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"My tongue will tell of the rage in my heart, or my heart concealing it will break.....You kill my dog, you better hide your cat"........."Good job me" I whispered to myself, before finally barging into the principal's darn office..."My man I...." I yelled out happily, as I quickly walked inside, looking at the principal with a grin on my face, but all he had was a obvious displease frown in his, as he pressed his lips together dumbly...."For goodness sake Ivy, what have I told you about knocking first before barging in" He said, still staring at me angrily with those brown eyes of his, but I didn't darn care, as my eyes drifted around the office...Before finally landing on two morons that kept on standing there like some kind of dumb trees, awkwardly staring at me both....Geez what the hell is wrong with them, I thought angrily, as I glared back at them angrily, slowly looking at them from top to bottom irritatedly...The first clearly had hazel eyes, with brown short hair, that matches along with the little brown mole on the left side of his neck...While his second was a blondie, with light blue eyes, clearly almost the same height with the brown hair freak..Like literally I was so little compared to the two giant morons that were standing only few miles away from me, but still that didn't put me off guard, cause I was still a lioness ready to devour her prey, a ...."Ivy! Ivy!...A deep voice called out, bringing me out of my thoughts, as I finally broke eye contact from those two weirdos, now slowly looking at where the voice was coming....At the obvious boiling principal, Gosh I need to pacify him and quick, or else I would look like a complete fool, I thought carefully, as I stared straight into his brown eyes...."I guess am a little bit sorry for not knocking the door before entering" I said with a bored expression on my face, as I slowly dipped my hand into my leather pants, bringing out a bubble gum, before tossing it straight into my mouth, still bored out of my mind."Oh is now you're saying sorry" He roared standing up angrily, as he glared at me from top to bottom..."Whoa dude chillax" I said, folding my arms together with a smirk on my face, as he slowly took caution, adjusted his pathetic tie and sat down, quickly shoving what I just said aside...."I guess you must have gotten yourself in another shenanigans right?" He questioned with his deep manly voice, even though I knew he already knew the answer, as I playfully fiddle with my hair..."Maybe" I grinned evilly with no sign of remorse in my voice, as I slowly watched him breaking down sighing...."How many times have I warned you to stay out of trouble, Miss Ivy" He questioned staring straight into my eyes, but still I wasn't really interested in anything he had to say..."Gosh, so how about we speed this up, Shall we?" I said, tossing the bubble gum into the nearby trash can, before staring back at him frustratedly..."Huh?, what do you mean" He asked with confusion written all over his pathetic face, as I mumbled angrily under my breath...Cursing every damn second I had to spend here, before finally looking back at the confusion that was still on his face...Gosh, he really don't use his brains at all, some kind of principal huh?, I thought, still looking at him irritatedly..."I mean what do you want me to do this time....Write am sorry on the board a zillion and one time, wash that disgusting toilet of you animals, take out the trash, Anything!, what do you actually want".... I said folding my arms angrily, as I stared at the middle age man, with so much frustration in my dark heart, but all he did was grin dumbly..."Alright, so you want to act smart huh?" He said with a mischievous look that kept on irritating me more and more..."Just name what you want from me old man" I said, glaring at him angrily...."Fine then" He said with that same awful look, as he quickly looked at those two morons, before looking back at me...As I could already feel my heart racing, cause it really felt like I had just fallen into a trap that he had patiently laid...Damnit! I thought frustratedly staring at him, as I tried keeping my cool....."You would do anything right?...He said grinning, as I stared at him angrily..."Then be a wonderful darling and give this two gentlemen a brief tour around the school"..."What!" I yelled out almost too quickly, as I drifted my gaze at those two dumb morons, before returning it back to him, as my blood boiled angrily...."What's wrong, I thought you said you would do anything" He said mischievously, as he kept on mocking me, making me a whole lot angrier...."You know too well that I don't involve myself in fools like them" I yelled out, already losing my cool..."Ivy!"