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2024-10-29 19:42:56Nagbaba siya ng tingin at tinitigan ang magkahawak naming kamay. Huminga siya nang malalim.
"I couldn't hold my phone or even dial anyone's number while I look after Abuela. Nanatili ako sa kwarto kung nasaan siya sa loob ng dalawang buwan. Doon na rin ako kumakain at natutulog dahil sinusumpong siya kapag hindi ako nakikita. We couldn't risk it since her heart was very fragile that time. I wanted so bad to contact you, babe. But I can't... "
"Rafael,""I'm sorry. I was holding on to your love too much that I assumed that you’ll still accept me when I comeback. I was so sure because I believed in your love. But I forgotten about the range of pain that you're probably experiencing while I'm gone. Natakot ako pero mas nangibabaw yung paniniwala ko na may babalikan pa ako. And I lost you... "Umiling ako. "You never did, Rafael."Unti-unti kong inalis ang yakap niya sa akin para mapaharap sa kaniya. Agad kong pinahiran ang kaniyRelated chapters
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Maybe it was the happiness and comfort of being with him that made me dream of something so surreal. Ikinakasal daw kami sa simbahan at maraming nanonood. Nakita ko ang mga kaibigan namin at pamilyang masaya kaming pinapalakpakan at humihiyaw. Mumulat ako sa naramdamang mararahan na haplos sa aking buhok. Nakabalot ang kaniyang braso sa aking katawan at yinayapos ako. I felt the blanket around me to secure me from the cold, maybe it was his doing since I remember that I fell asleep after because of the exhaustion from swimming.Gumalaw ako para humarap sa kaniya para mayakap pa siya ng mas mahigpit. Naging mabagal ang paglubog ng araw ngayon at nagpapasalamat ako. Hindi ko pa siya kayang bitawan. Gusto ko pa siyang makasama ng mas matagal."Hmm?" he hummed when he saw that I was already awake.Medyo madilim na dahil tuluyan nang nakalubog ang araw. Ngunit sapat pa rin ang liwanag upang makita ang maaliwalas niyang mukha. Bakas ang kasiyahan sa kaniya. It
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Her mother looked at me with her worried eyes. Kahit nahihirapan ay pasimple akong tumango at hinarap si Rafael na problemado na."Hey..." I caressed both of his cheeks as I guide him to look at me. His eyes dilated in worry. "Let's go pack your clothes."Umiiling niyang hinagilap ang mga kamay ko at hinalikan 'yon. "I promised you—""Rafael, this is your family.""Then come with me to Spain!"Nagulat man ay hindi na ako nagpahalata. I knew he'll suggest that. Talagang hindi lang ako makapaniwala na isasama niya talaga ako."I'm studying here, Rafael. S-Saka, nandito ang pamilya ko. Hindi ako papayagan.""Ipagpapaalam kita kay Tita—" Kapwa siyang natigilan at agad na nalungkot ang mga mata. Lumabo ang paningin ko sa kaniya dahil sa banta ng mga luha. I know, love. I'm sorry about mama."Babe," marahan kong tawag sa kaniya. "You have to go.""M-Maybe I can just follo
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Mugto ang mga mata, bumangon na ako sa kama para maghanda na sa pagpasok. Madaling araw na akong nakatulog kagabi dala ng pagod mula sa mga nangyari. I turned off my phone and left it on my drawer. Ayokong dalhin ito dahil paniguradong lagi ko itong sisilip-silipin para tingnan ang mga litrato namin. I don't want to reread our conversations too because I'll surely breakdown. Pagbaba ko'y nakasalubong ko pa si Mama sa pagpasok ko sa kusina para kumuha ng tubig. She looked at me, worry is etched on her face. But I gave her a flat expression and passed thru her. My heart is completely numb to feel any kind of feelings right now. Pagod na itong masaktan, pagod na ring mag mahal."A-Anak, may allowance ka pa?" si Mama.Hindi ko siya sinagot at nagpatuloy sa pagsalin ng tubig sa baso.Hindi ko kayang tingnan at kausapin siya. Dahil sa tuwing nangyayari 'yon, umuusbong ang galit. May parte sa aking sinisisi siya kung bakit nangyayari ang lah
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I woke up with the smell of alcohol. Sa pagmulat ko ng mga mata ay napansin kong nakahiga ako sa kung anong malambot. May nakapalibot na kurtina sa kamang hinihigaan ko. Napahawak ako sa aking noo dahil sa naramdamang hilo saka dahan-dahang bumangon para makaupo. Kasabay niyon ay ang biglang pagkahawi ng kurtina.Parehas pa kaming nagulat ni Nurse Anne. She cleared her throat and gave me a small smile as she proceeds on pushing the curtains on the side. Umawang ang labi ko noong makita si Miss Halona na nakatayo pala sa tabi niya. Her sharp eyes stared at me, blank and serious. I gulped in anxious and averted my eyes away from her."Hija, may nararamdaman ka bang masakit sa katawan mo?" tanong ni Nurse Anne sa akin. Umiling ako. "W-Wala po.""Nahimatay ka kanina, hija," she informed me before she started explaining my health complications. Nagbaba na ako ng tingin noong binanggit niya ang pagkakakulang ko sa pahinga. Magpapatuloy pa sana
