Why Are you Still In My Brain?

Why Are you Still In My Brain?

last updateLast Updated : 2023-10-31
By:  MaiaDeLaCruz21  Ongoing
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Maia just graduated and starts her new journey. She met the love of her life who changes her to become someone she never expected. Maia is an innocent narcissistic woman who strives to be on her best behavior. Her girlfriend named Lena runs an illegal business followed her father and drags Maia into the cartel ring. Lena is a snarky, manipulative, and street-smart woman, she has good survival skills, is calm, and usually has a good sense of humor when facing problems. Both Lena and Maia betray each other for personal gain, despite their feelings for each other. Lena is good at reading people and is perceptive. Maia experiences life chaos with her girlfriend, Lena. And that changes her became cruel, spoiled, and will be manipulative to get what she wants. But in the end, she just does what she needs to do to survive and protect the one she loves. Their adventure through love, pain, and sexual fantasies remain loyal to each other across time, distance, and silence which changes the way we see real love. Both of them end up behind bars and Maia is released before Lena. After her release, will Maia wait for Lena and be with her or start her new life? RATED 17+ This novel contains sex, nudity, and violence.

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I MUST CONFESS

Where are you? Why are you still in my brain? Do you miss me? The first place that I can well remember was the crowd. The place where you and I see each other for the first time, we don't even realize that was the first time that we meet. My friend Alaia and I went to the coffee shop and discuss our paperwork. Then I see you again! “Did you see the woman who sitting alone there, she looks like Lindsey Morgan but with really dark hair" Alaia says as she points her eyes at the woman. “Can you imagine if you became gay and date someone like her? You guys probably will be a great couple, Morgan and BG" Alaia says as she stares at me. “Hell No! I'm totally straight! Who's BG?" I say as I highly raise an eyebrow. “BG is Becky G, stupid!” Alaia chuckles as she points her eyes at the woman. “Fuck you Alaia! I don't even look like Becky G” I say in whispers as I roll my eyes in disgust. The last semester was very stressful for me. My classmates and I attend Alaia's boy

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JH EN
sana more story pa po...
2024-10-16 10:49:14
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MaiaDeLaCruz21
Hello my love! I’ll start updating tomorrow! Miss you guys so much, of course I missed Lena too :p
2023-10-24 17:21:31
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Catherine Ylagan
next chapter pwis......
2023-06-01 16:27:27
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Anthony Chisolm
Hi are you still planning on finishing this story?
2023-04-02 11:43:35
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Gabriella
Updateeeee??? Can’t wait any longer
2023-03-24 17:51:59
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Anthony Chisolm
How often do you update?
2023-03-19 21:49:21
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MaiaDeLaCruz21
I learned a lot of spelling errors that frustrated my readers in this book, so to make all of you enjoy the book even more I will edit whole chapters and after that, I will start the daily updates, thank you so much, love you all! ...
2023-03-14 13:28:39
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ELVIRA INGALLA
hope you will update your next chapter..
2022-11-22 07:51:41
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Akira N
there are a lot of spelling errors in this book which sometimes can be frustrating but because of the storyline I still read it
2022-11-20 17:22:47
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Kimberly Campos
Hope you release your next chapter very soon
2022-10-06 04:12:53
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two_gang36
hope u will release your next chapters soon.
2022-05-14 02:05:14
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josilyn tonizol
next chapter pls...
2022-01-31 13:44:52
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DelainJade
You alive author?
2021-08-20 00:55:03
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cutejasmine
waiting for more chapters.. if you have any socmed that i can follow, please let me know. thank youu
2021-08-03 19:12:03
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update?????
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121 Chapters

I MUST CONFESS

Where are you? Why are you still in my brain? Do you miss me? The first place that I can well remember was the crowd. The place where you and I see each other for the first time, we don't even realize that was the first time that we meet. My friend Alaia and I went to the coffee shop and discuss our paperwork. Then I see you again! “Did you see the woman who sitting alone there, she looks like Lindsey Morgan but with really dark hair" Alaia says as she points her eyes at the woman. “Can you imagine if you became gay and date someone like her? You guys probably will be a great couple, Morgan and BG" Alaia says as she stares at me. “Hell No! I'm totally straight! Who's BG?" I say as I highly raise an eyebrow. “BG is Becky G, stupid!” Alaia chuckles as she points her eyes at the woman. “Fuck you Alaia! I don't even look like Becky G” I say in whispers as I roll my eyes in disgust. The last semester was very stressful for me. My classmates and I attend Alaia's boy
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LENA THINGS