..."I must say smooth move old man, You are actually not as dumb as I thought" I blurted out angrily, as I spat disgusting on the floor..."Just stop it right now" He yelled out trying so hard not to lose his cool, as I kept on glaring at him disgustingly..."Miss Ivy, You...."You know what, I'll play your game old man" I blurted out almost too quickly, as I stared at his confused anxious face blankly...."I'll give both of your darlings a wonderful tour and am sure that they won't ever forget it, EVER!" I said, grinning wickedly...."What on earth are you planning Ivy" He questioned, with a mixture of anxiousness and worry written all over his damn face, as the smile on my face grew a whole lot wider..."Chillax, am a good girl old man, No need to fear" I said smirking evilly, before slowly drifting my gaze on those dummies..."C'mon dummies I mean gentlemen, let us leave now" I said looking at them with a mixture of frustration and anger before finally walking out of the door still pissed off, as I could feel their footsteps walking right behind my back....I could feel their irritating footsteps behind my back, as I walked a few meters away from the principal's office, before finally stopping, as I slowly turned back to glance at them, still so frustrated...."You know what" I said, staring straight into their eyes as I sighed frustratedly...."I obviously can't give you two morons a tour at the same time, cause I really feel suffocated whenever am around you two, so..." I paused, trying to catch my breath, as I stared back at them...."So I will just start with one for now" I said folding my arms, as I kept on looking at both their dumb faces, before finally stopping at the blondie...I guess his light eyes must have gotten my attention, I thought blankly, as I kept on looking at him straight into his blue eyes...."I guess I'll start with you blondie" I said slowly forcing a little fake smile on my face, as I watched him arching one of his eyebrows without saying a word....He didn't question, obedient dog, I thought, already proud of my strict boss effect on him, as the fake smile slowly became a real one, before it eventually vanished into thin air...."Come with me" I instructed staring strictly at the blondie, before turning around to leave, only to stop halfway as I looked back quickly...."And Yo brown hair, you can stand here and wait or please do move around on your own, cause I can clearly see that you were born with two legs, okay?".... I said smiling frustratedly, before finally walking away, as the blondie kept on following me, only to suddenly appear right in front of me, as I finally had a closer look at his face...."Hi am Charlie" He said stretching his hand out jovially, as I slowly glared at him from head to toe, trying so hard not to lose my cool...."Don't care" I blurted out, quickly walking pass him frustratedly, still trying to hide my anger before I explode, but still that fool kept on following me, making me a whole lot angrier..."Okay?, I'll ignore that" He voice echoed through the lonely hall, as he kept on walking as fast as I am, making my blood boil the more...."You're Ivy right?" His dumb voice echoed loudly, as I stopped, still so furious, cause now I just couldn't take it anymore....That was it, now he was going to get what's coming to him, I thought angrily, as I glared at him with my clenched fist...Gosh, I should have taken the brown hair dude instead, I thought as I glared at him still so pissed off..."Am Ivy, So what!" I yelled out angrily without caring anymore, cause am done keeping my anger, not anymore...Men, he was so lucky that no one was here or he would have really gotten a taste of embarrassment, I thought as I kept on glaring at his confused face irritatedly..."Gosh you are so irritating, has no one ever tell you that" I questioned, staring at him frustratedly..."I...."Please don't answer, cause it's really not a big deal" I replied sharply, as I continue glaring at him irritatedly...."It's really not a big deal, cause I already have a solution to this problem" I said, quickly shifting my gaze away from his confused light eyes..."I guess we need to change the damn rules just a little" I drifted my gaze back to him angrily...."What exactly did you mean by that" He asked confusedly, arching one of his eyebrows....Gosh he's really such a dummy, I thought, still staring at him angrily...."I mean why don't you be the sailor of your own ship and have the damn tour by yourself" I yelled out angrily fixing my gaze on him..."But the principal...."Damn, I really don't care what that damn fool says" I spat angrily, as I cautiously marched a whole lot closer to him, standing only few meters away, staring straight into his light eyes..."Look, if you really don't want any trouble, then stay away from me, cause I can devour you just like the rest" I whispered, staring straight into his blue eyes, before slowly moving back and walking away still so pissed off, leaving him to die in his thoughts.....Well that's my life, I don't give a damn to what people says, I don't live by all the shitty rules, nor do I respect any one of them, cause am the sailor of my own ship and all I want in life is revenge over every one that had wronged me so damn wrong....That's the only reason I live, revenge is what keeps me going and I would have it at all cause, even if it means risky my own shitty life, I don't care, No one dare stand on my way...Tick tock tick, The bomb is counting, save yourself before the lioness strikes.......The next day was school obviously and like usual I was forced by my absurd stubborn aunt to go, even know I had literally begged on my knees to stay, still she didn't listen....Gosh, she can really get on my nerves sometimes, I mumbled frustratedly, as I angrily walk down the hallway leading to my shitty class...Damn!, this is really so frustrating, I thought angrily as I pressed my lips together frustratedly, before finally walking into that dumb class that I just had to attend....I walked into the class, still dragging my legs lazily as my eyes drifted around, looking at all those dummies, before finally landing on the blondie, because his hair just sadly do keep on catching my attention....My angrily eyes paused at him, examining him from head to toe, as he sat down there next to the window side, but obviously not at my spot cause I bet he wouldn't dare let the lion loose..I guess those bloody gossipers must have already told him about what's going to be the fate of anyon
