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"While seeking revenge, it's better to dig two graves, one for the prey and one for yourself".....I laid down on my bed, closing my eyes to rest of a while, but gosh it look like I never actually did, as the door kept on banging with my aunt angry voice, as she kept on yelling on top of her lungs...."Damn, am already on my feet" I screamed back, as I massaged my forehead with my palms frustratedly, before lazily dragging my legs out of the bed, heading irritatedly to the bathroom to have a quick shower.Only to stop halfway as my eyes slowly drifted to the figure standing right there.."How on earth did you manage to get inside" I asked, hissing and rolling my eyes at her, still so pissed off.."The door wasn't actually locked" She replied, staring at me, still with a cool head like always...Damn!, I wonder how on earth she manages to keep up with my crazy mood swinging attitude, I thought staring at her with a curious angry look...."Do you mind leaving, I want to take a shower" I said, bringing myself out of my thoughts, as I stared at her blankly..."I don't mind STAYING at all" She blurted out, trying so hard to hide the smile on her face, as she emphasized the word staying, making me roll my eyes at her irritatedly..."Oh c'mon just go" I yelled out, pouting like a baby at her teasing face .."Why?, There isn't anything to hide, is there" She blurted out as she folded her arms together teasingly, but I was already getting pissed off now..I needed my privacy and she really was not going to stand in my way this time, Not again..."Leave" I roared, pushing her lazily out of the room, before she finally stood at the door, with a sad expression on her face..."Oh c'mon" She pouted out pleadingly..."I'll will be late for school" I cried out angrily, staring straight into her eyes..."Since when did you start caring about school" She questioned with confusion written all over her face.."Since the moment you decided you wanted to stay in my room and watch me change" I mumbled under my breath angrily..."I....."Bye" I yelled out, before finally slamming the door on her face, as l let out a little sigh, dragging my legs lazily to the bathroom to have a shower.....I really just wish that I could stop going to that damn school already, cause literally I really have something much better to do than die there....I thought frustratedly as l stared at my lifeless reflection on the mirror, slowly letting my hair to bounce down freely, cause i mean my hair also gonna have it own freedom right?...No stupid hair ties, absolutely nothing but freedom, I mumbled to myself as l let the cool water caress my skin one last time, before finally putting on a big black top and some shorts...As I lazily wear my black boots, before finally walking out of the door with my bag cross sideways across my chest...I cautiously walked slowly, before swiftly escaping the clutches of my aunt, cause as much as I knew it...If I didn't take on my heels, I might just kiss school goodbye and end up staying home, obviously not because I wanted to go that darn school anyway..But because she wouldn't stop talking and going on and on about dumb stuffs, Gosh, she always makes me sick sometimes, constantly telling me how I should get a boyfriend and all those bullshits.Like seriously, there's no place in my heart for love, not now, not ever, I thought already irritated again, as I kept on kicking the little peebles I saw on my way...Like seriously, she always irritated me whenever she talks about those bullshits, but unfortunately i find myself loving her the more...I owe her everything, cause she's the only reason I stand here alive, wanting to seek revenge, I owe her my life and forever would I be grateful for her humanity......Slowly I brought myself out of my thoughts, as I stood awkwardly in front of the one and only hellfire...."Hill spring Academy"....Gosh the name always irritate me, it really sounds like am saying some kind of child poem or something.Like seriously, to say I hate this damn school is an understatement, cause literally, I absolutely despise everything about it, the shitty teachers and those idiot brats...Gosh, they all make me sick, literally no fun in going to a place like this, I really do feel suffocated trapped here, and my anger and hatred seems to reach the highest peak any time I come here, out of force by my aunt.Like seriously I really don't need all this "Learning", it wasn't like I was dumb or anything, I thought angrily, staring at all those little fools walking by...."Damn!" I cried out frustratedly, as I slowly made my way into my class all alone, just like I liked it....I got no friends and literally I really don't need all those brainless fools to hop around me everywhere I go, making my ears bleed.. Please no thank you..I like my lonely self just the way I am, like literally no one dare talk to me unless they have guts, cause am literally just a wild lioness that destroy anything in