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Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER TWO
I walk toward the center of the village where my mother lives.It is loud and bustling.My mother's house is small and slightly removed from the others.It has a small vegetable patch and a wooden fence that surrounds it.I am feeling a little nervous.But Dean is right.I have to do this.I knock on the door.She opens it."Marla!" she says. "What a nice surprise!"She gestures for me to come in."Hi, Mom," I tell her. "I was wondering if I could have a word with you.""Of course, sweetie," she says.She smiles and lets me inside.My mother wants me to marry Dean.She believes we are the perfect coupling.Before my father died, he was besotted with my mother.Theirs was an arranged coupling, just like everyone in the pack.They grew to love one another, fiercely.It was beautiful to see growing up.Mother things I will grow to love Dean.But I know I will not.We reach the sitting room.I lower myself to the couch.Mom sits beside me."Is something wrong?" she
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER THREE
I run out into the night.I am supposed to wait until the solstice to see Lucas.But now the secret is out, I decide to waste no more time.I cannot go back to Dean's.I cannot stay at mother's.The alpha will certainly disapprove.That leaves me just one choice.To run to the next village where my lover lives.The moon is bright above me.I try not to think of the battle that killed my father and brother in these very hillsides.I think instead of Lucas.I make it to his village.And I find his cabin.He is sitting on the front steps.He looks up at me."Marla," he says, surprised. "What are you doing here?"He stands and gives me a hug.I melt into his arms."I was not expecting to see you until solstice.""I missed you too much," I say."I missed you, too."I move out of his embrace.I look behind me."I have to warn you about something," I say.He nods. "Go on.""I told Dean about you. And my mother."He shakes his head. "Marla, this is not good.""I know
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER FOUR
I wake the next morning to his warmth.I do not want to get up.I want to stay here forever.I don't want to leave this cabin.I don't want anything to change.But somehow, I know it will.I sit up and peer down at him.I run my fingers through his hair.He looks so peaceful.I bring my knees to my chest and stare out the window.Lucas rolls onto his side.He opens his eyes and smiles at me.I force a smile.He sits up and wraps his arms around me.I watch Lucas.I don't say anything.I am so angry with Christine.I know it is not her fault. But still.I know that Lucas is not mine. And I wouldn't know that if it wasn't for her. And if I didn't know that, I could still pretend that it wasn't true.I don't want to lose what we have. I love him.I hear a knock on the door.I look up."Who's that?" I ask.Lucas hears it too.He goes to answer it.I hear him speaking.I can't make out the words.Then there is another voice.I hear Christine's voice again."What
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER FIVE
I scream.I'm sinking into the water.The flood rushes towards me.I try to swim, but the water is so heavy. I can't move my arms."Help!" I scream, but nobody hears me.There's no one around. I am alone. Completely alone.I silently curse Lucas for doing this to me. This wasn't supposed to be how things would go. We were supposed to be together. Forever.Instead, I'm going to die in this river, unwanted and alone.I hate him for making me feel this way. I hate myself for letting him.I see a tree branch floating toward me, and I grab it.I try to use it to push myself along the water's surface, but I still can't move my arms.The water is everywhere.It fills my mouth and burns my eyes until I can no longer see.The water rushes over me, and I pull myself forward.I still can't see anything.I am so scared!I need to get out of the water, but my clothes are heavy, and I'm so tired.I can't think.I let go of the branch. And in this moment, I know this is it. This is
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER SIX
I take a step back, stunned, and a branch crunches underneath my feet.I curse myself and my clumsiness. I want to run away before they see me here, but I'm afraid it's too late. The noise has given me away.I'm right. They both stop and turn to face my direction immediately. "Marla!" Julie exclaims. "You're up!"She sounds surprised, but also relieved.Lucas says nothing. He just looks at me. I try to return his gaze, but there's too much hurt inside me.My eyes start to fill with tears.And my legs begin to tremble.I start to feel dizzy, and my head begins to spin.Lucas walks over to me and reaches out his hand."It's ok," he says softly. "Come here."He leads me to the blanket and helps me sit down. I don't want to see Julie or Lucas, but I have nowhere to look but at them."I don't know how she got out of bed," Julie says, "but I'm glad she did. I was worried.""You should be resting," Lucas says.He seems genuinely concerned, and I find myself wondering if I've be
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER SEVEN
The next morning, I wake up at dawn.My entire body is stiff and sore, but I force myself up anyway. I have to go. I have to move on.I think about trying to join another pack, but I know that's pointless. No one else will have me, and even just the act of walking into another pack's camp is likely to get me killed.I can't stay here and watch Lucas break Julie's heart. And I can't stay here and watch myself fall deeper into despair. I won't survive it. I know that now. My best option is to try and go home. To apologize and throw myself at the mercy of the pack. But I don't know if they'll accept me, even if I beg.I have to try though because I can't stay here in this forest and watch the sun set and rise and feel the weight of my loneliness grow heavier with each precious moment that passes.But before I can go back, I have to find some way to prove myself. I have to find a way to earn their trust.I have to prove myself before they'll let me back into the pack. But how?
