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"The dark lonely nights, do seems a whole lot longer than the bright days"........"Where am I?" I blurted out weakly, as my eyes slowly squeezed opened, before weakly sitting up properly, adjusting the little bed I laid on, as the whole incidence flooded back into my head....."That scum" I mumbled angrily with grit teeth, as I could feel my blood already boiling once again...."Oh she's awake" A faint voice called out from a little corner, as I quickly braced myself to see who it actually was...."Are you feeling any better" The school nurse said softly, before handing me a little cup of coffee, as I slowly calmed down, before having a little sip of it...."Am fine now" I blurted out weakly staring straight into her eyes, as my heart kept on screaming happily, as a result of gratitude..."Thank you for saving me, I really do owe you a lot" I blurted out, staring straight into her eyes, with a little smile on my face, slowly realizing that this was actually the first time I smiled so grateful like this....But strangely I think I actually like it, I guess that there are still some good people left in this world....I thought for a brief second, before slowly standing up, to finally leave and take my revenge on that good for nothing scum, Ryan....."Wait, you're leaving?" Her sweet voice drew me back, as I slowly arched my eyebrows confusedly...."I don't understand" I blurted out as I kept on staring at her blankly, as the smile on her face grew wider..."I mean I really don't deserve any of the credit for saving you, cause I wasn't actually the one...."Then who was it" I replied almost too quickly, as the confusion on my face grew a whole lot wider...."Him"....She said happily pointing at a figure that immediately stepped inside through the doors, as I impatiently turned around to see who it actually was, as my eyes slowly widen in shock and anger......"CHARLIE'S P.O.V".......I waited outside the little clinic, still fiddling with my hands impatiently, as I kept on staring at the clock over and over again....Gosh, is she not awake now?" I questioned myself, as I slowly stood up pacing round the corridors, before slowly coming closer to the door...A little eavesdrop would do no harm" I thought for a brief second, as I slowly placed my ears gently on the door, squeezing my face a whole lot closer to it, to properly listen to what exactly was going on there...."Wait, you're leaving?".... A lighter voice called out....."I don't understand"... I could hear a fainter voice replying..."I mean I really don't deserve any of the credit for saving you, cause I wasn't actually the one, The voice replied...."Then who was it"....."Him", The voice echoed, as I quickly realized that I was actually the one that was been referred to all this while..."Finally she's awake" I thought to myself for a brief second, before quickly opening the door, as I impatiently walked inside, quickly drifting my gaze to the little cute confused girl, with her already widen eyes.........."IVY'S P.O.V'....."Damn" I mumbled under my breath angrily, as I stood awkwardly in front of no other person but that irritating fool, Charlie...."Why must it have to be the other psycho" I thought rubbing my head frustratedly, as he kept on staring straight into my eyes, irritating me the more....Fuck!, I'll rather choose to drown than have to owe him anything, I mumbled clenching my fist angrily, as I slowly raised my face awkwardly up, to stare at his already smiling one..."What's funny huh?" I asked angrily, staring at his face, with so much frustration in my eyes, as he slowly arched one of his eyebrows confusedly..."What?" He questioned confusedly, as I kept on staring straight into his eyes, before slowly shifting my gaze on the nurse...."Can you....."Right, I would give you two some privacy, until you're done talking" She smiled warmly, before immediately vanishing into thin air, as I slowly shift my gaze back to that fool questioningly..."You must think that you are some kind of hero, huh?" I blurted out, still glaring at him angrily with grit teeth...."And you must have known that you shouldn't play in the pool, if you don't know how to swim" He questioned back, folding his hands as he stared straight into my eyes, as I clenched my fist angrily...."I wasn't playing there, I was pushed" I yelled back, already feeling angry again, as I slowly look away from him...."By who?" He asked almost immediately...."Why on earth will I tell you, huh?" I spat staring back at him angrily...."I ...."You are really not different from him, hope you know that" I spat out angrily, still staring straight into his eyes, as I could already feel my blood boiling once again...."You can't do me any good, so please just stop all this pretense, got it" I yelled out, coldly looking straight into his eyes, before angrily turning around to leave, only to be pulled back by him....Gosh, not another damn drama again, I thought angrily, as he pulled me right on his front, still holding my hand firmly, as I pressed my lips together angrily....."Let.go.of.me" I spat out angrily with grit teeth, as I kept on staring straight into those blue eyes of his...."I am not like him, you know that too well" He blurted out in the same tone I used, as my blood kept on boiling...."Oh really?" I yelled out angrily, before removing his firm grip from mine, as I glared straight into his eyes, already so pissed off...."Stay away from me, got it" I replied coldly, before turning around to leave, with my still boiling blood...."I know what you want" His already faint voice blurted out sharply, as my legs slowly stopped moving...."Excuse me?" I mumbled, now fixing my gaze back at him once again, but still, he didn't look like he was backing out...."I know what you want and I can help you with that" He blurted out almost too quickly, as he kept on staring straight into my eyes boldly, as I slowly squeezed my lips angrily, at his boldness...."And what on earth, did you know that I actually want" I asked, angrily fixing my gaze on his eyes..."REVENGE!" His cold angry voice blurted out, as I widen my eyes in complete shock..."What!"