sight...."Would you mind sitting down or leaving my class Miss Ivy" A middle age woman said, quickly bringing me out of my thoughts, as I looked around at those brainless fools, before looking back at her..."Whatever dude" I blurted out, as I rolled my eyes at her irritatedly, slowly dragging my legs lazily to take a sit at my favorite spot...."The window side.......Cause as much as I hate to admit it, that was unfortunately the only reason why I still come to schoolTruthfully, I always get lost in thoughts anytime I sit there and somehow my passion for revenge grows stronger than before...That was my goddess sit and no one and I mean no one ever dare sit there, unless they would face my unstable anger...Like literally one time, one of those brainless fools tried sitting there and like expected ended up having a black eye by yours truly...Even though I ended up getting suspended, I really didn't darn care, cause literally those fancy pants with a tie, just actually did me a huge favor by suspending me....I wish next time, I would be end up getting expelled and finally be out of here, Good riddance, I thought with a little grin on my face...."Why are you still standing" Mrs Brigette voice slowly creeped inside me, as she brought me back to life again and sadly away from my happy thoughts, as I slowly threw daggers at her...."Yo what's wrong with you lady" I yelled out angrily...."Excuse me?" She questioned, folding her arms together tightly, as my blood boiled irritatedly...."Damn!" I yelled out as I stared straight into her eyes frustratedly..."Like dude, I was already going to have a sit, so why didn't you just quietly keep your mouth shut" I yelled back angrily, with absolutely no remorse in my heart...."What the....?" She stammered foolishly, as the whole class roared in laughter, somehow making a little smirk appear on my face..."What's wrong, Teacher seems embarrassed" I said in a little baby voice, smirking at her wickedly, as I could see her boiling in so much fury...."Principal's office now!" She roared out angrily, still with the redness on her pathetic face, as I scoffed irritatedly..."Oh am so scared" I said sarcastically, as I came a whole lot closer to her, before staring straight into her eyes with so much hatred and disgust, before finally smirking once again..."This is not my first time going to that shitty place, so I really don't darn care" I said, staring straight into her soul with a smirk on my face..."Just get the hell out of my class" She roared angrily, as she broke eye contact with me, making me smile a little at her fear.."Gladly" I said, as I turned around to look at the class filled with dummies once again before finally leaving with an uninterested bored look to the principal's officeWow!, Now I guess this must be a good day, I thought with a little smile on my face as I lazily dragged my legs to the principal's office..."Good job me" I mumbled happily, giving a gentle pat on my shoulder, cause I knew too well that I would finally be out of here a whole lot sooner than I thought..I said happily to myself, as I finally got to my boring destination, before anxiously opening the door of the principal's office and barging in......"My tongue will tell of the rage in my heart, or my heart concealing it will break.....You kill my dog, you better hide your cat"........."Good job me" I whispered to myself, before finally barging into the principal's darn office..."My man I...." I yelled out happily, as I quickly walked inside, looking at the principal with a grin on my face, but all he had was a obvious displease frown in his, as he pressed his lips together dumbly...."For goodness sake Ivy, what have I told you about knocking first before barging in" He said, still staring at me angrily with those brown eyes of his, but I didn't darn care, as my eyes drifted around the office...Before finally landing on two morons that kept on standing there like some kind of dumb trees, awkwardly staring at me both....Geez what the hell is wrong with them, I thought angrily, as I glared back at them angrily, slowly looking at them from top to bottom irritatedly...The first clearly had hazel eyes, with brown short hair,
....The next day was school obviously and like usual I was forced by my absurd stubborn aunt to go, even know I had literally begged on my knees to stay, still she didn't listen....Gosh, she can really get on my nerves sometimes, I mumbled frustratedly, as I angrily walk down the hallway leading to my shitty class...Damn!, this is really so frustrating, I thought angrily as I pressed my lips together frustratedly, before finally walking into that dumb class that I just had to attend....I walked into the class, still dragging my legs lazily as my eyes drifted around, looking at all those dummies, before finally landing on the blondie, because his hair just sadly do keep on catching my attention....My angrily eyes paused at him, examining him from head to toe, as he sat down there next to the window side, but obviously not at my spot cause I bet he wouldn't dare let the lion loose..I guess those bloody gossipers must have already told him about what's going to be the fate of anyon
