saw him."My hot... My hot doctor." I tried to smile but my face hurts."Nicole, I am so glad you are okay." He smiled at me but he looks a little scruffy, he looks tired but happy... Why is he here, where am I?I wondered as I lo
NICOLE'S POV I was discharged two days ago and I haven't been able to see Asher since then, I mean seeing him anytime and everyday was the best part of being in the hospital... Something has been bothering me since he left last Thursday, he said something about putting his contact in my records but I am not really sure what he meant by that, we haven't been alone long enough to actually ask him but today is Thursday, which means I will get to see him again and we can finally talk without interruptions."Let's go Nicole." Ruth said before we left the cell for breakfast."Of course." Everytime we go to the dining hall for food, the memories of my attack flashes again and it feels like it's mocking me for not having my revenge yet.I will definitely have my revenge because I know deep down that I can't fully move past this without having my revenge. It's similar to what happened six years ago, even after killing five of the gang members, I still don't have peace and I know I won't until
NICOLE'S POV "Is that a joke?" He sat down beside me. "You know that's impossible right?"I know I shouldn't ask this of him but I don't have a choice, I really need to call my contact outside."I really need to make a call." "Which is okay by me but you have to use the prison phone and you know it. It's against the law and I can lose my job if they find out, in fact everything I do with you can make me lose my license if words get out." "I am sorry that I am putting you through all of this, I know it's against the law and asking you to do it anyways is me being selfish but I really need it. The prison phone is being recorded and it's not safe for me to make the call with it. I promise you, I will be very quick and no one will know." I assured him."This is wrong Nicole." He lamented but I can tell that he will give in eventually."I know and I am sorry but it's important." I said urgently as I saw that I have less than ten minutes to go."Fine, two minutes." He brought out his ph
NICOLE'S POV It's almost like Shelly knows that I have plans for her because she's has been avoiding me and even when I see her, she's never alone but I am not bothered because it might take a while but I will eventually isolate them one by one and teach them an everlasting lesson."You should get dressed." Ruth suddenly said and it's kind of surprising because I am in jail and I can't wear anything other than this fucking orange uniform."Is that a joke, what else can I possibly wear?""That's not what I mean, I mean you should try and look presentable. Fix your hair and use this white powder to brighten your face." She instructed and I am finding it difficult to understand why?"Why, what's the occasion?" I asked curiously, I mean I know that it's Saturday and she's getting ready for her family but why do I have to get dressed as well."Come Nicole, have you forgotten that today is Saturday. The hot doctor might come visiting." Well I will love that but he didn't say that he will c
NICOLE'S POV I woke up very early as usual, hoping that I will catch Shelly or her minions in the bathroom but unfortunately for me, they were stepping out just as I was going in. It's been such an hassle to catch her alone but it fine, I will be patient.Who knows, I might even be lucky today, I mean today is Sunday and it's still visiting day and according to my knowledge, Shelly had her guest yesterday. Which means she will be in the cell today and I might just have her alone."You should get ready, Peter might come today." I pointed out when I noticed that she has not made any attempt to actually look good like she likes to."I don't think so, he hasn't been here in weeks, so what makes today different." Well today is different because I asked Mike to look for him and bring him here and I am positive that he will come but if he doesn't, that means something is horribly wrong."Just have faith." I don't want to give her all the details or raise her hope because I might be wrong a
NICOLE'S POV When I was leaving the visiting room, I didn't see Ruth anywhere which means she already left, I guess I was too carried away with my conversation with Asher and I didn't notice her leave.As soon as I stepped out of the visiting arena, I saw Teresa. She's a guard here and she carries out all my requests... When you have money like I do, you can actually make anyone work in your favor. To be honest, prison life is not that bad when money is involved, I actually have everything I want apart from freedom of course but now I need a phone."Teresa, I have been looking for you." I whispered to her."What do you want Nicole? You know I can't be seen hanging around with you." That's true, I don't want to get her in trouble because if that happens, I will have to look for another guard to do all my biddings and I am very comfortable working with Teresa."I know, I will be quick. I need a burner phone." I whispered."How soon?" That's why I like her, she's always down for busines
NICOLE'S POV I can't believe he just threatened me, is he really going to send me back to prison? I can't believe it, I am the victim here and now everyone is upset and judging me because I want revenge, he ruined my life and sending him to prison is just too easy and I need him to suffer."Nicole, you have to drop this. You heard what he said, are you really going to throw everything you have away because of revenge that won't make you feel any better?" Betty asked as she followed me to my room but I am so upset with her for defending and supporting them instead of supporting me."How do you know, how do you know that it won't make me feel better?" I asked angrily."You have killed five people already, do you feel any better or different than you felt before you went in your adventure of killing spree?" She asked curiously. Why is she attacking me like I am the worst person on earth."No I don't feel better because I have not killed the most important person, Logan is the leader an
ASHER'S POV This is a nightmare, what am I going to do? I went into the room to get my phone to call Logan but his number is unreachable, so I decided to call Aaron instead."Hey man, what's up? I'm right in front of your house." He said as soon as he picked up."Well come in, there is a problem." I said before hanging up the call."Hey, was that not Nicole's car I saw on my way here?" He asked curiously as soon as he stepped in."Yeah, there is a situation at hand Aaron. She just told me now that she left that day because of Logan, she saw the scar on his nipple and that she gave him that scar and the one in his brows six years ago when he invaded her house with five guys and Logan himself raped her but the real problem right now is that she said she will kill him." I informed as I started pacing around again."That's ridiculous, she can't even hurt a fly." He stated while laughing and I see nothing funny here."She can and she will, she has already killed the five guys he went with
