Matthew looks at me, confused. "I'm not sure I understand," he says."Just wait until we get back to the pack," I say. "Then we can talk."He shrugs and nods. "Okay," he says."We need to keep running," I say. "The people who were after us back at the outpost will probably send a search party to look for us."He nods.We run through the forest together. It's a beautiful night. The full moon is high in the sky, lighting our path in a silvery glow."This way," I say, gesturing towards a stream. At the edge of the stream, there is a small boat.I walk over to it. It's one of the boats from the resistance outpost. It's probably their backup boat.Matthew and I step into the boat, and I row us across the stream and into the main lake. As we cross, Matthew and I don't say anything. We sit in silence, listening to the sounds of the night. We listen to the wind in the trees and the sounds of birds calling to each other. There's something about finally coming back here after thinking
"What are you doing here?" Dean growls at me."It's nice to see you too," I say."I asked you a question," he growls. "You walked away from your pack," he says, "leaving everyone you know behind. And now you think you can just walk back in?"I try to keep my cool."I've brought someone back." I gesture towards Matthew. I can see people in the distance looking over at us."Who is that?" someone calls out."I don't know," Dean calls back.Dean walks over to stand next to me. I can feel his hot breath on my face. "How did he get back here?" Dean asks. There is something about the way he asks the question that makes me nervous. I can't tell if he's suspicious or if he's just curious. I can't tell if I'm in danger or if the tide is changing."I rescued him" I say. "To prove myself and my loyalty to the pack. To you.Dean doesn't respond. He stares at me for a few moments, but I'm not sure what he's thinking."I don't want to hear it," Dean says, turning away from me. His back is
I've been walking for hours. And I still can't believe what's happening. I've been banished, sent away from my tribe, from my home. I'm alone, with no one to help me.I try to take my mind off of it by focusing on my surroundings, but I'm not sure how much good that does. This forest looks exactly like the one I grew up in. The trees, the berries, the animals...it's all exactly the same. And yet, somehow, it's completely different. Being alone out here is terrifying. I'm not used to being on my own, and I don't like it. I wish I could be back at the camp with my mother, safe from the terrors of the outside world. Hell, I'd even take Dean's company. I'd look down on it if I didn't have to, but I'd rather spend time with him than be alone. But it's not just being alone that makes the situation so scary. It's the journey ahead of me, knowing that there's no one to help me if anything goes wrong. I am a wolf without a pack. I'm going to have to learn how to survive on my o
When I come to, I'm in a jail cell. I'm covered in bandages and lying on a cot. There's a large bag at my side. I'm confused. Everything's a blur. I can't quite remember how I got here. I try to sit up, but it's too much. I groan in pain and lay back down. I hear a growling sound and look up to see another wolf in the cell next to me. I scan the room and realize there are several of us here, each in our own cells. I try to talk to the wolf. "What's going on?" I ask. "Who are you? "I'm Adam," he says. "Who are you?" "I'm Marla." Adam is a fierce-looking wolf, with dark fur and a lean frame. "Where are we?" "I'm not sure," Adam replies. "I was walking in the woods and I was grabbed by a group of wolves. I think they were keeping us all in a cave, but then they put us in these cells." "Why?" I'm still in so much pain that I can barely think, but I try to make sense of things. "I don't know" he says. "I was so hungry, I looked for something
The wolves come from all around, and they all come to me. There must be a hundred of them and they're growling and snarling. They're hungry for the kill and they're all coming to get me. I try to speak, but I'm in too much pain. "What are we going to do?" I ask. The wolves stop, and I realize they're standing in a circle around me."Well," I say. "It's not like I'm in any condition to defend myself."The wolves stare at me, confused. "There's no honor in that sort of killing. No fun, either," I continue. I don't know what I'm saying. I don't know where this bravery is coming from. I definitely don't know if it's going to work, but I have to try something, and with my body too weak to fight, strategy is all I've got."So, here's what I propose," I say. "Take me to your alpha. Make sure he really wants you to kill me like this-- when I'm wounded and can't defend myself. I wouldn't want you to make a misstep and anger him."The wolves look at each other. They're obviousl
I watch as they drag Marla away, and my heart shatters. I try to tell myself that I did the right thing. After all, she was a trespasser. I don't even know this girl.I owe her nothing. No kindness, no compassion. She means nothing to me.I tell myself that over and over. But the reality is, I know that's not true. As soon as I saw her, I felt a connection. A connection I've never felt before. A connection that tells me that she's my mate.Maybe I should have kept her here a little while longer, to see if my instincts were right. Maybe I should have talked to her, asked her how she felt. Or maybe I should have just felt into myself and trusted my instincts. After all, that's what they're there for. And my instincts are telling me that this woman is meant for me.I know I love her.I know that she's my true mate. And now, I've sent her away. I've refused to even talk to her. I've refused to help her. I've refused to show her any compassion. I have to have compassion, th
