Mom didn’t say a word to me since my friends left . I knew my mama too well , I knew that she had so many questions that she was dying to ask me about Trevor but had been holding herself . I didn’t want her to feel like I wasn’t telling her stuff about myself anymore , that was the last thing that I wanted to do at this moment . I knew that regardless of how much I tried to hide it, we were still going to find out . Laying on my bed in the cool evening , I couldn’t help but look out of the window and to my greatest surprise all my thoughts were of him . No matter how much I tried to stop thinking about him the more his memories kept coming back into my head . I hated him , that's what I said , but I never said that I hated him to the core . My fucking cunt , I didn’t know why I had to think about him . A calm knock on my door brought me out of my thoughts and I tried . I didn’t need no one to tell me it was my mama , but when the door opened , I was so surprised to find who wa
My mom's knock was what brought us out of our thoughts .I turned and I saw my mom standing by the door .I felt my heart tearing into pieces with the thinking that she heard what we had just said .The last thing that I would ever want us my mom finding out about me and her husband not even now that she was expecting a baby , I could never bring her that kind of heartbreak and I am not going to be that kind of a disappointment .“ Is everything okay between the both of you? Mom asked walking into the room Shuan tried to face my mom giving her the fakest smile that he could ever give .I was just here to ask her about the guy who she locked out this morning even though it was frescing , I just wanted to look out for her and she isn’t having it . Mom turned to face me and that look that I didn’t like came to her face .I do not want that question that she wants to ask , but my mama is going to ask it anyway , I knew that .“ baby , I also wanted to come in here to ask you ab
I ignored mom shouting and dashed out of the house , I didn’t care if she was mad at all .All I wanted was go get away from her and shaun .Trevor was still in the car beside our house , I knew that he never left , I didn’t fail to notice that it was him because all this while I knew that he never left and he had been hanging around here .There was no way that I was going to get into his car , this wasn’t the reason why I left the house .Then what’s reason you little sweet girl “ my inner voice taunted me .Trevor whined down showing his handsome face and I didn’t face to notice how cold he looks but he still wore a handless top , I wondered why he loved wearing that “Can you just enter the damn car , it’s cold already and I don’t think that I have more time left , I have been waiting like forever .I stood still , trying to comprehend what had just happened because the more I wanted to think about it, the crazier it was for me to .Trevor seemed to run out of patience, b
Trevor pov I drove the car straight to the airport , seeing her in my car gave me that kind feeling that I had always wanted and I have been longing for .I didn’t know what it was that made me like this girl but I just can’t think straight .I did that bet on purpose just to make sure that I got what I wanted .I didn’t know if it was because I found her really attractive that was making me feel that way towards her so all that I wanted to know at that moment was if it was because of the sex and that was the reasons why i did it But I think that it was the worst mistake that I had ever made in my entire life .After the sex I tried to pull up a strong hold. I am not that soft bitch , that was going to simp over a girl , but I was doing it a billion times just for her .It was just as if she had handed something to me and I just can’t think straight at this moment .All my thoughts and all my thinking were just about her .I felt miserable and sorry for what I did and that
Maybe you should have thought about all that when you made that stupid decision without consulting me .“ I had no fucking idea that you were going to be that stubborn , do you think that I would let you go meet that bastard without having to support you .“What were you thinking going there thinking because I give you Some hands you can just act the way you want , that’s so dumb of you and it’s pissing me off right now , you don’t know how mad I am right now .I could hear so many voices in my head while laying there.But who had that familiar voice that seemed so soothing and calm .I knew that I knew that person and I could that from the way he was speaking but why should I care about that because none of it is my business . When I turned , I could feel that heavy breathing on my neck .The heat it brought out and all that made my heart giggle I actually didn’t know if I was overreacting or something but I knew that someone I loved was here The heavy breathing change
The next few seconds with me being in that room , I took out my time to think about what I was doing .I knew that Trevor had hurt me in the most unimaginable way , but was this all worth it ? “ Was it worth the fact that I left my house and went away with him ?”.Why is there just something about him that I just can’t let go of?I actually do not know if I am doing this right but I wasn’t going back home until mom and her stupid husband apologized .I took my bath and I used all the soap and the stuff he bought for me .I didn’t know how he was able to know girly stuff this much .But what was I saying in the first place , it’s pretty sure that I am not the first woman that he has ever been with .I love the fact that he could be this intentional with me even though we aren’t anything serious .I wore the top and the Jean bun short that he bought for me and I walked out of the room .When I got out of the room , I was met with the greatest shock because it was only t