..."Stare at the dark too long and you will eventually see what isn't there"........My eyes slowly drifted to something, as fear clenched on my soul a whole lot tighter than before, as I slowly look at the blurry thingAn object, a figure, a dark silhouette..... I really don't know what it was, as I slowly moved forward, with beams of sweat around my forehead to have a closer at the object....That I presumed to be a threat and danger, only to discover a note?, that was glued firmly on the fridge written in red.."Blood?" I thought for a brief moment as my heart flew to my mouth, without wasting any more time to open the letter, as my eyes quickly glued on the content.............Waffles in the fridge, this really came so soon, so I couldn't say on timeAm off to attend my niece's house warming, already took some clothes, could have ask you to come along, but I knew too well, you would just keep on ranting all day long...Who knows, you might just end up in a fight as usual, but
..."Hell is empty, cause all the devils are here".........Mr Eugene's class was hell or should I say a whole lot worst than I could have ever imagined, I thought frustratedly, as I held my book sluggishly on my hand to attend the next class, but my stomach seems not be through with me just yet, now causing it's own drama..."Damn" I cursed under my breath, as I clutch my stomach tightly, groaning painfully, as I slowly dumped my books on my locker, still groaning in pain.....Damn, I shouldn't have ate those bastards street food before coming to school, I mumbled in pain, as I place curses under my breathe, before slowly heading to the damn females bathroom...I really hate this place, but now I have ran out of choices, I spat disgustingly, as I stepped into the bathroom......."It's really not my day".... I thought frustratedly, as I stared at my stressed reflection on the mirror sighing, before eventually turning around to leave, only to be pulled back by someone?....i could ha
..."Everybody is a book of blood, once we are opened, we're red.........The last few weeks have been nothing but disappointment, real shitty disappointment....Nothing ever did happened, cause all I was ever searching for, I never did find, but instead all I got was bullshit and nothing more...Everything seems crumbling before my very eyes and there was no any shitty thing I could do about it...I curse myself every darn day, that I get to live this shitty nightmare, I so much hate my existence so very much, it really worst than hell...No clues for where those bastards could possibly be hiding, to finally seek revenge, school irritates me every fucking day... Aunt doesn't want me to avenge the only one I ever cared about and oh!, to top it all up, those darn fools keeps irritating me every single moment of my life, and where am I in this whole madness...Am right in the middle, trapped completely..."Damn, how did my life end up falling apart so easily" I thought frustratedly, c
....."We should forgive those who had wronged us, but not before they are hanged".........The last few hours wasn't so great after all, I kept on staring anxiously at the clock, over and over again, for the damn clock to finally ring, indicating that's it was lunch time, but no it didn't....It's actually looked like the clock wasn't also on my side either, as it kept on going so slow, making me a whole lot anxious..."What if she decided not to tell me her full name again" I thought, still fiddling with my hands anxiously...."No she wouldn't do that, and she obviously looks so naive to lie" Another thought can running in, as I massage my forehead still so tensed up...."She would lie, in order to save those shitty fools" I thought frustratedly, as my head kept on spinning, only to finally look up, discovering that I was the only one left in class...It was lunch time and my plan finally starts now, I thought for a brief second, as I quickly stood up, leaving the class to my desti
..."The dark lonely nights, do seems a whole lot longer than the bright days"........"Where am I?" I blurted out weakly, as my eyes slowly squeezed opened, before weakly sitting up properly, adjusting the little bed I laid on, as the whole incidence flooded back into my head....."That scum" I mumbled angrily with grit teeth, as I could feel my blood already boiling once again...."Oh she's awake" A faint voice called out from a little corner, as I quickly braced myself to see who it actually was...."Are you feeling any better" The school nurse said softly, before handing me a little cup of coffee, as I slowly calmed down, before having a little sip of it...."Am fine now" I blurted out weakly staring straight into her eyes, as my heart kept on screaming happily, as a result of gratitude..."Thank you for saving me, I really do owe you a lot" I blurted out, staring straight into her eyes, with a little smile on my face, slowly realizing that this was actually the first time I smil
