FREYA___04
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I became slowly aware of the feeling of nausea, my mouth felt flaky, and I felt like my tongue had swollen twice its size.
Wait__Why was it so dark?I felt a slight pressure around my eyes and realized that I was blindfolded.
My heart jerked with panic as memories flooded my head. The man in our apartment! I have been kidnapped! I tried to move to discover that my hands and legs were tied. I couldn't move an inch. I was lying on something soft and comfortable, most likely a bed. Tears of panic and helplessness burned in my eyes as I tried to figure out what was going on. Ethan had tried to warn me! Why didn't I answer his call earlier? Who were these people? Did they kidnap him as well? My body trembled as I thought of every possible thing that could happen to me.Would they kill me? Rape me?
I didn't want to die, not just yet. I was too young, I'd barely started to live my life!
My tears soaked the blindfold as I struggled against the binds to no avail, the ropes only ended up cutting deep into my skin, but I didn't give up, not even when the pain became unbearable and I had no doubts that my wrists were bleeding.
Every tragic story I've seen in the news about girls being kidnap made my shaking intensify.
At least, I could feel my clothes on my body, it provided the slightest relief. I haven't been violated. Yet.My ears rose in alarm at the sound of a door opening.
My breath died in my throat as I stilled my movements. I had to be quiet, maybe if they thought I was still unconscious, they would leave, and I would get some time to escape.The approaching footsteps grew louder. Then it ceased.
There was a deafening silence.I couldn't resist a flinch when cool fingers stroked my face. The hand proceeded downward to grasp my neck painfully, cutting short my air supply.
I struggled in vain, my tears were soaked up by the blindfold.
I knew it then.
I was going to die. I would never see my parents again, their biggest dream was to see me graduate college, but that dream was to be cut short___
My head started to feel dizzy, and just when I thought I would pass out, the pressure on my neck was removed.
I gasped, choking desperately for the air my lungs craved. My situation was worse because I was tied up and also couldn't see my attacker.
"Please__" I begged.
"Who are you? W__hy are you d__doing this to me?" I continued to cough, fingers grasped my head and suddenly the cloth material covering my eyes was yanked away.
I was blinded by the bright light and blinked a few times to adjust my vision, the room looked expensive and was very well furnished.
Then I saw him. The figure intimidating towering above me.
My heart flared in recognition, my body was frozen in shock and confusion. My mouth was dry as the desert, I managed to gather saliva to allow me to speak."Y_you?" I sputtered, still in shock.
His dark hair curled a little around his face, and his features were hard and__ astonishing. No, captivating.
It was his eyes that held me, an electrifying cold blue. Utterly terrifying like the rest of him.
"It's nice to see you remember me, Hello, Freya." His voice was cold___ detached.
It sent a rush of anxiety through my veins.
While I pondered how he knew my name, I was confused as hell right now. I thought that day I met him and his wife at our restaurant would be the last time I see him.
Why would he kidnap me?
I flinched again when he suddenly moved, but he only pulled out a chair, so he was sitting beside the bed I was currently strapped against."Why? What's going on? Please untie me and let me go__" He lifted his hand in the air and I automatically jerked, thinking he was about to strike me.
"You are going to remain silent, I will do the speaking!" His voice was raw and hostile just like the other day at the restaurant. As much as I was scared, a flare of anger raced through me.
He was the one who drugged me, Abducted me, and currently had me tied for god knows why.
"I have every right to ask, who exactly are you__"
He struck fast. Grasping my jaw with so much force, threatening to dislocate the bones."I said I will do the speaking! You are going to learn to do exactly as I say very quickly!" He spat, suddenly letting go of me as though I disgusted him.
I didn't miss the look of cold raw hate in his eyes as he glared down at me.
Did I do something to deserve it? I suddenly wondered.He relaxed against his seat, straightening the sleeves of his shirt, and continued speaking like he'd not just attacked me, my jaw still hurt, and the skin there was bruised no doubt.
"Do you know what I've been thinking these few days?" He spoke.
No, you dumbass!
I didn't dare say it aloud. The last thing I wanted was to be strangled to death by this crazy man."I kept thinking about several ways to kill you." His cold stare met mine.
