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“She's my wife, she's a Luciero, and no one can ever touch a Luciero.” He grabbed my hand and pulled me away from there. I didn't resist him anymore and allowed him to get me out of there. My head was flying already. I couldn't think properly while my emotions were eating me up. I was breaking every step that I made. “You did well,” I heard Elijah say. My eyes remained to nowhere while my parents' words satiated my head. It was almost a very successful day. I thought everything was already fine when I was called there and expressed my gratitude to my entire team. Why do they have to show up here and ruin my success as if I am not their daughter? He captured my eyes when he placed his hand on my chin and gently raised my head. Tears began to slip out of my eyes as soon as I glanced at him. If Elijah wasn't there, I would probably lose my own balance. “The event was a success. You finished it,” he said, trying to uplift my spirits. I looked away and chose to watch the ocean again. We stopped right on the shore and for a moment, I wanted to be eaten by the ocean. Would it satisfy them? Would it make them feel the light of joy if I vanished and died? “Do I not deserve to be happy with the things that I worked hard for?” I sounded like my life was so unfair—because it really is. “I’ve worked so hard to be at the place where I am right now. I didn't ask for their help or for a penny to succeed. I gave my all to it, Elijah. My foundation was me—my sweat, my blood that I invested in it. Why can't I smile? Why do they want their daughter to suffer?” I knew that I was with Elijah while telling those words. But that moment, I was talking to the ocean. I was throwing out on the ocean everything that my heart is aching for. What did I do wrong for them to do this to me? “Ssshhhh,” he pulled me closer to him and hid my face on his broad chest. He allowed me to take that moment to cry as he locked me in his arms. My heart was so heavy. I couldn't breathe properly, filled with despair instead of joy. “I love them so damn much, but why is it so hard to love them?” My voice broke already as I was bursting into tears. I don't know how long I cried on Elijah's chest. I didn't come back to the venue as well and Elijah was the one who took care of everything for me to wrap up the runway. I chose to isolate myself in our room to cleanse my mind as well. The next day, I had to move and get myself out of the bed as we are going to leave Siargao already. The entire trip was almost a perfect one for all of us—only if that scene didn't happen last night. “Faith Luciero’s parents do not support her. They are dragging her down and hate to see her success,” my secretary read aloud while we were all in the airport for our flight. Elijah was beside me, holding my hand tightly. “Stop it,” he said and made her stop from reading all the posts about me. She took a heavy breath before she glanced at me. I remained silent while their words were planted in me. “You're trending. It's not just about the runway, it's also about that scandal your parents made, Ms. Faith.” I saw how she massaged her forehead, feeling the stress that my parents created. “It was still a success. At least, they are not bashing you, so you don't have to worry about anything. Your sales won't be affected,” Elijah explained, trying to relieve me. I was expecting those news and posts already. I knew from the very moment that my parents suddenly showed up there would create a huge mess and a stain on my name. Now, I'm all over the news. The whole world now knows that my parents despise me that much. “It's not about the sales,” I finally said. “I am confident that it won't affect my career,” I added. What I am stuck with is the fact that they are dragging me down from my own success that I've worked hard for. “Everything was almost perfect. We all worked hard for it and my parents came to ruin it al—” “They ruined themselves, not your efforts.” Elijah quickly cut me out, trying to cheer me up. Even when we rode the plane, I was not into myself. I felt like the mirth that was already growing in me died again. “Thanks,” I uttered. He glanced beside me while it was already dark on the plane. “For?” “For standing up for me,” I said. If he didn't do that, the mess would probably be bigger than that. It was the first time he did that for me. He was the only one I have there to protect me as Lucas and Lily are away from me. “You're my wife, Faith. I won't let anyone touch you,” he held my hand tighter, which calms all my storms down. Elijah became my strength when I didn't have any. He became a partner who catch me all he could when I was falling. I needed it the most, and he gave it all for me. As soon as we arrived back in our country, Lily immediately called me. I knew from that very moment that she already heard what happened at the end of the runway. “Take it. She's just concerned,” Elijah said when he saw that I was hesitating to answer