LENA’S POINT OF VIEW I’m Aleena Mitchell, an American-Australian woman and I’m twenty-eight years old. I have almond-brown eyes and dark medium hair. I could bring all your sexual fantasies to life but thank God I'm only into pussies. I never had sex with a man before and that would be my worse day ever. People say I'm tall, I've been told, my mom is a Jew, I’ve been raised as a Jew and I believe in the signs of the universe. I met my dad once and my mom told me that he chose his girlfriend over my mom. He doesn't even know that I exist before I met him and my mom never told him about me. The relationship between me and my mom is like the usual mommy and daughter relationship. My mom had 3 jobs when I was ten, she worked a lot to pay my school bills. People keep asking me "Why did you become lesbian at a young age? You’re hot as fuck Lena, every man in this world could volunteer to be your slave if you wanted to!" Well, that's a good question and easy to answer. For me "God
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THOUGHTS

07:30 AM [5 missed calls Ben] [10 missed calls Alaia] [2 messages from Lena] “Damn, what time is it?” I say as I turn off the alarm. I woke up from the bed and reach over my phone at the bedside; I unlock my phone and stared at the top of the phone screen. “Good morning Maia, have a nice day! Last night was amazing! X Lena” “Jeez…” I mumble as I stare at the phone screen. When I’m about to get up from bed and start my day, Alaia calls me. “Where are you? I don’t even could call you last night, where have you been?” She says through the phone. FLASHBACK *Lena's apartment after back from the coffee shop last night* “Lena....” I moaned. “Shhh… show don’t tell” Lena said as she licked mine. “Hey, Alaia! I’m so sorry I sleepover at my friend’s apartment last night and I don’t bring my charger” I say as I gulped my saliva. “You have friends, besides me?” Alaia says as she raises her voice. “Never mind, so what's up?” I say in a low voice. “Today
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GOOD NIGHT LENA

Home sweet home, I’m home and I haven’t answered Lena’s messages, all of them. Today is a big day for me. I finally got a job as a writer in Purple magazine and today is my first day at work. Stirring and scrunching my face in dismay, I squinted and rolled over towards the sound of my phone, it was Alaia. Propping myself up on my elbows whilst lying on my bed I unplugged my charger from the phone and answer Alaia’s calls before slumping forward and face-planting my pillow. “Hey, Girl… Good luck for today!” Alaia says. “Awww thanks, honey! Please pray for me, hope I’m not ruining my day today” I say as I heavily sigh and chuckle. “You would never bitch! Good luck” Alaia replies. “Thanks, Al…” A sweet smile comes through my face as I hang up the phone. “I fucking hate morning!” I mumble as I throw the phone to the bedside. My phone rings once again, I reach over my phone at the bedside “Uggghhhh shit!”
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BITE THE BULLET

I listen to the I See Red by Everybody Loves an Outlaw song. “Did you really think…I'd just forgive and forget, no…” I sing as I soak myself in the shower. “Knock… Knock” The bathroom door sounds. “One sec…” I say as I take my towel and put it on. I open the door and I see Lena in front of me. “What makes you so long? Concert at the shower” Lena says as she stares at my tits, her mouth corner forming into a small but sweet smile and chuckling. “Ahhh… Shut up” I say as I inhale deeply and I roll my eyes and back to the shower. Lena walks around to the sink and brushes her teeth. “So how was your sleep, Lena?” I say as I’m soaking my body. “My sleep was pretty fun 'cause I woke up next to you!” Lena says as she brushes her teeth and stares at me from the mirror. “Hurry or we’ll be late!” Lena says. “I’m soaking my body, Lena... If you want to you can get in here!” I yell behind the curtains as I’m soaking my entire body. Lena opens the curtains and says “I’m right here”. I turn around
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VAINA LOCA

Well, I slept peacefully last night thanks to Lena because she’s on my mind, always. On the other hand, I haven’t talked to Ben since Lena and I make out yesterday morning. I’m in a grey area and I have no idea about what happened to my life. I felt bad for Ben because I betrayed him. Ben is a good guy, I knew but I don’t think that I’m happy with him, I was but now my happiest place is Lena, she’s the person that I’ve dreamt of, I don’t know if this is real or not or it's just my fantasies, it’s complicated. I don’t know if Lena and I could end up together or not but hopefully. Last year my Abuelita asked me about my plan for marriage and she wants to see Ben in person. I have no plan yet, maybe because I don’t think that Ben is my future. My family is homophobic, I guess but I’m not sure. I don’t know yet, I haven’t talked to them about my gay side but when I was 16 my family and I ever watched a movie together at the family gathering, before I move out, my family and I like to spe
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NOT A BAD DAY AT ALL

