Chapter 28
“Good morning,” My eyes remained closed. I felt Elijah's face landing on the side of my neck while I couldn't yet open my eyes. “Hmm,” “You're prettier in the morning,” I heard him say. “And you're gorgeous when you're naked,” that made me open my eyes as he teased me with that. My lips parted before everything flashed back in my head. Oh, hell. I was drunk last night and we both did it here. I bit my lower lip and hid my face from him, ashamed. “What are you doing?” He chuckled. “Did I say weird things last night?” I asked with my face burning. “Nothing,” I glanced back at him and took a deep breath in relief. “But you said I'm very handsome,” my eyes almost vanished when he said that. But then, I realized that last night wasn't bad at all. It was the first time that I can call what happened between us as making love instead of sex. He didn't force me this time, I was the one who yielded. “My head is aching,” I commented as I closed my eyes again. “You were so arrogant last night that you have a strong tolerance, look at you now.” He laughed as I felt him finally stand up. “I was joking,” I reasoned out. I know that I was too arrogant when I told him that last night. “Let's take a show and eat our breakfast. I'm sure they have soup,” he said as he went beside me on the bed. When I didn't move, I felt his lips invade mine, which made me cover my lips immediately. It's not because I don't like it, it's because I just woke up! “I'm not yet brushing my teeth!” I exclaimed, a bit anxious. “So? Come on, let's take a shower.” He pouted like a kid while trying to pull me out of the bed. He made me laugh with his cuteness. We both took a bath together and dressed up to go down for breakfast. I haven't received any calls from my employees yet. I supposed they are all having headaches right now after we all got wasted last night. I don't to disturbed them, too. This is the last day of our preparation for tomorrow’s runway. “Look, you're on the news already.” My secretary said and proudly showed me the news posted online. My brows arched when it's already talking about the new collection that we're releasing. “I uploaded this photo,” she added. It's our groupie with Elijah on it. “It's good, then. They are helping us to market,” I commented. “Faith,” I paused when I saw Brian. He looks better now than yesterday. “We drank a lot last night. You should not drink in the morning when the celebration is in the evening,” I shook my head at my secretary when she became blatant. She gave me a peace sign immediately, making it up to me. “I should go,” she said. I eyed Elijah who was beside me when Brian suddenly came. “Can we have a word?” He asked. I knew that it would happen. “I'll come back immediately,” I said as I held Elijah's hand. He gave me a little smile before he nodded. “Sure,” I replied to Brian. We went out of the hotel to have a private talk. I know that we have to address a lot of issues and happenings these past few days. “I want to apologize,” he said. “I was a total jerk. My manager told me everything I did and I just remembered it this morning,” I heard him blow out a heavy sigh. “I…I don't plan to confess my feelings to you like that. I was just dru—” “I'm married, Brian.” I quickly cut him out immediately. I really want to remind him of that. I glanced at him and I saw how his eyes were invaded with pain. He knows to himself that I am already tied with Elijah. I moved my eyes away to get rid of the awkwardness circulating around us. “He might have been a bastard before we came here, but he changed, Brian. When I brought him here, I saw the old Elijah I fell in love with coming back. We're just starting to make our marriage work and I don't want to ruin that,” if I have fear right now, that is to ruin and to lose this kind of thing that Elijah and I have. “I know,” he said. “You're an amazing woman, Faith.” I eyed him beside me and he was looking nowhere in front of us. “It was true that I was smitten the first time we met. I wasn't expecting myself to fall for someone I just met for a short time,” he chuckled, as if he was not really expecting that from himself. “But then, I realized why I fell for you. Everything you do amazes me and seeing you smile a little already gives me joy. When you showed up to meet me during the shoot and I saw a bruise on your face because of Elijah, I was so damn mad that I wanted to crush him.” He clenched his teeth and gripped his hands. I knew that he was mad that day. Lucas and him both wanted to crush Elijah. “I asked myself why you're still staying beside him when he's hurting you. Until I realized that you do it because you love him so damn much and I don't have a chance anymore.” This time he cackled. Brian is a nice man. If Freya is here, I would not be married to Elijah and she would probably be crazy after finding out that her idol likes me. Perhaps, if these things didn't happen in our lives, Brian and I would have a chance. But then, the twist of our fates is unbeatable. “We can still be friends,” he glanced at me when I said that. I gave him a soft smile as we both eyed each other. It's the only thing I can offer to him. “Of course. Who doesn't want to be friends with the most famous designer?” We both