Hiding From him

PROLOGUE: (WARNING: SPG)Isang mahabang buntong hininga ang pinakawalan ko bago pagod na tumingin sa wallclock na nakasabit sa likurang dingding ko. It's already 7 pm but my boss is still in his office. Wala ba itong balak umuwi? Dahil kanina pa ako nababagot dito. Natatakot din naman akong katukin sya sa loob dahil baka bugahan nya na naman ako ng apoy. Parang dragon pa naman yun kung magalit. Ni hindi pa nga bubuka ang bibig mo ay galit na galit na agad sya sayo. Ayaw magpastorbo.Napahalumbaba ako ng tumunog ang tiyan ko. Kanina pa talaga ako nagugutom. Hindi pa ako nakakain ng lunch kanina dahil andaming nakatambak na mga trabaho sakin at ngayon parang wala namang balak umuwi ang boss ko. Wala talagang awa ang isang to. Isang tunog ang pinakawalan ng tiyan ko na dahilan ng pagnguso ko. Nagrereklamo na talaga ang tiyan k

CHAPTER 2- FACE HIM MARIA Just smile maria. Pretend that nothing happend between you two. Smile like you can't remember everything. Just chill and act cool. Chill ka lang, huminga ng malalim. Smile. Show him how attractive you are. Ipakita mo ang alindog mo sa kanya. Dahil ikaw si maria Isabella Dimasali AKA mayang. Aja! I sighed heavily when he moved closer to me. I gulp then smiled at him showing that I am not afffected by his presence, But I'm actually shaking in the insides. Hindi ko pinahalatang naapektuhan ako sa presensya nito kahit na nanginginig na ang mga tuhod ko sa kaba.  "Good morning sir. A-ahm welcome back po." Nakangiting bati ko sa kanya and I am just hoping na hindi nito napansin ang pagstutter ko. I don't want to sound so nervous infront of him.

CHAPTER 4- CONFIRMING MARIA Morning came and I feel like my stomach turns upside down. I didn't waste any second and run faster than I could. Nang makarating ako sa Cr ay agad akong nagsuka. Aside from vomiting, I am so dizzy that I can't help my self to stand up. I was breathing so hard, and everything is still not sinking up on me. I am so fragile right now, and I am just looking at nothingness. There is no thought in my mind. I just feel so exhausted. "Mayang kain na." "Mayang." "Hoy bruha nasaan ka?" "Mayang?" I want to say something but I can't find my voice. And when I did, it is

CHAPTER 6- PROPOSAL MARIA "Maria, kindly give me the papers that I needed to sign. Also, bring my schedule for today." Isang baritonong tinig ang nagpabalik saakin sa realidad. I was just staring blankly infront of my computer. I tried to work my a*s off but I just can't because there is so many things running inside my head. There is so many what ifs that didn't help me to calm down. I am really nervous right now. I tried to divert my attention, but I still keep on drowning in my thoughts. I want to be calm as possible, but I don't know how to. Being relaxed was out of my vocabulary right now. I was wondering what would be his reaction. Will he be mad at me? Magagalit kaya sya at pipilitin na ipalaglag ang bata o papanagutan ako nito? Those question keeps on repeating inside my head that will make me end up drowning. "Maria! Are you listening?" Rinig kong sigaw sa intercom kaya agad akong napabalik sa realida

CHAPTER 8- HER PLAN MARIA I don't know if I should be thankful to his offer or what. I am shocked, yes. Who would not right? I was very nervous because of the thought that I am pregnant with his baby. I don't know how to tell him my condition and that is the reason why I am not in my self awhile ago. My thoughts drowned me earlier and I was able to pull my self out of it because of his sudden proposal. His proposal pull me back to my reverie but it manage to take all of the air that I was breathing. I was breathing so hard and I don't know if I should be thankful to him. I don't know if fate was with me. Nakisama ba sakin ang tadhana? Kung ganoon nga ang swerte ko naman. I want to smile. Maswerte ba talaga ako? Maybe I really am. My baby is so lucky and I am so happy for that. Marrying him doesn't mean I am lucky. Or am I? Diba nga pag nagpakasal kami ay matatali na ito sa akin? Pero bakit parang hindi masaya ang kalahati ng