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Chapter 19
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2021-12-01 11:00:26#FD19 || Bethylia Monteamor
Tanghali na nang magising kami mula sa mahimbing na pagtulog. Panay rin ang reklamo ni Aaren na namamanhid na ang kanyang kaliwang braso dahil iyon ang ginawa kong unan magdamag.
"It's not my fault!" I giggled while watching his adorable frowning expression.
"Just change now, I'll wait here." He softly hissed.
Naiiling na kumuha ako ng pamalit at dumiretso ng banyo para saglit na maglinis ng katawan. Wala akong planong maligo sa dagat ngayong araw. I am planning to roam around the resort with Aaren peacefully.
Mayroon pa naman kaming dalawang araw para sa pagligo sa dagat.
"Stop frowning.
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