I sleep on my soft bed, covered in a pink blanket; my favorite color, after a tiring night. The sound of birds accompanying my morning and the morning car horns indicate people will start their workday. A soft breeze came in through the window, and the curtain danced. The soft breeze blows all over my body, the breeze seemed to say it's time to wake up. I open my eyes and stretch my body then I woke up. Leaving my bed and walking to the sink, I brush my teeth. I look into the mirror and think about how I felt last night. I wash my face gently and dry my face. I walk downstairs and walk towards the kitchen, heating the water and making a cup of coffee, a latte. I’m a coffee addict; I love coffee, especially latte. I walk to the fridge and take some biscuits then I brought the coffee with me and sit on the couch in the living room. I sip the coffee then I drink it, I eat the biscuits and occasionally dip them in coffee. This is the nicest morning I’ve ever been. No work, no paper, no p
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HOLD YOUR PIECE

The alarm woke me up and it was 6:30 AM. My eyes slowly start to open, I turn on the light and the light is about to blind me, I rub my eyes and get ready for work. I jump up and quickly get dressed. I stare at the phone screen. “Shit! It’s 7 AM” I mumble. “I'm supposed to be there at 07:15!” I say. I run downstairs and booked the Uber. I walk through my workplace knowing that I’m late and I see Alaia sitting in the lobby. “Hey, Maia..” Alaia says as she waves her hand. I walk through her in rush “Hey…” I say. “Lena asks me to wait here!” Alaia says. “She’s here?” I say. “Yes in hours…I guess” Alaia says. “Fuck…fuck…I’m late!” I mumble as I hug Alaia and run to my workplace. I lean on my seat and turn on the computer. Lena and Alaia walk through the workplace “Attention please…” Lena stands in front of the employees and introduces Alaia as the new employee. “Here’s Ms. Alaia Smith. She’s your work partner, please be cooperative and have a good day” Lena says as she stares at me. “A
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BABY MAMA

The alarm woke me up like usual…the sun is rising. I open my eyes slowly and yawn. I take my phone to the table, turn it on and stare at the phone screen. It’s 6 AM. I lay and move my hand to Lena’s space, moving my hand, looking for her, I pull the blanket and she isn’t there. I walk to the bathroom sink and brush my teeth, stare at the mirror, and wash my face. I walk downstairs and I see Lena holding little Alison, my sister sits on the couch and Lena stood while holding Alison. “Hey, you up” Lena look at me and smile. I’m smiling and walk to the kitchen, I’m making a cup of coffee. “She slept like a baby last night!” Lena says. “I know… I’m with her in her entire life” Rosa chuckles. “Did you guys just tease me?” I yell from the kitchen. They chuckle as I walk to the living room and kiss Alison’s cheek “Hey baby bear, you woke so early” I say. I sit on the couch and hold my hot coffee. “I thought you were leaving...” I say as I stare at Lena and sip the coffee. “No… I woke up
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DEAD FISH

I point my eyes to the tree behind the car’s window occasionally looking at Alison in the back seat. Lena keeps an eye on the road as she drives, little Ali sleeping in the back seat; I unwrap the chocolate cookies, and eat them. I stare at Lena as I chew the cookie “You want it?” I say. “I’m driving honey” Lena chuckles. “Lemme feed you!” I say as I run my hand to Lena’s mouth. “Ngap….” She opens her mouth and eats the cookie. “Mmm...” She chews the cookie and I eat mine. “Mmm… I love the flavor but I usually bought the peanut one” I say as chew the cookie. “I love everything about you...” Lena says in a whisper. “Pardon me? I can’t hear you” I say. “I don’t say anything!” Lena says in denial. “Aahhh...Come on!” I say as I’m begging her. Lena chuckles as she points her eyes at the road. When I look at Lena, I realize this is all I wanted, a beautiful wife, and a cute baby girl. I smile and wonder; how could someone like Lena could take my heart like this, I’m falling in love. Rosa
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