...."Don't me surprise, I know that you want revenge for all those that had wronged you and caused your mother's death, isn't that right?"....."How on earth do you know this" I asked with a mixture of confusion and anger, as my heart kept on racing, still anxiously watching him moving away, before finally stopping right in front of me, as he slowly lowered his lips down to my ear..."Because I want the same darn thing" He whispered bitterly, strangely bringing shivers down my spine, as I slowly manage to find my words back...."I...I don't believe you" I stammered angrily, as I kept on fixing my confused gaze with his...."Fine, then come with me" He replied coldly, before grabbing my hand tightly, as he pulled me along with him outside the nurse's office and outside the school, before forcefully pushing me into his car, as he shut the door bitterly...."W..what the hell are you doing, are you insane" I yelled out with a mixture of confusion and anger, as i anxiously watch him place the keys on, before finally starting the car, making my heart kept on spin the more, trying so hard to understand what exactly was happening...."What the fuck are you doing, we can't just leave school" I yelled out, angrily staring at him, but he kept on driving away without saying a darn word, making me a whole lot angrier...."Damn, we can get expelled for this" I blurted out angrily, as he kept on fixing his light eyes on the road, still driving away...."I don't care if we get expelled" He replied coldly, without shifting his gaze from the road...."But I do" I spat out, as I tried opening the door of a moving car angrily..."Hey, what the hell do you think you're doing, do you seriously what to get us killed or what" He yelled out angrily, as I pressed my lips together ...."I don't want to come with you" I spat out angrily without listening to him, as I quickly unbuckled the sit belts to jump out of a moving vehicle, but was quickly pulled back halfway by him, before angrily shutting the door back, with his left hand, before parking the car at a nearby bus stop, a few blocks away from the school...."OUT!" He spat out angrily, as I happily hopped down from the car, before slowly drifting my gaze to his already angry eyes...."Are you insane" He yelled out angrily, as his eyes slowly flashed something, that I just couldn't read, before it quickly vanished away..."I...." I replied confusedly, as the rest of the words sadly got stuck on my throat...."Do you want to die" He roared out, still angrily piercing his eyes right on mine, slowly making me a whole lot irritated...."Why do you even care" I spat out, staring straight into his eyes bitterly..."Because You can't just die like that"...."Why?"....."Because am in love with you" He blurted out, immediately realizing what he just said, as my brain suddenly became all blank, with my strangely racing heart....Even though he behaves so shitty most of the times, still saying those words out loud was just so different, I thought, still staring straight into his eyes, as my mind slowly tried returning back to life again...."Am leaving now" I manage to say, without looking at him, immediately turning round, walking away, as my brain kept on spinning over and over again...."I can't do it all by myself" His faint voice yelled out, but I didn't darn stop for a minute, as my legs just kept on taking me away, from this shitty moment..."I need you Ivy" He yelled out, but still my legs kept on racing faster and faster like that of a scissors, with my already troubled heart..Like seriously, who do they both actually take me for, I thought angrily to myself with my already clenched fist, still walking away, without looking back for a darn moment...Am I really just some kind of doll that those fools would just want me to love them back or what, my blood kept on boiling angrily, as I kept on walking away, but still he kept on calling back to me over and over again....."Don't you want revenge" His voice yelled out faintly, as my legs finally stopped moving..."You know I do" I yelled back, still staring at him coldly...."Then forget I ever said that" He said, as I carefully stared at him blankly, as my brain kept on trying hard to actually listen to him...."I would come back, if only you promise to stay 3 feet away from me" I yelled back, still looking at him blankly, cause as much as I hate to admit it....I really do need him in order to finally seek revenge, cause it seems like he actually knew something about my mother, I thought, still staring at him blankly....."Promise" He yelled back, slowly bringing me back to life, as I uncertainly walked back to where he had kept on standing, before staring at him with the same blank uncertain expression....."Keep your promise, but now, I still need prove to believe you actually know something about my mother" I blurted out, still staring at him blankly, as a little grin slowly appeared on his mysterious looking face...."Then follow me" He blurted out, as he opened his car door for me to enter once again, as I arched my eyebrows confusedly...."Is this some kind of kidnap" I blurted out, as I kept on arching one of my eyebrows confusedly, watching a little grin creep up on his face....."Just do as I say" His bold voice echoed through my ears, as I slowly hopped into the car uncertainly, cause still I just couldn't trust him, but the prove he has will clear everything out, I thought anxiously, as I sat down, worriedly looking at nothing in particular....."What are you thinking about" His voice echoed, bringing me out of my thoughts, as I stared outside the side mirror...."Why should I tell you" I blurted out, still staring outside confusedly....."Alright then, I just hope that this time you wouldn't try jumping out of the car" He said mockingly, before starting the engines, as a little smile slowly curved around my lips, before quickly fading away....."Just drive" I blurted out, as I kept on looking away blankly.."Gladly" He said, before finally starting the car, as I braced myself for whatever is going to ever happen next...Related chapters
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