Chapter 27
“Shot! Shot! Shot!” I quickly grabbed the glass with bravery while they were all shouting. I shut my eyes firmly when I felt the extreme bitterness of alcohol that traveled down in my throat. “Woahhh! Let's get wasted!” I shook my head when my secretary said that aloud. We are all having fun already. Eating good food here in Siargao and drinking endless alcohol after the wine that we drank earlier. “Hey, you will be drunk later if you don't stop.” Elijah said when I was about to drink another bottle of the beer. Well, I can just smell the reek of alcohol from all of us. I'm becoming a bit dizzy, but I am still into myself. “My alcohol tolerance is strong,” I said and winked at him before I stole back the beer from him. “I doubt that,” he commented and shook his head, underestimating me. “It's true,” I said. “We'll see about that, Mrs. Luciero.” He indeed shut me up with those simple words. It was the first time I heard him calling me ‘Mrs. Luciero’. Damn. I got lost again. He really knows how I will be folded in one snap. I took a heavy breath before I embraced myself when the breeze from the island went through us again. “Where did you get this?” I asked immediately when Elijah placed a coat on my shoulders. As far as I can remember, he didn't bring this when we both left our hotel room. “When Brian caused a mess, I got that from our room.” He explained, which made me nod. “I knew that this would happen,” he added. I remained looking at him again. Did he anticipate that I would feel cold so he brought this? That put a small smile on my lips. My heart was racing again while my stomach was being filled with tons of butterflies that I never felt for a long time. What matters is that I felt it again to the same man. My phone rang all of a sudden, which interrupted our conversation. I bit my lower lip when I saw Lily's name on the screen. “I have to take this,” I said before I quickly stood up to take the call. I went a bit far from them so I could talk with Lily properly. We haven't spoken for a while. I'm not yet even talking with Lucas right after what happened in our house. I have no idea how I am supposed to confront him too and how I should act like nothing happened after his sudden confession. “Hey, Lily.” “You're in the Philippines with Elijah?” I wasn't surprised anymore when she said that instead of greeting me first. She probably went to our house and Marie definitely told her that we are here with Elijah. “Yeah, I'm with him.” I admitted. There is nothing to hide anymore. I glanced at Elijah conversing with my employees, having fun together. I was near the shore, watching Elijah from there. Seeing that wide smile that could rip his lips melts my heart. I feel like I have nothing to ask anymore. “Why did you bring him there? What if she hurt you? Your employees are there, it won't be good to meet them with a bruis—” “Chill, Lily. Everything's fine…we're getting fine,” it was a relief to finally say that even if there is no assurance yet. All I know is that Elijah is trying to make everything work between us. “What do you mean everything's fine? Is that good news?” I can picture Lily's reaction right now. She's probably crossing her brows while thinking. “The old Elijah is coming back,” I said as I glued my eyes at Elijah from afar. “He's smiling often again. He's laughing, Lily. He's not raising his voice to me anymore and he apologized for what he did to me,” I took a deep breath as I faced the ocean. It was already dark but I can still see the sparkling water of it, perhaps because of the moon from above. “The old Elijah we met is coming back,” I added. “Faith, I don't want to ruin what you feel but don't buy it easily. Don't have your hopes high again. He changed and suddenly came back with his old self, he can also come back with the cruel Elijah again.” Would that kind of Elijah still come back? I watched him again from afar. He was having a blast with my employees. I yearned to hear his laughter again and to watch that broad smile playing on his lips all day. Just thinking of him going back to his most cruel self scares and shatters me. “By the way, I'm here for the runway. I'm gonna release a new collection,” I changed the topic right away. I don't want my mind to travel with those thoughts. Just like what I said, for now, I am content with what Elijah and I have. “Yeah. Lucas told me about it. It seems like Brian told him that he's one of your main models,” her voice calmed a bit. “If you can come, you should go here. Invite Lucas, too.” I bit my lower lip after I mentioned his name. I don't know if it is a good thing to invite him here. But with what Elijah told me, perhaps Siargao will help us to fix our torn friendship. “That's exactly my problem, Faith. My schedule is tight for this week. It seems like I would have to check the photos online,” she cackled. I can feel her tiredness over the phone. “You should rest, then. We're having a good time here. Tomorrow will be a long day. It's the