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TW: Sexual Harassment & Mentions of Self-Harm.Hindi ko alam kung ilang oras ba akong nanatiling nakaupo lang sa sahig, tulala at tila wala na sa sarili. Nakasandal ako sa lamesa ni Papa at hindi na rin siya umalis sa tabi ko simula noong yumakap siya sa akin. Nanuyo na ang mga luha sa aking pisngi, kumalma na ang aking mga hikbi, ngunit hindi napapawi ang sakit sa puso kong tahimik na humihiling na sana matapos na ang lahat ng ito. Pabalik-balik ang kanina pang kumakatok sa pintuan ng Principal's Office at kahit isang beses ay hindi iyon nilapitan ni Papa. He remained seated as he carefully watches me to ease my pain. Pero sa pagkakataon na 'to, wala nang kahit sino pa ang makakatulong para mahilom ang sugat na unti-unting umuubos sa akin. Kahit ako.Dahan-dahan akong tumayo sa pagkakaupo at natataranta naman siyang inalalayan ako. Sa natitirang lakas ay hinigit ko ang braso ko mula sa pagkakahawak niya. Nagulat siya roon ngunit hindi
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I don't know how much I can still endure to live in this lifetime. I don't know how much I can still sacrifice to save my family from the cruelty of the world. I don't know how much I can still find the purpose of everything. I don't know. I'm completely broke and in complete, all I could ever hold on to is the feeling of emptiness inside me. In hopes of filling up the spaces someday... I looked at my mother with nothing but rage as she wipes my arm with a wet towel. Droplets of tears are falling down from her eyes as she sniffs and stifle her mumbled cries. As I took in the view of her guilt and sadness, a warm feeling of pain builds up in my chest. Why? That's all I could think of. And I don't even know if I'm ready to hear her answers. I don't know if I'm capable to grasp it within my sanity to calm my raging thoughts. "K-Kabilang kamay naman, anak." When Felix
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I figured that Felix already knows that Mama is aware of what his evil schemes as to why he decided to lock us inside the house. Nagulat na lang ako paggising kinabukasan, bumungad si Felix sa kwarto ko at itinulak ako papasok sa banyo. Hindi na ako nagtangkang manlaban o sumigaw dahil nakahiga sila Mama at Seira sa aking kama, mahimbing ang tulog.I looked at Felix with profound disgust as I remove my clothes. There are times that I imagine myself stabbing him until he bleeds to death. There are times that I hope he'll crash into an accident and lose his breath.Am I too cruel to ask for someone's passing? That I even pray to Him.For the past few weeks of staying locked down inside our house, we weren't able to move freely. Mama and I would give cautious
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TW: Physical AbuseLibo-libong boltahe ng kuryente ang umaatake sa aking puso. Pakiramdam ko ay biglang sumikip ang buong lugar dahil nauubusan ako ng hangin upang makapagsalita. The building up tension inside my chest cause the sudden exhaustion. Sa sandaling napakinggan ko ang kaniyang boses, tila isang tawag na iyon ng paghimlay at pahinga.“R-Rafael…” I mumbled in yearning.His faint chuckle on the other line made me close my eyes so I could grasp the sensation it brought me more. I am having a hard time believing that I am really talking to him right now. Nananaginip ba ako? Sana’y hindi na ako magising pa.“Baby, hi&hellip
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“It would be better if you’ll let her stay here for a while so we can monitor her as well. What she’s going through, Ms. Rolloque, isn’t the type to be neglected further.”I presented to be asleep the whole time that Aunt Luzette was talking to the Doctor who checked up on me. I didn’t have to hear her diagnosis because I have already confirmed it myself ever since I spot on the symptoms of it. From my mind’s less capability of keeping me sane to the bruises that I’ve inflicted on myself.After a few moments, the Doctor finally went out and left us inside the hospital room where I am at. I heard Aunt Rolloque sighing in defeat, too heavy that I feel like I was already starting to become a burden to her. But what can I do? Eto ako ngayon. Kahit ang sarili ko ay hindi ko na makontrol.“I know you’re awake,” aniya makalipas ang ilang sandali. Hindi pa rin ako mumulat at nagpatuloy sa pagpapanggap. Sh
