CHAPTER 3

WARNING: SPG

CHAPTER 3-WHO'S WHO

Maria

When we settled in our seats she already starting to throw questions on me until our order arrived. Hindi pa rin ito tumigil hanggang sa kalagitnaan ng pagkain namin.

"So hija, how is my son? Did he treat you right? I know my son and he is really short-tempered."

Habang kinakausap ako ng ina nya ay nakamasid lamang ito sa amin. His eyes is focused on me and it makes me uneasy. Hindi nya ba alam na naiilang na ako?

"Ahm...Hindi naman po madam." Sagot ko pero labag 'yon sa kalooban ko. Because the answer is 'YES' with matching capital letters to feel it more. If I can just tell his mother how he shouted at me. But I can't because he is here and he is intently looking at me.

I can't figure out how he can still be emotionless while shouting. Is it his talent? or he just get used to it? Well, alin man sa dalawa ang sagot ay iisa pa rin ang patutunguhan nito and that is he is just like a dragon. He is short- tempered and always spit fire.

Madam Aria smiled but I know there is something hidden in that smile.

"I thought he always shouts at you, and if ever he did, just told me about it. Ako na ang bahala sa anak kong ito. Maybe simpleng pingot ay okay na para madama nitong naiinis na ako, right?" Turan nito kaya mahina akong napatawa. I didn't imagine that his mother has this kind of side. And to be honest I love this side of his mother. But it just makes me more confused why he has a very different personality from his parents.

"Siguro pwede po hehe." Mahinang sagot ko nalang dahil nakatuon lang ang tingin sakin ng boss ko. Kanina pa ito nakatingin sakin at hindi man lang nito inalis ang titig nya kahit isang segundo. What was he thinking?

And I have this crazy thought in my mind, argh! It is full of what ifs. What if he loves me secretly? Like what I did for the past 2 years? What if he is just acting like that because he don't want me to know about it?

Argh! That is so crazy! Bakit nya ako mamahalin? Or should I rephrase it with---Paano nya ako mamahalin? How? Kung ganito lang ako?

Sige pa mayang. Mag assume ka lang. Sa huli ikaw din naman ang masasaktan. If he loves you then why on earth he mentioned another name when you both reach the 7th heaven?

Yah. Hindi naman masyadong masakit sa puso. But well, at least--ahem I tasted him. And who knows? Baka after ng nangyari ay possibleng mahulog sya sa akin or maybe he will see me as a person and not just his secretary, right?

Yes, it is partly the reason why I let him. Why I played with fire---No, I am still playing with fire because what happened is just the beginning. The thought of him loving me pushed me to what I have done. Umaasa ako na pag hindi na ako magpigil sa nararamdaman ko ay baka mapansin nya ako.

But still, after what I have done I still have this what ifs on me. What if I didn't let him that day? What if ganito. What if ganyan. Pero alam ko na masasagot lamang ang lahat ng what if ko sa huli.

I know I am so dramatic right now but this is me. This is half of Maria Isabella's personality. I still haven't shown this side of me to other people. They always know me as Mayang and not Maria Isabella. There is a difference between them because Mayang is the jolly and optimistic person while Maria Isabella is a dramatic and vulnerable one.

That is why don't be fooled by everyone who is always laughing and smiling because we don't know if they are suffering from inside. I know it because I am one of them. I always wear a mask so that people won't notice what I truly feel.

Ramdam na ramdam ko ang bikig sa lalamunan ko kaya agad akong tumikhim at nag excuse sa kanilang mag c-cr. Baka kasi hindi ko na mapigilan at tumulo na ang luha ko. Ayaw ko namang mapahiya sa harap nila. I don't want to unmask my self infront of them.

I hold myself until I enter the cr. I look my self in the mirror. Ngumiti ako at sinuklay ang mahaba kong buhok gamit ang kamay ko.

I breathe out and closed my eyes to calm my self. When I open my eyes I smiled like I didn't have so many uncertainties a while ago. My reflection shows Mayang and not Maria Isabella.

"Maganda ka Maria. Hindi ka pwedeng umiyak dahil dyosa ka. So be brave! Dahil ang isang dyosa ay dapat matapang! Hindi lang dapat ganda ang dapat taglay ng isang dyosa. Dapat maging matapang ka din." Pag aalo ko sa sarili ko habang nakatingin pa rin sa repleksyon. Slowly, I can see the determination on my face, gone the uncertainties.

That's it! Just smile! Ayan! Kaya mo to! Ikaw pa! Si Mayang ka kaya! Anak ni Pedro at Marissa! Kaya laban lang!

This is the real Mayang. The woman who can't easily be distracted and crashed.

Once again I took a deep breath and ready to go but I stop on my track when I noticed another person. I didn't noticed his presence. Bakit pa ba ako magugulat? Alam nito kung paano itago ang presensya at hindi na ako magtataka doon.