last day of our preparation,” I am already tired when I think of it. “Alright. See you next week and congratulations, Faith. I'm so proud of you,” I smiled softly when she said that. “Thank you, Lily. Gotta go,” I hung up immediately right after that. I stayed there near the shore for a moment to enjoy the serene right there. I even closed my eyes with the gentle breeze that played on my hair. How I wish to always have a kind of night like this. I came back and joined them again after that. I feel like the ocean erased my dizziness. “Who's that?” Elijah asked. “Lily,” I said. “She finds out that we're here together.” His brows arched and no smile appeared on his lips. Well, I wasn't expecting anything. They are still not on good terms again. “She lectured you, I guess?” I tilted my head before I nodded. “You know her,” I chuckled. We continued drinking and for the first time in my life, I really got wasted that night. I don't know how many beers I drank, I lost count already. Before, I used to question people who love to drink why they love alcohol so much when it's fucking bitter. But now, I realized that there's something on it that will make you want more. It's not that this is my first time drinking, but this is the first time I enjoyed the taste of alcohol in my throat. “Good night, M-Ms. Faith…” I couldn't even open my eyes properly when my secretary said that. My sight was already blurred as well and I am fucking dizzy. I felt so hot that I removed Elijah's coat earlier. “You're drunk. I told you not to drink so much,” Elijah said while he was assisting me until we arrived at our hotel room. “I'm not drunk,” I uttered, still denying it when all the beer I drank was already eating me up right now. “You are,” I felt how he helped me to get on the bed. It was a relief that I felt after feeling its softness. “You're handsome,” I mumbled while I could see Elijah closer to me. I saw his broad smile again. “You…You make my heart race,” I pouted. “What do I do?” I asked and pulled him closer to me until there was only a small distance from our faces. I smelled the reek of alcohol from his breath. Our eyes locked together until my eyes landed on his lips. Am I just drunk? Why do I feel tempted to kiss him and invade his lips? “I-It’s hot,” I uttered. “Is it?” The moment he asked that, I felt his lips invaded mine. I found my eyes closed while my arms were on his nape as I fought his tongue that entered mine. I felt hot earlier but it seems like it worsened right now. Everything happened so fast. His hands were traveling on every part of my body and I wouldn't deny that I enjoy it; it gives me so much pleasure that I don't want him to stop. “Oh, shit…ohhh, Elijah!” “Ahhhh, Faith, ohhh!” The next thing I knew, we were both naked on the bed and I was having a blast. His sword entering my womanhood inside and out so fast drives me crazy. I feel like I've gone mad. “Good night, Faith.” It was the last thing I heard from him as we both reached the climax. I felt so tired and I have no strength to open my eyes anymore. I just felt his arm wrapped on my waist before everything went black to me. itsclarixassChapter 28“Good morning,” My eyes remained closed. I felt Elijah's face landing on the side of my neck while I couldn't yet open my eyes. “Hmm,” “You're prettier in the morning,” I heard him say. “And you're gorgeous when you're naked,” that made me open my eyes as he teased me with that. My lips parted before everything flashed back in my head. Oh, hell. I was drunk last night and we both did it here. I bit my lower lip and hid my face from him, ashamed.“What are you doing?” He chuckled. “Did I say weird things last night?” I asked with my face burning. “Nothing,” I glanced back at him and took a deep breath in relief.“But you said I'm very handsome,” my eyes almost vanished when he said that. But then, I realized that last night wasn't bad at all. It was the first time that I can call what happened between us as making love instead of sex. He didn't force me this time, I was the one who yielded. “My head is aching,” I commented as I closed my eyes again. “You were so ar
Chapter 29It was already 11 pm when we finished everything last night. It was a very long day for all of us, indeed. I'm just glad that we were able to solve all the problems before this day comes. I'm standing on the veranda with my eyes closed. I was letting the breeze embrace me and play with my hair. The sun was hitting me a bit as well and I took that moment to cleanse my mind. I could hear the waves of the ocean from here. The chirping of the birds exploring the sky became music to my ears, calming me. I could smell the ocean from the wind. It was indeed different from the air that we breathe in our country. It's peaceful here. It's serene and away from all the chaos from the community. “Hey!” I exclaimed when I heard the camera shutters on me. “What? It was beautiful,” Elijah said, wearing his broad smile again as he checked my picture from his camera. “Delete that, come on. I'm not wearing any makeup,” I tried to reach the camera from his hand but he lifted it up with his