the call. I crumpled my hands and breathed lightly before I took the call. “Lily,” “Are you okay? Where are you now? What did they do again? Damn them!” I chuckled when she was already being hysterical. “You read it?” I asked. I looked like someone who was sick and still trying to regain her strength back. “Of course! It was all over the news, Faith! There was even a video!” She exclaimed over the phone. I could imagine her face right now. “Don't worry, I'm fine. Besides, Elijah was there.” I glanced at Elijah beside me who remained silent. “It was a good thing that he stood up for you. I watched the video and I saw what he did,” her voice calms a bit and I can sense that she was a bit relieved with what Elijah did. “We're already back. We're on our way to our house now,” I mentioned. “I see. I'll meet you tomorrow if you have time. By the way, you don't have to worry about the scandal, another news is up.” She laughed, which made my brows cross. Another news? “What do you mean?” “Gabriel is going bankrupt,” my brows crossed even more. Gabriel? “Gabriel?” I looked at Elijah as I have that Gabriel that I know in my head. “What?” Elijah asked and even raised both of his hands, surrendering. “Well, your husband has something to do with it. I heard he pulled his shares and everything he invested in his company,” Lily added, which made me glued my eyes to my husband beside me. That playful smile was even circling on his lips. “I'll call you back, Lily.” I said and ended the call immediately. “You pulled out your shares?” I asked. That Gabriel was the one who tried to harass me during Elijah's Mom’s birthday. “Don't worry, I just took care of it. Besides, I was already annoyed with his arrogance even before.” He reasoned out, trying to be innocent. It got me thinking and realized that it was not his fault. It's his shares after all. He has the right to do anything he wants to do with it. “He's going bankrupt. It's covering up the scandal of my parents during the runway,” I heaved a heavy sigh. I don't know if I should be happy or not with that. “You don't have to worry about that jerk. Everything's fine. You should just rest for now,” he drew a soft smile at me as he held my hand. Later on, we finally arrived back home after a week of being in Siargao. “Ms. Faith!” Marie exclaimed and ran immediately towards me, wearing his broadest smile at me. “Marie!” I chuckled when she quickly hugged me so tight as if she missed me that much. “Did you miss me that much?” “Of course! I've been waiting for you,” “Faith! Elijah!” Both of our eyes shifted from that voice. My lips parted when I saw his parents coming out of our house. His mother's eyes were on me and she went towards me immediately to give me a hug. “I saw the news,” she whispered in the middle of the hug. “If they disowned you as their daughter, I want you to know that you are our daughter, Faith.” She looked at me with her eyes filled with genuine love. “Not just a daughter-in-law, but a real daughter, Faith. We are so proud of you,” I burst into tears when she said that. I quickly embraced her again as I needed that the most. itsclarixassChapter 31“I know what happened with Freya broke all of us, especially you and Elijah.” I was all eyes at her. After welcoming us back earlier, here we go, having the girls talk alone in the garden. Can you believe it? I looked like a kid earlier when I cried in front of her after hearing those kinds of words from a mother like her. When I met her again during the planning of my wedding with Elijah, I thought she also despised me, as I know that her son is madly in love with Freya. “My son was hurting you, didn't he?” That made me pause. A lump seems to be stuck in my throat. I was lost for words the moment she mentioned that. Does she know about it? “When he told me about the marriage, I was shocked when he told me that he wants to marry you. I mean, you're the sister of the woman he's madly in love with—and you are his best friend, Faith. I've seen how you two bonded together,” she chuckled a bit, while I couldn't say anything there. She is finally addressing this issue that I f
Chapter 32“When did you learn to cook?” Marie asked while I was already doing the plating of the steak that I cooked. I was wearing this broadest smile of mine ever since I started to cook here in the kitchen. This is the first time that I use the kitchen as well as this is also the first time that I cook for Elijah. I would say that my lips can rip from smiling from ear to ear. “It's one of my hobbies; I learned by myself.” She nodded while watching me putting all my effort into the food. I always cooked for Freya when she was alive. I used to watch the maids in our house cooking our meals, until I grew up and began to indulge the smell of my own food that I make. It became a hobby for the past few years of my life. I think I just stopped when Freya died and everything in my life started to crumble. “Did he really change? I still can't believe the old him is coming back,” Marie commented. It made me pause for a second. Of course, no one would expect Elijah's sudden changes. “It
