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The main difference between Love and Care is that they are different emotions expressed by people. Love means unconditionally loving someone or something, whereas Care means caring for something or somebody. Also, Love is a bigger emotion than Care.
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23 / 12 / 2021
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“It’s too late love…I want you…” he says to me slowly striding towards me. I scream out in pain , in fear and in anger – I could no longer keep those feelings inside anymore. Most of all , I felt disappointed in my self as I could not save my self this time around. No matter how much I trained , no matter how many days I went to the gym , no matter how many kgs I lifted , all of those things were usual as here I am again ; weak and about to be used. I felt my voice box almos
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