NICOLE'S POV When I was leaving the visiting room, I didn't see Ruth anywhere which means she already left, I guess I was too carried away with my conversation with Asher and I didn't notice her leave.As soon as I stepped out of the visiting arena, I saw Teresa. She's a guard here and she carries out all my requests... When you have money like I do, you can actually make anyone work in your favor. To be honest, prison life is not that bad when money is involved, I actually have everything I want apart from freedom of course but now I need a phone."Teresa, I have been looking for you." I whispered to her."What do you want Nicole? You know I can't be seen hanging around with you." That's true, I don't want to get her in trouble because if that happens, I will have to look for another guard to do all my biddings and I am very comfortable working with Teresa."I know, I will be quick. I need a burner phone." I whispered."How soon?" That's why I like her, she's always down for busines
ASHER'S POV Today is an unusually free day for me, it happens once in a blue moon and all I want to do is to relax at home... I just want to rest and maybe even sleep. Although I doubt that I will get any sleep today, it hasn't been so easy staying at home and that's why I work a lot just to distract myself, I mean every part of this house reminds me of my late wife and it's fucking torture.But when I am at work, I hardly remember her. Whenever I am at home, I feel guilty for falling in love with Nicole when my wife only just died but I can't help myself and everything is so fucking confusing. I don't know how to feel, when I am happy, I feel guilty for being happy, everything is just messed up."Shit, I am doing it again." I promise myself that I will try to enjoy my break and not think about Sarah but here I am doing it again. "Damn."I sat in the living room and I started looking for a movie to watch but before I could even decide, someone stepped into the house. "Aaron, when are
ASHER'S POV "You mean Nicole your prison girlfriend?" Aaron asked curiously."Don't call her that but yes.""Sorry, let me see." He collected the note from me before I could even read it. "But it doesn't say her name here." He noted."Yes but it says 'my hot doctor' and she's the only one that calls me that." "Oh wow, interesting choice of names." I grabbed the note from him and I decided to read it out for Aaron to hear as well."Hi, my hot doctor.A little birdie told me you are on break today and I figured that you will miss your sexy trouble maker, so this is me making your break fun... Breakfast for you and I hope your friend Aaron is around, so that you can both enjoy classic vintage car tour company tickets together.I also made a dinner reservation for two by seven o'clock at kings and queens restaurant, so have a fun filled day, doctor hot lips.""I see what you mean now about her being special, she is so thoughtful but how did she make this happen all the way from prison?
ASHER'S POV By the time we stepped out of the vintage car paradise, it was about twenty eight minutes to seven and but was dark outside. Left to Aaron and I, we don't even want to leave but Nicole also made a reservation for seven and I don't want to waste her money and effort."Wow Asher, your girlfriend is amazing and I am so glad that I decided to spend the day with you." He said excitedly but even if he didn't show up at my place today, I would have called him after I got the ticket. It has been both our dream to visit this place, so there is no way I would have done this alone."You can say that again man, Nicole is really special. I mean I can't remember the last time I had so much fun, this was really fun and to think she booked the entire space for us, that's crazy." I am beyond amazed by what she was able to organize from prison."I know right, she's really a keeper and I am happy for you." He said as we entered into the car and I started driving."I am happy too, you know a
NICOLE'S POV "It's done." I pointed out when I got off the phone with Mike. Honestly, having a fucking burner phone in my cell has been fucking fantastic, I am able to get so many things done without lifting a finger or even leaving my cell block."What's done?" Ruth asked curiously.It's been days since her breakup with Peter and there is a chance that everything she said about wanting everything he has was said out of pain but carrying out revenge plans is my forte and I have made her wish happen."Everything that Peter Mendoza owns is now officially your's and Peter is completely penniless, like a church rat. I know you didn't ask for this part but I have made sure that all his efforts to bounce back will be frustrated." I said proudly.I mean as a drug dealer, it's easy to become financially stable again but I will make sure it never happens."Really?""Yes, really.""Wow Nicole, I am so happy. Thank you." She jumped on me and she gave me a tight hug."You don't have to thank me,
NICOLE'S POV "Someone seems happy." Ruth noted while we were having breakfast in the dining room."Of course, I am happy." Today is Thursday and I am looking forward to seeing my hot doctor. I haven't seen him since on Sunday besides I am curious to know what he thinks of my surprise.After Teresa brought the burner phone to my cell and I discovered that Asher is on a break, so his surprise was the first thing I planned and I really want to know if he likes it."It's surprising how you found love even though you are locked in here, do you ever worry about the possibility of him leaving you? You know it's not exactly easy to date an inmate." I know she's probably saying this because of what happened with Peter and she has a point, it's not easy to date an inmate, although I am not worried."Honestly, I am not worried. He is fully aware that I am locked in here and he is free, he knows that there are so many things that I can't do with him, yet he decided to be with me. I know that you
