Happy thanksgiving baby “ My mom's voice rang into my head as I tried to open my eyes .I didn’t know what was happening , what thanksgiving exactly she was talking about , my head felt blank like there was nothing in it I forcefully opened my eyes and that was when I saw my mom standing inside my room staring at me with those smiles that I love so much .For a moment my head went blank trying to think of what she was doing here and it was at that moment that everything came rushing back into my head .It was thanksgiving and everyone was here in my step dad's house to spend thanksgiving with us .The whole mansion was filled and it made my heart bubble with so much joy .“ happy thanksgiving mom , I love you “I stood up from the bed ignoring the tiredness that I felt the moment I walked up and stood up to my mom and hugged her .I couldn’t imagine what she had in stores for me today .Thanksgiving was one of those things that I love so much .I didn’t know why my mom held i
I stood by the hallway waiting for my step dad to pass by .I had so much in my mind that I wanted to say out loud and I was so pissed at him .I didn’t know why I was so hurt by what I had just heard , there was just nothing that I wanted at this moment , I just wanted to know why he did it .For the past few days I could tell that my step dad had been doing everything to avoid me , I didn’t want to think that this was the reason why he was doing that .I thought that he loved me but why the fuck did he get my mom pregenant .I hated him for that , how could he do something as crazy as that .I made sure that everyone was already asleep before I asked him to see me. I didn’t want my mom to see us together like this , because it was definitely going to hurt and I don’t Think that I was in my best frame of mind but I was still going to confront him now or never .When I stood there and looked ahead , I saw his figure approaching me .I didn’t know exactly how to react , I di
For the longest that I could remember , my heart was still aching from all that had just happened over the past few days .I didn’t want to say that I was mad or anything , but damn , how could it be that crazy .It was just some few months away that it all happened and if a fact , it still felt like a ducking dream for me .I could see mom protruding. stomach but I also wondered if it was the best thing that could happen .On second thought , I know that it was the best decision that he made .There was no way possible that he was going to keep on fucking me after getting my mom pregnant , that wasn’t something that I was going to support no matter what it was .I knew how much I was hurt and mad at the same time , I knew that I shouldn’t have gotten involved with him in the first place , but now that I am in this situation what can I do , there’s absolutely nothing that could be done .Never had I felt that lonely my entire life .I wanted someone that I could talk to
Christmas came in a hurry and I didn’t know that it would come that quickly .I could literally remember the last Christmas that I celebrated , it was with my mom and just the both of us and even though she had been seeing shuan , she didn’t let him spend Christmas with us.I didn’t know if I should be happy or sad that someone else was joining us to spend Christmas for the first time since my dad died but what could I say?I didn’t know how it was going to be , but one holiday that I really love was Christmas .I didn’t want it to end . I picked up my phone from the side and looked at it .I raised up my body from the duvet and looked out and I could see that it was Really snowing outside . I stood up from my bed immediately and rushed to wash my face. After that I rushed out of the bathroom again and this time I never hesitated to send a text to Angel first .After the conversation we had , the both of us had started talking again and I was enjoying every bit of it , i
I didn’t know how long I was in that house but I knew that he was still standing there and waiting for me to come to him and tell him that I forgave him .I know that I was shocked that he was here , but I wasn’t going to be bought over that easily , he had done more harm than good already and I am so fuckinh sick of it .The least that he could do is leave , because his face brings just bad memories .“Angel and I got into the room without saying a word to the other .I knew that there was just so much that we both wanted to say to the other , but none of us knew how we were going to say it, or who was going first .There was still that guilty look that she had on her face .I know that it’s because I actually haven’t said a word to her .“ I forgive you Angel , I already did and if I didn’t the same way that Trevor is standing out , that’s the same way you would have been standing out there , but I wouldn’t deny the fact that you hurt me too much .I am going to let it slide be
Mom didn’t say a word to me since my friends left . I knew my mama too well , I knew that she had so many questions that she was dying to ask me about Trevor but had been holding herself . I didn’t want her to feel like I wasn’t telling her stuff about myself anymore , that was the last thing that I wanted to do at this moment . I knew that regardless of how much I tried to hide it, we were still going to find out . Laying on my bed in the cool evening , I couldn’t help but look out of the window and to my greatest surprise all my thoughts were of him . No matter how much I tried to stop thinking about him the more his memories kept coming back into my head . I hated him , that's what I said , but I never said that I hated him to the core . My fucking cunt , I didn’t know why I had to think about him . A calm knock on my door brought me out of my thoughts and I tried . I didn’t need no one to tell me it was my mama , but when the door opened , I was so surprised to find who wa
My mom's knock was what brought us out of our thoughts .I turned and I saw my mom standing by the door .I felt my heart tearing into pieces with the thinking that she heard what we had just said .The last thing that I would ever want us my mom finding out about me and her husband not even now that she was expecting a baby , I could never bring her that kind of heartbreak and I am not going to be that kind of a disappointment .“ Is everything okay between the both of you? Mom asked walking into the room Shuan tried to face my mom giving her the fakest smile that he could ever give .I was just here to ask her about the guy who she locked out this morning even though it was frescing , I just wanted to look out for her and she isn’t having it . Mom turned to face me and that look that I didn’t like came to her face .I do not want that question that she wants to ask , but my mama is going to ask it anyway , I knew that .“ baby , I also wanted to come in here to ask you ab
I ignored mom shouting and dashed out of the house , I didn’t care if she was mad at all .All I wanted was go get away from her and shaun .Trevor was still in the car beside our house , I knew that he never left , I didn’t fail to notice that it was him because all this while I knew that he never left and he had been hanging around here .There was no way that I was going to get into his car , this wasn’t the reason why I left the house .Then what’s reason you little sweet girl “ my inner voice taunted me .Trevor whined down showing his handsome face and I didn’t face to notice how cold he looks but he still wore a handless top , I wondered why he loved wearing that “Can you just enter the damn car , it’s cold already and I don’t think that I have more time left , I have been waiting like forever .I stood still , trying to comprehend what had just happened because the more I wanted to think about it, the crazier it was for me to .Trevor seemed to run out of patience, b