chuckled as I tapped his arm. After that conversation, the work began. We all became busy preparing everything, even the final decoration of the stage and the venue of the runway. “Ms. Faith, we have a problem.” Judging her face right now, I can sense that it was a big problem. “What is it this time?” I have been trying to solve all the problems since earlier. I can feel my body becoming weak already. “Two of the models are sick,” no words came out of my mouth immediately. I closed my eyes in extreme stress as I combed my hair with my fingers. “Fuck,” that's all I said. Why is it happening when tomorrow is the runway? I'm losing my mind! “It's a high fever. What do we do?” Even her was trembling already. She has been delivering all the problems to me since earlier. “Ask them if they can make it tomorrow. They are professional models. I'm sure they can walk tomorrow without any practice,” I was hoping that they could do that for the sake of the runway. “I'll go check on them,” my secretary said before she quickly ran away. “Ms. Faith, this is it!” One of my employees exclaimed as he went on the stage and showed me the final decoration. I scanned every part of it and I think it was already flawless. “Good job. What about the chairs? Have you put the names of the attendees?” I asked. “We're on it, Ms. Faith!” My people exclaimed while already doing it. I nodded as I breathed heavily. “Hey,” my eyes shifted at Elijah when he came towards me. He was sweating, which caught my attention the most. “Why are you covered in sweat?” “Oh, I helped them with the chairs.” He replied. “You didn't have to. They can do t—” “Ssshhhh, come with me.” “What? Elijah,” without the thinnest idea, I let him drag me gently out of there. I was too tired to resist him. He dragged a chair beside the stage and offered it to me. “I have to check everything there,” “I know. Just chill for a while, okay? You're overstressing yourself. I've been watching you,” I blew out a heavy breath again. How can't I? The things on my plate are piling up. “There are a lot of problems. Two of the models are sick,” it bothers me so much. I couldn't even cleanse my head. “Just calm down, okay? I'm sure they can make it tomorrow. For now, stay here and drink this.” My brows crossed when he offered me the coconut that was opened on top. It has a straw as well with a little umbrella on it. “They call it ‘buko juice’, it's refreshing. I've tried it,” I was a bit hesitant but I still accepted it. His eyes were glued to me as he watched me take a sip. “Oh, hell.” I mumbled. “It's amazing, right?” I quickly nodded and chuckled when he looked so proud over it. “I told you. It's the best here. I think I'll find that when we go home,” he breathed heavily and shook his head. We both lingered our eyes to my employees who are working hard. Without them, how can I be this successful? But then, all of a sudden, I had a different thought. Tomorrow will be our last day here. After the runway, the next day will be our flight back to our homes. Siargao fixed my relationship with Elijah. It strengthens the line between us. I'm a bit scared to come back, especially that what Lily told me can possibly happen. “I don't want to go home yet,” I uttered. I felt his eyes go straight at me when I said that. When we come back, I'm going back to the most cruel world that I grew up with. I feel like the joy that I have here will vanish in a blink of an eye. “I'm scared to lose the happiness I feel here…I'm scared that the relationship we are trying to build will get ruined again,” I glanced at him immediately. I knew that my fear was visible from my eyes the moment I eyed him. His hand extended on mine as his eyes stayed at me. “I'm trying, okay?” He's trying. But why do I fear that? Why does it make me overthink about us? “I will try everything I can to make us work. For now, can you just trust me?” I have no words to say. I'm too scared to speak and hold onto his words. I held back his hand tightly before I nodded. “Let's not try, Elijah. Let's both make it work,” I said firmly with all the mountain of hopes in me. itsclarixassChapter 29It was already 11 pm when we finished everything last night. It was a very long day for all of us, indeed. I'm just glad that we were able to solve all the problems before this day comes. I'm standing on the veranda with my eyes closed. I was letting the breeze embrace me and play with my hair. The sun was hitting me a bit as well and I took that moment to cleanse my mind. I could hear the waves of the ocean from here. The chirping of the birds exploring the sky became music to my ears, calming me. I could smell the ocean from the wind. It was indeed different from the air that we breathe in our country. It's peaceful here. It's serene and away from all the chaos from the community. “Hey!” I exclaimed when I heard the camera shutters on me. “What? It was beautiful,” Elijah said, wearing his broad smile again as he checked my picture from his camera. “Delete that, come on. I'm not wearing any makeup,” I tried to reach the camera from his hand but he lifted it up with his
