FREYA___03
**Even as several weeks slowly went by, the mysterious incident continued to linger in my mind, I was going crazy thinking about it.
Who cleared the evidence of the accident? And why?
How could the police even not know about it? They had their CCTV across almost every street. The more I thought about it, the more complicated the whole issue was."And that's all for today! You have until next week to submit your projects!" The professor's voice broke into my thoughts.
I gathered my books and other of my writing materials, too absent-minded to exchange any pleasantries with my coursemates.I walked out of the lecture hall, to the park across where Darla and I had both agreed to meet. Her car was there, but when I looked around, she was nowhere in sight.
I spotted a black BMW on the opposite side of the road the strange feeling I'd been getting for these past few days returned.
Goosebumps crept to my neck as I turned around in vain to find the secret eyes watching me. Was this the same car I had seen opposite my apartment just last week?
The thought that I probably have a stalker was enough to creep me out.
To know that someone was out there, watching___ Waiting___
A hand from behind touched my shoulders and I half-screamed, jerking around only to find Darla. "What did you do that for " I yelled angrily, my reaction seemed to confuse her. I nearly started to cry, I was tired of being so tensed and filled with suspicion.
"I'm sorry! I didn't know you would get so rattled, you were just staring around, so..." She started, her eyes widening when she saw me blinking back tears.
"Geez, are you alright? You look so pale, you're not sick, are you?" Her palm lifted to touch my forehead.
"I'm f__fine!" I exhaled shakily, she was still watching me closely, not buying my response.
"I've noticed that you've seemed distracted for more than a week, you act all different, it's as if I'm living with a completely different person, I thought that it may be because of your upcoming exams, but that doesn't seem to be it. What is really going on?"
"I'm fine! There's nothing wrong!" I spoke but she waved it off with a flick of her hands.
"You are not fine! You barely even talk to me now, you're always wanting to be on your own, I also noticed that you don't even talk to Ethan either. I feel so bad as your friend knowing you can't confide your troubles to me, it makes me feel useless."
I sighed inwardly, guilt overwhelmed me when I saw her sad expression.
I hadn't told her everything that happened that night, I only told her that we escaped an accident but not the surrounding details of it.
"I don't know, I just get the feeling that something bad is going to happen to me."
I'm scared___
That someone is after me, watching me__ I'm so afraid that I can't sleep well at night without dreaming of the accident, I didn't say these thoughts aloud." Why do you say that? You have to tell me, I have to be able to help you!" She urged.
My phone vibrated, interrupting whatever I was about to say.
A scowl formed on my face when I saw it was Ethan's name displayed on the screen.
We've not spoken to each other since the day I left his house, why was he calling me now?
I bit my bottom lip still contemplating when Darla suddenly snatched the phone from my hand.
"I knew it! It had to be a relationship problem! You followed Ethan home the other day, are you guys dating now? Oh God did you two fight? Is that what your mood is about?"I tried to collect my phone but she held it high above her head.
"Not until you spill everything! Why didn't you tell me that you both got together? Did you both quarrel?" She spoke again and I snapped at her irritation.
"There's nothing between me and him! We are not in any kind of relationship, can you just stop talking about him?"
I was still tensed by the thought of someone following me, talks about Ethan surely didn't help. She gave me a long stare as though trying to figure out why I just yelled.I sighed quietly, she wasn't to be blamed for anything, I shouldn't take out my frustrations on her.
"I'm sorry__ I didn't mean to shout, how about I tell you everything when we get back to the house?"
"You better!" She handed my phone back to me.
It already stopped ringing. I tossed it inside my bag.I guess I would never know what Ethan had to say because I had no intentions of calling him back.*
*
I ended up telling Darla everything about the accident, even the part where Ethan had assaulted me.
She had burned with rage, wanting me to call the cops on him, I had barely managed to stop her from storming to his house to confront him.She also thought that it was weird that Ethan's car was missing. She strongly believed that he had lied to me or something and had advised me to go to the police if I really felt that someone was after me.
I had no intent to, at least not yet.
I mean, I wasn't fully sure if someone was really after me or if I was just being paranoid.
After speaking to my parents shortly on the phone, I headed to work.