Chapter 33Elijah's POV“Sir, you have a visitor. I let her in,” my secretary said to me as soon as I arrived at Luciero's firm. “Her?” My brows crossed. I couldn't think of any woman who would visit me. I mean, I might have a lot of women before I try to work things out with Faith, but they wouldn't dare to set foot here. Besides, I don't even remember their names. “It’s your wife's mother,” he avoided my gazes immediately when he said that. I froze at that moment, absorbing it in my head. Few seconds later, I found myself wearing a tiny smirk beside my lips before I quickly headed inside my office. How can she go here after the mess she created herself to her own daughter’s event? “Mom,” I called. I stared at her for a short time before I went straight to my chair. “Do you need anything? I'm busy,” I made that up. I wasn't that busy. But then, remembering how my wife cried that night makes me hate her. “Are you now siding with her?” I knew from that very moment that she was pe
Chapter 34“It's because you're pregnant, Faith. 1 week pregnant to be exact,” The world just stopped. Everything around me suddenly turned silent. My brain was not working. I couldn't move on my seat; I was too stunned to speak. No words came out of my mouth. Even my eyes were glued at the doctor in front of me. “You're pregnant and everything you're experiencing is normal, Faith.” I am what? I'm pregnant? I don't know what to say. I don't know what to feel at that moment. I was trying to process it all in my head. But I was too speechless to speak. “Are you married?” She asked again. I can clearly hear her. But perhaps, there was a lump in my throat that forbids me to speak. My heart was pounding. I can hear its deafening beat that makes me feel like I'm going deaf. I suddenly felt cold as if my entire body was freezing. I found my shivering hand placed on my belly.“Yes, I'm married.” My voice almost broke as I nodded to her. There is one thing I know, it wasn't sadness nor p
Chapter 35Instead of waiting in the living room until Elijah comes home, I headed straight to the room where he slept last night. My entire body was shivering while I was walking there repeatedly. I was biting my nails already while I couldn't calm the storms in my head. They were flirting. I knew it from one glance. How can a married man allow another woman to play with his hair? That woman's look at him was sticky like a leech clinging on him. She has the same look that his women had before. That moment, I was so scared. My fear was already filling me up that my brain is not working anymore. “What are you doing here?”“Elijah,” I stopped when he came inside the room. His eyes were cold and blank again, totally different from the way he looked at me when we were in Siargao. There was no glimpse of care from his eyes. All I can see was hatred and pain that fills him up. “W-Where have you been?” My voice trembled. I waited so long for him and yet I couldn't construct the words that
Chapter 36I woke up with the same old film again. My eyes were swollen and my pillows on the bed were soaked by all my tears last night. I don't know how many hours I only slept. I couldn't take Elijah out of my head. “Don't worry, baby. You'll have a father,” I chuckled as I talked to my baby inside me. “We will have a happy family,” that's all I want. I don't just want this for myself, I want this for our child. I don't want this baby to grow up witnessing all this chaos and seeing how wrecked the parents he has. Am I asking for too much? Is it a big wish to grant? I just want to have a very simple life where happiness and peace are always present. This mansion is damn big and expensive. But little did they know, it's the darkest home in the entire world. All the pain and hurtful words are filling this house. Joy was once present here, but it drifted away in one snap and I wasn't able to do anything. Why do I feel like the world isn't happy when I am? “Ms. Faith,” I eyed Marie
Chapter 37“Y-You're what?” Lily asked.They were all looking at me, filled with surprise. None of them were able to react swiftly right after I announced my pregnancy to them. Lucas beside Lily wasn't moving at all. His widened eyes remained at me, unable to speak up. “Y-You're pregnant?” She asked again. It seems like her world collided all of a sudden, which made her feeble after hearing the news. I nodded at her as my answer. I even placed my hand on my belly as I drew a tiny smile on my lips. “I'm one week pregnant,” I can already picture myself carrying my baby. I can imagine myself taking care of this baby, but not alone. That's what I cannot picture in my head, taking care of our baby alone without Elijah beside me. I don't know what to do if I take this all alone. I don't know what would be the life of this child if I carry it alone. I need Elijah the most right now. I need him so fucking bad that I am willing to drop who I am just to beg him to stay. Not for me, but for
