NICOLE'S POV
When I was leaving the visiting room, I didn't see Ruth anywhere which means she already left, I guess I was too carried away with my conversation with Asher and I didn't notice her leave. As soon as I stepped out of the visiting arena, I saw Teresa. She's a guard here and she carries out all my requests... When you have money like I do, you can actually make anyone work in your favor. To be honest, prison life is not that bad when money is involved, I actually have everything I want apart from freedom of course but now I need a phone. "Teresa, I have been looking for you." I whispered to her. "What do you want Nicole? You know I can't be seen hanging around with you." That's true, I don't want to get her in trouble because if that happens, I will have to look for another guard to do all my biddings and I am very comfortable working with Teresa. "I know, I will be quick. I need a burner phone." I whispered. "How soon?" That's why I like her, she's always down for business, anyways I don't expect anything less considering how much I pay her. "As soon as possible, now, tonight?" "Alright, I will bring it to your cell." She assured me. "Good, see you later." I walked away and made my way to my cell. I don't know why it took me so long to decide on getting a phone. I didn't want to make calling Mike a habit but now, situations has changed and I need to be able to communicate at will besides there is something I need to do and I can't do it without my personalized phone. "Ruth, how long have you been here?" I asked when I entered the cell and I saw Ruth looking lost. "It's been a while now, I didn't stay long with Peter." She explained but she doesn't look good, I know something is definitely wrong. "Why, what happened?" I asked as I sat on the bed and I put herlegs on my leg. "He broke up with me." She said plainly just as I predicted. "I'm so sorry Ruth, what he did is not fair but don't let it bother you too much. It's okay for you to be sad and you can cry if you want but I personally don't think that he deserves it. You will be out of here in no time and then you can start a new better life without him." I know that what I just said is easier said than done but that's the best thing she can do for herself at this point. "That's the problem Nicole, I am not even sad, I am... I am mad, upset, furious, I am fucking livid." She said angrily as she got out of bed and started pacing around the room. Her reaction is really weird and unusual, judging by how much she loves him, I expected her to be sad, cry, anything but certainly not this livid. Am I missing something? "I don't understand, is there something I don't know?" I asked curiously. "Peter is fucking mean and so ungrateful, I can't believe that he broke up with me after everything that I have done for him." She stopped pacing around and then she sat beside me. "I'm so stupid Nicole, I am even so ashamed to tell you." "Calm down Ruth, we are friends and you can tell me anything. I am not going to judge you and if there is anything I can do to ease your pain, you know I will do it." I consoled her but I know what ever she's going through is beyond the break up and it's probably very serious. "Thanks but there is nothing you can do to help me, I acted stupidly. I am here because of him Nicole, I am here because of Peter." It hurts to see her this heartbroken but I don't know how to help her. Come to think of it, I have never really asked her why she's in prison because it will lead to her asking me the exact question but what does she mean by she's here because of him? "How, what are you trying to say?" I asked worriedly because now I am beginning to get worried. "I'm here paying for a crime he committed." She blurted out. "What?" I know I said I wasn't going to judge but honestly this is crazy and so unexpected, how could she have been so stupid? "I know I am an idiot but I did it for love, I thought he loved me. I never knew that he was dealing with hard drugs and I didn't even know that he had drugs in the car, we were coming back from a date and the cops flagged us down. Then he asked me to keep the drugs in my hand bag that I won't be searched." She stood up again and started pacing around. "I asked him why but he said he already has criminal records and if they catch him this time, that he will be thrown in jail for good and he is never getting out, so I stupidly took the fall." Yeah she's very stupid. "Oh my goodness Ruth, why will you do something like that?" This is ridiculous. "I know now that this is not a good reason but I loved him and we were engaged, I just didn't want him to get in trouble." She cried and I feel so sorry for her. Now I understand why she's so sad, she took the fall for him and then he started ghosting her and even after I forced him to