It's been more than a week now, but I cannot stop thinking about the Alpha. I can't get him out of my head. I can't stop thinking about his perfect, gorgeous face. When I close my eyes, I can almost feel his lips on mine, his arms around me. I tried to forget about him, but I can't. I never stop thinking about him. It's as though something has changed inside of me. No matter what I do, his face keeps flashing through my mind, and his body haunts my dreams.I wish I could forget about him. I wish I could stop thinking about him. But I can't. Every time I look out of my cell, the memory of his beautiful green eyes and that beautiful wavy dark hair is there, staring back at me. It's almost as though he's haunting me, trying to draw me out.I love him, but I'm afraid of him, too. I'm afraid that he's going to kill me. I'm afraid that he's going to turn me over to his pack and watch them tear me to shreds. I can't keep thinking about him. I have to forget about him and foc
I'm in shock.How can this be happening?The Alpha is truly standing in front of me. He's in wolf form, but I can see the compassion in his eyes. I see love. And I realize that I was wrong to doubt him. I was foolish to think that he would turn his back and let me die like this.I'm free, but I'm so stunned that I'm not sure what to do about it. I feel the blood pouring out of my shoulder. I feel the pain in my leg. I'm injured, but I don't want to run away. I want to be alone with the Alpha. I want to be alone with him forever.I love him, and he loves me. I know this for sure as soon as I look in his eyes. I see it in his face, in the set of his shoulders, and in the way he steps forward and puts himself between me and the wolves.I turn away from the pack and the guards, and I turn toward the Alpha.He runs toward me, and then he shifts. I watch him as he shifts from a wolf to a man, and then I am in his arms. I am with the man I love. I feel safe in his arms, and I never want
MARLA’S POVI’m unsure of what to believe and think. My mind is so hazy that I can’t seem to pick out the truth among the lies. And I want to believe in the best of people.I truly want the drama between Rachel and I to be over. I want to put it all in the past and move forward. I want to be happy with Nicholas without all of this nonsense hanging over our heads.Maybe in order to do so, I need to forgive Rachel. And hopefully she’ll let go of all of this. Hopefully she’ll find her own mate some day and leave us alone.Despite all she’s done, I don’t believe anyone is beyond redemption. So, I accept the cupcake.Then, I notice it. Nicholas hesitates in the doorway, hoping Rachel and I are having a moment to make up. But I suddenly don’t think that’s what Rachel wants.As I bring the cupcake to my lips, I see it in her eyes. They’re gleaming. They’re scheming. I hesitate.“You know, I’d hate to eat this alone.” I say, bringing the cupcake down from my mouth and splitting it in
MARLA’S POVI’m in so much pain, my wounds are aching, leaving me delirious. But once Nicholas returns, I feel a bit better. Everything is better when he’s near me. I know he’s my mate, and I want him more than anything. I desperately want him to feel the same way. I can’t imagine living my life without him.Hope flutters within me as I see him though. I see the way he’s looking at me, and it’s almost like he wants me as much as I want him. “I’m so sorry for leaving you,” Nicholas says as he drops down to my side. “It’s okay,” I tell him. “I know you had to go check on Rachel.”My heart aches at the thought of him with her. I can’t let him go, despite how much this all hurts me. I can’t seem to move on from him. He’s my mate and my life won’t be the same without him in it.“Rachel is fine,” Nicholas says. “She was just manipulating me, and I realize she has been manipulating me all along.”Nicholas looks like he’s in pain, and I want to help him. I want to ease him of this b
NICHOLAS’S POVI don't want to leave Marla, but I have to. I can't just refuse to check on Rachel. Plus, Marla's wounds have been tended to. She'll be okay without me. I'm not sure the same can be said for Rachel."I'll be right back," I say.She's too weak to speak, but she squeezes my hand lightly. My heart leaps at her touch."I'll take you to her," the beta says, jolting me back to reality. I take one last look at Marla before standing up to follow him.He takes me to a tree about 100 yards away. I'm surprised to see Rachel sitting up against it. Her jacket has been wrapped around her, and one of the betas is tending to her. He's cleaning her wounds, and he looks up at me and nods."She'll be fine," he says. "The wounds aren't deep. She'll heal in a few days.""Oh," I say, surprised. "That's great."I stare at Rachel, confused. From the way they were speaking, I thought she was dying. I didn't expect her to be so... okay."I can take care of her wounds," I tell the bet