..."Stare at the dark too long and you will eventually see what isn't there"........My eyes slowly drifted to something, as fear clenched on my soul a whole lot tighter than before, as I slowly look at the blurry thingAn object, a figure, a dark silhouette..... I really don't know what it was, as I slowly moved forward, with beams of sweat around my forehead to have a closer at the object....That I presumed to be a threat and danger, only to discover a note?, that was glued firmly on the fridge written in red.."Blood?" I thought for a brief moment as my heart flew to my mouth, without wasting any more time to open the letter, as my eyes quickly glued on the content.............Waffles in the fridge, this really came so soon, so I couldn't say on timeAm off to attend my niece's house warming, already took some clothes, could have ask you to come along, but I knew too well, you would just keep on ranting all day long...Who knows, you might just end up in a fight as usual, but
..."Hell is empty, cause all the devils are here".........Mr Eugene's class was hell or should I say a whole lot worst than I could have ever imagined, I thought frustratedly, as I held my book sluggishly on my hand to attend the next class, but my stomach seems not be through with me just yet, now causing it's own drama..."Damn" I cursed under my breath, as I clutch my stomach tightly, groaning painfully, as I slowly dumped my books on my locker, still groaning in pain.....Damn, I shouldn't have ate those bastards street food before coming to school, I mumbled in pain, as I place curses under my breathe, before slowly heading to the damn females bathroom...I really hate this place, but now I have ran out of choices, I spat disgustingly, as I stepped into the bathroom......."It's really not my day".... I thought frustratedly, as I stared at my stressed reflection on the mirror sighing, before eventually turning around to leave, only to be pulled back by someone?....i could ha
..."Everybody is a book of blood, once we are opened, we're red.........The last few weeks have been nothing but disappointment, real shitty disappointment....Nothing ever did happened, cause all I was ever searching for, I never did find, but instead all I got was bullshit and nothing more...Everything seems crumbling before my very eyes and there was no any shitty thing I could do about it...I curse myself every darn day, that I get to live this shitty nightmare, I so much hate my existence so very much, it really worst than hell...No clues for where those bastards could possibly be hiding, to finally seek revenge, school irritates me every fucking day... Aunt doesn't want me to avenge the only one I ever cared about and oh!, to top it all up, those darn fools keeps irritating me every single moment of my life, and where am I in this whole madness...Am right in the middle, trapped completely..."Damn, how did my life end up falling apart so easily" I thought frustratedly, c
....."We should forgive those who had wronged us, but not before they are hanged".........The last few hours wasn't so great after all, I kept on staring anxiously at the clock, over and over again, for the damn clock to finally ring, indicating that's it was lunch time, but no it didn't....It's actually looked like the clock wasn't also on my side either, as it kept on going so slow, making me a whole lot anxious..."What if she decided not to tell me her full name again" I thought, still fiddling with my hands anxiously...."No she wouldn't do that, and she obviously looks so naive to lie" Another thought can running in, as I massage my forehead still so tensed up...."She would lie, in order to save those shitty fools" I thought frustratedly, as my head kept on spinning, only to finally look up, discovering that I was the only one left in class...It was lunch time and my plan finally starts now, I thought for a brief second, as I quickly stood up, leaving the class to my desti
..."The dark lonely nights, do seems a whole lot longer than the bright days"........"Where am I?" I blurted out weakly, as my eyes slowly squeezed opened, before weakly sitting up properly, adjusting the little bed I laid on, as the whole incidence flooded back into my head....."That scum" I mumbled angrily with grit teeth, as I could feel my blood already boiling once again...."Oh she's awake" A faint voice called out from a little corner, as I quickly braced myself to see who it actually was...."Are you feeling any better" The school nurse said softly, before handing me a little cup of coffee, as I slowly calmed down, before having a little sip of it...."Am fine now" I blurted out weakly staring straight into her eyes, as my heart kept on screaming happily, as a result of gratitude..."Thank you for saving me, I really do owe you a lot" I blurted out, staring straight into her eyes, with a little smile on my face, slowly realizing that this was actually the first time I smil