show up, he had the guts to break up with her after everything she has done for that bastard. I will make him pay. "It's okay, it's not your fault. He is ungrateful and that's not on you, don't worry girl, he will get what he deserves." I assured her, I just need to get a hold of a phone. "I want him to pay, I want him to suffer and regret his actions... You made him come here right? Is there something you can do to him from here?" Now she's speaking my language. I am a huge believer and a fan of revenge, I believe in an eye for an eye. I was going to make him pay even without her permission but now that she's asking, it will make it more fun. "It depends on what you want." I said confidently. "I want him to lose everything, I want to take everything that matters to him away from him... I want all his money and assets and I want him to know that I am the one ruining his life, then when I finally get out of here, I want him to see me looking different and then I will set him up and send him to where he deserves to be." Well it's obvious she has everything figured out with the way she's explaining the process while looking into space like she's picturing everything. It's a good start but left to me, I will go all out by crippling him, blinding him or cutting off his dick or even the combination of the three but I guess it's her revenge and she can do whatever pleases her. "That I can do, by the time I am done with him, he will regret everything he did to you. I promise." I am very good at carrying out revenge plans. "Thanks Nicole, I am so happy to have you. You have made my stay here very easy, convenient and less pathetic." She pulled me in for a hug. She's a good friend and a great company, so I am happy to have her with me. When I first arrived here, she was in another room but we still became friends but after I settled in and furnished my room a bit, I asked Teresa to transfer Ruth to my room and it has been a pleasure to have her ever since. "It's okay, I am happy to have you too. So how long do you have left?" I asked curiously because I think her sentence is for two years or so. "Fourteen months." Wow, that's a long time but I will make sure she gets out of here before then, it will be a shame to let her stay here for that long for a crime she didn't commit besides she was here two months before I arrived, which means that she has been here for about ten months already. "Don't worry, I will get you out of here before then, I promise." I assured her, she is innocent and she doesn't deserve to be here. "Really, can you really do that?" She asked just as she sat down beside me. "Yes I can and I will." "But if you have that much power and connections, why are you still here." "I'm here only because I want to, I am not ready to leave yet." I said just as Teresa arrived at my cell.ASHER'S POV Today is an unusually free day for me, it happens once in a blue moon and all I want to do is to relax at home... I just want to rest and maybe even sleep. Although I doubt that I will get any sleep today, it hasn't been so easy staying at home and that's why I work a lot just to distract myself, I mean every part of this house reminds me of my late wife and it's fucking torture.But when I am at work, I hardly remember her. Whenever I am at home, I feel guilty for falling in love with Nicole when my wife only just died but I can't help myself and everything is so fucking confusing. I don't know how to feel, when I am happy, I feel guilty for being happy, everything is just messed up."Shit, I am doing it again." I promise myself that I will try to enjoy my break and not think about Sarah but here I am doing it again. "Damn."I sat in the living room and I started looking for a movie to watch but before I could even decide, someone stepped into the house. "Aaron, when are
ASHER'S POV "You mean Nicole your prison girlfriend?" Aaron asked curiously."Don't call her that but yes.""Sorry, let me see." He collected the note from me before I could even read it. "But it doesn't say her name here." He noted."Yes but it says 'my hot doctor' and she's the only one that calls me that." "Oh wow, interesting choice of names." I grabbed the note from him and I decided to read it out for Aaron to hear as well."Hi, my hot doctor.A little birdie told me you are on break today and I figured that you will miss your sexy trouble maker, so this is me making your break fun... Breakfast for you and I hope your friend Aaron is around, so that you can both enjoy classic vintage car tour company tickets together.I also made a dinner reservation for two by seven o'clock at kings and queens restaurant, so have a fun filled day, doctor hot lips.""I see what you mean now about her being special, she is so thoughtful but how did she make this happen all the way from prison?
