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2024-10-29 19:42:56LENA’S POINT OF VIEW
I’m Aleena Mitchell, an American-Australian woman and I’m twenty-eight years old. I have almond-brown eyes and dark medium hair. I could bring all your sexual fantasies to life but thank God I'm only into pussies. I never had sex with a man before and that would be my worse day ever. People say I'm tall, I've been told, my mom is a Jew, I’ve been raised as a Jew and I believe in the signs of the universe.
I met my dad once and my mom told me that he chose his girlfriend over my mom. He doesn't even know that I exist before I met him and my mom never told him about me. The relationship between me and my mom is like the usual mommy and daughter relationship. My mom had 3 jobs when I was ten, she worked a lot to pay my school bills.
People keep asking me "Why did you become lesbian at a young age? You’re hot as fuck Lena, every man in this world could volunteer to be your slave if you wanted to!" Well, that's a good question and easy to answer. For me "God is a woman" How can I? Well... they bring life to this world. President, Actress, even someone fucked up like us.
I tried to date a man when I was 18 and that's fucking awful. They’re bad kissers! Not all of them but most. No offense… I couldn't even imagine if I end up with a man and would never have an orgasm in my entire life. But women, damn! They're fucking amazing! I even could feel my pants when I look at them. I'm not a pervert, I just embrace myself.
My first girlfriend was a girl named Ava. I date her when I was 17, I don't think that she was my first love. You know people say our first love is not always the first person we dated. My first love, I can't even forget about her till now, she’s the love of my life and she's my life but she breaks my heart into pieces.
“Did you ever love someone so much and you tried to understand them while they were hurting you?”
Life is not always fair, we can’t go back and change the beginning of our life, but we can start where we are and change the ending. I through a lot of things in my life, including love and pain, but I keep moving as if I’ll never be hurt, act like there’s nobody care, and live like its heaven on earth. It’s better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.
I never care about people, I only care for myself. But everything changed when I found love, once in my life I truly believe in love. I find someone who can completely turn me around, I tell her things that I’ve never shared with another soul and she absorbs everything I say and actually wants to hear more.
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? THOUGHTS
07:30 AM [5 missed calls Ben] [10 missed calls Alaia] [2 messages from Lena] “Damn, what time is it?” I say as I turn off the alarm. I woke up from the bed and reach over my phone at the bedside; I unlock my phone and stared at the top of the phone screen. “Good morning Maia, have a nice day! Last night was amazing! X Lena” “Jeez…” I mumble as I stare at the phone screen. When I’m about to get up from bed and start my day, Alaia calls me. “Where are you? I don’t even could call you last night, where have you been?” She says through the phone. FLASHBACK *Lena's apartment after back from the coffee shop last night* “Lena....” I moaned. “Shhh… show don’t tell” Lena said as she licked mine. “Hey, Alaia! I’m so sorry I sleepover at my friend’s apartment last night and I don’t bring my charger” I say as I gulped my saliva. “You have friends, besides me?” Alaia says as she raises her voice. “Never mind, so what's up?” I say in a low voice. “Today
Why Are you Still In My Brain? GOOD NIGHT LENA
Home sweet home, I’m home and I haven’t answered Lena’s messages, all of them. Today is a big day for me. I finally got a job as a writer in Purple magazine and today is my first day at work. Stirring and scrunching my face in dismay, I squinted and rolled over towards the sound of my phone, it was Alaia. Propping myself up on my elbows whilst lying on my bed I unplugged my charger from the phone and answer Alaia’s calls before slumping forward and face-planting my pillow. “Hey, Girl… Good luck for today!” Alaia says. “Awww thanks, honey! Please pray for me, hope I’m not ruining my day today” I say as I heavily sigh and chuckle. “You would never bitch! Good luck” Alaia replies. “Thanks, Al…” A sweet smile comes through my face as I hang up the phone. “I fucking hate morning!” I mumble as I throw the phone to the bedside. My phone rings once again, I reach over my phone at the bedside “Uggghhhh shit!”