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER EIGHT
The outpost is a decrepit huddle of tents. They're brown and worn and they look out of place, surrounded by the lush green of the forest. A chain link fence keeps the outpost locked in, and just beyond that, there are several wooden huts.As I walk towards the fence, I keep my mind focused on my goal. I can't let myself get distracted. I need to be disciplined and focused. I need to stay in control.I keep my bow and my quiver firmly in my hands, and I try to look as confident as I can.I know the guards usually do a head count every few hours. But it's late at night and they're distracted by their dinner. I just have to hope they don't do it today.I can hear them talking and laughing, and I can smell the food from their dinner. They're gathered around a fire and they're passing around a bottle.The guard on duty is sitting with his back to me. I slowly walk around the outpost, looking for a way in. There's a hole in the fence made by an animal. I crawl through it and I keep my
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER NINE
Matthew looks at me, confused. "I'm not sure I understand," he says."Just wait until we get back to the pack," I say. "Then we can talk."He shrugs and nods. "Okay," he says."We need to keep running," I say. "The people who were after us back at the outpost will probably send a search party to look for us."He nods.We run through the forest together. It's a beautiful night. The full moon is high in the sky, lighting our path in a silvery glow."This way," I say, gesturing towards a stream. At the edge of the stream, there is a small boat.I walk over to it. It's one of the boats from the resistance outpost. It's probably their backup boat.Matthew and I step into the boat, and I row us across the stream and into the main lake. As we cross, Matthew and I don't say anything. We sit in silence, listening to the sounds of the night. We listen to the wind in the trees and the sounds of birds calling to each other. There's something about finally coming back here after thinking
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Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER THIRTY TWO
MARLA’S POVI’m unsure of what to believe and think. My mind is so hazy that I can’t seem to pick out the truth among the lies. And I want to believe in the best of people.I truly want the drama between Rachel and I to be over. I want to put it all in the past and move forward. I want to be happy with Nicholas without all of this nonsense hanging over our heads.Maybe in order to do so, I need to forgive Rachel. And hopefully she’ll let go of all of this. Hopefully she’ll find her own mate some day and leave us alone.Despite all she’s done, I don’t believe anyone is beyond redemption. So, I accept the cupcake.Then, I notice it. Nicholas hesitates in the doorway, hoping Rachel and I are having a moment to make up. But I suddenly don’t think that’s what Rachel wants.As I bring the cupcake to my lips, I see it in her eyes. They’re gleaming. They’re scheming. I hesitate.“You know, I’d hate to eat this alone.” I say, bringing the cupcake down from my mouth and splitting it in
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER THIRTY ONE
MARLA’S POVI’m in so much pain, my wounds are aching, leaving me delirious. But once Nicholas returns, I feel a bit better. Everything is better when he’s near me. I know he’s my mate, and I want him more than anything. I desperately want him to feel the same way. I can’t imagine living my life without him.Hope flutters within me as I see him though. I see the way he’s looking at me, and it’s almost like he wants me as much as I want him. “I’m so sorry for leaving you,” Nicholas says as he drops down to my side. “It’s okay,” I tell him. “I know you had to go check on Rachel.”My heart aches at the thought of him with her. I can’t let him go, despite how much this all hurts me. I can’t seem to move on from him. He’s my mate and my life won’t be the same without him in it.“Rachel is fine,” Nicholas says. “She was just manipulating me, and I realize she has been manipulating me all along.”Nicholas looks like he’s in pain, and I want to help him. I want to ease him of this b
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER THIRTY
NICHOLAS’S POVI don't want to leave Marla, but I have to. I can't just refuse to check on Rachel. Plus, Marla's wounds have been tended to. She'll be okay without me. I'm not sure the same can be said for Rachel."I'll be right back," I say.She's too weak to speak, but she squeezes my hand lightly. My heart leaps at her touch."I'll take you to her," the beta says, jolting me back to reality. I take one last look at Marla before standing up to follow him.He takes me to a tree about 100 yards away. I'm surprised to see Rachel sitting up against it. Her jacket has been wrapped around her, and one of the betas is tending to her. He's cleaning her wounds, and he looks up at me and nods."She'll be fine," he says. "The wounds aren't deep. She'll heal in a few days.""Oh," I say, surprised. "That's great."I stare at Rachel, confused. From the way they were speaking, I thought she was dying. I didn't expect her to be so... okay."I can take care of her wounds," I tell the bet
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER TWENTY NINE