ASHER'S POV By the time we stepped out of the vintage car paradise, it was about twenty eight minutes to seven and but was dark outside. Left to Aaron and I, we don't even want to leave but Nicole also made a reservation for seven and I don't want to waste her money and effort."Wow Asher, your girlfriend is amazing and I am so glad that I decided to spend the day with you." He said excitedly but even if he didn't show up at my place today, I would have called him after I got the ticket. It has been both our dream to visit this place, so there is no way I would have done this alone."You can say that again man, Nicole is really special. I mean I can't remember the last time I had so much fun, this was really fun and to think she booked the entire space for us, that's crazy." I am beyond amazed by what she was able to organize from prison."I know right, she's really a keeper and I am happy for you." He said as we entered into the car and I started driving."I am happy too, you know a
NICOLE'S POV "It's done." I pointed out when I got off the phone with Mike. Honestly, having a fucking burner phone in my cell has been fucking fantastic, I am able to get so many things done without lifting a finger or even leaving my cell block."What's done?" Ruth asked curiously.It's been days since her breakup with Peter and there is a chance that everything she said about wanting everything he has was said out of pain but carrying out revenge plans is my forte and I have made her wish happen."Everything that Peter Mendoza owns is now officially your's and Peter is completely penniless, like a church rat. I know you didn't ask for this part but I have made sure that all his efforts to bounce back will be frustrated." I said proudly.I mean as a drug dealer, it's easy to become financially stable again but I will make sure it never happens."Really?""Yes, really.""Wow Nicole, I am so happy. Thank you." She jumped on me and she gave me a tight hug."You don't have to thank me,
NICOLE'S POV I sat at the dinning hall with my roommate, having a nasty breakfast as usual. I was concentrating on my lousy food but it feels like I have eyes on me. I looked around the hall and I was right, Shelly and her girls are throwing daggers with their eyes. When I first arrived here, she was in charge and she was a bully... The first thing she tried to do was to dominate me but I didn't allow it and I became her number one enemy but I don't mind because I am fucked up in the head and I need somewhere to vent. I don't mind a little challenge and fight every now and then but not today, for the last six months, I have been a delinquent in here but lately, I have a new focus or should I say a distraction. Something else that excites me other than having a fight... From the corner of my eyes, I saw Shelly and her crew stand up and I know they are coming to pick a fight, ordinarily I wouldn't mind but today is not the day. " Shit." I cursed when I remembered that my roommate R
ASHER'S POV Fuck, I can't believe I said that out loud. Nicole is my patient and she's even in jail, why the fuck did I say that? I feel so ashamed and disgusted with myself for even harbouring the thought but I can't deny that Nicole is sexy and tempting even in her orange uniform but I just buried my wife and here I am fantasizing over another lady... I am too ashamed to even look at her but at the same time, I have to do my damn job and I can't do it by avoiding her gaze. I looked at her but she doesn't look offended, rather she has a hint of smile on her face , damn she's pretty and she knows it. " I'm really sorry for what I said, I wasn't thinking. Can you please sit and let's start?" I politely gestured to a chair across from mine. " Of course handsome, whatever you want." She slurred before sitting with her legs crossed and all I can think of is what it will feel like to have her sexy legs wrapped around my waist. Fuck, I am in deep shit... " Hem." I cleared my throat.
