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Chapter 1

Chris Melberg: I was sleeping and woke up to the sound of a phone call. It was my dad calling me. I picked up the phone and I said in a sleepy voice. "Hey dad". "Hy, how are you? We were worried about you". Dad said. "I am fine and everything's good". "Are you taking your medicines regularly?" Mom asked. "Yes, I am taking them" (Still in a sleepy voice). "Are you happy there? Is that island good for you?"Dad said. They both were talking to me on the phone's loudspeaker. "Yes, I am okay here. Nobody knows about me. It's a small island. There is a beautiful beach. A small forest in which a pack of werewolves is living. I am receiving my treatment. I am good here". I said in a normal voice and quickly, making sure to answer all the things they weren't asking but they wanted to ask. "Well, that's good. Are the werewolves good with you being there? We told everyone that you wanted to live as a lone wolf and that's why you left the pack. We didn't tell them about your disease. We tol

Chapter 2

I Am Not Myself /Zaysh

Ashley Falls:I got shocked and I quickly said,"What? You…….. you love me? This is a joke? Right?" I laughed nervously. "Is there a camera around to wave? I know there should be a camera behind that tree." I pointed out a tree in a direction. "Behind that tree, right?"I waved and said, "hey guys I got pranked.""Look, you pranked me but I am really in a hurry. I need to reach my college. Ok, you made my day. Thank you. Bye." I didn't let him speak and said all these things quickly. I turned around and was about to move. He held my bag tightly and pulled me backward. I tried to take a step ahead again but he again held my bag and pulled me backward. I frowned and slowly turned around, then I laughed nervously."What? "I speaked in a low voice repressing my anger. I knew a handsome/good-looking type of bad boy was standing in front of me."I love you." He said again with the same serious expressions."You love me. Huh. Listen, I am not into bad boys. And you are looking like one of th

Chapter 3

I Am Not Myself /Zaysh

Ashley Falls: "At least you are admitting that he has feelings for you."Jane said."Nooo… he is a stranger to me and you gave my number to him. I didn't even know him. I saw him for the first time.""Well, you need that stranger. If he is playing with you even then you can get some benefits. He looks rich." Jane said."What are you talking about?" I said."It's for your good. You don't have any choice. Maybe you need him. Maybe that's what fate is, you need someone and that person showed up for you." Jane said."You are confusing me. And I don't think he will come back. I made it very clear to him that I don't want him.""Let's see what happens." Jane said."Let's see." I said."I know he's gonna come."She patted my shoulder and teased me."Come on. Don't do that." I blushed and said."Let's go and eat something. I will pay." Jane said.Chris Melberg: I woke up in the afternoon and saw a note beside my bed. It was a picture of a girl and behind that picture Nick, my alter ego wrote th

Chapter 4

I Am Not Myself /Zaysh

Chris Melberg:I went home. I was very tired after the transformation, so I just wanted to sleep. Even though I didn't know if I am going to come back as me or as him. My PTSD partner, my alter ego Nick Melberg. After that incident in my childhood I created him to get rid of those memories. And now I again want to get rid of him to get my memories back.I don't know what he has done in my absence but he thought that he had found his mate. And that mate is human. A human can't be a mate of a werewolf. I need to recover.Ashley Falls: I got kicked out of my room because I didn't pay the rent. I went to my friend Jane but I can't live with her either. She is also living in a room on rent. She came from a small town. I didn't want to cause trouble to her. I went to find a job and thankfully I got a job as a waitress in a small restaurant.I got a phone call and it was the owner of the house in which I got a room on rent. He said that I can come tomorrow again because the rent is paid and s

Chapter 5

I Am Not Myself /Zaysh

Ashley Falls: "When I told Jane, she asked me not to trust you. She said he is a bad rich brat who wants to use you but I said nooo, his feelings for me looked pure. So, I should give him a chance. You know she also said that you probably made a bet with your friends to win me. That's why you came after me." I laughed nervously."Then, what did you say?" He asked with cold expressions.I was happy that he was actually believing me and I said, "what did I say……. I said that nooo, he didn't look like that. He looked cool"."But you said that I am not your type". He said."Hah, haha, I was joking back then. I thought that you were pranking me. I am totally into bad cold boys". I again laughed nervously and drank water.Waiter came and he handed me the menu. I was looking at the dishes and I didn't know any of them. It was my first time in a fancy restaurant. Have you decided ma'am. Waiter asked.Ah,..... I was just speechless and then he said, "we want pizza of all flavors. And we want

