The next few seconds with me being in that room , I took out my time to think about what I was doing .I knew that Trevor had hurt me in the most unimaginable way , but was this all worth it ? “ Was it worth the fact that I left my house and went away with him ?”.Why is there just something about him that I just can’t let go of?I actually do not know if I am doing this right but I wasn’t going back home until mom and her stupid husband apologized .I took my bath and I used all the soap and the stuff he bought for me .I didn’t know how he was able to know girly stuff this much .But what was I saying in the first place , it’s pretty sure that I am not the first woman that he has ever been with .I love the fact that he could be this intentional with me even though we aren’t anything serious .I wore the top and the Jean bun short that he bought for me and I walked out of the room .When I got out of the room , I was met with the greatest shock because it was only t
I didn’t know why I sounded that pissed regardless of the fact that I was talking to a kid. She got on my nerves and I wasn’t going to let a baby like her talk to me like that .I didn’t know if I was harsh with the way I did talk to her but I knew that I wasn’t wrong and I don’t care if we had just met for the first time but I do not care , like I asked her brother to be that obsessed with me .“ I hate you “ she yelled, stomping her feet and letting out those fake tears and running away from the table .It was when I turned that I noticed that Trevor was standing by us and staring at us .I didn’t know if I should scream or feel bad that I talked to his sister like that .“ That bitch you brought in just shouted at me , it’s not as if she’s your girlfriend and she had the guts to talk to me In That manner , I hate her “ Clara told Trevor crying .I turned and all that I could see was the shock looks of the boys with him .The fact that Trevor was so calm and didn’t say a word
After having breakfast with Trevor, I walked off to the balcony to have done space and talk to my mom .Mom's call didn’t connect when I tried to call back .I wondered why it had to happen , and I wondered if my mom had blocked my number .But I knew my mama too well , regardless of how mad she is at me , I know that there is nothing in this life that would ever make her cut me off , I could swear on that , so thinking about it was just out of the way , I knew my mom too well and I loved her regardless of the times we fight and I know that she feels the same way for me .I stood by the balcony at the back of the house watching the view and also worried that mom wasn’t responding .I didn’t want to panic but I was literally getting scared right now and all that I just wanted was to hear her voice .It was when I noticed the figure that was standing behind me that I knew that Trevor was here .I turned to face him immidiately only to hit my face on his chest , what the fuck is
Obsessed was literally the last thing that I thought that I would ever be for a girl , but there are so many reasons right now that are telling me that I was freaking obsessed with her .For the longest that I could remember , I knew that I wasn’t going to be a simp for any girl , but right now I don’t even know if I am being right or just going nuts by thinking about it .I hated the fact that I had to be this way towards her .I have met so many women in my life and never did I think that I was going to fall for a college student .There was just something about Rissa that I found so hard to understand and no matter how much I tried to think about it , the more confusing it was for me because I just couldn’t find the right words to use for her .Some days I was thinking about her , other days I was wishing that I never met her because right now , I know that I was a simp, I was simping over a girl , I could never imagine that .The door to the room opened and I didn’t bother
I sat at the balcony waiting for Rissa to return my calls .I didn’t know she would do something like this to me when all that I had ever done was love her as my child .I had done literally everything to make sure that I give my daughter the best life that anyone could ever wish for and here she was acting like I am the one ruining her life .As a mother , I made sure that my child never lacked anything even though her dad's family were never ready to let anything out , I was still that sweet mother and this is exactly how she pays me back for all the love and care that I have shown her.My head was literally aching thinking about where she might be .The possibilities of her being out of this country were literate at the peak , because I had made sure that shuan looked for her in every place in this country and it’s just as if I just can’t find her anymore .I know that Russia might be hurt that I did that to her , I know that she might be mad at me , but I still remain her
I was going to a dinner date for the first time ever in my entire life .All those years , I had always wanted this , I wanted to do this with my ex Chris but never for once did he even try to make an attempt to do that .All that he cared about was sex , the little things never matter to him and he was never ready to do them .There was just something crazy about the way he never care to do those things for me , it only meant that I wasn’t just the one and all these years , I was just a replacement .Hurt was just an understatement of how I was feeling at this moment .I hated the fact that I put myself in the ground for that long to know that I was really worth something , I just wished that I never had to deal with that .The fact that Trevor wasn’t my boyfriend yet , but he still wants me to go with him to a dinner date , is just the best thing that would ever happen to me .I loved the fact that he literally cared about the little things that really mattered to me .I wanted t