The ease with which he said those words made me tremble, at the same time painful stings of tears started to form in my eyes.
He was going to kill me. I was tied up and would be helpless to stop him."As I watch you go on your normal daily activities, I would be tempted to empty bullets into you, but then, that death would have been too quick and easy." He smiled coldly, appearing even scarier.
My daily activities?
This meant he had been watching me! That constant feeling of being watched hadn't been my imagination at all!"I want you to suffer, which was why I thought about bathing you with acid, to let you feel every burn_ Your bones would melt__ and you will experience every bit of the agony." His voice turned darker, the grief in his eyes was intense.
Burn?___
A different kind of fear settled in my heart, why was my brain starting to think about the__
No, I had to be wrong! Please god! Let me be wrong! I met his stare unable to be silent any longer. "I've only met you once, what have I ever done to you? Why do you want to kill me? Why?" I tried to be brave but the trembling of my voice sold me out.When I had been walking around the streets all through this week, I could have easily died.
Now, I was here. I didn't want to think about being bathed in acid. I couldn't even imagine it, it was traumatic to my brain already.He leaned closer to me, his eyes keeping mine captive. I could feel my heart ramming hard against my ribcage, threatening to tear my flesh apart.
"Why don't you try to remember? Did you do something that made you deserve all these things I'm about to do to you? Think!" He thundered and a scared whimper escaped my mouth.
I could think of a reason anyone would possibly want me dead.
That drunken night.
The disappearances of all evidence, including Ethan's car. Even the police had not taken such a big statement seriously, all these had to be done by an influential person.Lastly, Ethan's message. He had warned me that they were coming after him, as well as me.
It all pointed to one thing, the person who had cleared all the evidence of the accident was after the both of us."I see you're smart after all!" He spoke and I stared at him.
Was he the person we had hit? He survived the accident and wanted his revenge on us? I searched his body with my gaze for signs of burns or wounds. His grey pants and long-sleeved shirt covered most of his body but he didn't appear to be injured to me."The accident. It was you." I whispered and his gaze narrowed at me.
"You have to believe that we didn't mean to hurt you, it was all a mistake__""It wasn't me!!" He bellowed, thick angry veins pulsating in his neck.
"Your mistake took them away from me! You killed her!!" He yanked my shoulders, dragging me off the bed."My wife is dead because of your fucking mistake!" His eyes were wet with tears.
Raw hate, anguish, and unmistakenly rage reflected in his eyes.His statement hit me across the face like a brutal whip.
Hot tears streamed down my cheeks. At this moment, I didn't know if I was feeling sorry for his sad situation or for myself. What would become of me?NIKOLAS__05* *Anger, pain, resentment, grief, and other millions of hurtful emotions ever known seared through his heart like the hot sharp curve of a blade. His wife was dead. So was their child. Nikolas looked around as he inhaled deeply, puffing out the smoke of the cigarette dangling between his fingers. He was familiar with pain, but for the first time, he didn't know how to deal with it. The cigarette and alcohol could only provide relief for a short period and after that, all that would be left was emptiness. Nikolas couldn't help but blame himself, he should never have made that trip that night, he should have insisted Valentina went along with him, would she have been alive now? She had been so excited about the baby, wanting to give him the family he had always wanted. Just a day before her wrongful death, they had designed their son's nursery and did some little shopping for the baby. He should have known that their little joy wouldn't last. Happiness just wasn'
FREYA__06 * *My body froze, I was unable to even draw in a breath. There was so much blood, it looked unreal. If I hadn't known Ethan so well, I might not have been able to recognize him. His dull gaze reflected only one emotion. Hopelessness. As though he thought it was already over for him and he had accepted that fact already. He was half naked, there was not a spot on his body that was not covered with bruises. A deep gash on his forehead where he continued to bleed profusely. His jaw was swollen, as though he had been punched too many times. Even his nose was abnormally angled, the blood there told me that it was broken as well. "No, let her go! She h__had nothing to do with what happened!" He muttered. If anything the hands gripping my shoulders became even tighter. "I said to leave her! I was the one driving! I killed your wife! She d__doesn't come in any part of this!" He choked, coughing vomit mixed with blood. "Stop it__" I wanted to scream but my voice was s