Chapter 38“How long will you experience that?” Marie asked while caressing my back as I was throwing up again on the toilet in my room. I couldn't even paint my face anymore with the pain that I feel inside my stomach. I almost glued my face there after it finally stopped. I feel so feeble, early in the morning. “Are you okay? What should I do?” She asked, being hysterical. Her entire face was showing me how worried she was. She looks at me as if I am sick when I am just pregnant.“I'm good,” I replied. I tried to stand up and she didn't let me do it alone. I had to brush my teeth immediately before I threw myself back on my bed again. I didn't know that it is so hard to carry a baby inside your womb. “Is it still morning sickness? Maybe you should see a doctor again,” I chuckled when Marie couldn't really calm her own storms. She's too worried to me that she's overthinking already. “The doctor said that this is normal. Besides, I'll go back tomorrow for another check up,” I men
Chapter 69“I know you won't listen to any of my reasons and explanations,” I remained silent while looking outside the window. Elijah was already driving and we are near to the place we are going. We ate together earlier. We became silent and cold after how I reacted after seeing a happy family again. “But I am sincere, Faith. I want to prove to you that,” my hands were crumpled on my lap. I did everything to ignore him as I chose not to respond. Up until now, all I can feel towards him is hatred. The wounds are too deep to be cured in one snap. But then, I don't know where my pain and this revenge I planned and prepared for four damn years would take me. We arrived at the place and when I was about to escape him, he quickly grabbed my hands and I once again felt the warmth of those hands. He was able to capture my eyes as we faced each other inside the car. His eyes were begging at me, asking for another chance. I knew from that moment that I was being fragile already. I knew th
Chapter 68“You have to leave today and come back tomorrow?” Lily asked while I was packing all my things. My secretary called me and just told me that I have an important meeting with an important client. The place would be just next to the city where we are, but it would still be a long trip. “Yup. I gotta go, that's a huge client.” I replied. I think this is better than staying with her. “It's our last day here in the hotel. Would you just like to head straight to my condo tomorrow?” I paused from packing my things when she mentioned that. I almost forgot about that already. I agreed to live with her before finding out about Freya's death. Lily has been with me all my life and I would always want to be with her eternally. “I don't think I can live there,” I was able to capture her eyes when I said that. She looks surprised and a bit confused. Well, we already agreed to live together in her condo. However, the situation is different now. I am in an extreme peril and she is one
Chapter 67 “Then I wouldn't mind killing people,” his eyes were glued to me the moment he said that. We exchanged tough stares together, and he was reading me like a damn book. I didn't back down as I was trying to examine every reaction from him. He wouldn't mind killing people? I suddenly remember how I found out that he has feelings for me. It was the day Elijah and Lucas fought that they almost killed each other. He had feelings for me and Lucas knew all my life that my parents didn't treat me right as they always had their eyes on Freya. “Really?” I asked, trying to catch him. The side of his lips moved and nodded. “Yeah, of course. I mean, that's how I love. I don't want my woman getting hurt,” Tension—that was what filled the entire room. It felt like there were only the two of us and Lily and Brian were not there at all. He remained looking at me and I didn't back down. But inside me, I was terrified. Not with the fact that he might hurt me, but the fact that if he's rea
Chapter 66 “It's really them,” Elijah uttered while reviewing the documents that the detective brought. I was in awe, or perhaps in despair. My eyes were stuck in nowhere. I couldn't say a single word after he told us the new suspects. Lily and Lucas. They were both close in my heart. I have been with them my entire life and they have witnessed everything that I have been through. It's not just that, Freya is also their friend. We are all damn friends and yet one of them might be the culprit. “Now we have three suspects: your mother, Lily and Lucas.” The detective said while my entire world is already colliding. I wanted to prepare myself, but I couldn't. No matter who it is, it would surely shatter me to the point that I might not know how to stand up again. All my life, I thought we were not just friends but a family that I never had. “Only one of them is the suspect,” Elijah uttered, trying to crack the puzzle. “As of now, all I can do is to watch them closely. You should