For the first time ever I was shocked and surprised by the place that he had brought me to .Never had I been brought to a place like this .When Trevor stopped the car , he was standing right in front of a mansion .I didn’t know why the whole place was quiet and it seemed like an isolated area and got me a bit scared but knowing that he would hurt me , I just threw that thought away .“Are you sure you are okay ?” I heard Noah ask behind me .Noah had just come out of his car and was approaching the both of us who stood beside the car and me having so many things going through my head at this moment .“I will be fine I promise you , I will definitely be fine “ “Trevor wrapped his hands around my waist and that brought me out of my thoughts .He had that smile on his face and I wondered why he had been smiling this much .“ I loved the fact that he was still concerned about my feelings .Boss , I think we should be going in now , everyone is already in and waiting for you
“ Your new slut looks better than I can ever imagine , never did I think that you could bring a girl that naive , to a place like this , what exactly were you thinking? I turned to look at Dethro , why did he have to call her a slut , she wasn’t a slut and was never going to be one so why did he have to call her that It seems like he seems to get my body movement and the anger in my face and. The next moment he was laughing out his lungs .“ You don’t Have to look at me like that , you don’t have to tell me that , I never knew she’s your girl , then why did you have to bring her here , she looks so naive and she shouldn’ be. In This place isn’t going to favor her and you know that .“ well I only brought her here for a warning , you know I don’t want anyone close to her , everyone knows be too well that I do not bring any kind of girl and this is the first time that I am doing that , I want everyone to know that she’s mine and I know that no one would want to tak
Dirty affairs 112Angel , Angel “ I screamed at the top of my voice as I banged at her door .I knew that she might not be in or maybe she might be with her boyfriend but I just can’t risk it. I really wanted somebody that I wanted to talk to , I didn't care who it was .The only person that came to my mind was her , my girl. I knew that no matter what it was , she would be the last person that would ever turn their back at me at this crucial moment of my life but I am not going to do it anymore , I think that I am done doing this .I kept banging and banging and banging and after hitting the door for more than 30 minutes it was then that I realized that she wasn’t even in .I had never felt so helpless my entire life .I knew that it was best that I sat here and waited for her after sending her a text .I couldn’t understand what had just happened today and I wouldn't deny the fact that I had just gotten the wurst day of my love . The person that I thought was my boyfri
Dirty affairs 111Mom , mom , mom “ don’t go , don’t walk away from me “ I yelled as I dragged myself away from shuan and tried to button up my top .My head was spinning in different directions and I was breathing so hard .I knew that I was definitely going to pass out from this if I continued .But what could I do ?I thought that I had promised myself that my mom would never find me in a state like this .How could I have been so careless to let this happen , I thought that I was done with shuan , how could I be so stupid and miserable and foolish to let him do this to me again .As I rushed out of the room in a haste all that I could see was Shaun sitting comfortably in the bed, not panicked .I knew that it was my right state then he would be having some kind of explanation to do but right now , the only thing that I can keep thinking of is the pissed woman who just walked out of the door and that woman was my mother . When I rushed out , I found out that mom had taken the
First glump , second glump and I was driving straight to shuan .In the midst of all this all that I wanted at this moment was to see my step dad , it was just as if he is the only one who wouldn’t judge me for what I wasNot even my mama called to ask me how my birthday went , I had never felt this way my entire life the way I am feeling right now .Maybe I am just being punished for all the stupid decisions that I had taken in my life , maybe next time I really do have to think before I make some stupid decisions .I drove straight into the compound and to my greatest surprise , Shaun was standing by the door and he was waiting for me .This was literally the last thing that I had ever expected him to do for me .I thought that he was going to be mad because of the way that I treated him the last time but instead he acted in the direct opposite of it and if I hadn’t chased him away , I wouldn’t be here right nis .The moment I came down , shuan walked towards me and getting to wh
