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I was never his choice

Author: Lexa
last update Last Updated: 2024-08-05 05:45:36

Happy thanksgiving baby “ My mom's voice rang into my head as I tried to open my eyes .

I didn’t know what was happening , what thanksgiving exactly she was talking about , my head felt blank like there was nothing in it

I forcefully opened my eyes and that was when I saw my mom standing inside my room staring at me with those smiles that I love so much .

For a moment my head went blank trying to think of what she was doing here and it was at that moment that everything came rushing back into my head .

It was thanksgiving and everyone was here in my step dad's house to spend thanksgiving with us .

The whole mansion was filled and it made my heart bubble with so much joy .

“ happy thanksgiving mom , I love you “

I stood up from the bed ignoring the tiredness that I felt the moment I walked up and stood up to my mom and hugged her .

I couldn’t imagine what she had in stores for me today .

Thanksgiving was one of those things that I love so much .

I didn’t know why my mom held i
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