Why Are you Still In My Brain? BITE THE BULLET
I listen to the I See Red by Everybody Loves an Outlaw song. “Did you really think…I'd just forgive and forget, no…” I sing as I soak myself in the shower. “Knock… Knock” The bathroom door sounds. “One sec…” I say as I take my towel and put it on. I open the door and I see Lena in front of me. “What makes you so long? Concert at the shower” Lena says as she stares at my tits, her mouth corner forming into a small but sweet smile and chuckling. “Ahhh… Shut up” I say as I inhale deeply and I roll my eyes and back to the shower. Lena walks around to the sink and brushes her teeth. “So how was your sleep, Lena?” I say as I’m soaking my body. “My sleep was pretty fun 'cause I woke up next to you!” Lena says as she brushes her teeth and stares at me from the mirror. “Hurry or we’ll be late!” Lena says. “I’m soaking my body, Lena... If you want to you can get in here!” I yell behind the curtains as I’m soaking my entire body. Lena opens the curtains and says “I’m right here”. I turn around
Why Are you Still In My Brain? VAINA LOCA
Well, I slept peacefully last night thanks to Lena because she’s on my mind, always. On the other hand, I haven’t talked to Ben since Lena and I make out yesterday morning. I’m in a grey area and I have no idea about what happened to my life. I felt bad for Ben because I betrayed him. Ben is a good guy, I knew but I don’t think that I’m happy with him, I was but now my happiest place is Lena, she’s the person that I’ve dreamt of, I don’t know if this is real or not or it's just my fantasies, it’s complicated. I don’t know if Lena and I could end up together or not but hopefully. Last year my Abuelita asked me about my plan for marriage and she wants to see Ben in person. I have no plan yet, maybe because I don’t think that Ben is my future. My family is homophobic, I guess but I’m not sure. I don’t know yet, I haven’t talked to them about my gay side but when I was 16 my family and I ever watched a movie together at the family gathering, before I move out, my family and I like to spe
Why Are you Still In My Brain? NOT A BAD DAY AT ALL
I sleep on my soft bed, covered in a pink blanket; my favorite color, after a tiring night. The sound of birds accompanying my morning and the morning car horns indicate people will start their workday. A soft breeze came in through the window, and the curtain danced. The soft breeze blows all over my body, the breeze seemed to say it's time to wake up. I open my eyes and stretch my body then I woke up. Leaving my bed and walking to the sink, I brush my teeth. I look into the mirror and think about how I felt last night. I wash my face gently and dry my face. I walk downstairs and walk towards the kitchen, heating the water and making a cup of coffee, a latte. I’m a coffee addict; I love coffee, especially latte. I walk to the fridge and take some biscuits then I brought the coffee with me and sit on the couch in the living room. I sip the coffee then I drink it, I eat the biscuits and occasionally dip them in coffee. This is the nicest morning I’ve ever been. No work, no paper, no p
Why Are you Still In My Brain? HOLD YOUR PIECE
The alarm woke me up and it was 6:30 AM. My eyes slowly start to open, I turn on the light and the light is about to blind me, I rub my eyes and get ready for work. I jump up and quickly get dressed. I stare at the phone screen. “Shit! It’s 7 AM” I mumble. “I'm supposed to be there at 07:15!” I say. I run downstairs and booked the Uber. I walk through my workplace knowing that I’m late and I see Alaia sitting in the lobby. “Hey, Maia..” Alaia says as she waves her hand. I walk through her in rush “Hey…” I say. “Lena asks me to wait here!” Alaia says. “She’s here?” I say. “Yes in hours…I guess” Alaia says. “Fuck…fuck…I’m late!” I mumble as I hug Alaia and run to my workplace. I lean on my seat and turn on the computer. Lena and Alaia walk through the workplace “Attention please…” Lena stands in front of the employees and introduces Alaia as the new employee. “Here’s Ms. Alaia Smith. She’s your work partner, please be cooperative and have a good day” Lena says as she stares at me. “A
