CHAPTER 2 - I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE

ASHER'S POV

Fuck, I can't believe I said that out loud. Nicole is my patient and she's even in jail, why the fuck did I say that?

I feel so ashamed and disgusted with myself for even harbouring the thought but I can't deny that Nicole is sexy and tempting even in her orange uniform but I just buried my wife and here I am fantasizing over another lady... I am too ashamed to even look at her but at the same time, I have to do my damn job and I can't do it by avoiding her gaze.

I looked at her but she doesn't look offended, rather she has a hint of smile on her face , damn she's pretty and she knows it.

" I'm really sorry for what I said, I wasn't thinking. Can you please sit and let's start?" I politely gestured to a chair across from mine.

" Of course handsome, whatever you want." She slurred before sitting with her legs crossed and all I can think of is what it will feel like to have her sexy legs wrapped around my waist. Fuck, I am in deep shit...

" Hem." I cleared my throat. " You were sentenced for six months and you should have been out two months ago, why are you still here?" I wondered because I have been seeing her for a month now and I still don't know what's going on in her head.

According to her file, she's a delinquent. Shes always in trouble at least twice a week but the lady I have been talking to for the last four weeks is nothing like they described in the file, although I haven't been able to get her to actually talk yet.

" I don't want to leave."

That's a new one and I am surprised because in all my practice, I have never seen a prisoner that is not eager to leave.

" Why, don't you have family to go back to?" I am curious because according to the file, she has never received a visitor and that's pretty weird.

" I do and they are the reason I am here, staying in here means they will be safe and I am willing to sacrifice my freedom to keep them safe."

" So if I understand you correctly, you are purposely being problematic just to extend your stay?"

" Correct." Honestly this is new to me because I have had patients desperately begging and eager to leave because prison was fucking with their mental health. Some even offered to give me money so that I can recommend them to be out on parole.

" Can you explain to me why your family is in danger and why do you think staying in here is the best solution?" I am very curious to hear her story because there is no way I can help her without knowing exactly how she thinks but aside from that I am intrigued.

" I don't like thinking about it but like I said a while ago, I will do anything you want." She paused and winked at me. " Six years ago, on my 20th birthday, I was having a birthday celebratory dinner with my parents and younger brother at home." Her eyes watered and I felt bad for asking. " Six men... Six masked armed men broke into the house and disrupted our dinner and life. We were so scared when they came in but we were ready to cooperate with them and we did, we gave them everything they asked for, every single thing and just when they were about to leave, the gang leader stopped because he wanted more."

Nicole paused and I know it's not funny but I almost laughed when she stubbornly cleaned her tears... She's obsessed with always wanting to be seen as tough but on the inside, I have a feeling she's just a baby and honestly, all I can see is just how cute she is.

" He grabbed me by the neck and held me against the wall with his left hand and with his right hand, he ripped my to shred. I screamed and my dad got up to help but he was shot by one of the gang members... I was standing naked with my back against the wall and his hand tightly wrapped around my neck then he ripped off my pants. I was so scared and I was crying as I looked at all the guys ogling at me. They were all masked and dressed in black, the only visible thing was the same tattoo they have on their forearm... My mom tried to help too but she was shot as well."

Tears was rolling down her cheeks like water fall and I feel so sad for her, she lost her parents in one night just like me... It's the worst day of my life, so I know how she feels.

" With no one left to stop him, he raped me mercilessly and took my virginity in front of all his guys and my baby brother. After they left, I promised to have my revenge even if it's the last thing I do. It took time but I did."

" I'm so sorry for everything you had to go through, it's terrible and you didn't deserve it but are you saying you went after them?" I asked because I don't really understand.

" Yes I went to every tattoo parlor in the city till I found the person that drew the tattoo for them, I got their information and realized that the are cultists, I went after them one after the other and I killed five of them, aside from the gang leader that raped me. I have looked everywhere but I can't find him, he must have heard that his gang members are dying enigmatically and he went into hiding but I won't give up because even as I am here, I have people on the outside looking for him."

I would have preferred not to hear all that details but truthfully maybe I would have done the same thing, in my own case, my brother took laws into his own hands before I could do anything but I am confused because she wasn't convicted for murder, if she was, her sentence wouldn't have been six months.

" But you were not convicted for murder."

" Of course not, I killed the five of them personally and I did a clean job. The cops didn't get me for that, infact they didn't get me at all. I am here by choice... Look after I killed the fourth guy, I noticed that someone started digging into my life and I knew it was a matter of time before they find out who I am and find what's left of my family. So I started making research and I found out that in Florida, theft of property worth less than $750 is a misdemeanor punishable by up to 6 months in jail and a $500 fine, so that's why I am here, I stole." She smiled like all she just said is nothing.

I know I should be scared of her after everything I just heard but instead I am more curious and intrigued, she's interesting... I feel ashamed to admit it to myself but I want her badly, I really do.

" Wow, we will have to continue this next time cause your time is up." This is the most difficult time of every session I have with her, watching her leave.

" Sure." She got up and after staring at me for a while, she suddenly removed her orange top and I couldn't take my eyes off her perfect boobs.

" What are you doing?" I stared at her as she moved closer to me in just her nude color bra and orange trousers.

She claimed my lips and I didn't hesitate to kiss her back, fuck she smells so nice. How can she smell this nice in prison?... but I couldn't linger on my thoughts for too long because I deepened the kiss and she placed my hands on her soft boobs. My hands cupped her boobs perfectly like they were made for each other and I just wish this moment won't come to an end but then she pulled away and wore her shirt back like nothing happened.

" Giving you something to think about because next time, I want you to fuck me senseless."

" Kingston 42, it's time to leave." The warden arrived and took her away and I wish I can take her home instead, fuck.