After having breakfast with Trevor, I walked off to the balcony to have done space and talk to my mom .Mom's call didn’t connect when I tried to call back .I wondered why it had to happen , and I wondered if my mom had blocked my number .But I knew my mama too well , regardless of how mad she is at me , I know that there is nothing in this life that would ever make her cut me off , I could swear on that , so thinking about it was just out of the way , I knew my mom too well and I loved her regardless of the times we fight and I know that she feels the same way for me .I stood by the balcony at the back of the house watching the view and also worried that mom wasn’t responding .I didn’t want to panic but I was literally getting scared right now and all that I just wanted was to hear her voice .It was when I noticed the figure that was standing behind me that I knew that Trevor was here .I turned to face him immidiately only to hit my face on his chest , what the fuck is
Obsessed was literally the last thing that I thought that I would ever be for a girl , but there are so many reasons right now that are telling me that I was freaking obsessed with her .For the longest that I could remember , I knew that I wasn’t going to be a simp for any girl , but right now I don’t even know if I am being right or just going nuts by thinking about it .I hated the fact that I had to be this way towards her .I have met so many women in my life and never did I think that I was going to fall for a college student .There was just something about Rissa that I found so hard to understand and no matter how much I tried to think about it , the more confusing it was for me because I just couldn’t find the right words to use for her .Some days I was thinking about her , other days I was wishing that I never met her because right now , I know that I was a simp, I was simping over a girl , I could never imagine that .The door to the room opened and I didn’t bother
I sat at the balcony waiting for Rissa to return my calls .I didn’t know she would do something like this to me when all that I had ever done was love her as my child .I had done literally everything to make sure that I give my daughter the best life that anyone could ever wish for and here she was acting like I am the one ruining her life .As a mother , I made sure that my child never lacked anything even though her dad's family were never ready to let anything out , I was still that sweet mother and this is exactly how she pays me back for all the love and care that I have shown her.My head was literally aching thinking about where she might be .The possibilities of her being out of this country were literate at the peak , because I had made sure that shuan looked for her in every place in this country and it’s just as if I just can’t find her anymore .I know that Russia might be hurt that I did that to her , I know that she might be mad at me , but I still remain her
I was going to a dinner date for the first time ever in my entire life .All those years , I had always wanted this , I wanted to do this with my ex Chris but never for once did he even try to make an attempt to do that .All that he cared about was sex , the little things never matter to him and he was never ready to do them .There was just something crazy about the way he never care to do those things for me , it only meant that I wasn’t just the one and all these years , I was just a replacement .Hurt was just an understatement of how I was feeling at this moment .I hated the fact that I put myself in the ground for that long to know that I was really worth something , I just wished that I never had to deal with that .The fact that Trevor wasn’t my boyfriend yet , but he still wants me to go with him to a dinner date , is just the best thing that would ever happen to me .I loved the fact that he literally cared about the little things that really mattered to me .I wanted t
For the first time ever I was shocked and surprised by the place that he had brought me to .Never had I been brought to a place like this .When Trevor stopped the car , he was standing right in front of a mansion .I didn’t know why the whole place was quiet and it seemed like an isolated area and got me a bit scared but knowing that he would hurt me , I just threw that thought away .“Are you sure you are okay ?” I heard Noah ask behind me .Noah had just come out of his car and was approaching the both of us who stood beside the car and me having so many things going through my head at this moment .“I will be fine I promise you , I will definitely be fine “ “Trevor wrapped his hands around my waist and that brought me out of my thoughts .He had that smile on his face and I wondered why he had been smiling this much .“ I loved the fact that he was still concerned about my feelings .Boss , I think we should be going in now , everyone is already in and waiting for you
“ Your new slut looks better than I can ever imagine , never did I think that you could bring a girl that naive , to a place like this , what exactly were you thinking? I turned to look at Dethro , why did he have to call her a slut , she wasn’t a slut and was never going to be one so why did he have to call her that It seems like he seems to get my body movement and the anger in my face and. The next moment he was laughing out his lungs .“ You don’t Have to look at me like that , you don’t have to tell me that , I never knew she’s your girl , then why did you have to bring her here , she looks so naive and she shouldn’ be. In This place isn’t going to favor her and you know that .“ well I only brought her here for a warning , you know I don’t want anyone close to her , everyone knows be too well that I do not bring any kind of girl and this is the first time that I am doing that , I want everyone to know that she’s mine and I know that no one would want to tak
I had been there without doing anything and I couldn’t help but wonder what exactly I was doing here .I know that he personally told me not to go anywhere , but I was just sick and tired of it and the only thing that I wanted at this moment was to get out .I didn’t know how mad he was going to get, but I am pretty sure that I am going to rush it .Noah was standing just right behind me and he didn’t let me go .I watched Trevor talk with the said brother and I watched as they threw glances at me .I wonder what it was , that was making them look at me like that but I knew that Trevor was telling him stuff about me , because from the way he looked at me , it was pretty cool that I was the topic of discussion at this point .I turned and that was even when I noticed that Noah was talking to some group of guys and his attention was no longer on me .I knew that this was definitely the moment that I had been waiting for .I took a glance and when I noticed that he still wasn
I stood still in that same spot thinking that he was going to come back , but to my greatest surprise he never did and even his friend noah also drove past me without saying a word .I knew my life was ruined standing there in the next five minutes without knowing anybody .Was I hurt ?Yes I was but I wasn’t going to start crying over that .The pains I was literally feeling at this moment , was nothing that I had ever thought of .For the first time I regretted leaving my step dad. I knew that no matter how mad Shaun was , he would never leave me in a place like this. How could they do this to me now?From where I stood the only thing that I could see was the street light .The fact that he dumped me just after he got out of the party is the most crazy part of it .There were no vehicles and even if there were , I wasn’t in the United States , I was aside my own country and a bit was making my life hell like this .I hate Trevor , with everything that I have in me .I didn’t kn