Chapter 30“She's my wife, she's a Luciero, and no one can ever touch a Luciero.” He grabbed my hand and pulled me away from there. I didn't resist him anymore and allowed him to get me out of there. My head was flying already. I couldn't think properly while my emotions were eating me up. I was breaking every step that I made. “You did well,” I heard Elijah say. My eyes remained to nowhere while my parents' words satiated my head. It was almost a very successful day. I thought everything was already fine when I was called there and expressed my gratitude to my entire team. Why do they have to show up here and ruin my success as if I am not their daughter? He captured my eyes when he placed his hand on my chin and gently raised my head. Tears began to slip out of my eyes as soon as I glanced at him. If Elijah wasn't there, I would probably lose my own balance. “The event was a success. You finished it,” he said, trying to uplift my spirits. I looked away and chose to watch the o
Chapter 31“I know what happened with Freya broke all of us, especially you and Elijah.” I was all eyes at her. After welcoming us back earlier, here we go, having the girls talk alone in the garden. Can you believe it? I looked like a kid earlier when I cried in front of her after hearing those kinds of words from a mother like her. When I met her again during the planning of my wedding with Elijah, I thought she also despised me, as I know that her son is madly in love with Freya. “My son was hurting you, didn't he?” That made me pause. A lump seems to be stuck in my throat. I was lost for words the moment she mentioned that. Does she know about it? “When he told me about the marriage, I was shocked when he told me that he wants to marry you. I mean, you're the sister of the woman he's madly in love with—and you are his best friend, Faith. I've seen how you two bonded together,” she chuckled a bit, while I couldn't say anything there. She is finally addressing this issue that I f
Chapter 32“When did you learn to cook?” Marie asked while I was already doing the plating of the steak that I cooked. I was wearing this broadest smile of mine ever since I started to cook here in the kitchen. This is the first time that I use the kitchen as well as this is also the first time that I cook for Elijah. I would say that my lips can rip from smiling from ear to ear. “It's one of my hobbies; I learned by myself.” She nodded while watching me putting all my effort into the food. I always cooked for Freya when she was alive. I used to watch the maids in our house cooking our meals, until I grew up and began to indulge the smell of my own food that I make. It became a hobby for the past few years of my life. I think I just stopped when Freya died and everything in my life started to crumble. “Did he really change? I still can't believe the old him is coming back,” Marie commented. It made me pause for a second. Of course, no one would expect Elijah's sudden changes. “It
Chapter 33Elijah's POV“Sir, you have a visitor. I let her in,” my secretary said to me as soon as I arrived at Luciero's firm. “Her?” My brows crossed. I couldn't think of any woman who would visit me. I mean, I might have a lot of women before I try to work things out with Faith, but they wouldn't dare to set foot here. Besides, I don't even remember their names. “It’s your wife's mother,” he avoided my gazes immediately when he said that. I froze at that moment, absorbing it in my head. Few seconds later, I found myself wearing a tiny smirk beside my lips before I quickly headed inside my office. How can she go here after the mess she created herself to her own daughter’s event? “Mom,” I called. I stared at her for a short time before I went straight to my chair. “Do you need anything? I'm busy,” I made that up. I wasn't that busy. But then, remembering how my wife cried that night makes me hate her. “Are you now siding with her?” I knew from that very moment that she was pe
Chapter 34“It's because you're pregnant, Faith. 1 week pregnant to be exact,” The world just stopped. Everything around me suddenly turned silent. My brain was not working. I couldn't move on my seat; I was too stunned to speak. No words came out of my mouth. Even my eyes were glued at the doctor in front of me. “You're pregnant and everything you're experiencing is normal, Faith.” I am what? I'm pregnant? I don't know what to say. I don't know what to feel at that moment. I was trying to process it all in my head. But I was too speechless to speak. “Are you married?” She asked again. I can clearly hear her. But perhaps, there was a lump in my throat that forbids me to speak. My heart was pounding. I can hear its deafening beat that makes me feel like I'm going deaf. I suddenly felt cold as if my entire body was freezing. I found my shivering hand placed on my belly.“Yes, I'm married.” My voice almost broke as I nodded to her. There is one thing I know, it wasn't sadness nor p