FREYA 07 * *I didn't know how I managed to fall asleep after eating. Even more shocking was when my eyes fluttered open to the bright sunlight that reflected through the window. I was a fool! Sleeping so care-freely when I should have in fact already come up with an escape plan. I wished I could slap myself for being such a dummy who would die due to my own stupidity. My brain started to think about several escape plans, first, I had to at least find out where I was, secondly, I had to find out exactly how huge this house was. How many people were present, he had to have several armed bodyguards at least. The sound of the door clicking had me flinching to a sitting position. It wasn't my captor that appeared. A blonde-haired woman dressed in a lab coat, she was carrying a box in one of her hands. "I'm Doctor Chelsea, I want you to lie down on the bed, I need to carry out a few tests." I could only gape at her. "W_what tests? And w_why?" The question slipped from my mo
FREYA__08* * DARK SCENES, INCLUDING ABUSE AND NONCONSENT. CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN RISK! He was going to come for me this night. My body shivered beneath the covers. That man was a lunatic, his wife was already dead. His grief was no excuse for his sick plan. My body jerked at the sound of the door clicking open. The moment he appeared, his huge frame covering the doorway, I flinched from the bed. Cold sweats of dread already covering my whole body. A hopeless whimper escaped my mouth when he clicked the door shut. His cold blue eyes which seemed darker in the dim lights gazed at him for long moments. I prayed in my heart that he was having a change of mind. I should disgust him enough for him to realize that he didn't want this. My prayers were not answered, the predatory gleam that made him look like a wolf hunting for its meal made me tremble. Maybe if I could make it through the door___escape this room, then__He noticed the direction of my stare and a sardonic smile etche
FREYA__09 * * My body was curled into a ball, wanting to make myself as small as possible. I wanted to disappear. For how long did I remain on the bed filled with self loathe and humiliation just staring at the blank ceiling? The tears had stopped falling, I had told myself earlier that I would bravely face whatever hardship that came my way, nothing could have ever prepared me for him. I looked out the window to realize that it was morning already, the pain had kept me awake all night. I still felt him even though he was gone. His taunts, touch, breath. I could still feel everything. My eyes shifted downward to my thigh and the sight of my blood mixed with his dried semen sickened me. My stomach revolted and with great difficulty, I managed to limp from the bed, my eyes tearing up from the pain each movement caused. I was raped.Never in a million years would I have thought that one day, I would become that girl. Maybe it was because I didn't beg him enough, perhaps I s
FREYA__10* * "As you wish!" His hand reached to wipe my spit from his chin, and then he was completely on me in a flash, his hand which had been on my chin moved to my hair as he nudged me forward. I had no choice but to follow him like a sacrificial lamb or my hair would be completely ripped from my scalp. He led me out of the room, I was already panicking but stubbornness did not allow me to beg him. Where was he taking me? He led us through the large hallway and made several turns. As this was the first time I was getting out of the room, I tried to search around with my eyes for a possible escape route, which led to the question once again, where exactly was this place? Why couldn't see an exit door even though we'd been walking for so long? I had tried to get a glimpse of this place through the window in my room but all I had seen were endless trees, were we in the middle of a forest? I could only think of how hard it would be to locate me in this deserted place. He
FREYA__11* * He didn't exactly take me to my bedroom, he had only tossed me outside his office after he was done with me. I was left to wander the house like a broken doll. He must be confident that I wouldn't be able to leave, outside of the house must be heavily guarded. His final words after telling me to ready myself to meet his guests, had been for me to prepare something to eat, adding that the ugly statement about needing me to be healthy for conception. I didn't want to become pregnant for this monster. I wished to be infertile or something. I couldn't become pregnant after one time, right? The thought didn't give me any relief as I realized that he would continue to force himself on me until his aims were achieved. I wiped at my tears angrily, it didn't change anything. I didn't know why I suddenly looked up, perhaps it was because of the sensation of being watched. I was appalled when I spotted two cameras on the ceiling. He was probably watching me right now,