I didn’t know why I sounded that pissed regardless of the fact that I was talking to a kid. She got on my nerves and I wasn’t going to let a baby like her talk to me like that .I didn’t know if I was harsh with the way I did talk to her but I knew that I wasn’t wrong and I don’t care if we had just met for the first time but I do not care , like I asked her brother to be that obsessed with me .“ I hate you “ she yelled, stomping her feet and letting out those fake tears and running away from the table .It was when I turned that I noticed that Trevor was standing by us and staring at us .I didn’t know if I should scream or feel bad that I talked to his sister like that .“ That bitch you brought in just shouted at me , it’s not as if she’s your girlfriend and she had the guts to talk to me In That manner , I hate her “ Clara told Trevor crying .I turned and all that I could see was the shock looks of the boys with him .The fact that Trevor was so calm and didn’t say a word
After having breakfast with Trevor, I walked off to the balcony to have done space and talk to my mom .Mom's call didn’t connect when I tried to call back .I wondered why it had to happen , and I wondered if my mom had blocked my number .But I knew my mama too well , regardless of how mad she is at me , I know that there is nothing in this life that would ever make her cut me off , I could swear on that , so thinking about it was just out of the way , I knew my mom too well and I loved her regardless of the times we fight and I know that she feels the same way for me .I stood by the balcony at the back of the house watching the view and also worried that mom wasn’t responding .I didn’t want to panic but I was literally getting scared right now and all that I just wanted was to hear her voice .It was when I noticed the figure that was standing behind me that I knew that Trevor was here .I turned to face him immidiately only to hit my face on his chest , what the fuck is
when was the last time that I instructed that none of you should dare to cross me again , I am pretty sure that I made it clear that this organization is to be ruined by me , I am the head here and I am literally the strongest but you think that since I am away , I have becomes weak and soft and I am not longer fit to be the leader and then you think that getting my goods and trying to cover my stuffs behind my back is going to give you guys the power that you need to impeach , what makes you all think that it could happen , you all really underestimate me and what I can really do . Why don’t you tell me that it was him who had asked you all to vote me out , without me not being here and being in charge and yet you all agreed thinking that it is literally the eyes test decision that you all would make .I know that you all bastard didn’t think about it all , he was the mastermind of it all and you all are literally going astray .I pointed my gun towards him and he did the sa
It’s been two long weeks since I last saw Angel .I didn’t know where she was and I couldn’t tell if she was coming or not. I had tried my best to stay away from her. It seemed like she needed time on her own , so she told me and I hoped that it was true .I didn’t want to burden her with all my issues , I didn’t want to be that friend that would only care about themselves .I know that I am going through something right now and the least that I could have was a friend but was that friend coming .I know that Angel loved me and whatever it was that was holding her was as meaningful as me being all alone .Staying in this house had been nothing but exhausting , I had thought about life in ways that I never thought that I could do , or knew that I was just being this way because I was alone but this was the least that I could do at this moment , it had her. Clear to me that I couldn’t do more .It was best that this whole stuff had gone down and all the insults were beginning to re
Rage , anger and deceit was what I felt the moment that she walked out of that door. It seems like her words left a big mark on my heart and the moment she left , I couldn’t stop thinking about what she had just told me .That bitch , she had the nerves to send her here after doing the most unthinkable things that you never think that a girl as quiet and loving and calm like her could do but then I should just let all of it go like it never happened and then act like everything is fine , that was never going to happen not even on my watch .As I stood in that room dropping the piece of taboo that I could find . I felt helpless .I didn’t know why I had to feel this way towards a bitch , yes that was exactly what she was and I know that she isn’t going to be a bitch anytime soon .For the longest that I could remember I knew that I didn’t want that girl , I never wanted anything to do with her , all of this wasn't planned but here I was stuck with some bitch who doesn’t even like me
