All Chapters of Cursed as a Second Chance Mate: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

Three months I’ve been rotting in this damn cell. Three months since the rogues attacked us. We were at a neighboring pack when it happened. Our Luna, Cheryl died trying to protect her daughter and I. Our Alpha, Matteo, blames me for his mate's death. He locked me up in the dungeons on our pack tertority. It wasn't my fault. I was protecting his daughter like Cheryl asked me too. The rogue was closer to her and that’s why she told me to protect her daughter.  I worked for the Alpha and Luna as a nanny for their pup, Lana. Lana is a sweet girl, she’s six and I hate that she lost her mother. I miss Lana. I’ve been with her since she was about two. Cheryl was overwhelmed as a mother and Luna so she hired me. I was nineteen and was thrilled to get the job of a lifetime. Working for the Alpha’s family is a huge deal. I got to know the Alpha and Luna, well mostly the Luna. Alpha Matteo isn’t known for his

Making my way to Lana’s room I think about how fucked up this day became. It’s been three months of keeping Amara prisoner. The council told me I had to do something with her. Everyone thinks she isn’t to blame for Cheryl’s death and maybe she isn’t, but I can’t help myself. Cheryl was by far the perfect mate. She was bossy, always challenging me, and she didn’t really want me.  Cheryl was madly in love with a warrior in her old pack. She was set to run away with him, but the night before she could I came to her pack to visit. She was my mate and I didn’t know she was in love with someone else and about to run away. I don’t know why her and her warrior lover thought becoming rogues was wise, but they were desperate. Cheryl's father forced her to go home with me. Cheryl explained she was in love with someone else. I was prepared to let her reject me even though I had waited long enough for my mate. Ho

It’s been two weeks, two fucking weeks since I mated and marked Amara. She has been avoiding me as much as she can. She doesn’t even sleep in our room. She falls asleep with Lana knowing full well I can’t move her or I risk waking Lana. I’ve been wanting to stop her, but I’ve been swamped with Alpha business that I’ve been working late. Tonight I’m not working late. I’m going to stop her from sleeping with Lana tonight. I don’t want Lana getting used to that and Amara belongs in my fucking bed not my daughters. I growl internally frustrated at the whole situation. At least Amara is making progress with Lana.  Damn I feel like a shit father. I can’t even handle my own pup on my own. I was losing my cool with Lana and it was showing. She knew it, I knew it, the whole fucking staff of the house knew it, and so did my Beta Jasper. I tried different nannies, but Lana only wanted Amara. I was still pissed

A few weeks have gone by since Matteo and I have started working on our relationship. It’s harder than I thought it would be, for me at least. Matteo is all about trying and is doing his best to communicate with me. He’s also trying to help our newly formed family get on the right track. This is not how I pictured anything. I love Lana and I know in time once I get past my resentment for Matteo I will love him too, but right now my resentment is making it hard to want to try. I can’t help feeling doomed as a second chance mate.  Matteo is used to a mateship, none of this is new to him, but for me it’s all new. I was a virgin and while I enjoy Matteo’s sexual taste, I secretctly panic every time he finishes inside of my vigina and not my ass. I’m still getting used to anal. It’s not bad, I actually enjoy it, but I get sore quickly. Matteo is freaking huge and the fact that he fits in any of my holes i

The drive to the city is quiet so far. It’s an hour drive from our pack territory to the main city. Werewolves don’t really like being in the city, we like the freedom the woods offer us. I never minded the city though. The tall buildings, the hustle and bustle, the nice shops and restaurants, museums, and so many other activities. The city is a playground of it’s own and I also enjoy visiting it. I don’t think I’d ever want to live in the city as my wolf yearns for the forest and the fresh mountain air.  Jasper has entered the city. “How much longer?” I ask, unsure if I’m ready to have such an intimate evening with Matteo. This is a very real date we are about to go on and I’m not sure I’m ready for it.  “About twenty minutes by the time we navigate this traffic.” Jasper grumbles. He clearly hates the city.