Semua Bab She Was The Queen: Bab 101 - Bab 110

We were both facing defeat but it was becoming all more evident on my side as my defeat was witnessed by everyone. I had done nothing to protect our guard dogs, done nothing to get Roman healed. The man who shot her held no fear of us at all. When he told me he knew who I was, he had no fear in his voice or eyes, he looked like he was ready to die at any moment.I never wanted this. If Malcolm was mentally stable, I would’ve passed on this mantle to him but it didn’t work that way. We could do an alpha ceremony but if the ancestors didn’t want anyone else, the mantle would remain with me. Life would’ve been simpler if Roman and I were just wolves.As the days went on, I thought about what Emelda told me a lot more than I needed to. Draining Roman’s blood sounded like a great idea but she would need the exact amount of blood to replace all the poisoned blood and no one would be able to do that without losing their own life. Would it be so bad to end my own misery? Would it be so bad if

I recalled the light. The pain. The fire that coursed through my entire body and tore my stomach and abdomen to shreds. The stabbing pain of my pelvis decaying hurt so bad I lost consciousness. I lost my mind. I wanted to hold my breath and kill myself right away but I couldn't. I didn't have the strength. I didn't have the power to take control of my own life. I couldn't kill myself. I recalled the light.The light.The light that hung above me. The burning leather restraints that held me from jerking my body left, right and everywhere and saved me from banging my head on the floor. A demon overcame me or was it an angel that wanted to deliver me from this earthly body. I was ready for the last push, the last immense pain before a sweet darkness. It was the end. It was here. The poison triumphed and ruled over my body. It did its desire and purpose which was to destroy.I heard the sound I heard in the movies I used to watch with Khai. The sound of a flattened line. The sound of deat

I woke up with a sharp pain in my wrists. My eyes opened to the glorious warmth of health and I held my breath in deep, questioning this oddity. Perhaps, the poison was playing its games with me again. It wouldn't be out of the question. Then I wondered if Malcolm was somewhere in the room, among the bodies that laid asleep on the floor of our bedroom.I turned around to face my love whose hand was still in mine. I squeezed his hand to wake him up but his hand was cold. Ice cold. Khai stayed asleep and didn't move so I sat up and found dark orbs staring at me.They watched me with the darkest eyes, sitting on their hind legs with eyes filled with sorrow and melancholy. Then I felt it. The atmosphere and the world had grown thinner. It was like something that was always there went missing in the middle of the night. I turned my attention mainly to Linda whose eyes were actually a shade darker, almost brown. Everyone was in their wolf form as Khai had instructed them to remain.Their ey

The man was right it had been two days. Two days was not enough for me to act like it was something that was supposed to happen. I had whiplash. It was just yesterday. He kissed me, held me, and read to me. Had he known all along? When he called the whole pack here to protect me, did he know he would die that night? I couldn’t wrap my head around it.“Is that how you guys do it?”Hannah sighed and looked up at me from the table.“Do what?” she asked tiresomely.“Death? You just move on?”She shrugged. Falcon rubbed her shoulders. Her eyes were swollen, and everyone’s eyes were swollen with grief but I couldn’t buy it. I couldn’t believe they were feeling the pain I was feeling. Where was the screaming, the crying, the drama? This wasn’t just anyone. This was Khai.“What do expect us to do?” she asked.This felt like a dream. Oh, how I needed it to be a dream.I expected the world to stop and not in a superficial way, I meant literally. The earth to stop turning, the sunrise, the birds

With that, I launched into the forest, following my nose. Their smell hurt and that had to end. It had to end. I was going to end them. After all they put me through I would kill them slowly.The strength I felt pulsing through my veins and the size I was at then, I could taste their blood on my tongue. I wanted to tear them to shreds, starting with every pack member and ending with dessert. Intiyago. I wanted to first tear him from limb to limb and crush his skull.Tears tore from my face in the wind, my heart still mourned and I howled painful howls as I followed my nose. Yaga and Traga must’ve given me this power to do this exact thing. This would be for everything. For my pack, for the lives they took from Traga and lastly for Khai.Navigating through the trees was hard this time, I wasn’t as small as I used to be so I could not fit into places I used to. I was bigger, stronger… an alpha? Not only was I bigger, but I was also heavier and therefore slower.A few hits from miscalcul