NICOLE'S POV As the warden led me back to my cell, I had a big smile on my face... I have wanted to kiss his perfect lips since the first time I saw him and he has never been more hurt than when he said he wanted to fuck me.The statement was so unexpected and so unlike him, ordinarily I wouldhave jumped at the offer but he looked sad, like he regrets saying it but the way he kissed me back didn't seem like he regrets it. It was brief but very heated and it took all my will power to stop myself from going further... Damn he made me so horny." Someone looks happy." Ruth noted as soon as I entered the cell." Amen I that obvious?"" With the huge grin on your face, hell yeah." I laughed as I sat beside her on her bonk bed." Well this is the kind of smile you will have after kissing the hot doctor." " You are so nasty, you are really going after him." Ruth said in disbelief." No I am not, he is already mine." I said confidently.Because after everything those six bastards took from
NICOLE'S POV " Really." " Yes, I miss you too. Thursday is my favorite day of the week since I started meeting up with you." " Me too, it's crazy but me too. I find you really interesting and I am curious about you." I blushed because after my confession about all my atrocities, I partially thought that things would be weird between us. " So you don't dislike me for everything I have done?" " Of course not, I would have done the same. They deserve it and that's in your past now, right?" " Right." Did he forget when I said I had one more person to kill or he just wants to pretend we didn't have the conversation. " Anyways, enough about me. Tell me something about you." I changed the topic because I hate talking about my life. I spent hours with Asher, gisting about random things. I have learnt a few things about him and I know he just lost his wife. " What happened to her?" " An accident, hit and run driver." I guess that's why he looked so sad on Thursday. "
NICOLE'S POV "It's done." I pointed out when I got off the phone with Mike. Honestly, having a fucking burner phone in my cell has been fucking fantastic, I am able to get so many things done without lifting a finger or even leaving my cell block."What's done?" Ruth asked curiously.It's been days since her breakup with Peter and there is a chance that everything she said about wanting everything he has was said out of pain but carrying out revenge plans is my forte and I have made her wish happen."Everything that Peter Mendoza owns is now officially your's and Peter is completely penniless, like a church rat. I know you didn't ask for this part but I have made sure that all his efforts to bounce back will be frustrated." I said proudly.I mean as a drug dealer, it's easy to become financially stable again but I will make sure it never happens."Really?""Yes, really.""Wow Nicole, I am so happy. Thank you." She jumped on me and she gave me a tight hug."You don't have to thank me,
ASHER'S POV By the time we stepped out of the vintage car paradise, it was about twenty eight minutes to seven and but was dark outside. Left to Aaron and I, we don't even want to leave but Nicole also made a reservation for seven and I don't want to waste her money and effort."Wow Asher, your girlfriend is amazing and I am so glad that I decided to spend the day with you." He said excitedly but even if he didn't show up at my place today, I would have called him after I got the ticket. It has been both our dream to visit this place, so there is no way I would have done this alone."You can say that again man, Nicole is really special. I mean I can't remember the last time I had so much fun, this was really fun and to think she booked the entire space for us, that's crazy." I am beyond amazed by what she was able to organize from prison."I know right, she's really a keeper and I am happy for you." He said as we entered into the car and I started driving."I am happy too, you know a
ASHER'S POV "You mean Nicole your prison girlfriend?" Aaron asked curiously."Don't call her that but yes.""Sorry, let me see." He collected the note from me before I could even read it. "But it doesn't say her name here." He noted."Yes but it says 'my hot doctor' and she's the only one that calls me that." "Oh wow, interesting choice of names." I grabbed the note from him and I decided to read it out for Aaron to hear as well."Hi, my hot doctor.A little birdie told me you are on break today and I figured that you will miss your sexy trouble maker, so this is me making your break fun... Breakfast for you and I hope your friend Aaron is around, so that you can both enjoy classic vintage car tour company tickets together.I also made a dinner reservation for two by seven o'clock at kings and queens restaurant, so have a fun filled day, doctor hot lips.""I see what you mean now about her being special, she is so thoughtful but how did she make this happen all the way from prison?
