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Reconnecting
James
Everything was falling apart. The embarrassment I felt at Lara throwing a fit in the hallway at school still had me reeling. I knew she would be pissed, but she just didn't understand. No matter what, Kelly is going to be a part of my life. No matter what. My baby was growing inside of her. It was hard to comprehend at first. I couldn't wrap my head around it and I was kind of pissed and hurt that it took her a couple of weeks to tell me she was pregnant. Hell, everything she had done since I got with Lara hurt my feelings. I didn't know what it was about Kelly that I couldn't let go of, but she haunted my every waking thought. I felt like I was obsessed with her and I low-key felt like a creep about it sometimes. Especially when she had asked me to leave her alone and blocked my number. Now, being in her Range Rover after my break up with Lara, I stared out of the window and tried to calm down. It wasn't like IRelated chapters
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James"You still need to eat. You want a hot pocket or what?" I buttoned up my pants and did my belt. She watched me and sighed. "Sliders." She looked around for her clothes. I gathered them all up and she smiled at me. I found my shirt and pulled it on and when she slid off of the counter she cringed. She looked back and there was a slick spot right under where her p*ssy had sat. "Ew." She reached under a counter pulled out a cleaning spray sprayed the counter down and wiped it up. I began heating the sliders in the microwave leaned against the counter and watched her. She watched me back and her blue eyes glittered. I could she was happy. She threw away the paper towels she used and walked over to me. She wrapped her arms around me and laid her chin on my chest to look up at me. "Thank you." "For f*cking you?" "Yeah." I snorted and pushed some strands of
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I watched his face for his reaction. He was smiling and gripping my hand hard. The whooshing sound of our baby's heartbeat echoed around the room and I closed my eyes.James' mom came with us and she wiped tears from her eyes and smiled shakily at me. I wished my mom was here. I knew it was a long shot anyway even if she wasn't in jail, but I still yearned for some support from her.My dad would have been equal parts excited and disappointed in me. I could imagine his face now though, listening to the beautiful sound of his grandchild's heartbeat.My doctor, Dr. Payne, began the ultrasound and pointed out all of the baby's body parts. This time around, I was able to make out its head and arms without her even having to point them out. It looked strange, but my heart fluttered knowing that this was my baby. My baby with James. I glanced up at him and he was staring at the screen with a small smile. After we left the doctor's office, Jame
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The next day I didn't feel too hot. The nausea had gone away for the most part, but I had woken up just feeling like complete dog sh*t."You okay?" Chloe asked me as she walked me to my locker after my first-period class. "Just nauseous today.""Do you think you should go see the nurse?""I'll be okay." I pushed my glasses up my nose and opened my locker. A small slip of paper fell out and fluttered to the floor. I picked it up and felt my bottom lip quiver. It was a drawing of me with my glasses and my sweat pants and shirt with a sliver of my stomach sticking out and my hair going everywhere looking tired. In the background was a drawing that resembled James with hearts in his eyes and his jaw hanging open staring at me.'You're so beautiful. Can't wait for tonight.'I looked up and down the hall. James was watching me with a small smile. I felt my heart nearly explode with love for this guy. Love. I walked down the
Unapologetically Me Hanging Out
Being alone was beginning to get to me. I hated being in this house alone, especially at night. Having James and even Michael here made the whole mood in the house seem different, somehow. The sounds of my dad's video games reverberating through the living room brought me a great amount of comfort. The sounds were so familiar and made it feel like he was somehow here again. I stood up from the couch and walked to the kitchen to refill the popcorn and drinks. I stared at the counter where just earlier in the afternoon I had let James f*ck me and blushed at the memory. I hadn't even intended anything after I heard him break up with Pink Streak, but sitting in the car with him brooding, I didn't know what else to do to get his mind off of it. I wanted to make him happy and when I touched his knee and then his thigh, I felt my own body spark back to life suddenly. It was like a switch had been turned on and now I couldn't turn
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Packing was a pain in my ass. Never, in my life, have I ever packed a single box. Never. I had grown up in this house and we never moved. My parents had lived in this house for years before I ever came along and they had accumulated so much sh*t it was hard to even know what to pack to take with me and what to donate or throw away. I started with my dad's office because I knew he wouldn't need anything in it anymore but it turned out to be the worst decision I had ever made.My dad had secrets that he kept that I had never known about and it was hard to even wrap my head around. When I rifled through his desk, I found things I wished I hadn't found before.There were thongs stuffed in drawers and business cards to strip clubs around the strip. There were like trading card-type things with raunchy women on the card that he collected and napkins with kiss marks and phone numbers. He had pictures of himself with his face in between a stripper's cleavage and
Unapologetically Me Birthday Kisses
Now we were all laying in my livingroom, exhausted from the long day of packing boxes. I had Chloe, her boyfriend, Michael, Art Blonde and James here, helping pack boxes and celebrate my birthday with me.I was laying against James, half asleep. Chloe and her boyfriend were making out on the couch and making a lot of noises and Michael and Art Blonde were arguing about which Lord of the Rings Movie was the best.Don't ask me why Art Blonde was even here when I knew she acted my guys, but it was mostly because of Michael. I glanced at James as he ran his fingers through my hair and smiled."You tired?""I'm pooped.""Me too. Did you like your gift?"I grinned and nodded. James had gotten me a hoodie and a locket necklace with a tiny picture of one of my ultrasounds on one side and a goofy picture of him and I kissing on the other.It was nice and I had it on now, along with my new hoodie.Chloe got me a new pair
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After the declaration of love, I felt like I couldn't get enough of him. James and I were glued to the hip, everywhere we went. We found a small apartment that fit what I needed and he helped me get the paperwork started on it.To be honest, without James there, I had no idea how I could have done any of it by myself. The paperwork itself had so many words that I didn't care to read, but James did. So, there was a bright side to getting yourself a brainiac as a boyfriend.And that's what he was to me. He had finally, officially asked me on the night of my birthday after we had that crazy amazing sex, and told me he loved me for the first time. Every time I thought back to it, I would feel the butterflies erupt in my stomach. It was either that or perfectly timed indigestion. Or the baby that was growing inside of me. And it was growing. I had several appointments scheduled for it. One with my normal ob/gyn, one with a heart specialist, and one with more e
Unapologetically Me It's a...
I stared up at the screen in front of me and grinned. Seeing the baby look more like a baby than an alien felt pretty damn good. The technician getting all of the measurements, smiled as she showed us the baby's finger and toes. James grinned widely and his mom squeezed his shoulder with a small smile."Okay. I will get these to the doctor and she will come back in. Also, she will be able to tell you the gender of the baby today if you'd like?"I glanced at James and he raised his eyebrows. He glanced down at me and waited for me to answer."Do you want to know?" I asked him.He nodded and I nodded at the technician. She nodded slowly, then walked out of the room. James' mom clapped her hands excitedly and James couldn't wipe the grin off of his face. Hell, I couldn't either. This was happening. We were having a baby and we were going to get to know the sex. We waited patiently for the doctor to come in and when she did she grinned
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