Two more weeks passed .I was broken , broken beyond words , I had not been able to leave the house and I had been mopping my life .I felt weak , I felt like I was some kind of piece of shit and for the first time in a long while , I felt disgusted with myself . I didn’t know what I was thinking that made me mess myself up till this level , I could never have imagined that this was going to come to this level . I hadn’t been able to pick up myself after ending that relationship with Trevor .i knew that he was never dating me and I was never in a relationship with them , but what could I do , I knew that there was literally nothing that I was going to do at this point that was going to make me love again , it seems like he has no fucking intrest in me and it was time that I moved on too , it was time that I did the same thing , I wasn’t going to be mopping over a guy who had no fucking intrest on me , that would be more like a slap on me .I loved the fact that my mom hadn't
You didn’t do that to spite me off right ?”Angel loud voice came from the living room as I tried to wash off the soap that I had on my face .I couldn’t imagine what was making her scream that much .I quickly washed the water off my face and wore the shirt that I could quickly put my hands on when I got out of the room .After putting it on , I rushed out of the room and to the living room and that was when I met the greatest shock of my life .He was literally the last person that I wanted to see in my life right and seeing him here was making me go insane .Just a week ago I had made sure that I had cut off every contact that I had with shush and then he was here .I still don’t get it with this bastard , I don’t get what it was that they wanted from me .I was so done being that crazy bitch , I was done crying and thinking about what people had gotten to say about me .Everyone can go to hell for all that I care about , I actually do not care what anyone has to say about m
The worst happened , the worst really did happen to me .Never did I think that a day would come that I would be going like this with my own mother .My mom was trying to make my life a living hell and it hurts to know that she is the one doing all of this to me .From all the stuff that I had done in this life , I think that mom had done worse but the nerves that she has to throw stones like she lives in a glass house .I could never have imagined how things managed to turn out this way .She found that I was sleeping with her husband but now she was the one who had set me up to be fucked by that man and yet she has the guts to throw such tantrums .My mom had hurt me more than I could have even thought of or even still imagined .I knew that the both of us were falling off so fast but it hurts to know, this woman gave birth to me and even though I betrayed her , she betrayed me too .I knew that it was best that I try and put all the thoughts that I was having at this moment
Dirty affairs 113From what I have just heard from everyone that I care to know , you have been told that you are really pushing through with that divorce ?”You know what shuan , I think that I am done playing that dumb game with you when you know that all of this is for our own best interest .You cannot just walk in here and tell me that you are pushing through with that divorce , you and I both know that I am not going to let it go and I am sure that you do not want that to happen . “ maybe you should have thought about that when you decided to go tell her that it was a fucking plan .I know that we are both in this together but u have made it clear to you that I do not want to ne part of this anymore .I just don’t get why this is so hard for you to understand or get into those skull of yours .When I met you I knew that there was something about us that I really want to trash and I made it clear to you that I didn’t want a fucking marriage .You know how much
Dirty affairs 112Angel , Angel “ I screamed at the top of my voice as I banged at her door .I knew that she might not be in or maybe she might be with her boyfriend but I just can’t risk it. I really wanted somebody that I wanted to talk to , I didn't care who it was .The only person that came to my mind was her , my girl. I knew that no matter what it was , she would be the last person that would ever turn their back at me at this crucial moment of my life but I am not going to do it anymore , I think that I am done doing this .I kept banging and banging and banging and after hitting the door for more than 30 minutes it was then that I realized that she wasn’t even in .I had never felt so helpless my entire life .I knew that it was best that I sat here and waited for her after sending her a text .I couldn’t understand what had just happened today and I wouldn't deny the fact that I had just gotten the wurst day of my love . The person that I thought was my boyfri
Dirty affairs 111Mom , mom , mom “ don’t go , don’t walk away from me “ I yelled as I dragged myself away from shuan and tried to button up my top .My head was spinning in different directions and I was breathing so hard .I knew that I was definitely going to pass out from this if I continued .But what could I do ?I thought that I had promised myself that my mom would never find me in a state like this .How could I have been so careless to let this happen , I thought that I was done with shuan , how could I be so stupid and miserable and foolish to let him do this to me again .As I rushed out of the room in a haste all that I could see was Shaun sitting comfortably in the bed, not panicked .I knew that it was my right state then he would be having some kind of explanation to do but right now , the only thing that I can keep thinking of is the pissed woman who just walked out of the door and that woman was my mother . When I rushed out , I found out that mom had taken the