I didn't think there was any need to tell them what happened, they would only get worried and Dad's high blood pressure has been worsening lately.
Working in the restaurant was exhausting as usual, by 10 pm, my shift was finally over. I tiredly changed my outfit.
"See you tomorrow!" I waved to my colleagues, walking outside.
The gentle breeze blew across my face and hair, it was already late in the night but people still walked in the streets, and few cars were passing by.
I've never had a problem returning home by myself after work before, but this night, I was feeling very anxious.I should probably take a taxi but my house was only a five minutes walk from here.
My eyes surveyed the street, there wasn't anything weird, it looked all the same, why couldn't I get over the frightening feeling of being watched? Would the incident haunt me for life? I felt my cell phone vibrate in my purse. It was a message from Darla."Are you okay? where are you right now? Have you reached home? Your boss' said you already left. Love ya"
I also saw on my screen that I had more than seven missed calls. One from my mom and six from Ethan.
What was his problem?"I'm fine, I'm already on the way." I hit the send button to reply to Darla when my phone blinked with a new message.
"Freya! Where the hell are you?! For god's sake answer the call! It's urgent." The text read.
It was from Ethan.I blew out an annoyed breath, about to insert my phone into my pocket when it vibrated again.
"They are after me right now! You have to escape! " The message sent a shiver of fear traveling down my spine.
"Run."That was the end of the text.All the hairs on my body stood in alarm.
Who was after him? I glanced around the dark street, fear made my legs stagger.My fingers shook as I started to dial his number.
It was unreachable.I did the only thing I could think of.
Run!
I was running as fast as I could, I had to get home first.
Then, I would call the police.I was breathless and tired by the time I got to our apartment.
I pounded heavily on the door, then shoved it open. It easily gave way much to my relief, and I entered inside.I didn't bother to turn on the lights as I searched for Darla while panting heavily.
If I hadn't been in such a panicked state, I would have remembered that Darla was spending the night at her boyfriend's place. The door should never have been opened.
I heard noises coming from the bedroom, thinking it had to be Darla, I raced towards the room.
"Darla! Someone is after me, I think they got Ethan!" I pushed the door open.
A startling cry escaped my mouth when I met a giant figure instead of Darla. There were no lights to see his face.
The shock held me paralyzed for the shortest seconds.
I took a step backward.Then another.I was just starting to run when a giant arm, caught my arms, roughly shoving me against the floor.
"Who are you? Let me go!" I screamed when he tackled me against the floor.
"No no no no!" I struggled with my legs and arms, hitting and biting every part of the giant I could come across.
Unfortunately, it didn't seem to affect him in the least bit.My breath was snatched from me when a heavy blow connected to my head. I screamed in pain causing my movements to cease.
I was barely catching my breath and recovering from the horrible pain when a sharp object pierced my neck.
Numbness flooded through my body, I wanted to scream, beg, fight, just to do anything at all, but I couldn't. I was paralyzed. The darkness was rapidly starting to envelop me. The last thing I heard before the world went completely dark was a deep gruff voice saying."Boss, the job is done, I've got her."FREYA___04 * * I became slowly aware of the feeling of nausea, my mouth felt flaky, and I felt like my tongue had swollen twice its size.Wait__Why was it so dark? I felt a slight pressure around my eyes and realized that I was blindfolded. My heart jerked with panic as memories flooded my head. The man in our apartment! I have been kidnapped! I tried to move to discover that my hands and legs were tied. I couldn't move an inch. I was lying on something soft and comfortable, most likely a bed. Tears of panic and helplessness burned in my eyes as I tried to figure out what was going on. Ethan had tried to warn me! Why didn't I answer his call earlier? Who were these people? Did they kidnap him as well? My body trembled as I thought of every possible thing that could happen to me. Would they kill me? Rape me? I didn't want to die, not just yet. I was too young, I'd barely started to live my life! My tears soaked the blindfold as I struggled against the binds to no av