Chapter 35Instead of waiting in the living room until Elijah comes home, I headed straight to the room where he slept last night. My entire body was shivering while I was walking there repeatedly. I was biting my nails already while I couldn't calm the storms in my head. They were flirting. I knew it from one glance. How can a married man allow another woman to play with his hair? That woman's look at him was sticky like a leech clinging on him. She has the same look that his women had before. That moment, I was so scared. My fear was already filling me up that my brain is not working anymore. “What are you doing here?”“Elijah,” I stopped when he came inside the room. His eyes were cold and blank again, totally different from the way he looked at me when we were in Siargao. There was no glimpse of care from his eyes. All I can see was hatred and pain that fills him up. “W-Where have you been?” My voice trembled. I waited so long for him and yet I couldn't construct the words that
Chapter 69“I know you won't listen to any of my reasons and explanations,” I remained silent while looking outside the window. Elijah was already driving and we are near to the place we are going. We ate together earlier. We became silent and cold after how I reacted after seeing a happy family again. “But I am sincere, Faith. I want to prove to you that,” my hands were crumpled on my lap. I did everything to ignore him as I chose not to respond. Up until now, all I can feel towards him is hatred. The wounds are too deep to be cured in one snap. But then, I don't know where my pain and this revenge I planned and prepared for four damn years would take me. We arrived at the place and when I was about to escape him, he quickly grabbed my hands and I once again felt the warmth of those hands. He was able to capture my eyes as we faced each other inside the car. His eyes were begging at me, asking for another chance. I knew from that moment that I was being fragile already. I knew th
Chapter 68“You have to leave today and come back tomorrow?” Lily asked while I was packing all my things. My secretary called me and just told me that I have an important meeting with an important client. The place would be just next to the city where we are, but it would still be a long trip. “Yup. I gotta go, that's a huge client.” I replied. I think this is better than staying with her. “It's our last day here in the hotel. Would you just like to head straight to my condo tomorrow?” I paused from packing my things when she mentioned that. I almost forgot about that already. I agreed to live with her before finding out about Freya's death. Lily has been with me all my life and I would always want to be with her eternally. “I don't think I can live there,” I was able to capture her eyes when I said that. She looks surprised and a bit confused. Well, we already agreed to live together in her condo. However, the situation is different now. I am in an extreme peril and she is one
Chapter 67 “Then I wouldn't mind killing people,” his eyes were glued to me the moment he said that. We exchanged tough stares together, and he was reading me like a damn book. I didn't back down as I was trying to examine every reaction from him. He wouldn't mind killing people? I suddenly remember how I found out that he has feelings for me. It was the day Elijah and Lucas fought that they almost killed each other. He had feelings for me and Lucas knew all my life that my parents didn't treat me right as they always had their eyes on Freya. “Really?” I asked, trying to catch him. The side of his lips moved and nodded. “Yeah, of course. I mean, that's how I love. I don't want my woman getting hurt,” Tension—that was what filled the entire room. It felt like there were only the two of us and Lily and Brian were not there at all. He remained looking at me and I didn't back down. But inside me, I was terrified. Not with the fact that he might hurt me, but the fact that if he's rea
Chapter 66 “It's really them,” Elijah uttered while reviewing the documents that the detective brought. I was in awe, or perhaps in despair. My eyes were stuck in nowhere. I couldn't say a single word after he told us the new suspects. Lily and Lucas. They were both close in my heart. I have been with them my entire life and they have witnessed everything that I have been through. It's not just that, Freya is also their friend. We are all damn friends and yet one of them might be the culprit. “Now we have three suspects: your mother, Lily and Lucas.” The detective said while my entire world is already colliding. I wanted to prepare myself, but I couldn't. No matter who it is, it would surely shatter me to the point that I might not know how to stand up again. All my life, I thought we were not just friends but a family that I never had. “Only one of them is the suspect,” Elijah uttered, trying to crack the puzzle. “As of now, all I can do is to watch them closely. You should