NICOLE'S POV Well I love a grateful man and his appreciation is perfect. "Well I love the way you say thank you." What he did was really cute and even though it's obvious that he needs a release as well, he still turned it down. "If I had known that you will be this creative with your appreciation, then I would have done something nice for you a long time ago." I said as I put my hands around his neck and gave him a kiss."Well, there is more where that came from but there is not enough time." He said as he squeezed my ass.I was eager to see him and find out if he likes my surprise but I didn't expect the welcome I got, I still shivered now that I am thinking about how he made me feel, his tongue is gifted and so are his fucking fingers and I have a feeling that his dick will be even better."Yeah, prison sucks but don't worry, when next I come over, it will be my turn to make you feel good and trust me, I am very good with my tongue as well." I said just as I brought out my tongue
NICOLE'S POV Days later...After the last weekend that Asher visited me on a Sunday, I realized that he wants to be visiting every weekend because that means that we will be getting to see twice a week and the only reason he didn't show up last Saturday was because something came up, so today been Saturday, I decided to prepare just in case he shows up... Although, I will be fucking upset if he doesn't show up because I have something to discuss with him."I have been meaning to ask, have you truly forgiven Shelly?" Ruth suddenly asked while she was getting ready to see her family. She knows that her boyfriend will not show up and she's okay with it. Who won't be okay with it especially after having her revenge, she's practically a millionaire thanks to everything we took from her low life boyfriend."Well you can say that, so far she has been in her best behavior and I feel sad for her, I think that jealousy drove her into acting the way she did." I explained although I am still a l
NICOLE'S POV I can't believe he just threatened me, is he really going to send me back to prison? I can't believe it, I am the victim here and now everyone is upset and judging me because I want revenge, he ruined my life and sending him to prison is just too easy and I need him to suffer."Nicole, you have to drop this. You heard what he said, are you really going to throw everything you have away because of revenge that won't make you feel any better?" Betty asked as she followed me to my room but I am so upset with her for defending and supporting them instead of supporting me."How do you know, how do you know that it won't make me feel better?" I asked angrily."You have killed five people already, do you feel any better or different than you felt before you went in your adventure of killing spree?" She asked curiously. Why is she attacking me like I am the worst person on earth."No I don't feel better because I have not killed the most important person, Logan is the leader an
ASHER'S POV This is a nightmare, what am I going to do? I went into the room to get my phone to call Logan but his number is unreachable, so I decided to call Aaron instead."Hey man, what's up? I'm right in front of your house." He said as soon as he picked up."Well come in, there is a problem." I said before hanging up the call."Hey, was that not Nicole's car I saw on my way here?" He asked curiously as soon as he stepped in."Yeah, there is a situation at hand Aaron. She just told me now that she left that day because of Logan, she saw the scar on his nipple and that she gave him that scar and the one in his brows six years ago when he invaded her house with five guys and Logan himself raped her but the real problem right now is that she said she will kill him." I informed as I started pacing around again."That's ridiculous, she can't even hurt a fly." He stated while laughing and I see nothing funny here."She can and she will, she has already killed the five guys he went with
ASHER'S POV Today was a long day, in fact the last one week has been ridiculously long. I go to Nicole's office every morning before I go to work and I check her at home every evening after work and honestly, I am tired. I am tired of stressing myself trying to figure out what I did to her that warrants this sudden change... It's been over a week now since she rushed out of here with no explanations, so I have decided to let her be. I am going to give her the space she's looking for, no more chasing after her like a fly, I am done.I made my way to my room after work and I got rid of my suit and I was about to take my shit off when I heard a knock on the door and I made my way out to get it. "Nicole?" I opened the door and I am shocked to see her standing there. "Ummm, come in." I said as I left the way.She's definitely the last person I expected to see standing here today and I am not going to lie, she doesn't look good. Her hair is messy and she has eye bags, she looked stressed a