Why Are you Still In My Brain? BABY MAMA
The alarm woke me up like usual…the sun is rising. I open my eyes slowly and yawn. I take my phone to the table, turn it on and stare at the phone screen. It’s 6 AM. I lay and move my hand to Lena’s space, moving my hand, looking for her, I pull the blanket and she isn’t there. I walk to the bathroom sink and brush my teeth, stare at the mirror, and wash my face. I walk downstairs and I see Lena holding little Alison, my sister sits on the couch and Lena stood while holding Alison. “Hey, you up” Lena look at me and smile. I’m smiling and walk to the kitchen, I’m making a cup of coffee. “She slept like a baby last night!” Lena says. “I know… I’m with her in her entire life” Rosa chuckles. “Did you guys just tease me?” I yell from the kitchen. They chuckle as I walk to the living room and kiss Alison’s cheek “Hey baby bear, you woke so early” I say. I sit on the couch and hold my hot coffee. “I thought you were leaving...” I say as I stare at Lena and sip the coffee. “No… I woke up
Why Are you Still In My Brain? DEAD FISH
I point my eyes to the tree behind the car’s window occasionally looking at Alison in the back seat. Lena keeps an eye on the road as she drives, little Ali sleeping in the back seat; I unwrap the chocolate cookies, and eat them. I stare at Lena as I chew the cookie “You want it?” I say. “I’m driving honey” Lena chuckles. “Lemme feed you!” I say as I run my hand to Lena’s mouth. “Ngap….” She opens her mouth and eats the cookie. “Mmm...” She chews the cookie and I eat mine. “Mmm… I love the flavor but I usually bought the peanut one” I say as chew the cookie. “I love everything about you...” Lena says in a whisper. “Pardon me? I can’t hear you” I say. “I don’t say anything!” Lena says in denial. “Aahhh...Come on!” I say as I’m begging her. Lena chuckles as she points her eyes at the road. When I look at Lena, I realize this is all I wanted, a beautiful wife, and a cute baby girl. I smile and wonder; how could someone like Lena could take my heart like this, I’m falling in love. Rosa
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? DESIRE
Finally, the cup of iced tea I was holding in my hands fell and hit the floor, a tiny drop of tear started soaking my eyes, the moment I learned Lena replied to the girl with a few kisses, from her cheek to her chin, I walked out of the cinema, leaving Z without a word behind.“Maia!”Z called me, she was confused yet I never looked back, I ran off in a wet prison uniform when I left the location, making my way to my cell without locking the door.The pillow that became the safest place for me to complain got wet after a few seconds I landed my face on it and I squeezed the pillow to let out my anger at the time, crying as quietly as I could so no one hear me.I said I was fine, I moved on but it felt hurt when I saw her with someone else, as if a thousand swords were stabbed in my chest, I couldn’t breathe. Do you still wish it was me beside you? When you kiss or hug someone else, do you imagine it was us?Millions of questions started surrounding my brain, at the time I didn’t reali
Why Are you Still In My Brain? THE OTHER WOMAN
I’ve been thinking a lot for the last few hours, clearing my head and trying to figure out what I need to say after having Lena in my cell. After leaving the open yard, I went back to my cell and rested my back against the non-comfy bunk which I never thought that I would lay there. My eyes looked up at the ceiling and both my arms became my pillow at the time, the more I thought about Lena, the more pain I got. Then I have no clue why my eyes ran toward her stuff, as the intrusive invaded me, I started leaving my bunk and made my way to her spot. My eyes ran around the place, I made sure no one passed my cell and saw me near my bunkmate spot before I walked even closer. A soft cover became the first thing I touched as I got there; Lena always had this cover with her, why? As I remembered every time she had a nightmare hugging this orange cover would make her feel better, I rubbed the cover and smiled, knowing this was hers and after fighting the urge not to come here yet I can’t.