Chapter 65I closed my eyes, trying to feel the same feeling I've felt towards Elijah. My lips were on his lips, and my hand even traveled on his neck. I moved my lips, still eager to make myself feel those strange feelings I used to have. But then, no matter how I tried, I felt nothing. It was not the same when I remember myself kissing Elijah. It was totally different. It was always strange, but I loved it. The soft kiss that would make my eyes close without me noticing. The silence, as if no one was around us. Our breaths hit each other's face. Our eyes together were filled with delight and unbeatable romance. His hands on my waist felt warm. It has always been like that. A very short kiss that feels like the longest one. I didn't feel any of that when I kissed Brian. We eyed each other and his eyes were satiated with delight, love and sincerity. I wore the same eyes before. But right now, my blank eyes remain—or perhaps, disappointed. I crumpled my hands as I faced Elijah who
Chapter 64“I still fucking love you, Faith.” I felt betrayed. The worst is, I was fighting with myself. The moment Elijah said that, my heart began to race, which I didn't feel a long time ago. As far as I remember, the last time I felt the same was also because of him. I hate myself for feeling this strange feeling again. I could not move in my position as if my feet were glued on the floor. Our eyes were both stuck towards each other. His eyes were filled with sincerity. They were soft as before, which reminds me of how I was captivated by those eyes before—when everything was still fine, when our souls were not ripped yet. He was begging with those eyes. They were speaking to me, trying to make me believe how pure she is. “Trust me, I regret everything. Every day that you were away in four years, I couldn't stop thinking of you that I felt like going mad,” it was the first time that I listened. I have heard all those reasons from him ever since I arrived here. But right that m
Chapter 63“Where have you been last night? Sorry, I slept early. I didn't see you coming home,” Lily said while I was the one cooking our breakfast. I only stared at her for a moment. Just like what the detective said, I should not trust anyone until the culprit is caught. As of now, my mother is the biggest suspect that we have. But knowing that the culprit is around me, I felt like I cannot trust any of them. Who knows? The person behind this might be just playing under my nose for a long time. “Work? I work overtime,” I avoided her eyes and acted normal right in front of her. If it is not my mother, would it be Lily? Would she plan something cruel like that? I don't know. She has been my one and only best friend in my entire life. If it is her, I don't know what I can do, but I am sure that it would break me into a million pieces. Inside me, I was hoping that she is not the culprit. I hope she's innocent. “What else do you want? I really don't understand why you want triple sa
Chapter 62I was in awe. The image of my mother wearing that earring before was flashing back in my head. How can I forget her favorite earring to wear in every grand event that she attended in the past? My entire world was crumbling again and I couldn't pull myself back together. My palm was already filled with bruises because of my nails that bury everytime I clench my hands, just like right now. I was shivering right there and it felt like I'm going mad. “What do you want me to do?” The detective asked in front of me. I couldn't even touch the food that I bought. He was only eating in front of me comfortably, waiting for whatever I wanted to do. “The case is not closed right?” “Yeah. I can open it again and continue what I started if you want me to do that,” he shrugged; he's now giving me the authority to decide whether to continue the digging or not. “Do it, investigate the case. This time, I want it done.” A smirk played beside his lips. “I've been wanting to dig this up, y
Chapter 61“We can move next week to my condo,” Lily mentioned while we are on our way to our businesses. I was the one driving with my head flying elsewhere. I just have to drop her off at the mall before I go to my company. “Okay,” I shortly replied, having no energy in my voice. The weather was gloomy, it makes me feel lazy to move and work today. “Are you sure you don't want to come with me and go shopping? You need this. Take time to unwind,” she has been asking me to come since last night. This is our usual way of decreasing stress, by spending our wealth in luxury things that we love. “How can I go there? I can't even visit my shop in the mall because of the issue,” I can't blame anyone. I was the one behind that exposure of the truth from our past. In my state right now, shopping wouldn't fix everything. “Well, you have a point,” she nodded and shook her head at the same time. I stopped the car in front of the mall for her. She could have used her car but she's being lazy