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21: Sound of other things
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2021-02-01 11:56:49"You know all that sympathy that you feel for an abused child who suffers without a good mom or dad to love and care for them? Well, they don't stay children forever.
~Ashly Lorenzana
Flashback...
"Hey, Ray," Yolanda made her presence known from behind me and she wrapped her hands around my waist. My body tensed up and I took hold of her hand and I pulled it away from me as quickly as they touched me and then I pulled her to stand before me.
If she noticed the way I just tensed up she didn't take it to mind, as she continued to speak, "How was practice?" She asked, leaning on the locker and grinning at me, the perfect gap between her teeth showing with the wideness of her smile, making her even more beautiful.
"Good, it was good." I placed my bag into the locker and closed its door.
Audrey enrolled me into senior high school last year so I could graduate high school. Having missed a year
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