Chapter 30“She's my wife, she's a Luciero, and no one can ever touch a Luciero.” He grabbed my hand and pulled me away from there. I didn't resist him anymore and allowed him to get me out of there. My head was flying already. I couldn't think properly while my emotions were eating me up. I was breaking every step that I made. “You did well,” I heard Elijah say. My eyes remained to nowhere while my parents' words satiated my head. It was almost a very successful day. I thought everything was already fine when I was called there and expressed my gratitude to my entire team. Why do they have to show up here and ruin my success as if I am not their daughter? He captured my eyes when he placed his hand on my chin and gently raised my head. Tears began to slip out of my eyes as soon as I glanced at him. If Elijah wasn't there, I would probably lose my own balance. “The event was a success. You finished it,” he said, trying to uplift my spirits. I looked away and chose to watch the o
Chapter 31“I know what happened with Freya broke all of us, especially you and Elijah.” I was all eyes at her. After welcoming us back earlier, here we go, having the girls talk alone in the garden. Can you believe it? I looked like a kid earlier when I cried in front of her after hearing those kinds of words from a mother like her. When I met her again during the planning of my wedding with Elijah, I thought she also despised me, as I know that her son is madly in love with Freya. “My son was hurting you, didn't he?” That made me pause. A lump seems to be stuck in my throat. I was lost for words the moment she mentioned that. Does she know about it? “When he told me about the marriage, I was shocked when he told me that he wants to marry you. I mean, you're the sister of the woman he's madly in love with—and you are his best friend, Faith. I've seen how you two bonded together,” she chuckled a bit, while I couldn't say anything there. She is finally addressing this issue that I f
Chapter 32“When did you learn to cook?” Marie asked while I was already doing the plating of the steak that I cooked. I was wearing this broadest smile of mine ever since I started to cook here in the kitchen. This is the first time that I use the kitchen as well as this is also the first time that I cook for Elijah. I would say that my lips can rip from smiling from ear to ear. “It's one of my hobbies; I learned by myself.” She nodded while watching me putting all my effort into the food. I always cooked for Freya when she was alive. I used to watch the maids in our house cooking our meals, until I grew up and began to indulge the smell of my own food that I make. It became a hobby for the past few years of my life. I think I just stopped when Freya died and everything in my life started to crumble. “Did he really change? I still can't believe the old him is coming back,” Marie commented. It made me pause for a second. Of course, no one would expect Elijah's sudden changes. “It
Chapter 33Elijah's POV“Sir, you have a visitor. I let her in,” my secretary said to me as soon as I arrived at Luciero's firm. “Her?” My brows crossed. I couldn't think of any woman who would visit me. I mean, I might have a lot of women before I try to work things out with Faith, but they wouldn't dare to set foot here. Besides, I don't even remember their names. “It’s your wife's mother,” he avoided my gazes immediately when he said that. I froze at that moment, absorbing it in my head. Few seconds later, I found myself wearing a tiny smirk beside my lips before I quickly headed inside my office. How can she go here after the mess she created herself to her own daughter’s event? “Mom,” I called. I stared at her for a short time before I went straight to my chair. “Do you need anything? I'm busy,” I made that up. I wasn't that busy. But then, remembering how my wife cried that night makes me hate her. “Are you now siding with her?” I knew from that very moment that she was pe
Chapter 34“It's because you're pregnant, Faith. 1 week pregnant to be exact,” The world just stopped. Everything around me suddenly turned silent. My brain was not working. I couldn't move on my seat; I was too stunned to speak. No words came out of my mouth. Even my eyes were glued at the doctor in front of me. “You're pregnant and everything you're experiencing is normal, Faith.” I am what? I'm pregnant? I don't know what to say. I don't know what to feel at that moment. I was trying to process it all in my head. But I was too speechless to speak. “Are you married?” She asked again. I can clearly hear her. But perhaps, there was a lump in my throat that forbids me to speak. My heart was pounding. I can hear its deafening beat that makes me feel like I'm going deaf. I suddenly felt cold as if my entire body was freezing. I found my shivering hand placed on my belly.“Yes, I'm married.” My voice almost broke as I nodded to her. There is one thing I know, it wasn't sadness nor p