Why Are you Still In My Brain? HELL TO ME
A raven-haired girl that I hated but also madly in love showed up in front of my face, she frowned and looked unhappy when she noticed I was the one who opened the door for her. Her tousled hair and eyes that looked so exhausted were evident as far as the eye could see when Lena appeared in front of me but that still didn’t take away the beauty she had since she was born. “What the hell did you do here?” I ask as my eyes are looking at her in annoyance. “Ask the guy who brought me here” Lena scoffs as she rolls her eyes, she gets into my cell without my permission like that cell was hers, placing her stuff on the top of my bunk not hers afterward. Lena one hundred percent knows how to piss me off, she always has a way to make me madly mad at her but also in love, I have no idea what her intention was when she placed her stuff on the top of my bunk, not hers but as I know Lena loves to annoy me or she may be here to torture me, paying that male guard so that she can get this room. “
Why Are you Still In My Brain? UNEXPECTED GUEST
“Hey! Campbell? What are you doing here?”A male guard just came and that freezes us. “Uh, keep your hands clean, inmate!” Cara shouts at me. I raise my eyebrow with an annoyed look on my face and I get back to my cell. I knew she shouted at me because she does not want to get shot in 4K by that male big guard. “I-I’m about to go, I’ll check another room then” Cara states as she facing the male guard which standing in front of my room, awkwardly.“Oh, I thought there’s something wrong happened here” He chuckles. “Ah, no, no… no worries” Cara chuckles in an awkward way. She leaves my room and disappearing into the prison corridor then. I sigh and fold up my pink furry cozy blanket, get ready to greet my new roommate. “Hey, look at you! A friend of mine said that you’ll be in the yoga class this
Why Are you Still In My Brain? STUFFY CHEST STUFFY ROOM
“So tell me… we haven’t met in millennia” Cara chuckles. “What do you do after college Maia?” She ends. “I’ve traveled with my ex hukkk…” I clear my throat tensely. “Ex-girlfriend…” I whoosh my breath as I look at her. Cara stares at me with a raised brow, I guess she gets more surprised because she found out that I am not straight like she thought. “Wow!” She’s whooshing her breath in surprise. “My ex-girlfriend who ran an illegal shit and now… I found herself is in here too!” I end.“Wow, that’s surprising Maia!” Cara shook her head and chuckles. “I didn’t expect that you can get involved into that kind of thing” She ends. “I mean… yes, I helped her! But I cut myself and leave... Now I’m lamenting myself for leaving
Why Are you Still In My Brain? GREEN GRASS TO WAILS
I laugh softly trying to pulling back myself together and smile. “Well, guess we’re done now… I have to meet someone at the library and apply for my job application” I say. “What?! You’re going to work? Like seriously?” Z surprises. “Yeah, you know… I need to stay away from my bed and do some work so I won’t gain you know… more fat” I chuckle. “Hahaha you still look great though!” She chuckles as she looks at me.“Mmmm well, I should go!” I sigh and I up from my bunk. “Oh, o-okay…” She up from my bed too and gets ready to go, but before that she turns around and facing me. I was scanning over the drawer to get some paper and a pen. “H-hey… Maia?” Z calls me and it’s distracted me. “Yeah?” I up from my knee and look at her who stands not
Why Are you Still In My Brain? SAME CHEST SAME PAIN
Tears start to fall down from my eyes and soaked my cheeks. I smile in tears but also cry in pain. How could I disappoint my family and not giving them what they wanted. My family gave everything to me and I never had a chance to repay their kindness. Life is not always fair, I had a nice rich family and I disappoint them. Some of us in this world are struggling for living because they’re not born from the affluent family. Same as Lena, she struggled since she was a kid.“I am so grateful that I had you as my sister…” I sob as tears start to fall down and soak my cheeks. “And I thank you for being the sister that you are. You’re amazing, you’re understanding and I know… that if nobody in this damn world loves me, I know you love me… And I never have to look for love” I end as I wipe my tears. “You soaked me huh? Now I ha
Why Are you Still In My Brain? TELL ME WHATEVER
“Yes, I’m coming!” I sigh as I open the door. “Maia?” Katty just came to my room and ruined my wonderful bittersweet flashback with Lena. “H-hey… What’s up?” I greet her with a little slight of annoyance on my face. “Hey… You okay?” She asks. “Y-yeah… I’m good. What’s up?” I reply. “Oh, Z asked me to check on you. You haven’t shown up this morning, where have you been?” Katty asks. “Ah, I stayed in my room all day hehe” I chuckle tensely.“I’m about to go now to see Z in her room” I end. “Are you sure you’re okay? You look sweaty, Maia. Are you sick?” Katty punches me with more questions, I lost my mind and don’t know how to punch her back with more answers. “I… hmmm I’m good! Yeah, I’m goo
Why Are you Still In My Brain? DAY SEXMING
“Oh, God, damn, Jesus Christ!” I moaned passionately as Lena kept kissing my body passionately. She kissed me so damn good and it left burning desire in my wake. She kissed me sensually right between my breasts. My nipples stand bright and erected following her soft damn sensual kissed as I squeezed the sheets with my hands, it felt so good and relaxed, I would never cheat on her cause I cannot find a girl who done me so good like Lena does.“You wasted so much time babe…” I said under my breath as I saw Lena swirl her tongue against my nipple. My pussy was so wet and it cannot wait any longer, but Lena kept played her game and spins out the time. Lena laughed softly knowing that I cannot wait any longer and wanting her fingers to in, but she played her game and tortured me even more. She off her tongue from my nipple and started licking my chin up to my mou
