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2022-02-26 18:07:19Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me
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After being tricked once, one should learn from one's mistakes and avoid being tricked in the same way again.
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26 / 12 / 2021
10 : 00 am
“Oh fuck…” I mummer to my self. My head aches to a point where I feel like it is just going to explode. Why does my head hurt so bad?!! I push my self off the bed , my feet stumbling over each other – I start descending to the ground , but I never make it there. I feel a familiar warmth rush all over my body , making me want to snuggle up closer to it but when I had saw from where it emitted from ; I push my self hard against David’s chest. The hands that saved me from hitting the floor , falls by his side when I am succe
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