...."Trust gets you killed, love gets you hurt and being real gets you hated....All worth it......My eyes slowly wondered around as we finally arrived at his house, or should I say mansion now, as strange nervousness and inconvenience slowly creeped up to me...."Oh c'mon girl, You are a strong fearless lady" I mumbled quietly to myself, as my eyes kept on staring at the mansion, that was really enough to contain like a hundred people....Well I guess maybe that was just an exaggeration, but the fact was that it was so huge, compared to the little apartment I stayed with my aunt....."Are you scared?" His warm voice slowly creeped up to my ears, as I swiftly turned around to his direction, before looking at him right on the eyes ..."You wish" I blurted out, rolling my eyes blankly, even though as much as I hate to admit it, I was indeed so terrified....I don't have any friends, so I've never been in another person's house before, even though I really don't care, I like my zone an
....."If I could frame our story as a snowflake in my heart, I'd freeze it with infinity, so we would never part....But like all stories, ours has come to it tragic end......"I love him" My fearful heart whispered to me the only word that I had forever kept on trying to avoid, that I had forever kept on running away from, but now it's had finally caught up with me after all...I could feel my lips slowly parting, but nothing ever did came out, as all I could do was close my eyes as I kept on trying to avoid everything, but no I just couldn't, it wouldn't just leave me alone...I am losing my damn mind right now and it's all because of them, my mind screamed out, as I could feel my shaky fist clenching..."It is all because of them" I yelled out, as I could feel my hands lifting up, but all I could damn do was keep on letting out all my frustration on my bed, scattering it, as I kept on tearing the pillows into shreds, bit by bit."Why does this crap always happens to me" I could f
....."Just as fast you fall asleep, I fell in love...I finally realized........It was him all along, it was truly him...But he would never be mine...I hoped it could have lasted longer...I hoped wrong.........."Get some sleep as well" I whispered again, but I guess she didn't hear, either way it didn't changed anything, I was dying and I knew it...Slowly I could feel my legs slowly moving away, it was shaky, but I tried holding myself, I tried preventing it from falling, as I kept on climbing the stairs that looked like a thousand, before I finally disappeared, before I finally did faded away into thin air...Slowly I could feel my shaky hands locking the room shut, as I could feel it immediately flowing down my cheeks...It was there yet again...No!, not again, I mumbled as I confusedly tried wiping it away, but still it kept on raining down my cheeks and I just couldn't stop it.I just couldn't...."What am I doing?" I whispered, as I kept on staring at my stressed reflect
...."The night is here again, everyone is happy, everyone is at peace, everyone except me........All would be save, but I?, I'll die yet again, for the second time........I could feel my legs failing me as I kept on staggering like the mad person that I am, but still that didn't changed my pathetic luck, it never fucking did.My legs kept on making the situation a whole lot shitty, it kept on threatening to fall, as I kept on watching my slender shadow walk lifelessly through the lonely roads.."Few blocks away, just few blocks away" That was all I could utter, as I could practically feel my damn self breathing in and out, like the sweaty scum that I am...It was just me and the lonely moon, yet it was so dark, my heart was, Everything felled apart.I never did knew it could be possible to watch your whole life crashing before your very eyes, yet that was exactly what happened to me....It felled apart and all I did was watch it as it felled..."I mean what I said earlier, trust
...."Why me?....That's the question, I'd never find the answer to..."I gave you the permission, so you killed me".........."Her life is hanging on this hands" His deadly voice echoed out, as he kept on waving his hands all over the air, The same hands, that kept on making me feel trapped more and more..."Why can't you let me be" I whispered, with all the frustration and helplessness, that came clouding me, but still he felt nothing, no remorse, nothing at all..."Why can't you?" I could feel my voice coming out weaker than I expected, as the little teardrop fell right off my eye...He knows I'll fall, he shitty did.This was his plan all along, it was all his.Am walking right into my own death and I know it, but there's nothing I can do now, even if I try..."So tell me, what's your answer going to be" His sharp voice blurted out, as my shaky eyes slowly lifted up to meet his..."You still think am messing around, don't you?" He spat out angrily with grit teeth, before letting ou
