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The next day was school obviously and like usual I was forced by my absurd stubborn aunt to go, even know I had literally begged on my knees to stay, still she didn't listen....Gosh, she can really get on my nerves sometimes, I mumbled frustratedly, as I angrily walk down the hallway leading to my shitty class...Damn!, this is really so frustrating, I thought angrily as I pressed my lips together frustratedly, before finally walking into that dumb class that I just had to attend....I walked into the class, still dragging my legs lazily as my eyes drifted around, looking at all those dummies, before finally landing on the blondie, because his hair just sadly do keep on catching my attention....My angrily eyes paused at him, examining him from head to toe, as he sat down there next to the window side, but obviously not at my spot cause I bet he wouldn't dare let the lion loose..I guess those bloody gossipers must have already told him about what's going to be the fate of anyone who ever try sitting there...I thought proudly, as a little devilish smile slowly creeped up on my face, as I boldly marched to my sit with a frown that soon became visible on my face, cause he was actually going to be sitting right in front of me...."So which one is it" I said staring st him irritatedly, as he arched one of his eyebrows questioningly..."I don't understand" He asked confusedly, as I clenched my fist angrily, cause having to look at his face alone piss me off...Like seriously, couldn't he have found a better place to sit than right in front of me, I thought angrily as I threw daggers at him..."I mean is it that you just can't stay away from me or your damn brain couldn't just let you" I spat angrily, as I kept on glaring at him, but still he kept on grinning foolishly, making me a whole lot angrier..."What's funny dummy" I yelled out still looking at him angrily, as the small smile on his face became a whole lot wider.Gosh I really feel like strangling him right now, I thought, still staring straight into his eyes angrily, as he kept on staring at mine...."I....."Don't answer, cause am already really sick of talking to you" I blurted out without looking at him, as I slowly took my sit, as my eyes quickly drifted to his blonde hair, before finally looking away, still angrily cursing under my breath."And oh!, One more thing, don't you dare talk to me Mr, or I can assure you that this would be the most horrible school you've ever attended, Got it".....I threatened, as I whispered into his ears with a sly grin on my face, but still I could see that he had wanted to make my ears bleed once again, but was luckily interrupted by the damn teacher with his endless teachings or else someone would have gone home with a broken nose today...But right on time the teacher interrupted and that was how the damn day went, Gosh I almost died and my ears really kept on bleeding...Torture I would call it and oh!, to make matter worst, that fool happens to be in all my classes, Damnit!, but I guess it was slightly less bad, cause I didn't have the brown hair to piss me all day long as well...He was strangely nowhere to be found, I guess he must have finally given up and left this school, huh?, I thought as I grinned evilly...I thought he would be a whole lot stronger with those luring hazel eyes of his, but he turned out to be an absolute cry baby and there's really no room for cry babies in the lion harlem...I could feel a little proud grin on my face as I stripped my bags sideways, walking out of the already empty class, only to be pulled back by someone back inside...."How dare you" I yelled out angrily as I quickly turned around to look at the face of my captor...."You?" I questioned confusedly, as I could feel my blood boiling more than before...."What the hell do you want from me" I yelled out with grit teeth, as I threw daggers at the blondie that was irritatingly standing in front of me...."We didn't have a proper first meeting" He said with a little grin on his face, as I felt irritated the more..."That's not the answer to my question" I said in a rude tone, as I folded my arms together, but still he kept quiet, pissing me off the more..."Just say something, what do you want from me you fool" I spat angrily, as I kept on glaring at him..."To help you" He blurted out almost to quickly as my face squeezed in confusion..."Excuse me?" I questioned back, still wondering what on earth he meant by that...."I know what you want and I can help you if only you calm down and listen" He said with a mixture of seriousness and anger, as his light eyes pierced into mine with breaking contact, making my head spin in confusion and anger...What on earth does this loser actually meant, I thought already frustrated by everything as I kept on locking gaze with him uncertainly....Could it actually mean that he knew about my revenge scheme?, Another thought came pouring in, as my eyes were still fixed on his....I doubt it, he knows nothing and it would be so foolish to say anything to this moron, so I better just keep my mouth shut, cause literally I needed no one darn help to seek my bloody revenge, I thought carefully, still fixing my gaze with his.."I've already said this to you countless times, but would still keep on telling you, if you really just like to get disgrace" I said, glaring at his confused face irritatingly...But I really didn't darn care, he think he can act funny huh?, I'll show him that am a whole lot worst than he could ever imagine , I thought as I clenched my fist angrily, looking straight into his bright eyes."STAY AWAY FROM ME, Got it" I yelled out angrily at his surprise face, as I immediately turned around to leave, but was pulled back by him, as he held me hand tightly, making me stop abruptly to look at our already intertwine hands, before looking angrily at his sad eyes....As much as I hate to admit it, his eyes flickered with genuine sincerely, but I just couldn't believe or trust him, cause my heart had been so badly wounded and learnt never to trust, I really don't want the same pain again....I've learnt to trust no one the hard way, after my mother's death, it's been my motto ever since, I really can't just break what I stand for now, Not never....."Wait" He mumbled under his breath, as he stared straight into my angry uncertain eyes..."Let go" I yelled out, before yanking my hand away from his, as I stared angrily into his eyes...."You really don't know what I can do for you, I can help you" He blurted out, as his eyes flashes with anger and confusion, as my eyes glue to his..."What can you do for me, huh?" I asked, staring at him disgustingly, as he tried speaking but this time I wasn't going to listen to him any longer..."You can't do anything, so just stay away from me and keep your darn help to yourself, cause I really don't need it" I spat angrily, as I glared at him one last time before finally walking out of the door so pissed off...What the hell was that fucking shit all about, I thought frustratedly, as I kicked the little peebles I saw on the street side as I finally arrived home, still swearing under my breath...A good sleep was all I needed now to clear my mind from all this madness, like literally I can sleep till the world ends, I exaggerated playfully, as I finally hopped into the only place I find sanity, before immediately dropping my bag halfway on the entrance....Aunt am back, I yelled out with a mixture of happiness and anger, but I got no reply as the house grew silent, making me take caution immediately...."Aunt?" I yelled out as the hair on my head stood still in fright and confusion, as I immediately ran up the stairs, but no one was there....Each rooms, I found no one, as my heart kept on racing in fright with every darn second as I entered each rooms, only to come out hopeless and unsuccessful....The kitchen was the only place left, I thought with my racing fearful heart, as I hurriedly ran down the stairs, flying most of them to the kitchen, only to stop halfway, as my eyes slowly drifted on something...Finally I manage to gather all the little courage I had left and came closer to have a proper look at the object, only to discover....."Au.... I said trailing off as the rest of the words got stuck on my throat, as I stood rooted still with both confusion and fright written all over my frightened face....Related chapters
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