NICHOLAS’S POVI'm fighting the other alpha, and in an instant, I realize he's stronger than me. He's older, and he's more experienced. I'm fighting him even though I know I can't win.I have no choice. I am the alpha, and this is what an alpha does. This is my destiny. I fight hard, slashing and biting at him with my teeth. I'm trying my best to rip him apart, but I know he's doing the same to me. We're not just fighting for control of the land; we're fighting for our lives.And I'm losing. I feel myself getting tired. I'm getting tired, and he's just getting stronger. If this goes on much longer, I'll be dead. I know it.Strangely, though, I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid of death. I'm not afraid of the other pack, or of the battle. The only thing that scares me-- the only thing I'm afraid of-- is the thought of never seeing Marla again. And I hate myself for that.And then, suddenly, as if from nowhere, she's here, charging the alpha and telling him to let me go. I can't
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT
The other pack's alpha is huge, even bigger than Nicholas. He looks like he's at least twice his size. He's flanked by several other wolves, and they're all moving quickly.I can hear the sound of their growls growing louder as they approach. They're running full speed towards Nicholas, and I know they mean to attack.I watch as they come closer and closer. I know there's nothing I can do to stop it. And suddenly, I realize that there's a good chance the fight will be fatal.I look at Nicholas, standing there beside Rachel. He's staring straight at the other pack. He looks calm, almost apathetic. His eyes are focused on the alpha, but he doesn't seem too concerned.He's confident he can handle this. But he shouldn't be. I can't take my eyes off of him. I wish I could know what's going through his mind, but I know I can't. I'm so afraid for him."These woods are off-limits," the alpha of the other pack growls. "You know that."I'm surprised at the sound of his voice. It's deep,
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN
I have to talk to Nicholas. I know he said he doesn't want to talk to me, but I have to. I have to make him hear me.I can't let him marry Rachel. I just can't. Not after the way she's lied and manipulated him. Manipulated both of us. Even if he wasn't my true mate, I wouldn't be able to just stand by and watch it happen.But he is my true mate. He's the love of my life. He's the man I've always been waiting for. And I know that he'd be happy if he could just get rid of her. If he could just let go of his stupid pride for a minute and take me back.But he won't. I know it. I know he'll do the right thing and marry her-- not because he wants to, but because he said he would. I know his sense of duty will force him to do it.But I can't let him. He doesn't need to do it. I can make him happy. I know I can. I just have to get him away from her. And to do that, I just need him to agree to talk to me.The problem is, I don't know how. I just need him to know it. I just need him to kn
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER TWENTY SIX
RACHEL’S POVHe's thinking about Marla again. I can tell. And it's infuriating.I know I came in here and gave him the 'let her go' talk. But I was expecting it to work. I was expecting him to at least be able to have a conversation with me about it. But instead, he just let me ramble on about what I wanted for our wedding and what I thought we should do. He didn't even really pay attention. He agreed with everything, but I can tell that his mind was wandering.That's not fair to me."I'm trying to be understanding," I say. "Really, I am. But we're getting married, and you're just sitting here thinking about another woman.""I'm not--" he says."You are!" I insist. "And I don't understand how you can be so upset over her. I mean, she has done nothing but lie to you."Nicholas clears his throat. "I know. I know exactly what she's done. She's--""But you love her," I say quietly."Yes," he says. "I don't want to, but I do."I let out a deep breath. I don't know what to say.
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE
NICHOLAS’S POVI want to run after. I know I shouldn't. Not after what she did to me. Marla broke my heart. But I love her.I wish I didn't. I wish I could just forget about her. I wish my heart didn't beat faster every time she says my name.But it does.I walk into my bedroom and close the door. I need to clear my head.She had no right to come here. To confuse me like this. She said we were done. She said that. It was her decision, and nothing I said was going to change her mind.And I begged her. Me. The Alpha. I begged her. And that is not what Alpha's do.And then she has the never to waltz in here and just expect me to forgive her. To let this go.It's outrageous. It's an absolutely ridiculous request. But I want to fulfill it.And that makes me angrier than anything.I'm not sure what to do. I can't think straight. I remember the times I've been here with her and I get so frustrated thinking about how I can't have that again. I loved her. And despite everything, des
Desired by the Alpha CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR
I'm not sure how long I've been running, but I can't seem to get very far. The woods are dense and difficult to navigate. I've gotten turned around a few times, become completely lost and had to backtrack. I'm covered head to toe in mud, and I feel like I've been running for hours, though I'm pretty sure it's only been a few minutes.But I feel like I'm close now. I can hear the stream and I see the trees rising up ahead. I'm practically sprinting by the time I reach the cabin, and my heart is beating out of my chest. I throw open the door, ready to find a way to prove that Rachel paid this woman to cast a spell on me, but instead I find the house completely empty. I don't see any sign of the sorceress at all. I search everywhere. I even go into the cellar. The whole place looks abandoned. There is no sign of her anywhere. And based on how empty the place is, there's no indication she's ever coming back either.Which means I have no proof. No proof of Rachel's betrayal. No proo