...."Trust gets you killed, love gets you hurt and being real gets you hated....All worth it......My eyes slowly wondered around as we finally arrived at his house, or should I say mansion now, as strange nervousness and inconvenience slowly creeped up to me...."Oh c'mon girl, You are a strong fearless lady" I mumbled quietly to myself, as my eyes kept on staring at the mansion, that was really enough to contain like a hundred people....Well I guess maybe that was just an exaggeration, but the fact was that it was so huge, compared to the little apartment I stayed with my aunt....."Are you scared?" His warm voice slowly creeped up to my ears, as I swiftly turned around to his direction, before looking at him right on the eyes ..."You wish" I blurted out, rolling my eyes blankly, even though as much as I hate to admit it, I was indeed so terrified....I don't have any friends, so I've never been in another person's house before, even though I really don't care, I like my zone an
....."You know me, it's a lie, you see me, all illusion, you love me, am confused, you come close, I run!!!"......I watched him pacing round the room angrily, but oh Men, he didn't know that I was a whole lot angrier than he ever was...."What the hell was that shit all about" I yelled out angrily, as he immediately stopped pacing around, but I didn't darn care a bit....."What happened to the three feet rule?" I asked, staring at his muscular back angrily....."Oh!, you are more concerned about that?" He asked, as he immediately turned to my direction, with a frustrated look on his face, as I kept on staring straight into his eyes...."You're right, I really don't care about that shit" I blurted out, with my already folded arms, as I tried calming down, still looking at his tensed pathetic face, before finally giving him a glass of water, I sighted from a nearby table...."Drink" I instructed, handing him the glass of water, as I kept on staring straight into his light eyes blank
....."If I could frame our story as a snowflake in my heart, I'd freeze it with infinity, so we would never part....But like all stories, ours has come to it tragic end......"I love him" My fearful heart whispered to me the only word that I had forever kept on trying to avoid, that I had forever kept on running away from, but now it's had finally caught up with me after all...I could feel my lips slowly parting, but nothing ever did came out, as all I could do was close my eyes as I kept on trying to avoid everything, but no I just couldn't, it wouldn't just leave me alone...I am losing my damn mind right now and it's all because of them, my mind screamed out, as I could feel my shaky fist clenching..."It is all because of them" I yelled out, as I could feel my hands lifting up, but all I could damn do was keep on letting out all my frustration on my bed, scattering it, as I kept on tearing the pillows into shreds, bit by bit."Why does this crap always happens to me" I could f
....."Just as fast you fall asleep, I fell in love...I finally realized........It was him all along, it was truly him...But he would never be mine...I hoped it could have lasted longer...I hoped wrong.........."Get some sleep as well" I whispered again, but I guess she didn't hear, either way it didn't changed anything, I was dying and I knew it...Slowly I could feel my legs slowly moving away, it was shaky, but I tried holding myself, I tried preventing it from falling, as I kept on climbing the stairs that looked like a thousand, before I finally disappeared, before I finally did faded away into thin air...Slowly I could feel my shaky hands locking the room shut, as I could feel it immediately flowing down my cheeks...It was there yet again...No!, not again, I mumbled as I confusedly tried wiping it away, but still it kept on raining down my cheeks and I just couldn't stop it.I just couldn't...."What am I doing?" I whispered, as I kept on staring at my stressed reflect
...."The night is here again, everyone is happy, everyone is at peace, everyone except me........All would be save, but I?, I'll die yet again, for the second time........I could feel my legs failing me as I kept on staggering like the mad person that I am, but still that didn't changed my pathetic luck, it never fucking did.My legs kept on making the situation a whole lot shitty, it kept on threatening to fall, as I kept on watching my slender shadow walk lifelessly through the lonely roads.."Few blocks away, just few blocks away" That was all I could utter, as I could practically feel my damn self breathing in and out, like the sweaty scum that I am...It was just me and the lonely moon, yet it was so dark, my heart was, Everything felled apart.I never did knew it could be possible to watch your whole life crashing before your very eyes, yet that was exactly what happened to me....It felled apart and all I did was watch it as it felled..."I mean what I said earlier, trust
...."Why me?....That's the question, I'd never find the answer to..."I gave you the permission, so you killed me".........."Her life is hanging on this hands" His deadly voice echoed out, as he kept on waving his hands all over the air, The same hands, that kept on making me feel trapped more and more..."Why can't you let me be" I whispered, with all the frustration and helplessness, that came clouding me, but still he felt nothing, no remorse, nothing at all..."Why can't you?" I could feel my voice coming out weaker than I expected, as the little teardrop fell right off my eye...He knows I'll fall, he shitty did.This was his plan all along, it was all his.Am walking right into my own death and I know it, but there's nothing I can do now, even if I try..."So tell me, what's your answer going to be" His sharp voice blurted out, as my shaky eyes slowly lifted up to meet his..."You still think am messing around, don't you?" He spat out angrily with grit teeth, before letting ou