NIKOLAS__05* *Anger, pain, resentment, grief, and other millions of hurtful emotions ever known seared through his heart like the hot sharp curve of a blade. His wife was dead. So was their child. Nikolas looked around as he inhaled deeply, puffing out the smoke of the cigarette dangling between his fingers. He was familiar with pain, but for the first time, he didn't know how to deal with it. The cigarette and alcohol could only provide relief for a short period and after that, all that would be left was emptiness. Nikolas couldn't help but blame himself, he should never have made that trip that night, he should have insisted Valentina went along with him, would she have been alive now? She had been so excited about the baby, wanting to give him the family he had always wanted. Just a day before her wrongful death, they had designed their son's nursery and did some little shopping for the baby. He should have known that their little joy wouldn't last. Happiness just wasn'
FREYA__06 * *My body froze, I was unable to even draw in a breath. There was so much blood, it looked unreal. If I hadn't known Ethan so well, I might not have been able to recognize him. His dull gaze reflected only one emotion. Hopelessness. As though he thought it was already over for him and he had accepted that fact already. He was half naked, there was not a spot on his body that was not covered with bruises. A deep gash on his forehead where he continued to bleed profusely. His jaw was swollen, as though he had been punched too many times. Even his nose was abnormally angled, the blood there told me that it was broken as well. "No, let her go! She h__had nothing to do with what happened!" He muttered. If anything the hands gripping my shoulders became even tighter. "I said to leave her! I was the one driving! I killed your wife! She d__doesn't come in any part of this!" He choked, coughing vomit mixed with blood. "Stop it__" I wanted to scream but my voice was s
FREYA 07 * *I didn't know how I managed to fall asleep after eating. Even more shocking was when my eyes fluttered open to the bright sunlight that reflected through the window. I was a fool! Sleeping so care-freely when I should have in fact already come up with an escape plan. I wished I could slap myself for being such a dummy who would die due to my own stupidity. My brain started to think about several escape plans, first, I had to at least find out where I was, secondly, I had to find out exactly how huge this house was. How many people were present, he had to have several armed bodyguards at least. The sound of the door clicking had me flinching to a sitting position. It wasn't my captor that appeared. A blonde-haired woman dressed in a lab coat, she was carrying a box in one of her hands. "I'm Doctor Chelsea, I want you to lie down on the bed, I need to carry out a few tests." I could only gape at her. "W_what tests? And w_why?" The question slipped from my mo
FREYA__08* * DARK SCENES, INCLUDING ABUSE AND NONCONSENT. CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN RISK! He was going to come for me this night. My body shivered beneath the covers. That man was a lunatic, his wife was already dead. His grief was no excuse for his sick plan. My body jerked at the sound of the door clicking open. The moment he appeared, his huge frame covering the doorway, I flinched from the bed. Cold sweats of dread already covering my whole body. A hopeless whimper escaped my mouth when he clicked the door shut. His cold blue eyes which seemed darker in the dim lights gazed at him for long moments. I prayed in my heart that he was having a change of mind. I should disgust him enough for him to realize that he didn't want this. My prayers were not answered, the predatory gleam that made him look like a wolf hunting for its meal made me tremble. Maybe if I could make it through the door___escape this room, then__He noticed the direction of my stare and a sardonic smile etche
FREYA__09 * * My body was curled into a ball, wanting to make myself as small as possible. I wanted to disappear. For how long did I remain on the bed filled with self loathe and humiliation just staring at the blank ceiling? The tears had stopped falling, I had told myself earlier that I would bravely face whatever hardship that came my way, nothing could have ever prepared me for him. I looked out the window to realize that it was morning already, the pain had kept me awake all night. I still felt him even though he was gone. His taunts, touch, breath. I could still feel everything. My eyes shifted downward to my thigh and the sight of my blood mixed with his dried semen sickened me. My stomach revolted and with great difficulty, I managed to limp from the bed, my eyes tearing up from the pain each movement caused. I was raped.Never in a million years would I have thought that one day, I would become that girl. Maybe it was because I didn't beg him enough, perhaps I s
FREYA__10* * "As you wish!" His hand reached to wipe my spit from his chin, and then he was completely on me in a flash, his hand which had been on my chin moved to my hair as he nudged me forward. I had no choice but to follow him like a sacrificial lamb or my hair would be completely ripped from my scalp. He led me out of the room, I was already panicking but stubbornness did not allow me to beg him. Where was he taking me? He led us through the large hallway and made several turns. As this was the first time I was getting out of the room, I tried to search around with my eyes for a possible escape route, which led to the question once again, where exactly was this place? Why couldn't see an exit door even though we'd been walking for so long? I had tried to get a glimpse of this place through the window in my room but all I had seen were endless trees, were we in the middle of a forest? I could only think of how hard it would be to locate me in this deserted place. He
