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The next day I didn't feel too hot. The nausea had gone away for the most part, but I had woken up just feeling like complete dog sh*t.
"You okay?" Chloe asked me as she walked me to my locker after my first-period class."Just nauseous today.""Do you think you should go see the nurse?""I'll be okay." I pushed my glasses up my nose and opened my locker. A small slip of paper fell out and fluttered to the floor. I picked it up and felt my bottom lip quiver.It was a drawing of me with my glasses and my sweat pants and shirt with a sliver of my stomach sticking out and my hair going everywhere looking tired. In the background was a drawing that resembled James with hearts in his eyes and his jaw hanging open staring at me.'You're so beautiful. Can't wait for tonight.'I looked up and down the hall. James was watching me with a small smile. I felt my heart nearly explode with love for this guy. Love. I walked down theRelated chapters
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I stared up at the screen in front of me and grinned. Seeing the baby look more like a baby than an alien felt pretty damn good. The technician getting all of the measurements, smiled as she showed us the baby's finger and toes. James grinned widely and his mom squeezed his shoulder with a small smile."Okay. I will get these to the doctor and she will come back in. Also, she will be able to tell you the gender of the baby today if you'd like?"I glanced at James and he raised his eyebrows. He glanced down at me and waited for me to answer."Do you want to know?" I asked him.He nodded and I nodded at the technician. She nodded slowly, then walked out of the room. James' mom clapped her hands excitedly and James couldn't wipe the grin off of his face. Hell, I couldn't either. This was happening. We were having a baby and we were going to get to know the sex. We waited patiently for the doctor to come in and when she did she grinned
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Spontaneous abortion. That's what they were calling what happened to my baby. The mild cramps, the peeing myself, the back pain, all of it was my body telling me that my baby was no longer alive. Or maybe it was telling me to save it. Either way, guilt was the foremost feeling I had. I lay in the hospital bed and stared up at the ceiling with stinging eyes. I had cried so hard when they told me and now I couldn't even cry anymore. I cried myself dry. I should have told James I didn't feel good. I should have just gone to the doctor as soon as I started feeling those minuscule cramps. I thought hard about the last movements I felt from her and hated myself for not knowing. I hated myself for letting her die. James squeezed my hand, but I couldn't even look him in the face. He had cried a little, but he didn't know how bad it was. He didn't know that I probably could have prevented it. I took my hand from his and wiped at
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