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All Chapters of His Dark Desires: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90
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10: The difficulty in healing
His Dark Desires/Glory Tina
"Letting go means to come to the realization that some people are a part of your history, but not a part of your destiny."~Steve Maraboli.Flashback... "From the very beginning," Kemi said without hesitation and I stared unbelievably at her, she may have been cool and calm, but something told me she was enjoying having me expose my past to her. 'I can bet you that she doesn't want to help, she just wants you to bare yourself to her and she, in turn, will add you to the list of men who have crumbled before her, remember five years ago? You did exactly that. The truth is she can't help you, no one can.' my inner voice surfaced to say. My eyes closed and my head bowed slowly, "I can't do that." "Why did you say that?" She asked, her voice curious but calm and I didn't know how she manag
Last Updated : 2021-01-2811: Try when you're ready
His Dark Desires/Glory Tina
"If everyone just accepted you the way you are, then, probably, you'd still be the way you were. So for anyone who didn't accept you at one point, just give 'em a smile in your heart and say, "Thank You"~Ufuoma Apoki"I didn't think you'd come back after our last session. You were angry and barely looked back when you were leaving." Kemi says as she sees me at the door and further opens it to let me in.I roll my eyes and step into the office "I didn't want to, I don't care what your degree in human psychologist is, you are still a stranger opening up to you is going to take more than a smile and cheerful spirit.""Ever heard the saying the best person to tell your secrets to is a stranger?"I glance at her and when I see she's serious, I rolled my eyes, "No, I haven't and
Last Updated : 2021-01-2912: A blind teacher
His Dark Desires/Glory Tina
"Usually adult males who are unable to make emotional connections with the women they choose to be intimate with are frozen in time, unable to allow themselves to love for fear that the loved one will abandon them. If the first woman they passionately loved, the mother, was not true to her bond of love, then how can they trust that their partner will be true to love."~Bell hooks Flashback "Rayyan!" Ms Darcy Franco, my sixth grade teacher called, waking me up from my sleep and I looked up at her stern expression and I swallowed hard. The last thing I needed now was to be put in the naughty corner or worse laughed at by the rest of the kids in their class. I already had my hands full of misery. "Ms Franco," I responded, my eyes already weary as they stare at her. She strode authoritatively towards my desk, her expression was pensive and crude. She was wearing a long yellow gown that was above h
Last Updated : 2021-01-2913: The only choice you have
His Dark Desires/Glory Tina
" Often in their adult relationships, these men act out again and again to test their partner's love. While the rejected adolescent boy imagines that he can no longer receive his mother's love because he is not worthy, as a grown man he may act out in ways that are unworthy and yet demand of the woman in his life that she offer him, unconditional love."~Bell HooksI said nothing as Lorenzo came to the car, got in and drove us home and I silently anticipate the worse for the day. He was also silent and I knew that I was in for it today.When his car came to a stop in front of the house, he steps out and I did the same, still being as silent as ever. We walked into the house and I didn't know how long we were going to remain silent, but something was sure, I wasn't going to survive whatever was going to happen today.I bit my lips slowly and I did not dare to look at him, "Today was a hectic day, R," Lorenzo began with a rather
Last Updated : 2021-01-3014: Seeing past the pain
His Dark Desires/Glory Tina
This testing does not heal the wound of the past, it merely reenacts it, for ultimately the woman will become weary of being tested and end the relationship, thus reenacting the abandonment. This drama confirms for many men that they cannot put their trust in love. They decide that it is better to put their faith in being powerful, in being dominant."Bell hooks"Rayyan!" I heard the terrified and loud voice call as I was about to let go of the railing bar, this made me open my eyes and turn around and there I found Mrs Angelica standing not too far away from me, holding the most dread-filled face I'd ever seen. "Rayyan what are you doing?""It's okay, I'm okay. I just need to do this and it would all be okay, Mrs Angelica.""Please, Rayyan, don't do that, you're going to die if you throw yourself off, don't you get that?"I nodded, a wide smile spreading over my face, "Yes, that's what I'm hoping to do, you d
Last Updated : 2021-01-3015: Walking time bomb
His Dark Desires/Glory Tina
"Never separate your mind from your heart when making relationship decisions. The purpose of the mind is to protect the heart."~AnonymousAlexanders POVThis is the third time we've come out since last week and the first was seven days ago when Julian took me to the park and although it ended up bad because some cameramen saw us together and tried to make a scene when securities told them no photo in the park and Julian had to get me out of there as fast as he could.It was almost a week since Julian's arrival and he'd done more for me than anyone else had done since the last eight weeks and we've tried out a few things too, grilled fish, chicken suya and my favourite the grilled gizzard. We bought them four days ago when we went to the park and since then I haven't been able to get enough of it. Julian who is an amazing soul got them for me. Whenever he's coming home from work would buy and bring them over.
Last Updated : 2021-01-3116: Thinking about him
His Dark Desires/Glory Tina
"They slipped briskly into an intimacy from which they never recovered."~F. Scott Fitzgerald,He opens the door of the car for me and I enter and he closes it before going over to his side and entering."How has your week been?" He asks, speaking up for the first time in five minutes"Good, not like you cared much." I blurt out, staring through the window and the beautiful night sky"Of course I care, I called you every day since the last time we met." He points outI rolled my eyes as I feel angrier now than sad, "Yes, you called and talked as though you were addressing a ticking time bomb.""Alex...""I came untouched Julian and not only were we unable to talk about that, but you also distanced yourself from me, you stopped visiting the office or home."He stares at me for a while
Last Updated : 2021-01-3117: Just like your father
His Dark Desires/Glory Tina
"I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong."~Haruki MurakamiRogue's POVFlashback"Rogue, oh, thank goodness you are here, I thought you would no longer be here," Melissa exhaled in relief as soon as she closed the door and she walked up to me and kissing me deeply on the lips. Her tongue active and fast as it worked its way into my mouth to explore more, but when she noticed th
Last Updated : 2021-01-3118: Help me get there
His Dark Desires/Glory Tina
"You don't run from the people who need you. You fight for them. You fight beside them. No matter the cost. No matter the risk."~Rick Yancey"Do I need to emphasize how important this client is to our firm?" Julian asks over the phone as he makes his way towards his car he's in a blue Ankara on a black shoe. His hair is permed and parted at the side ith and I make my way towards him. He pulls out his car keys from his pocket and unlocks the car as he gets closer and I step out to stand before his car and he stops walking and step back."Rogue, what do you want?" He demands, his voice already blunt and rude with its delivery.I step towards him, unbothered by his crude response, "It's nice to know that you still remember me."I don't know if it's my intrusion into his private space but he suddenly become uncomfortable and it is all over his face, "What do
Last Updated : 2021-01-3119: The nightmare that followed
His Dark Desires/Glory Tina
"It's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace."~Chuck Palahniuk"My testimony exposed what had happened to me to the eyes of the rest of the world, maybe it was not the whole world, but everyone around me knew what had happened to me and it wasn't a great thing. I was label 'the beautiful boy' because at trial when I was put on the stand, I told the court that my uncle called me beautiful whenever he touched me and that was the beginning of my next nightmare.""Why didn't you tell Mrs Angelica?"I run my hand through my hair and tug on it a little, "I couldn't, at first she kept visiting but a few months later, she got transferred to Toluca in Mexico and the only way I could talk to her was over the phone and Audrey was
Last Updated : 2021-01-31