FREYA__11* * He didn't exactly take me to my bedroom, he had only tossed me outside his office after he was done with me. I was left to wander the house like a broken doll. He must be confident that I wouldn't be able to leave, outside of the house must be heavily guarded. His final words after telling me to ready myself to meet his guests, had been for me to prepare something to eat, adding that the ugly statement about needing me to be healthy for conception. I didn't want to become pregnant for this monster. I wished to be infertile or something. I couldn't become pregnant after one time, right? The thought didn't give me any relief as I realized that he would continue to force himself on me until his aims were achieved. I wiped at my tears angrily, it didn't change anything. I didn't know why I suddenly looked up, perhaps it was because of the sensation of being watched. I was appalled when I spotted two cameras on the ceiling. He was probably watching me right now,
FREYA__21**I didn't see Nikolas until the next day. The atmosphere seemed to drop by a certain degree the moment he walked inside. I refused to look away from the book I was reading, not even when he stood in front of the bed. "Freya." My name was called quietly. I didn't respond to it, still pissed about being locked up for the whole of yesterday. How dare he come here now? I wasn't interested to hear anything if it wasn't about letting me go. "You had enough time to think about it, you should understand why I need you to stay with me."Was he insane? I didn't understand anything! Yes, I had enough time to think, but it was about the million ways I could grant him a horrible death. "Freya. Look at me!" He hissed and suddenly, the book was ripped from my hand and tossed towards the door.I folded my arms to glare at him, he finally earned my attention. "You need to answer me when I fucking speak to you!" He said through gritted teeth, his icy blue eyes filled with irritation
FREYA__20**"How could you?!" My lips twisted in disgust, and next my palm connected with his face. His expression morphed into surprise as though he had not expected it. He was an animal, after overhearing his conversation with Angelo, I still found it hard to believe that a human could be this vile. The devil was kinder compared to him. "Why did you do this to me?" I screamed. My fists continued to connect with whatever part of his body I could touch. They hurt so fucking bad and I hoped that he felt the same. "You knew I was innocent all this time, how could you? You refused to tell me even after finding out, you're a monster!" Angry tears streaked down my face, I was so enraged and all I could think about was how to kill him. He didn't try to stop me even when I continued to hit him, the fact that he was barely having any reaction made me madder than I've ever been in my life. "Freya, wait listen__" His palms cupped my face, but I spat up at him, forcing myself away from
FREYA 19* *The way his eyes fell on the broken pieces of the bottle on the floor caused a bead of sweat to roll down my cheeks. My gaze met Marianna who appeared equally nervous, secretly pleading with her not to tell on me. She'd been kind to me in the past few days, and I wanted to believe that it was real. Nikolas's attention returned to mine, as though demanding an explanation. "I wanted some water, I didn't mean to break it. I'm s_sorry. I'll clean it right away." I stammered, quickly bending to my knees. I started to pick up the numerous shards of glass, my fingers were trembling so much that several pieces of glass slashed my fingers, causing them to bleed. I bit back the cry of pain that threatened to escape, my fingers were getting scraped but I didn't dare to stop. Suddenly, I was yanked to my feet, almost landing against his solid chest, and was forced to meet his eyes which were charged with anger. Oh god! He was going to strike me. I braced myself for pain
FREYA 18* * My body jerked awake from the nightmare. He had succeeded in visiting my dreams again. I could still almost hear his cruel laughter. In the dream, I had given birth to a baby. He had snatched the infant from me and had produced a wicked-looking knife to slit my throat. My job was done, he was going to send me to hell. My fingers still trembled as I switched on the bedside lamp, causing light to flood the room. I palmed my abdomen through the silky materials of my nightie. Four weeks? Six weeks? How far along was I? The baby would continue to grow even though I didn't want it. If Nikolas killed me, the child would never know its mother. He would be born into this brutal world, void of love. Sympathy for both myself and the new life overwhelmed me. I couldn't save myself from this cruel fate, but it didn't have to suffer from my own misfortune. I would be doing it a favor if I got rid of it. With these crazy thoughts running through my mind, I pushed the covers a