FREYA__ 12* *I dressed up in the clothes provided for me, the black strapless gown hugged my figure and stopped just below my knees. Even the undies suited me perfectly, the fact that he knew my exact size crept me out. I ran the comb through my thick brown hair until it shone, this simple action improved my mood slightly, under different circumstances, I would have been more excited to wear such a gorgeous dress. A sound on the door alerted me before the knob twisted, and here comes the devil. Our gaze clashed, my nervous ones meeting his void stare. He walked inside and I couldn't help but notice the black suit he was wearing. Was it only a coincidence that my dress was the same color? He didn't utter a word, his scorching gaze made my palms sweaty. I anxiously kept the brush on the table, unable to bear the deathly silence even for a second longer. "I got dressed as y_you wanted!" My voice trembled. "It's good to see that you're finally learning, Come with me."I foll
FREYA__21**I didn't see Nikolas until the next day. The atmosphere seemed to drop by a certain degree the moment he walked inside. I refused to look away from the book I was reading, not even when he stood in front of the bed. "Freya." My name was called quietly. I didn't respond to it, still pissed about being locked up for the whole of yesterday. How dare he come here now? I wasn't interested to hear anything if it wasn't about letting me go. "You had enough time to think about it, you should understand why I need you to stay with me."Was he insane? I didn't understand anything! Yes, I had enough time to think, but it was about the million ways I could grant him a horrible death. "Freya. Look at me!" He hissed and suddenly, the book was ripped from my hand and tossed towards the door.I folded my arms to glare at him, he finally earned my attention. "You need to answer me when I fucking speak to you!" He said through gritted teeth, his icy blue eyes filled with irritation
FREYA__20**"How could you?!" My lips twisted in disgust, and next my palm connected with his face. His expression morphed into surprise as though he had not expected it. He was an animal, after overhearing his conversation with Angelo, I still found it hard to believe that a human could be this vile. The devil was kinder compared to him. "Why did you do this to me?" I screamed. My fists continued to connect with whatever part of his body I could touch. They hurt so fucking bad and I hoped that he felt the same. "You knew I was innocent all this time, how could you? You refused to tell me even after finding out, you're a monster!" Angry tears streaked down my face, I was so enraged and all I could think about was how to kill him. He didn't try to stop me even when I continued to hit him, the fact that he was barely having any reaction made me madder than I've ever been in my life. "Freya, wait listen__" His palms cupped my face, but I spat up at him, forcing myself away from
FREYA 19* *The way his eyes fell on the broken pieces of the bottle on the floor caused a bead of sweat to roll down my cheeks. My gaze met Marianna who appeared equally nervous, secretly pleading with her not to tell on me. She'd been kind to me in the past few days, and I wanted to believe that it was real. Nikolas's attention returned to mine, as though demanding an explanation. "I wanted some water, I didn't mean to break it. I'm s_sorry. I'll clean it right away." I stammered, quickly bending to my knees. I started to pick up the numerous shards of glass, my fingers were trembling so much that several pieces of glass slashed my fingers, causing them to bleed. I bit back the cry of pain that threatened to escape, my fingers were getting scraped but I didn't dare to stop. Suddenly, I was yanked to my feet, almost landing against his solid chest, and was forced to meet his eyes which were charged with anger. Oh god! He was going to strike me. I braced myself for pain
FREYA 18* * My body jerked awake from the nightmare. He had succeeded in visiting my dreams again. I could still almost hear his cruel laughter. In the dream, I had given birth to a baby. He had snatched the infant from me and had produced a wicked-looking knife to slit my throat. My job was done, he was going to send me to hell. My fingers still trembled as I switched on the bedside lamp, causing light to flood the room. I palmed my abdomen through the silky materials of my nightie. Four weeks? Six weeks? How far along was I? The baby would continue to grow even though I didn't want it. If Nikolas killed me, the child would never know its mother. He would be born into this brutal world, void of love. Sympathy for both myself and the new life overwhelmed me. I couldn't save myself from this cruel fate, but it didn't have to suffer from my own misfortune. I would be doing it a favor if I got rid of it. With these crazy thoughts running through my mind, I pushed the covers a
