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40: When you love someone

"The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever."~Bob MarleyAva opens her mouth to speak, but Zander beats her to it and begins to say, "Just as I told you before, we want a small wedding with only family and a few friends present and we wanted to get married last Tuesday which would have been way sudden and we were going to inform you about our plans but when the incident happened, we knew we had to put it on hold and so now that Julian is out of a coma, we want to take our chances and start making plans for the wedding." My face drops sadly, "I didn't know and I'm sorry that you guys had to do that because of me," and here I was thinking I was the only one that got affected by what happened.He takes her hand and softly squeezes
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41: Not the brightest of ideas

"Did you really want to die?""No one commits suicide because they want to die.""Then why do they do it?""Because they want to stop the pain."~Tiffanie DeBartoloRogue POVI reach for the second beer bottle on the counter and I take it to my mouth, before realising it is empty after nothing drops in my mouth. I don't understand how I have been drinking for so long and still haven't gotten drunk yet. Maybe the beer wasn't a strong one I don't know. I haven't been able to go home since I left Lucas' grave. There was really no point in going home, it wasn't mine anymore.I've seen Alex angry, I've seen her sad, but I have never seen her filled with so many emotions and every time, especially hatred directed to me. I close my eyes I c
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42: What you're thinking of doing

"The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time."~Mark TwainI take the bottle to my mouth and realise it is once again empty and I can't ask for another.Oh well, that sucks. I thought, and when I look up, I see Hassan looking intensely at me and my brows furrow in silent questioning."Are you silently praying for death then?" He asks, looking at me and his eyes not wavering.I open my mouth to say no then I realised there is no point in lying to him, he's a stranger and there is no harm in confiding in one, today is my last day here and in this world, at least I should live it as honest and as guiltless as I can."I stopped praying a few days ago, friend," I reply before getting down from the stool I've been sitting on i
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43: Maybe even more

"Actions as a result of hatred give us a temporary satisfaction. But, It is better if we can be patient enough to watch the person suffering who deserves guilt. Because patience adjusts us to be relieved both physically and mentally."~Silva Alexander's POVGetting set for bed these days has always been a thrill, especially if you've spent the last three to four hours going through your paperwork and approving potential ideas and although just six months pregnant, I feel as though I've been pregnant for a year. I feel out of my body most days and today is one of those days. It began with my alarm failing to wake me up like it usually used to and then to work, and then board meeting, then visiting Julian and having Zander and Havana over to announce their wedding date. Yes, this pregnancy is putting me brought hell but I'm not some fucking fragile egg.Ta
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44: A Living hell

"Love is giving up control. It's surrendering the desire to control the other person. The two-love and controlling power over the other person-are mutually exclusive."~Rob Bell After a very long while, Kemi returns, "My husband is worried something had happened to me, I told him I was coming to the hospital when I left home, but I never called to tell him I arrived safely." She walks back to where we are and takes her seat beside Lauren.Kemi commitment to her patients is outstanding and seeing that she who only met Rogue a few weeks ago was willing to go out of her way for him makes me feel horrible and if she wasn't married, she would be the right woman for him. Pretty, smart, cheerful and with a big heart and her physical attributes are not yet included.I haven't known Kemi for too long, but I can tell she
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45: The heart wants what it wants

"If we are serious about loving someone, we have to surrender all the desires within us to manipulate the relationship."~ Rob Bell.Kemi and Vivian are silent for a while and the whole waiting room now being occupied by the four of us is gravely silent, as no one others a word.Vivian after staying still for so long turns to look at me, "He's just hurt and angry."She doesn't have to make excuses for his outburst, I completely understand why he said what he said.My eyes are tired from shedding so many tears that I cannot even cry anymore. The words he says are crude and difficult to accept, but they are the truth and hearing how broken Rogue was with his best friend makes me feel like a bigger villain than I thought I was."He's right though, all of this is my fault." I weakly admit, fidgetting with my fingers. "I
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46: I didn't understand him

"Words are singularly the most powerful force available to humanity. We can choose to use this force constructively with words of encouragement, or destructively using words of despair."~AnonymousMoments pass as we sat quietly, my mind bare of any thought just silent and my hands keeps at my palm and I begin to spell out Rogue on my palm, over and over and I don't know how many minutes pass as I subconsciously do this, but I feel Lare's hand on mine and I snap back into reality..."Rogue and I met while we were in the University. It was at this stupid party and I wanted to belong so bad that they asked me to smoke a joint and I had no idea it was heroin, he stopped me from taking it and when I snapped at him for getting into what wasn't any of his business, he beat the shit out of me and eventually knocked me out. When I woke up, I was in the hospital and he told me he was saving m
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47: You saved him

"Words have energy and power with the ability to help, to heal, to hinder, to hurt, to harm, to humiliate and to humble."~AnonymousI watch them walk away and I am pulled back when a voice beside me begins to speak, "It's so good to see you, Alex." Vincent says and I turn my gaze to him, finally taking real notice of the old man for the first time since I came into the waiting room with Lare. He's still in his nightwear, denoting he must have had little to no time to change after getting the voicemail about Rogue's accident. He is raring full beards now and though it's white, it goes with his hair and makes him look pretty matured and it helps brings out his blue eyes which is a striking resemblance with Rogue. "How's the baby?" He asks calmly, as his eyes drop to my big bumpI smile at him, "He's good.""Forgive me fo
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48: Reckless and foolish

"Love is blind and love can be foolish. Our heart doesn't always love the right people at the right time. Sometimes we hurt the ones that love us the most and sometimes we love the ones that don't deserve our love at all."~AnonymousZander and Julian have been silent and although Julian is still in his spot, Zander has been pacing for the last five minutes and none of them has spoken since the doctor left. And the elephant in the room keeps getting bigger and bigger till I cannot take it anymore."Oh come on, if there's something you want to say, say it to me, I'm a big girl and I can take it."Zander stops pacing and places his hand on his hip, his eyes in no way happy with me, "What you did was reckless and foolish, Alex and I can't believe you don't even see any of that! You came in here in the middle of the night, did you ever stop to think of the many dangers t
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49: Moving on with family

"The idea of waiting for something makes it more exciting."~Andy Warhol"I need to call Ana, you sure you're okay?" He asks carefully looking down at me."Yeah sure, go do your thing." I encourage."Okay." He says, before leaving the room.I nod and my eyes drop down to the tapes before me which have numbers from one to five and I pick the one with the number 1 written on it and insert it into the tape player.I unseal the earpiece and plug it into the small hole on the tape recorder and taking in a deep breath, I press play on the button.The first voice I hear is the voice of Kemi and she's saying, "Opening up about your bad past will help you heal faster and move on to having a healthier relationship. Like you told me, your friend suggested therapy because of your failed relationship and wedding and I think that mi
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