ASHER'S POV Today was a long day, in fact the last one week has been ridiculously long. I go to Nicole's office every morning before I go to work and I check her at home every evening after work and honestly, I am tired. I am tired of stressing myself trying to figure out what I did to her that warrants this sudden change... It's been over a week now since she rushed out of here with no explanations, so I have decided to let her be. I am going to give her the space she's looking for, no more chasing after her like a fly, I am done.I made my way to my room after work and I got rid of my suit and I was about to take my shit off when I heard a knock on the door and I made my way out to get it. "Nicole?" I opened the door and I am shocked to see her standing there. "Ummm, come in." I said as I left the way.She's definitely the last person I expected to see standing here today and I am not going to lie, she doesn't look good. Her hair is messy and she has eye bags, she looked stressed a
NICOLE'S POV "I'm going to kill him." The only question now is how and when, I mean I can't just kill him cheaply like I killed others, he was the gang leader and the architect of everything that happened to me, so a quick death will be a waste of revenge... I spent six years of my life looking for him, so I have to give him a befitting death, something worthy of the chase."He deserves a tremendous death." Something grand but painful and slow, I need him to beg for death the same way I begged him now to rape me. I need him to beg for mercy like I did, I need him to offer me things in exchange for his life like my parents offered them everything just to spare me but he refused. I need him to cry, scream, beg, explain why he decided to ruin my family and after that I want him to beg for a quick death while I derive pleasure in watching him squirm.I stayed in bed all day looking for the best way to kill him and everything that comes to mind seems too easy to be compared to what he did
ASHER'S POV If I say that I understand what happened this morning or what's happening right now, it will be a blatant lie. I'm confused as fuck, she came in here looking excited and she even brought food and the next minute, she started acting weird and she was even crying before she rushed out of here without any explanation.I got back into the house and I met Aaron and Logan laughing and eating the same food she brought over."Hey, how did it go?" Aaron asked as soon as he saw me."I don't know, I didn't see her." I pointed out as I plopped on the couch... I am so frustrated and upset, I didn't see my weekend turning out like this.She showed up unannounced and I was really excited about it, I thought we were going to spend the day together but all of a sudden, she saw Logan and she acted like this was her first time of seeing him, they work together for God's sake. If not that I know how much they like each other and get along, I would have said that she doesn't like him because
NICOLE'S POV As I sat on my bathroom floor, the weight of my discovery came crashing down and crushing me, tears streamed down my face like a river and my body shook uncontrollably as I kept sobbing. I want to stop crying but I can't, it's just too much. "Arghhh." I screamed as I gasped for breath, my chest heaved in an unhealthy manner with each ragged breath I took. "Why did it have to be him?" I sobbed as I managed to get up and I stood under the running shower while still wearing my clothes.I just want the water to wash away all the tears, pain and confusion. "Oh my God, why?" My mind reeled of thoughts of desperate answers. "What am I going to do, Asher, Logan... What will I do?" My heart shattered into a million pieces as I found myself drowning in a sea of tears or maybe it's just the water from the shower."Nicole, Nicole." Betty called and knocked but even as I tried to respond, my voice is barely audible. "Your phone is ringing Nicole." She informed and I know without a do
NICOLE'S POV ONE MONTH LATER..."Wow, someone looks nice." Betty said as soon as she stepped into my room and noticed that I that I am dressed.I want to go over to Asher's place to surprise him this Saturday, he is not expecting me but I asked the chef to make something nice that I will take over to them."Thanks girl." I spun around for her in my orange yellow color summer vibe set two piece, it's consist of dark orange yellow T-Shirts and color-block wide-leg pants. It's was part of the things I bought when I went shopping with Shelly and Ruth last month, it's beautiful. "I am going over to visit Asher." I said while smiling."That's nice, anyways enjoy your day. I am going out with Mike too, he wants me to meet his friend." She pointed out and I am so surprised that he even has friends.I have never seen or heard him having a friendly conversation over the phone before, so this is really new to me but I shouldn't be surprised, I mean he is dating Betty right? So he definitely has
NICOLE'S POV The first thing I did when we got here was to send Asher a quick text because I know I can get carried away and forget to tell him.ME: "Hi doctor hot lips, I am around now. We are a bit early, so we will have to wait a bit. How is your day going, if you are not free to come over, don't stress it. We can see at home later in the day." MY BABY:"Oh I am sorry babe but I have a session right now and it just started, so I can't get out of it but I will come over to the house later, you guys should have fun... Love you." I read his text before putting my phone away, I actually didn't expect to see him, I knew he was going to be busy by the time we are here and it's fine, I prefer him to come over to the house anyway.We got to the prison pretty earlier than I thought, we have been here for like five minutes now and it's just fifteen minutes to two which means we will still be here for like twenty minutes or more because of the checking out process... I seriously don't kno
NICOLE'S POV I woke up the next morning to the sound of the shower running and I checked the time to see it's already a few minutes to nine. How does he do it, how does he manage to stay up all night and still manage to wake up early enough to go to work in the morning without feeling exhausted while I am feeling so knackered and to think he did all the work and all I did was to just enjoy it."I can't go to work today." I said when I remembered that I am supposed to go to the prison to pick up Shelly. There is no way I can make it out of bed early enough to get to work first before going to the prison, so I think it's best I stay here and we can leave from here, I really don't have to go to work.I managed to convince myself as I stay in bed, rolling from side to side until I found my phone, I need to call Ruth and ask her to come here instead of going to my office. I called her like twice but she didn't pick. "Maybe she's still in bed or something." I said before tossing the phone