NICHOLAS’S POVI'm fighting the other alpha, and in an instant, I realize he's stronger than me. He's older, and he's more experienced. I'm fighting him even though I know I can't win.I have no choice. I am the alpha, and this is what an alpha does. This is my destiny. I fight hard, slashing and biting at him with my teeth. I'm trying my best to rip him apart, but I know he's doing the same to me. We're not just fighting for control of the land; we're fighting for our lives.And I'm losing. I feel myself getting tired. I'm getting tired, and he's just getting stronger. If this goes on much longer, I'll be dead. I know it.Strangely, though, I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid of death. I'm not afraid of the other pack, or of the battle. The only thing that scares me-- the only thing I'm afraid of-- is the thought of never seeing Marla again. And I hate myself for that.And then, suddenly, as if from nowhere, she's here, charging the alpha and telling him to let me go. I can't
The other pack's alpha is huge, even bigger than Nicholas. He looks like he's at least twice his size. He's flanked by several other wolves, and they're all moving quickly.I can hear the sound of their growls growing louder as they approach. They're running full speed towards Nicholas, and I know they mean to attack.I watch as they come closer and closer. I know there's nothing I can do to stop it. And suddenly, I realize that there's a good chance the fight will be fatal.I look at Nicholas, standing there beside Rachel. He's staring straight at the other pack. He looks calm, almost apathetic. His eyes are focused on the alpha, but he doesn't seem too concerned.He's confident he can handle this. But he shouldn't be. I can't take my eyes off of him. I wish I could know what's going through his mind, but I know I can't. I'm so afraid for him."These woods are off-limits," the alpha of the other pack growls. "You know that."I'm surprised at the sound of his voice. It's deep,
I have to talk to Nicholas. I know he said he doesn't want to talk to me, but I have to. I have to make him hear me.I can't let him marry Rachel. I just can't. Not after the way she's lied and manipulated him. Manipulated both of us. Even if he wasn't my true mate, I wouldn't be able to just stand by and watch it happen.But he is my true mate. He's the love of my life. He's the man I've always been waiting for. And I know that he'd be happy if he could just get rid of her. If he could just let go of his stupid pride for a minute and take me back.But he won't. I know it. I know he'll do the right thing and marry her-- not because he wants to, but because he said he would. I know his sense of duty will force him to do it.But I can't let him. He doesn't need to do it. I can make him happy. I know I can. I just have to get him away from her. And to do that, I just need him to agree to talk to me.The problem is, I don't know how. I just need him to know it. I just need him to kn
RACHEL’S POVHe's thinking about Marla again. I can tell. And it's infuriating.I know I came in here and gave him the 'let her go' talk. But I was expecting it to work. I was expecting him to at least be able to have a conversation with me about it. But instead, he just let me ramble on about what I wanted for our wedding and what I thought we should do. He didn't even really pay attention. He agreed with everything, but I can tell that his mind was wandering.That's not fair to me."I'm trying to be understanding," I say. "Really, I am. But we're getting married, and you're just sitting here thinking about another woman.""I'm not--" he says."You are!" I insist. "And I don't understand how you can be so upset over her. I mean, she has done nothing but lie to you."Nicholas clears his throat. "I know. I know exactly what she's done. She's--""But you love her," I say quietly."Yes," he says. "I don't want to, but I do."I let out a deep breath. I don't know what to say.
NICHOLAS’S POVI want to run after. I know I shouldn't. Not after what she did to me. Marla broke my heart. But I love her.I wish I didn't. I wish I could just forget about her. I wish my heart didn't beat faster every time she says my name.But it does.I walk into my bedroom and close the door. I need to clear my head.She had no right to come here. To confuse me like this. She said we were done. She said that. It was her decision, and nothing I said was going to change her mind.And I begged her. Me. The Alpha. I begged her. And that is not what Alpha's do.And then she has the never to waltz in here and just expect me to forgive her. To let this go.It's outrageous. It's an absolutely ridiculous request. But I want to fulfill it.And that makes me angrier than anything.I'm not sure what to do. I can't think straight. I remember the times I've been here with her and I get so frustrated thinking about how I can't have that again. I loved her. And despite everything, des
I'm not sure how long I've been running, but I can't seem to get very far. The woods are dense and difficult to navigate. I've gotten turned around a few times, become completely lost and had to backtrack. I'm covered head to toe in mud, and I feel like I've been running for hours, though I'm pretty sure it's only been a few minutes.But I feel like I'm close now. I can hear the stream and I see the trees rising up ahead. I'm practically sprinting by the time I reach the cabin, and my heart is beating out of my chest. I throw open the door, ready to find a way to prove that Rachel paid this woman to cast a spell on me, but instead I find the house completely empty. I don't see any sign of the sorceress at all. I search everywhere. I even go into the cellar. The whole place looks abandoned. There is no sign of her anywhere. And based on how empty the place is, there's no indication she's ever coming back either.Which means I have no proof. No proof of Rachel's betrayal. No proo