Chapter 6

I Am Not Myself /Zaysh

Ashley Falls: He took a bite of the piece of cake and asked me to take a bite. I took a bite of the piece of cake from his hand. He put that piece on the table and licked his two fingers which were holding the cake. He was looking very hot. I was looking at his fingers.He again cut the cake and I burst the party pooper. A loud sound came and glittering substances began to fall from the sky. I was looking at them and unintentionally I was smiling. It was the first time that I smiled genuinely in all troubles. I looked at him and noticed that he was staring at me all the time."What happened?"I gestured with my eyes."Your smile is magical." He said with rude, cold expressions and in a serious voice.I didn't know what to say. Somebody never said that to me."Oh, aaaa thanks. Thank you very much." I looked at him. He was still looking at me. I quickly started to look at the room. "Waoo. You did a great job. All these balloons and decorations. I thought that you would like to celebrate y

Chapter 7

I Am Not Myself /Zaysh

Chris Melberg: "Yes, because of you." Emma shouted as loud as she could, making a fist and pointing her index finger at me."No way, I came here first. You were the one who started talking". I said and tried to maintain a normal voice."Oh really, and you were a little child who didn't know how to talk. I forced you to talk to me". She said in a sarcastic way, lowering her voice."What's the problem with you? You got what you want, A book"."What about my self respect? You are such a big werewolf but you don't know how to whisper". She said,"Okay," I shouted after hearing the word werewolf and then said in a low voice, "Okay I didn't know how to whisper. I am sorry". I tried to finish the fight.She was staring at me and then she said,"I thought it's hard for male werewolves to admit their mistakes because of their so-called ego. But you are not like that, it's a good sign". "Can I get that book?" I asked because I really needed help to stop Nick."Actually I also need that book. To

Chapter 8

I Am Not Myself /Zaysh

Ashley Falls: "I'll pick you in an hour" I mimicked him with ugly expressions. You idiot, stupid. You hung up on me. I am just not saying anything because I need money otherwise I won't even look at you. I murmured in my mouth and Jane heard. She started laughing."What?" I said in anger to Jane. She stopped laughing and shrugged her shoulders.How could he not even listen to my reply? He was just ordering me. I do have self respect. I felt humiliated. And I was very much in anger. I got ready to go out with him. Again I didn't wear any special clothes. Slight makeup on my face with my casual clothes. I wasn't dying to go out with him. He should know that. Someone knocked at the door. After checking out who was outside, I opened the door. He also didn't wear any special clothes. Same black clothes. Black t-shirt, black jeans, black jacket, black and white sneakers, black chain around his neck and he was wearing two black rings on his fingers. One on the middle finger and one on the t

Chapter 9

I Am Not Myself /Zaysh

Ashley Falls: "Well you know what? That's not funny. And if your mission was to scare the hell out of me. Then congrats! You freaked me out". I was being serious with him."I wasn't joking". He looked at me."Just look at the view. Mountains, beach and waterfalls. I really like being here". I ignored his ridiculous joke and enjoyed the view."Let's go". I looked at my watch and said."Do you want to jump down with me or the old typical human way". He asked with seriousness."Hey stop. It's not funny anymore". I said annoyingly."Just answer the question". He was sitting beside me. He looked at me and ordered me.I didn't like the way he said. But I needed money. So, I answered grudgingly." The old typical human way. I have many things to do in life. So no jumping from this height".He looked down and shouted to the man to lower the Ferris wheel. I said that I wanted to go home. He said he would walk with me to the house."Listen, I knew about your creepy obsession with wolves. But I d

Chapter 10

I Am Not Myself /Zaysh

Ashley Falls: I spend my day without any calls from Nick. I was slightly worried. And I was waiting for his call. It was evening and my phone rang. I quickly picked up the phone without seeing the number on the phone."Hello love". The voice came from the other side of the phone. And I was sure that it wasn't Nick's voice. Because I remember that voice very well."Why are you calling me?" I asked as badly as I could."Soooo rude, darling. Don't you remember me? I am your first and only love". A laugh came from the other side after these words."I don't want to talk to you. So, don't call me ever again". I said and was about to hung up the phone but then I heard,"Stop…. Stop… don't hang up the phone. Why are you in a hurry darling? I called you because I wanted something from you". He said."What do you want from me now? I have nothing to do with you or to give you". I said while being worried to hell."I heard that you started dating the richest boy on the island. This island is ver

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