I had the worst birthday ever .Yes you heard me right and I wasn’t bluffing when I said that I just had the worst birthday ever .I knew that I was the one who threw everyone around me away but I never said that they should avoid me for my special day .Maybe I had turned out to be that horrible bitch that literally no one wants to associate themselves with .Angel was the only one who literally called to check up and was here with me all throughout the night .I must say that she did her best even though we still had our fight .I know that I can’t blame her for that , after all I haven’t been the best girl towards her and I know that I have been living in her face all this while .Even though this hurt so much like hell , I don’t think that I will ever be ready to let anyone know that I have been screwing my step dad .I could never l , it’s the most disgraceful thing that I had ever thought of in my entire life and it's just like hell . For the first time ever in weeks , I f
Happy birthday my darling .” Angel's voice broke me out of my thoughts as she planted a soft kiss on my back .What do you suggest we do ? Trevor isn’t coming .My head snapped at the mention of his name and I turned to look at Angel who had made that statement .I felt sick to my stomach .I didn’t know what it was with her , I had told her severally , times without number that I do not want his name to be mentioned close to me but it’s just as if she can’t understand a word of what I am saying and she keeps on making that mistake over and over again it was like she was doing this on purpose .“ I told you that I didn’t want to hear his name no more why do you keep on mentioning his name? What do you aim to achieve by trying to get on my nerves .“ grab that damn phone , call him . Tell him that you are sorry “ she told me, obviously pissed .I turned to look at her , the anger and the hate burning inside my heart .“ No “ Angel's face turned to that of total horror when she
I just don’t get it , I don’t why he acts that way towards you, I don’t know when he is going to know that if you love someone , you have to stay with them and treat them right because you will never get a better version of it again .I smiled hearing her last statement , I know that she was just trying her best to make sure that I felt okay .I could tell that by just looking at her .I loved the way Angel would always make me feel welcomed regardless of what the situation might be .“ I will be fine baby , you don’t have to worry about me .Angel turned and gave me that look. I know that she was questioning everything that had got to do with me at this moment but I couldn’t help it , there is no way on earth that I would understand why this has to happen to me in the first place .“ It's been days since I last saw Trevor , I haven’t heard from him nor have I spoken to him .I have never been this mad at anyone my entire life the way I was so mad at him at this moment .The
Dirty affairs 106 The house has been so calm since my step dad left .I had so many thoughts that were going through my mind at the same time , I didn’t want to think that it was what I was thinking .I made sure that I cleaned my whole room and taking the last look at myself I knew that I was ready to go .I grabbed my keys from where they were and just as I was about going out , I bumped into Trevor .I know what he was doing here .I thought that he had gone away .I could see those looks and I could tell that they aren’t just looks , Thomas' judgemental looks were literally killing me .He stood there watching me and the only thing that kept going through my mind at this moment was when he got into the room because I know that he never did , not one that I was aware of .The both of us stood there in total silence not saying a word to the other even though we so much wanted to .I had never felt that intense feeling ever in my entire life , I could literally feel my hear
Trevor stupid there for a while without saying a word o the both of us .I had never been in a situation like this in my entire life , all that I wanted was for the ground to open and Swallow me .I had never been so speechless and the shock was something that I never expected .I knew that he left , but I never expected him to be this back this early .I couldn’t imagine what he had heard . what if he heard us talking about it? , I didn’t want to think that he heard about all the stufff that we had just said .The tears started pouring out of my eyes without control at that moment .I am pretty’s sure that he heard us talking about it and now I know that he would be planning on breaking up with me , I could never tell , I couldn’t imagine .These were the two important people in my life and i couldn’t belive the fact that I was just throwing them away .what the fuck is he doing here ? Shuan snapped at me angrily .I knew that he was pretending to be mad , he had no right
The rays of sunlight were the first thing that I saw and when I opened my eyes , I could see a figure standing there just right in front of me .I know that I moved out of my mom's house yesterday but what I couldn’t understand was who and how he got here . My eyes opened immediately and I saw the figure that was standing there. I knew that this wasn’t a fucking dream , it was him , he was standing right there and looking at me like I was some kind of movie .I could never understand this man , what the fuck was he doing here .For the record , I never wanted him to know where my house was .I knew what I did when I kept this away from him but the fact that he could still find it made it more challenging for me .“Shuan , wtf are you doing here ?” I scream at him at the top of my voice .I had never been so pissed at anyone the way I was so pissed at this man at this moment .I couldn’t imagine what might have happened between him and Trevor as I wasn’t here .I didn’t know