Chapter 35Instead of waiting in the living room until Elijah comes home, I headed straight to the room where he slept last night. My entire body was shivering while I was walking there repeatedly. I was biting my nails already while I couldn't calm the storms in my head. They were flirting. I knew it from one glance. How can a married man allow another woman to play with his hair? That woman's look at him was sticky like a leech clinging on him. She has the same look that his women had before. That moment, I was so scared. My fear was already filling me up that my brain is not working anymore. “What are you doing here?”“Elijah,” I stopped when he came inside the room. His eyes were cold and blank again, totally different from the way he looked at me when we were in Siargao. There was no glimpse of care from his eyes. All I can see was hatred and pain that fills him up. “W-Where have you been?” My voice trembled. I waited so long for him and yet I couldn't construct the words that
Chapter 36I woke up with the same old film again. My eyes were swollen and my pillows on the bed were soaked by all my tears last night. I don't know how many hours I only slept. I couldn't take Elijah out of my head. “Don't worry, baby. You'll have a father,” I chuckled as I talked to my baby inside me. “We will have a happy family,” that's all I want. I don't just want this for myself, I want this for our child. I don't want this baby to grow up witnessing all this chaos and seeing how wrecked the parents he has. Am I asking for too much? Is it a big wish to grant? I just want to have a very simple life where happiness and peace are always present. This mansion is damn big and expensive. But little did they know, it's the darkest home in the entire world. All the pain and hurtful words are filling this house. Joy was once present here, but it drifted away in one snap and I wasn't able to do anything. Why do I feel like the world isn't happy when I am? “Ms. Faith,” I eyed Marie
Chapter 69“I know you won't listen to any of my reasons and explanations,” I remained silent while looking outside the window. Elijah was already driving and we are near to the place we are going. We ate together earlier. We became silent and cold after how I reacted after seeing a happy family again. “But I am sincere, Faith. I want to prove to you that,” my hands were crumpled on my lap. I did everything to ignore him as I chose not to respond. Up until now, all I can feel towards him is hatred. The wounds are too deep to be cured in one snap. But then, I don't know where my pain and this revenge I planned and prepared for four damn years would take me. We arrived at the place and when I was about to escape him, he quickly grabbed my hands and I once again felt the warmth of those hands. He was able to capture my eyes as we faced each other inside the car. His eyes were begging at me, asking for another chance. I knew from that moment that I was being fragile already. I knew th
Chapter 68“You have to leave today and come back tomorrow?” Lily asked while I was packing all my things. My secretary called me and just told me that I have an important meeting with an important client. The place would be just next to the city where we are, but it would still be a long trip. “Yup. I gotta go, that's a huge client.” I replied. I think this is better than staying with her. “It's our last day here in the hotel. Would you just like to head straight to my condo tomorrow?” I paused from packing my things when she mentioned that. I almost forgot about that already. I agreed to live with her before finding out about Freya's death. Lily has been with me all my life and I would always want to be with her eternally. “I don't think I can live there,” I was able to capture her eyes when I said that. She looks surprised and a bit confused. Well, we already agreed to live together in her condo. However, the situation is different now. I am in an extreme peril and she is one
Chapter 67 “Then I wouldn't mind killing people,” his eyes were glued to me the moment he said that. We exchanged tough stares together, and he was reading me like a damn book. I didn't back down as I was trying to examine every reaction from him. He wouldn't mind killing people? I suddenly remember how I found out that he has feelings for me. It was the day Elijah and Lucas fought that they almost killed each other. He had feelings for me and Lucas knew all my life that my parents didn't treat me right as they always had their eyes on Freya. “Really?” I asked, trying to catch him. The side of his lips moved and nodded. “Yeah, of course. I mean, that's how I love. I don't want my woman getting hurt,” Tension—that was what filled the entire room. It felt like there were only the two of us and Lily and Brian were not there at all. He remained looking at me and I didn't back down. But inside me, I was terrified. Not with the fact that he might hurt me, but the fact that if he's rea
Chapter 66 “It's really them,” Elijah uttered while reviewing the documents that the detective brought. I was in awe, or perhaps in despair. My eyes were stuck in nowhere. I couldn't say a single word after he told us the new suspects. Lily and Lucas. They were both close in my heart. I have been with them my entire life and they have witnessed everything that I have been through. It's not just that, Freya is also their friend. We are all damn friends and yet one of them might be the culprit. “Now we have three suspects: your mother, Lily and Lucas.” The detective said while my entire world is already colliding. I wanted to prepare myself, but I couldn't. No matter who it is, it would surely shatter me to the point that I might not know how to stand up again. All my life, I thought we were not just friends but a family that I never had. “Only one of them is the suspect,” Elijah uttered, trying to crack the puzzle. “As of now, all I can do is to watch them closely. You should
