Trevor pov I drove the car straight to the airport , seeing her in my car gave me that kind feeling that I had always wanted and I have been longing for .I didn’t know what it was that made me like this girl but I just can’t think straight .I did that bet on purpose just to make sure that I got what I wanted .I didn’t know if it was because I found her really attractive that was making me feel that way towards her so all that I wanted to know at that moment was if it was because of the sex and that was the reasons why i did it But I think that it was the worst mistake that I had ever made in my entire life .After the sex I tried to pull up a strong hold. I am not that soft bitch , that was going to simp over a girl , but I was doing it a billion times just for her .It was just as if she had handed something to me and I just can’t think straight at this moment .All my thoughts and all my thinking were just about her .I felt miserable and sorry for what I did and that
Maybe you should have thought about all that when you made that stupid decision without consulting me .“ I had no fucking idea that you were going to be that stubborn , do you think that I would let you go meet that bastard without having to support you .“What were you thinking going there thinking because I give you Some hands you can just act the way you want , that’s so dumb of you and it’s pissing me off right now , you don’t know how mad I am right now .I could hear so many voices in my head while laying there.But who had that familiar voice that seemed so soothing and calm .I knew that I knew that person and I could that from the way he was speaking but why should I care about that because none of it is my business . When I turned , I could feel that heavy breathing on my neck .The heat it brought out and all that made my heart giggle I actually didn’t know if I was overreacting or something but I knew that someone I loved was here The heavy breathing change
The next few seconds with me being in that room , I took out my time to think about what I was doing .I knew that Trevor had hurt me in the most unimaginable way , but was this all worth it ? “ Was it worth the fact that I left my house and went away with him ?”.Why is there just something about him that I just can’t let go of?I actually do not know if I am doing this right but I wasn’t going back home until mom and her stupid husband apologized .I took my bath and I used all the soap and the stuff he bought for me .I didn’t know how he was able to know girly stuff this much .But what was I saying in the first place , it’s pretty sure that I am not the first woman that he has ever been with .I love the fact that he could be this intentional with me even though we aren’t anything serious .I wore the top and the Jean bun short that he bought for me and I walked out of the room .When I got out of the room , I was met with the greatest shock because it was only t
I didn’t know why I sounded that pissed regardless of the fact that I was talking to a kid. She got on my nerves and I wasn’t going to let a baby like her talk to me like that .I didn’t know if I was harsh with the way I did talk to her but I knew that I wasn’t wrong and I don’t care if we had just met for the first time but I do not care , like I asked her brother to be that obsessed with me .“ I hate you “ she yelled, stomping her feet and letting out those fake tears and running away from the table .It was when I turned that I noticed that Trevor was standing by us and staring at us .I didn’t know if I should scream or feel bad that I talked to his sister like that .“ That bitch you brought in just shouted at me , it’s not as if she’s your girlfriend and she had the guts to talk to me In That manner , I hate her “ Clara told Trevor crying .I turned and all that I could see was the shock looks of the boys with him .The fact that Trevor was so calm and didn’t say a word
After having breakfast with Trevor, I walked off to the balcony to have done space and talk to my mom .Mom's call didn’t connect when I tried to call back .I wondered why it had to happen , and I wondered if my mom had blocked my number .But I knew my mama too well , regardless of how mad she is at me , I know that there is nothing in this life that would ever make her cut me off , I could swear on that , so thinking about it was just out of the way , I knew my mom too well and I loved her regardless of the times we fight and I know that she feels the same way for me .I stood by the balcony at the back of the house watching the view and also worried that mom wasn’t responding .I didn’t want to panic but I was literally getting scared right now and all that I just wanted was to hear her voice .It was when I noticed the figure that was standing behind me that I knew that Trevor was here .I turned to face him immidiately only to hit my face on his chest , what the fuck is
Obsessed was literally the last thing that I thought that I would ever be for a girl , but there are so many reasons right now that are telling me that I was freaking obsessed with her .For the longest that I could remember , I knew that I wasn’t going to be a simp for any girl , but right now I don’t even know if I am being right or just going nuts by thinking about it .I hated the fact that I had to be this way towards her .I have met so many women in my life and never did I think that I was going to fall for a college student .There was just something about Rissa that I found so hard to understand and no matter how much I tried to think about it , the more confusing it was for me because I just couldn’t find the right words to use for her .Some days I was thinking about her , other days I was wishing that I never met her because right now , I know that I was a simp, I was simping over a girl , I could never imagine that .The door to the room opened and I didn’t bother
I sat at the balcony waiting for Rissa to return my calls .I didn’t know she would do something like this to me when all that I had ever done was love her as my child .I had done literally everything to make sure that I give my daughter the best life that anyone could ever wish for and here she was acting like I am the one ruining her life .As a mother , I made sure that my child never lacked anything even though her dad's family were never ready to let anything out , I was still that sweet mother and this is exactly how she pays me back for all the love and care that I have shown her.My head was literally aching thinking about where she might be .The possibilities of her being out of this country were literate at the peak , because I had made sure that shuan looked for her in every place in this country and it’s just as if I just can’t find her anymore .I know that Russia might be hurt that I did that to her , I know that she might be mad at me , but I still remain her
I was going to a dinner date for the first time ever in my entire life .All those years , I had always wanted this , I wanted to do this with my ex Chris but never for once did he even try to make an attempt to do that .All that he cared about was sex , the little things never matter to him and he was never ready to do them .There was just something crazy about the way he never care to do those things for me , it only meant that I wasn’t just the one and all these years , I was just a replacement .Hurt was just an understatement of how I was feeling at this moment .I hated the fact that I put myself in the ground for that long to know that I was really worth something , I just wished that I never had to deal with that .The fact that Trevor wasn’t my boyfriend yet , but he still wants me to go with him to a dinner date , is just the best thing that would ever happen to me .I loved the fact that he literally cared about the little things that really mattered to me .I wanted t