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Chapter 11
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2021-11-18 12:42:42#FD11 || Bethylia Monteamor
Ilang oras na rin ang lumipas simula nang nangyaring tagpo sa pagitan ng dalawa kong kaibigan at ni Aaren. I feel like everything's a dream. Hindi ako makapaniwala.
Hindi nagtagal ang tagpong iyon dahil kinakailangan naming pumasok sa trabaho. Aaren remained silent the whole walk—probably contemplating what he has done a while ago.
Maski nang maupo sa palaging kinauupuan habang naghihintay sa aking matapos sa trabaho ay tulala lang siya habang pinaglalaruan ang ibabang labi. He looks adorable, he suddenly become like a tamed lion after that event.
"Anong nangyari kay Pedro?" Helena asked while slightly nudging my arm.
I arched a brow and pouted. "What do you mean?" I snickered.
"Hindi ba parang may kakaiba sa kanya?" She queried.
I sneak a quick look at Aaren and smiled. "Wala namang kakaiba." I ass
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