....."What would you do to save the person you love the most, Would you give your dignity?, life?, everything?, and fall down flat on your face...I did and it crushed me completely...."Am smiling, but it hurts...I did this to save, but all I did is get burnt"......"P.O.V"...She left and guilt came flushing through me, my damn mind finally clicked back to normal, only then, did I realized what the shit I had just done....I could feel my palms becoming sweaty, as my mind told me to stay still and just let everything slide by, but my heart wasn't on the same side."Run you fool, run go catch her before she finally disappears from your life forever".My heart cried out, as I could feel my shaky legs moving...."Ivy?" I whispered, but she was already long gone, as my head kept on spinning over and over again"No I'll die without her" I mumbled angrily to myself, as I could feel my legs already taking the lead, only to stop halfway, as I slowly turned back to place the hurtful letter
......Fire for fire, Violence with violence, but no...this ain't fair one bit..........."I thought you saw everything, huh?" I yelled back, staring at him with all the burning anger in my eyes, but his expression changed everything....It scared the life out of me, cause all he gave was that awful deadly grin of his once again, as I could feel the urge to scream, run and just disappear completely, but I just can't....His eyes tells me "AM A FOOL", but my mind don't want to believe that, or else I'd be shattered...."Who said I didn't?" He brought me back to life with his question, that sounded more of a statement, as the grin on his face grew a whole lot wider, that kept on making my heart sink the more....Is...th...this what...he....wanted? I questioned my spinning head, as my eyebrows tilted up fearfully, but the more he stares into my soul, the more I found my darn answers....No!, he possibly co.. couldn't, I reassured my beating heart, as I could already feel uneasiness flu
...."You throw me into the ocean, am drowning, I should have knew...Five!.... Four!.... Three!.. Two!.... One!...Am.... dead!.......My heart was racing, but still I didn't stop, not for once, not ever...I could feel my legs flying, as I search for the way out of the emotional twisted warehouse, like a complete mad person that I actually am and hopefully I did, as I tried catching my breath, before heaving a big sigh of relief...Staring back at the warehouse, it was completely distant away from where I stood..Who knew I could ever run that fast, i thought, as I placed my palm at my forehead frustratedly, before looking away...Damn!, What the freaking hell just happened, I thought, as a wave of anger and confusion came clouding me, making my head hurt a whole lot worst than before...I want to fucking forget it, but no!, my damn mind will never let me, I would never rest after this crap, Never....I am helpless, Why God...My clumsy mind clouding so many thoughts at once, but w
...."The night comes, but the dead don't rest, neither do I....You want to kill me, break me, and cut me down, but if I cry, you'll bleed ......."I don't see the point saying I love you, when all you do is drift away the more I say it"...It was a whisper, but it felt a whole lot worst than that, as I could hear the words banging into my ears, watching his eyes flicker something so unexplainable, as well as my heart, that kept on ceasing all the damn words from coming outSomething's wrong, so wrong and I can feel it, it was from my heart, but oh God it's was just so shitty...."I .." I stumbled on my words, as the rest of the words got stuck on my eyes, that kept on staring in total confusion straight on his light, somehow magnetic ones...As he kept on slowly coming closer to me, but with every step he took, the more I stagger backwards, as my head kept on screaming just one, one life saving word to me..."RUN!" I could hear my inner self yelling out, as I cautiously took to my
..."This things I do not know, This feelings I've never felt before, this strange presence, I..Damn, I feel something, I really don't know what it is, it's eating me alive and all I keep on doing is to drown deeper.........."Well, here we are" His voice voice echoed, quickly bringing life back to me, as I slowly lifted my eyes up to stare at the old, but rather fascinating looking building...."Are you scared?" He whispered, as I slowly shook my head, before taking in a deep breath, with my already folded arms...."Am fine, Got it" I blurted out more coldly than I expected, before slowly drifting my gaze back at him, but he already looked away....Damn, I guess I was a little too harsh, my damn inner self spoke out, as I pressed my lips confusedly, before fiddling with my fingers frustratedly.."I...."C'mon let's go" He cuts me off, as I could tell the little hurt sound on his voice, but decided to wave it up, as I kept on looking away angrily...Damn, this is so pathetic, are we