All Chapters of His Dark Desires: Chapter 91 - Chapter 100

"Controllers, abusers and manipulative people don't question themselves. They don't ask themselves if the problem is them. They always say the problem is someone else."~Anonymous  "Did you report to anyone that she hit you? Her husband maybe?" Kemi asks and I looked up at her to find her clenching on a white handkerchief in her hand.My mouth twitches causally. "It is a normal thing to get spanked when you get naughty then so I didn't; besides I reported to Mrs Angelica and look where that got me? I had a place that gave me shelter and food and no amount of physical pain was going to make me give it up. Again I was the naïve one.""I'm sorry."I shake my head, "It's fine, I think that was what made me the bad kid in her eyes and later she wanted to know more about me apart from what was already on the ne

"No one magically becomes an adult the day they turn eighteen. Some people grow up sooner, many grow up later. Some never really do. But just remember that some people in this world are older versions of those same kids we cry for."~Ashly Lorenzana"When we were done, I was torn, I was sad and I hated myself. I cheated on Yolanda and she deserved better than that, if only it was that easy to give it all up I would for her, but I couldn't. I was lost in thought and I couldn't focus or study because of the massive guilt I was feeling and she told me she knew what I needed. That night she introduced me to a drug in a syringe, emphasizing that it would help me get over my moody self, concentrate and study. It helped me calm my nerves and made me relax and I thanked her because she had found a way out for me and we had sex again.""It wasn't a way out though was it?" Kemi asks and even though it sounds more like a rhe

"In a thing, they can create a pretext coined hundreds of excuses, but the truth is only one."~Khem VeasnaI decided to go with Lare's new restaurant Tasty creation, since it's still new there will be a few presents and there's a privacy lounge we could stay and have a formal discussion. I walk back to my desk, pick up the business card and dialling the number I request for a reservation at the lounge today in the evening at six. Once done with that, I send Julian the address of the place.I focused myself in clearing out every work on my table with the three extra hours I had before the dinner time and when I finished, I made my way out of the office.No more going to the club, this was more important and it had to be done. I needed Alex forgiveness and this was the way I could go to get that.It's ten minutes to the time when I arrive at the restaurant and I am directed to the loung

"Your memory whips harder than your betrayal!"Yarro RaiAlexander's POV"Are you okay?" I ask while arranging my bed after noticing that Julian hasn't said much since he got in thirty minutes ago. He kissed my lips and told me he had a really stressful day at work and I told him mine was a bit exhausting as well and he asked what I had for dinner and I told him Lauren made me delicious fried rice and his was still in the kitchen. He also asked after the baby and I told him the baby was doing great and wasn't so much of a handful today.After that brief conversation, Julian took off his clothes and shoes and sat at the other corner of the room and silently watch me finish up the few files I brought home and move to arrange the bed so I can sleep.It is so unlike Julian to be quiet unless something is on his mind and I don't know exactly wh

"The mistake is thinking that there can be an antidote to the uncertainty."~David LevithanJulian catches up with me and takes my hand into his, but wince and drops it. "You're cold, Alex." Julian says with a worried tone of voice and he let go of my hand, "that lady in the shop over there is selling jacket, I'll go get one for you." He says before quickly heading off.I decide to wait for Julian's return before leaving when I see Rogue walking towards where I stand, looking worried and a little agitated, not like I care anyway I am mad to the point of no return.His eyes brighten a little as they see me and there is a smile that charges into his face before it disappears. He walks up to us, stopping when he's a few step away, "I'm sorry for taking your time. Have you guys been here for long? Where is Julian""No, but I am sick of your games. Once J