....."What would you do to save the person you love the most, Would you give your dignity?, life?, everything?, and fall down flat on your face...I did and it crushed me completely...."Am smiling, but it hurts...I did this to save, but all I did is get burnt"......"P.O.V"...She left and guilt came flushing through me, my damn mind finally clicked back to normal, only then, did I realized what the shit I had just done....I could feel my palms becoming sweaty, as my mind told me to stay still and just let everything slide by, but my heart wasn't on the same side."Run you fool, run go catch her before she finally disappears from your life forever".My heart cried out, as I could feel my shaky legs moving...."Ivy?" I whispered, but she was already long gone, as my head kept on spinning over and over again"No I'll die without her" I mumbled angrily to myself, as I could feel my legs already taking the lead, only to stop halfway, as I slowly turned back to place the hurtful letter
......Fire for fire, Violence with violence, but no...this ain't fair one bit..........."I thought you saw everything, huh?" I yelled back, staring at him with all the burning anger in my eyes, but his expression changed everything....It scared the life out of me, cause all he gave was that awful deadly grin of his once again, as I could feel the urge to scream, run and just disappear completely, but I just can't....His eyes tells me "AM A FOOL", but my mind don't want to believe that, or else I'd be shattered...."Who said I didn't?" He brought me back to life with his question, that sounded more of a statement, as the grin on his face grew a whole lot wider, that kept on making my heart sink the more....Is...th...this what...he....wanted? I questioned my spinning head, as my eyebrows tilted up fearfully, but the more he stares into my soul, the more I found my darn answers....No!, he possibly co.. couldn't, I reassured my beating heart, as I could already feel uneasiness flu
...."You throw me into the ocean, am drowning, I should have knew...Five!.... Four!.... Three!.. Two!.... One!...Am.... dead!.......My heart was racing, but still I didn't stop, not for once, not ever...I could feel my legs flying, as I search for the way out of the emotional twisted warehouse, like a complete mad person that I actually am and hopefully I did, as I tried catching my breath, before heaving a big sigh of relief...Staring back at the warehouse, it was completely distant away from where I stood..Who knew I could ever run that fast, i thought, as I placed my palm at my forehead frustratedly, before looking away...Damn!, What the freaking hell just happened, I thought, as a wave of anger and confusion came clouding me, making my head hurt a whole lot worst than before...I want to fucking forget it, but no!, my damn mind will never let me, I would never rest after this crap, Never....I am helpless, Why God...My clumsy mind clouding so many thoughts at once, but w
...."The night comes, but the dead don't rest, neither do I....You want to kill me, break me, and cut me down, but if I cry, you'll bleed ......."I don't see the point saying I love you, when all you do is drift away the more I say it"...It was a whisper, but it felt a whole lot worst than that, as I could hear the words banging into my ears, watching his eyes flicker something so unexplainable, as well as my heart, that kept on ceasing all the damn words from coming outSomething's wrong, so wrong and I can feel it, it was from my heart, but oh God it's was just so shitty...."I .." I stumbled on my words, as the rest of the words got stuck on my eyes, that kept on staring in total confusion straight on his light, somehow magnetic ones...As he kept on slowly coming closer to me, but with every step he took, the more I stagger backwards, as my head kept on screaming just one, one life saving word to me..."RUN!" I could hear my inner self yelling out, as I cautiously took to my
..."This things I do not know, This feelings I've never felt before, this strange presence, I..Damn, I feel something, I really don't know what it is, it's eating me alive and all I keep on doing is to drown deeper.........."Well, here we are" His voice voice echoed, quickly bringing life back to me, as I slowly lifted my eyes up to stare at the old, but rather fascinating looking building...."Are you scared?" He whispered, as I slowly shook my head, before taking in a deep breath, with my already folded arms...."Am fine, Got it" I blurted out more coldly than I expected, before slowly drifting my gaze back at him, but he already looked away....Damn, I guess I was a little too harsh, my damn inner self spoke out, as I pressed my lips confusedly, before fiddling with my fingers frustratedly.."I...."C'mon let's go" He cuts me off, as I could tell the little hurt sound on his voice, but decided to wave it up, as I kept on looking away angrily...Damn, this is so pathetic, are we