FREYA__17* *Weird things have been happening lately. Marianna was a lot more friendly. I couldn't believe it when she gifted me several books to read whenever I got bored. Even more shocking was when she brought me very expensive skincare brands after complaining that my skin appeared too dull which was probably attributed to the early phase of pregnancy. It was as though she was always waiting to get me whatever I wanted. The morning sickness was no joke, I vomited anything that touched my mouth. Most of the time, I ended up with a fever and severe headache. Perhaps this was the reason Nikolas took mercy upon me, I was no longer confined to the mansion, I was allowed to be outside for how ever long I wanted. Most relieving of all was that he'd never tried to touch me, he no longed appeared harsh all of the time whenever he spoke to me. I always wondered why the sudden change of attitude. Was it only due to my pregnancy? To make his unborn child comfortable? I didn't know why
FREYA__16* *The whole world was a lie. Love_Happiness_It was all an illusion. I might have had friends, and perhaps my parents must have loved me, but in these few days, I kept thinking that my old life must have been a dream. Now, all I felt was despair. I was constantly drowning, hate consumed my mind, spreading like wildfire through my veins. I hated him and even more, loathed his seed which was growing inside of me. My palms slowly caressed my stomach, there wasn't a difference. But I could feel it.And I despised its very existence. Maybe it was a relief that he was going to kill me as soon as I give birth to his monster baby. I would never get to see any of them again.A tear escaped from my eyes, onto the pillow as I turned to my side. I wanted relief from this constant pain in my chest, my heart ached like I was constantly being sliced by a wicked chainsaw. I felt worthless. I was even powerless to give myself death because he'd promised to kill everyone I
FREYA__15* * I gagged, heaving the entire contents of my stomach into the toilet. I rinsed my mouth from the bitter taste of bile and also splashed some water on my face. It seemed every time I vomited, I was suddenly relieved from this strange illness that occur only in the mornings. My palms clasped around my stomach, these illness has persisted for more than five days now. I didn't want to think about the possibility that lingered at the back of my mind. It had to be food poisoning, or perhaps the weather, since I'd been trapped in this mansion for god knows how long. For the past several weeks that went past, Nikolas had ensured that I took pregnancy tests, they had always turned out negative, and while I had been relieved, he had always seemed impatient and angry. He had always been there to ensure that I took the vitamin supplements he provided and his sexual activities increased tremendously. I had just begun to hope that I was infertile or that he and I were someho
NIKOLAS___14* *After the meeting when everyone had left, Angelo stayed behind. Nikolas was still tempted to ask him what his conversation with Freya this afternoon had been about and had taken the opportunity when they had both drank several glasses of alcohol, and the whiskey has started to kick. "She is innocent Nik, she told me how it happened and I believe her." His friend spoke drunkenly, then Angelo started to talk about how beautiful she was and his he couldn't believe Nikolas would hurt a woman like that. Nikolas's fist clenched around his glass of alcohol, a disturbing sensation settling in his chest. How could Angelo believe her when they had fully made their investigations? Just because she appeared innocent didn't mean she was. How had she gotten Angelo to believe her so quickly, was she throwing herself on his friend now? Rage simmered in his heart as he staggered to his feet. Angelo seemed to be unconscious of it. "She is my prisoner, I will do whatever I want
FREYA___13* *"Don't trust wherever she tells you, she can't help you." Angelo suddenly appeared. How did I miss his presence? He had also listened to my conversations with Vivian. "How do you know she can't help me? I think all she wants is Nikolas and she can have him." I queried. "That's exactly why you shouldn't trust her, she'd always lurked around even when her sister was married to him. I should warn you that she's crazy, she already hates you, and she would rather see you dead than help you." Angelo stared at my resigned expression, there was a softness in his eyes that made me just want to rely on him. "Even if you do manage to escape, you won't get far. I know Nikolas, he will hunt you down, and he will catch you. You will not only implicate yourself, but your family as well, and I'm sure you do not want that." I shuddered at his words, recalling how Nikolas had his men beat my father unconscious. "But you know I'm innocent, why can't you help me? He trusts you, you