Chapter 65I closed my eyes, trying to feel the same feeling I've felt towards Elijah. My lips were on his lips, and my hand even traveled on his neck. I moved my lips, still eager to make myself feel those strange feelings I used to have. But then, no matter how I tried, I felt nothing. It was not the same when I remember myself kissing Elijah. It was totally different. It was always strange, but I loved it. The soft kiss that would make my eyes close without me noticing. The silence, as if no one was around us. Our breaths hit each other's face. Our eyes together were filled with delight and unbeatable romance. His hands on my waist felt warm. It has always been like that. A very short kiss that feels like the longest one. I didn't feel any of that when I kissed Brian. We eyed each other and his eyes were satiated with delight, love and sincerity. I wore the same eyes before. But right now, my blank eyes remain—or perhaps, disappointed. I crumpled my hands as I faced Elijah who
Chapter 64“I still fucking love you, Faith.” I felt betrayed. The worst is, I was fighting with myself. The moment Elijah said that, my heart began to race, which I didn't feel a long time ago. As far as I remember, the last time I felt the same was also because of him. I hate myself for feeling this strange feeling again. I could not move in my position as if my feet were glued on the floor. Our eyes were both stuck towards each other. His eyes were filled with sincerity. They were soft as before, which reminds me of how I was captivated by those eyes before—when everything was still fine, when our souls were not ripped yet. He was begging with those eyes. They were speaking to me, trying to make me believe how pure she is. “Trust me, I regret everything. Every day that you were away in four years, I couldn't stop thinking of you that I felt like going mad,” it was the first time that I listened. I have heard all those reasons from him ever since I arrived here. But right that m
Chapter 63“Where have you been last night? Sorry, I slept early. I didn't see you coming home,” Lily said while I was the one cooking our breakfast. I only stared at her for a moment. Just like what the detective said, I should not trust anyone until the culprit is caught. As of now, my mother is the biggest suspect that we have. But knowing that the culprit is around me, I felt like I cannot trust any of them. Who knows? The person behind this might be just playing under my nose for a long time. “Work? I work overtime,” I avoided her eyes and acted normal right in front of her. If it is not my mother, would it be Lily? Would she plan something cruel like that? I don't know. She has been my one and only best friend in my entire life. If it is her, I don't know what I can do, but I am sure that it would break me into a million pieces. Inside me, I was hoping that she is not the culprit. I hope she's innocent. “What else do you want? I really don't understand why you want triple sa
Chapter 62I was in awe. The image of my mother wearing that earring before was flashing back in my head. How can I forget her favorite earring to wear in every grand event that she attended in the past? My entire world was crumbling again and I couldn't pull myself back together. My palm was already filled with bruises because of my nails that bury everytime I clench my hands, just like right now. I was shivering right there and it felt like I'm going mad. “What do you want me to do?” The detective asked in front of me. I couldn't even touch the food that I bought. He was only eating in front of me comfortably, waiting for whatever I wanted to do. “The case is not closed right?” “Yeah. I can open it again and continue what I started if you want me to do that,” he shrugged; he's now giving me the authority to decide whether to continue the digging or not. “Do it, investigate the case. This time, I want it done.” A smirk played beside his lips. “I've been wanting to dig this up, y
Chapter 61“We can move next week to my condo,” Lily mentioned while we are on our way to our businesses. I was the one driving with my head flying elsewhere. I just have to drop her off at the mall before I go to my company. “Okay,” I shortly replied, having no energy in my voice. The weather was gloomy, it makes me feel lazy to move and work today. “Are you sure you don't want to come with me and go shopping? You need this. Take time to unwind,” she has been asking me to come since last night. This is our usual way of decreasing stress, by spending our wealth in luxury things that we love. “How can I go there? I can't even visit my shop in the mall because of the issue,” I can't blame anyone. I was the one behind that exposure of the truth from our past. In my state right now, shopping wouldn't fix everything. “Well, you have a point,” she nodded and shook her head at the same time. I stopped the car in front of the mall for her. She could have used her car but she's being lazy