NICOLE'S POV "I'm going to kill him." The only question now is how and when, I mean I can't just kill him cheaply like I killed others, he was the gang leader and the architect of everything that happened to me, so a quick death will be a waste of revenge... I spent six years of my life looking for him, so I have to give him a befitting death, something worthy of the chase."He deserves a tremendous death." Something grand but painful and slow, I need him to beg for death the same way I begged him now to rape me. I need him to beg for mercy like I did, I need him to offer me things in exchange for his life like my parents offered them everything just to spare me but he refused. I need him to cry, scream, beg, explain why he decided to ruin my family and after that I want him to beg for a quick death while I derive pleasure in watching him squirm.I stayed in bed all day looking for the best way to kill him and everything that comes to mind seems too easy to be compared to what he did
ASHER'S POV If I say that I understand what happened this morning or what's happening right now, it will be a blatant lie. I'm confused as fuck, she came in here looking excited and she even brought food and the next minute, she started acting weird and she was even crying before she rushed out of here without any explanation.I got back into the house and I met Aaron and Logan laughing and eating the same food she brought over."Hey, how did it go?" Aaron asked as soon as he saw me."I don't know, I didn't see her." I pointed out as I plopped on the couch... I am so frustrated and upset, I didn't see my weekend turning out like this.She showed up unannounced and I was really excited about it, I thought we were going to spend the day together but all of a sudden, she saw Logan and she acted like this was her first time of seeing him, they work together for God's sake. If not that I know how much they like each other and get along, I would have said that she doesn't like him because
NICOLE'S POV As I sat on my bathroom floor, the weight of my discovery came crashing down and crushing me, tears streamed down my face like a river and my body shook uncontrollably as I kept sobbing. I want to stop crying but I can't, it's just too much. "Arghhh." I screamed as I gasped for breath, my chest heaved in an unhealthy manner with each ragged breath I took. "Why did it have to be him?" I sobbed as I managed to get up and I stood under the running shower while still wearing my clothes.I just want the water to wash away all the tears, pain and confusion. "Oh my God, why?" My mind reeled of thoughts of desperate answers. "What am I going to do, Asher, Logan... What will I do?" My heart shattered into a million pieces as I found myself drowning in a sea of tears or maybe it's just the water from the shower."Nicole, Nicole." Betty called and knocked but even as I tried to respond, my voice is barely audible. "Your phone is ringing Nicole." She informed and I know without a do
NICOLE'S POV ONE MONTH LATER..."Wow, someone looks nice." Betty said as soon as she stepped into my room and noticed that I that I am dressed.I want to go over to Asher's place to surprise him this Saturday, he is not expecting me but I asked the chef to make something nice that I will take over to them."Thanks girl." I spun around for her in my orange yellow color summer vibe set two piece, it's consist of dark orange yellow T-Shirts and color-block wide-leg pants. It's was part of the things I bought when I went shopping with Shelly and Ruth last month, it's beautiful. "I am going over to visit Asher." I said while smiling."That's nice, anyways enjoy your day. I am going out with Mike too, he wants me to meet his friend." She pointed out and I am so surprised that he even has friends.I have never seen or heard him having a friendly conversation over the phone before, so this is really new to me but I shouldn't be surprised, I mean he is dating Betty right? So he definitely has
NICOLE'S POV The first thing I did when we got here was to send Asher a quick text because I know I can get carried away and forget to tell him.ME: "Hi doctor hot lips, I am around now. We are a bit early, so we will have to wait a bit. How is your day going, if you are not free to come over, don't stress it. We can see at home later in the day." MY BABY:"Oh I am sorry babe but I have a session right now and it just started, so I can't get out of it but I will come over to the house later, you guys should have fun... Love you." I read his text before putting my phone away, I actually didn't expect to see him, I knew he was going to be busy by the time we are here and it's fine, I prefer him to come over to the house anyway.We got to the prison pretty earlier than I thought, we have been here for like five minutes now and it's just fifteen minutes to two which means we will still be here for like twenty minutes or more because of the checking out process... I seriously don't kno
NICOLE'S POV I woke up the next morning to the sound of the shower running and I checked the time to see it's already a few minutes to nine. How does he do it, how does he manage to stay up all night and still manage to wake up early enough to go to work in the morning without feeling exhausted while I am feeling so knackered and to think he did all the work and all I did was to just enjoy it."I can't go to work today." I said when I remembered that I am supposed to go to the prison to pick up Shelly. There is no way I can make it out of bed early enough to get to work first before going to the prison, so I think it's best I stay here and we can leave from here, I really don't have to go to work.I managed to convince myself as I stay in bed, rolling from side to side until I found my phone, I need to call Ruth and ask her to come here instead of going to my office. I called her like twice but she didn't pick. "Maybe she's still in bed or something." I said before tossing the phone