Chapter 65I closed my eyes, trying to feel the same feeling I've felt towards Elijah. My lips were on his lips, and my hand even traveled on his neck. I moved my lips, still eager to make myself feel those strange feelings I used to have. But then, no matter how I tried, I felt nothing. It was not the same when I remember myself kissing Elijah. It was totally different. It was always strange, but I loved it. The soft kiss that would make my eyes close without me noticing. The silence, as if no one was around us. Our breaths hit each other's face. Our eyes together were filled with delight and unbeatable romance. His hands on my waist felt warm. It has always been like that. A very short kiss that feels like the longest one. I didn't feel any of that when I kissed Brian. We eyed each other and his eyes were satiated with delight, love and sincerity. I wore the same eyes before. But right now, my blank eyes remain—or perhaps, disappointed. I crumpled my hands as I faced Elijah who
Chapter 64“I still fucking love you, Faith.” I felt betrayed. The worst is, I was fighting with myself. The moment Elijah said that, my heart began to race, which I didn't feel a long time ago. As far as I remember, the last time I felt the same was also because of him. I hate myself for feeling this strange feeling again. I could not move in my position as if my feet were glued on the floor. Our eyes were both stuck towards each other. His eyes were filled with sincerity. They were soft as before, which reminds me of how I was captivated by those eyes before—when everything was still fine, when our souls were not ripped yet. He was begging with those eyes. They were speaking to me, trying to make me believe how pure she is. “Trust me, I regret everything. Every day that you were away in four years, I couldn't stop thinking of you that I felt like going mad,” it was the first time that I listened. I have heard all those reasons from him ever since I arrived here. But right that m
Chapter 63“Where have you been last night? Sorry, I slept early. I didn't see you coming home,” Lily said while I was the one cooking our breakfast. I only stared at her for a moment. Just like what the detective said, I should not trust anyone until the culprit is caught. As of now, my mother is the biggest suspect that we have. But knowing that the culprit is around me, I felt like I cannot trust any of them. Who knows? The person behind this might be just playing under my nose for a long time. “Work? I work overtime,” I avoided her eyes and acted normal right in front of her. If it is not my mother, would it be Lily? Would she plan something cruel like that? I don't know. She has been my one and only best friend in my entire life. If it is her, I don't know what I can do, but I am sure that it would break me into a million pieces. Inside me, I was hoping that she is not the culprit. I hope she's innocent. “What else do you want? I really don't understand why you want triple sa
Chapter 62I was in awe. The image of my mother wearing that earring before was flashing back in my head. How can I forget her favorite earring to wear in every grand event that she attended in the past? My entire world was crumbling again and I couldn't pull myself back together. My palm was already filled with bruises because of my nails that bury everytime I clench my hands, just like right now. I was shivering right there and it felt like I'm going mad. “What do you want me to do?” The detective asked in front of me. I couldn't even touch the food that I bought. He was only eating in front of me comfortably, waiting for whatever I wanted to do. “The case is not closed right?” “Yeah. I can open it again and continue what I started if you want me to do that,” he shrugged; he's now giving me the authority to decide whether to continue the digging or not. “Do it, investigate the case. This time, I want it done.” A smirk played beside his lips. “I've been wanting to dig this up, y
Chapter 61“We can move next week to my condo,” Lily mentioned while we are on our way to our businesses. I was the one driving with my head flying elsewhere. I just have to drop her off at the mall before I go to my company. “Okay,” I shortly replied, having no energy in my voice. The weather was gloomy, it makes me feel lazy to move and work today. “Are you sure you don't want to come with me and go shopping? You need this. Take time to unwind,” she has been asking me to come since last night. This is our usual way of decreasing stress, by spending our wealth in luxury things that we love. “How can I go there? I can't even visit my shop in the mall because of the issue,” I can't blame anyone. I was the one behind that exposure of the truth from our past. In my state right now, shopping wouldn't fix everything. “Well, you have a point,” she nodded and shook her head at the same time. I stopped the car in front of the mall for her. She could have used her car but she's being lazy