ASHER'S POV Today is an unusually free day for me, it happens once in a blue moon and all I want to do is to relax at home... I just want to rest and maybe even sleep. Although I doubt that I will get any sleep today, it hasn't been so easy staying at home and that's why I work a lot just to distract myself, I mean every part of this house reminds me of my late wife and it's fucking torture.But when I am at work, I hardly remember her. Whenever I am at home, I feel guilty for falling in love with Nicole when my wife only just died but I can't help myself and everything is so fucking confusing. I don't know how to feel, when I am happy, I feel guilty for being happy, everything is just messed up."Shit, I am doing it again." I promise myself that I will try to enjoy my break and not think about Sarah but here I am doing it again. "Damn."I sat in the living room and I started looking for a movie to watch but before I could even decide, someone stepped into the house. "Aaron, when are
NICOLE'S POV When I was leaving the visiting room, I didn't see Ruth anywhere which means she already left, I guess I was too carried away with my conversation with Asher and I didn't notice her leave.As soon as I stepped out of the visiting arena, I saw Teresa. She's a guard here and she carries out all my requests... When you have money like I do, you can actually make anyone work in your favor. To be honest, prison life is not that bad when money is involved, I actually have everything I want apart from freedom of course but now I need a phone."Teresa, I have been looking for you." I whispered to her."What do you want Nicole? You know I can't be seen hanging around with you." That's true, I don't want to get her in trouble because if that happens, I will have to look for another guard to do all my biddings and I am very comfortable working with Teresa."I know, I will be quick. I need a burner phone." I whispered."How soon?" That's why I like her, she's always down for busines
NICOLE'S POV I woke up very early as usual, hoping that I will catch Shelly or her minions in the bathroom but unfortunately for me, they were stepping out just as I was going in. It's been such an hassle to catch her alone but it fine, I will be patient.Who knows, I might even be lucky today, I mean today is Sunday and it's still visiting day and according to my knowledge, Shelly had her guest yesterday. Which means she will be in the cell today and I might just have her alone."You should get ready, Peter might come today." I pointed out when I noticed that she has not made any attempt to actually look good like she likes to."I don't think so, he hasn't been here in weeks, so what makes today different." Well today is different because I asked Mike to look for him and bring him here and I am positive that he will come but if he doesn't, that means something is horribly wrong."Just have faith." I don't want to give her all the details or raise her hope because I might be wrong a
NICOLE'S POV It's almost like Shelly knows that I have plans for her because she's has been avoiding me and even when I see her, she's never alone but I am not bothered because it might take a while but I will eventually isolate them one by one and teach them an everlasting lesson."You should get dressed." Ruth suddenly said and it's kind of surprising because I am in jail and I can't wear anything other than this fucking orange uniform."Is that a joke, what else can I possibly wear?""That's not what I mean, I mean you should try and look presentable. Fix your hair and use this white powder to brighten your face." She instructed and I am finding it difficult to understand why?"Why, what's the occasion?" I asked curiously, I mean I know that it's Saturday and she's getting ready for her family but why do I have to get dressed as well."Come Nicole, have you forgotten that today is Saturday. The hot doctor might come visiting." Well I will love that but he didn't say that he will c
NICOLE'S POV "Is that a joke?" He sat down beside me. "You know that's impossible right?"I know I shouldn't ask this of him but I don't have a choice, I really need to call my contact outside."I really need to make a call." "Which is okay by me but you have to use the prison phone and you know it. It's against the law and I can lose my job if they find out, in fact everything I do with you can make me lose my license if words get out." "I am sorry that I am putting you through all of this, I know it's against the law and asking you to do it anyways is me being selfish but I really need it. The prison phone is being recorded and it's not safe for me to make the call with it. I promise you, I will be very quick and no one will know." I assured him."This is wrong Nicole." He lamented but I can tell that he will give in eventually."I know and I am sorry but it's important." I said urgently as I saw that I have less than ten minutes to go."Fine, two minutes." He brought out his ph
NICOLE'S POV I was discharged two days ago and I haven't been able to see Asher since then, I mean seeing him anytime and everyday was the best part of being in the hospital... Something has been bothering me since he left last Thursday, he said something about putting his contact in my records but I am not really sure what he meant by that, we haven't been alone long enough to actually ask him but today is Thursday, which means I will get to see him again and we can finally talk without interruptions."Let's go Nicole." Ruth said before we left the cell for breakfast."Of course." Everytime we go to the dining hall for food, the memories of my attack flashes again and it feels like it's mocking me for not having my revenge yet.I will definitely have my revenge because I know deep down that I can't fully move past this without having my revenge. It's similar to what happened six years ago, even after killing five of the gang members, I still don't have peace and I know I won't until