I forgived her

For the longest that I could remember , my heart was still aching from all that had just happened over the past few days .

I didn’t want to say that I was mad or anything , but damn , how could it be that crazy .

It was just some few months away that it all happened and if a fact , it still felt like a ducking dream for me .

I could see mom protruding. stomach but I also wondered if it was the best thing that could happen .

On second thought , I know that it was the best decision that he made .

There was no way possible that he was going to keep on fucking me after getting my mom pregnant , that wasn’t something that I was going to support no matter what it was .

I knew how much I was hurt and mad at the same time , I knew that I shouldn’t have gotten involved with him in the first place , but now that I am in this situation what can I do , there’s absolutely nothing that could be done .

Never had I felt that lonely my entire life .

I wanted someone that I could talk to