"So how was your week after that? Or should I ask, how does it feel? Having sex with your boss?" Napatindig ang balahibo ko at napakagat labi. It is not because of something else but my nervousness. His voice is so dangerous and he looks like he wants to devour me. It looks like he saw his prey and that prey is no other than me.

I didn't know that he followed me. And what is his reason? Why is he here?

Hindi sinasadyang nagtama ang mga mata namin sa salamin at kitang kita ko kung paano ito ngumiti na parang may ibang binabalak. What? Hindi ko alam kung bakit sya nandito at sa Cr pa ng mga babae. Is he insane?

I took a deep breathe before letting out a words to ask him. "A-ano po ang ginagawa nyo dito?" Nauutal kong tanong pero ngumisi lang ito bago dahan-dahang lumapit sakin.

I unconsciously step backward that made his face darken. Napalunok ako ng tumama ang likod ko sa dingding. Nanindig ang balahibo ko ng gumapang ang kamay nito sa bewang ko at ang hininga naman nito sa leeg ko.

Muntik na akong mapaungol ng kagatin nito ang leeg ko bago sipsipin. Fvck! What is he doing?

I closed my eyes and bit my lower lip. Nagpalabas ako ng mahabang hininga bago sya hinarap na sana hindi ko nalang ginawa dahil sobrang lapit nito sakin and he even moved closer na para bang kulang pa ang distansya namin. He stopped when our faces were only an inch apart. Tinitigan ako nito sa mata at napalunok naman ako ng makita ko ang intensidad sa mga mata nito. It feels like he is hypnotizing me.

He lowered his gaze and curse while tracing my lips with his thumb. "Fvck this sexy lips of yours. I'm tempted to taste it again." He whispered. Sunod sunod naman ang ginawa kong paglunok at para bang may sariling isip ang mga mata ko na bumaba ng tingin sa labi nito.

Unti-unting bumuo ang ngisi don bago nito sakupin ang distansya ng mga labi namin. He kissed me--senseless. He is like a hungry animal. Uhaw na uhaw sa labi ko at hindi ko naman napigilan na tugunin ang halik nito.

He nip my lower lip and that earned a moan from me. He took that chance to enter my mouth with his tongue. It feels like his tongue is searching for something, and when he found what he was searching for, he played with it.

Para bang hinangin na naman ang lahat ng mga prinsipyo ko habang hinahalikan ako nito. It feels like, what mattered to me the most right now is his touch. Para bang nangungulila ito sa mga hawak nito.

"Ahmmm..." Ungol ko ng kagatin ulit nito ang ibabang labi ko. Para bang gigil na gigil ito sa mga labi ko. He nipped and sucked my lips like there is no tomorrow.

"You really have the sweetest lips." Bulong nito sa pagitan ng halikan namin. Tanging ungol lang ang naisagot ko at mas hinapit pa sya palapit sakin. I can't get enough of his kisses. I want more. My mind is shouting for more! I have gone out of my mind.

"Hey. May tao ba dyan sa loob?" Sigaw mula sa labas bago namin narinig ang sunod-sunod na pagkatok.

Hindi ko alam na dahil sa katok na iyon ay mapabalik ako sa katinuan. Pinilit ko na kumalas sa halik nito pero mas malakas ito sa akin at piniid lamang ako sa dingding. Looks like hindi pa ito tapos at para pa rin itong gutom.

Instead of ending our kisses, he just dragged me to one of the cubicle while still kissing me. And again, I'm lost in his kisses.

I let out a moan when he played with my breast before he traced my cleavage with his tongue. Rinig ko naman ang pagpasok kanina ng babae sa loob ng cr. Nakagat ko ang labi ko para pigilan ang malakas na pag ungol.

His hand traveled on my body, and each touched it sent thousand of electricity to my body. His palm and tongue are tracing my body, and I can't help but whimper.

His touch went lower and lower until it reaches my private area. He did his business down there while I did nothing but moan. I moan because of the sensation that I am feeling.

Nang matapos ito ay nanghihina akong kumapit sa kanya. He cleaned every evidence that we 'did' it there. Pagkatapos nun ay inayos nito ang suot ko na nagusot.

When I already regain my energy I stood up. Una itong lumabas ng Cr at pagkatapos ng dalawang minuto ay sumunod ako. Nang makalabas ako ay nakita ko pa ang mga tingin ng ibang empleyado na nakasalubong ko. Inignora ko nalang sila at pilit na ngumiti sa ginang na nakangiti sa akin.

"Ba't ang tagal mo?" Tanong nito sa akin kaya sinagot ko naman ito na masyadong marami ang nakain ko kaya natagalan ako. And I just want to roll my eyes because of my excuse.

Nakain? Eh ako nga ang nakain

psh.

**Written by Stringlily**