FREYA__17* *Weird things have been happening lately. Marianna was a lot more friendly. I couldn't believe it when she gifted me several books to read whenever I got bored. Even more shocking was when she brought me very expensive skincare brands after complaining that my skin appeared too dull which was probably attributed to the early phase of pregnancy. It was as though she was always waiting to get me whatever I wanted. The morning sickness was no joke, I vomited anything that touched my mouth. Most of the time, I ended up with a fever and severe headache. Perhaps this was the reason Nikolas took mercy upon me, I was no longer confined to the mansion, I was allowed to be outside for how ever long I wanted. Most relieving of all was that he'd never tried to touch me, he no longed appeared harsh all of the time whenever he spoke to me. I always wondered why the sudden change of attitude. Was it only due to my pregnancy? To make his unborn child comfortable? I didn't know why
FREYA__16* *The whole world was a lie. Love_Happiness_It was all an illusion. I might have had friends, and perhaps my parents must have loved me, but in these few days, I kept thinking that my old life must have been a dream. Now, all I felt was despair. I was constantly drowning, hate consumed my mind, spreading like wildfire through my veins. I hated him and even more, loathed his seed which was growing inside of me. My palms slowly caressed my stomach, there wasn't a difference. But I could feel it.And I despised its very existence. Maybe it was a relief that he was going to kill me as soon as I give birth to his monster baby. I would never get to see any of them again.A tear escaped from my eyes, onto the pillow as I turned to my side. I wanted relief from this constant pain in my chest, my heart ached like I was constantly being sliced by a wicked chainsaw. I felt worthless. I was even powerless to give myself death because he'd promised to kill everyone I
FREYA__15* * I gagged, heaving the entire contents of my stomach into the toilet. I rinsed my mouth from the bitter taste of bile and also splashed some water on my face. It seemed every time I vomited, I was suddenly relieved from this strange illness that occur only in the mornings. My palms clasped around my stomach, these illness has persisted for more than five days now. I didn't want to think about the possibility that lingered at the back of my mind. It had to be food poisoning, or perhaps the weather, since I'd been trapped in this mansion for god knows how long. For the past several weeks that went past, Nikolas had ensured that I took pregnancy tests, they had always turned out negative, and while I had been relieved, he had always seemed impatient and angry. He had always been there to ensure that I took the vitamin supplements he provided and his sexual activities increased tremendously. I had just begun to hope that I was infertile or that he and I were someho
NIKOLAS___14* *After the meeting when everyone had left, Angelo stayed behind. Nikolas was still tempted to ask him what his conversation with Freya this afternoon had been about and had taken the opportunity when they had both drank several glasses of alcohol, and the whiskey has started to kick. "She is innocent Nik, she told me how it happened and I believe her." His friend spoke drunkenly, then Angelo started to talk about how beautiful she was and his he couldn't believe Nikolas would hurt a woman like that. Nikolas's fist clenched around his glass of alcohol, a disturbing sensation settling in his chest. How could Angelo believe her when they had fully made their investigations? Just because she appeared innocent didn't mean she was. How had she gotten Angelo to believe her so quickly, was she throwing herself on his friend now? Rage simmered in his heart as he staggered to his feet. Angelo seemed to be unconscious of it. "She is my prisoner, I will do whatever I want
FREYA___13* *"Don't trust wherever she tells you, she can't help you." Angelo suddenly appeared. How did I miss his presence? He had also listened to my conversations with Vivian. "How do you know she can't help me? I think all she wants is Nikolas and she can have him." I queried. "That's exactly why you shouldn't trust her, she'd always lurked around even when her sister was married to him. I should warn you that she's crazy, she already hates you, and she would rather see you dead than help you." Angelo stared at my resigned expression, there was a softness in his eyes that made me just want to rely on him. "Even if you do manage to escape, you won't get far. I know Nikolas, he will hunt you down, and he will catch you. You will not only implicate yourself, but your family as well, and I'm sure you do not want that." I shuddered at his words, recalling how Nikolas had his men beat my father unconscious. "But you know I'm innocent, why can't you help me? He trusts you, you