All Chapters of Unapologetically Me: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

That went well." I joked. He grinned and shook his head. "Better than I expected. I honestly expected a whole speech out of my dad, but I'm sure once you leave, I'll get it.," "Yeah. Probably." I sat next to him and looked around his room. I noticed a few girl things in here, like lipgloss on his desk and a purple sweatshirt on his futon. "So, we're not telling anyone, right?" "I mean, they'll see eventually, but I don't care. If you tell anyone, then you tell. Let me just warn Lara before she hears it from someone else." I nodded slowly and sighed. I laid back on the bed next to him and his phone began to ring. He fished it out of his pocket and groaned. I saw Pink Streak's cute little dimples flashing on the screen and I raised my eyebrows. "You should probably answer that." "Yeah. I am." He answered and stared up at the ceiling. "Hey, what's up?"

James"You still need to eat. You want a hot pocket or what?" I buttoned up my pants and did my belt. She watched me and sighed. "Sliders." She looked around for her clothes. I gathered them all up and she smiled at me. I found my shirt and pulled it on and when she slid off of the counter she cringed. She looked back and there was a slick spot right under where her p*ssy had sat. "Ew." She reached under a counter pulled out a cleaning spray sprayed the counter down and wiped it up. I began heating the sliders in the microwave leaned against the counter and watched her. She watched me back and her blue eyes glittered. I could she was happy. She threw away the paper towels she used and walked over to me. She wrapped her arms around me and laid her chin on my chest to look up at me. "Thank you." "For f*cking you?" "Yeah." I snorted and pushed some strands of

The next day I didn't feel too hot. The nausea had gone away for the most part, but I had woken up just feeling like complete dog sh*t."You okay?" Chloe asked me as she walked me to my locker after my first-period class. "Just nauseous today.""Do you think you should go see the nurse?""I'll be okay." I pushed my glasses up my nose and opened my locker. A small slip of paper fell out and fluttered to the floor. I picked it up and felt my bottom lip quiver. It was a drawing of me with my glasses and my sweat pants and shirt with a sliver of my stomach sticking out and my hair going everywhere looking tired. In the background was a drawing that resembled James with hearts in his eyes and his jaw hanging open staring at me.'You're so beautiful. Can't wait for tonight.'I looked up and down the hall. James was watching me with a small smile. I felt my heart nearly explode with love for this guy. Love. I walked down the

Packing was a pain in my ass. Never, in my life, have I ever packed a single box. Never. I had grown up in this house and we never moved. My parents had lived in this house for years before I ever came along and they had accumulated so much sh*t it was hard to even know what to pack to take with me and what to donate or throw away. I started with my dad's office because I knew he wouldn't need anything in it anymore but it turned out to be the worst decision I had ever made.My dad had secrets that he kept that I had never known about and it was hard to even wrap my head around. When I rifled through his desk, I found things I wished I hadn't found before.There were thongs stuffed in drawers and business cards to strip clubs around the strip. There were like trading card-type things with raunchy women on the card that he collected and napkins with kiss marks and phone numbers. He had pictures of himself with his face in between a stripper's cleavage and

After the declaration of love, I felt like I couldn't get enough of him. James and I were glued to the hip, everywhere we went. We found a small apartment that fit what I needed and he helped me get the paperwork started on it.To be honest, without James there, I had no idea how I could have done any of it by myself. The paperwork itself had so many words that I didn't care to read, but James did. So, there was a bright side to getting yourself a brainiac as a boyfriend.And that's what he was to me. He had finally, officially asked me on the night of my birthday after we had that crazy amazing sex, and told me he loved me for the first time. Every time I thought back to it, I would feel the butterflies erupt in my stomach. It was either that or perfectly timed indigestion. Or the baby that was growing inside of me. And it was growing. I had several appointments scheduled for it. One with my normal ob/gyn, one with a heart specialist, and one with more e