NIKOLAS__05
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Anger, pain, resentment, grief, and other millions of hurtful emotions ever known seared through his heart like the hot sharp curve of a blade.His wife was dead. So was their child.
Nikolas looked around as he inhaled deeply, puffing out the smoke of the cigarette dangling between his fingers.He was familiar with pain, but for the first time, he didn't know how to deal with it.
The cigarette and alcohol could only provide relief for a short period and after that, all that would be left was emptiness.Nikolas couldn't help but blame himself, he should never have made that trip that night, he should have insisted Valentina went along with him, would she have been alive now?
She had been so excited about the baby, wanting to give him the family he had always wanted. Just a day before her wrongful death, they had designed their son's nursery and did some little shopping for the baby.
He should have known that their little joy wouldn't last. Happiness just wasn't meant for him.
He had failed his wife. Failed their son who had been murdered before he could be born. Nikolas felt useless. Hopeless.He'd always sworn to protect them, even from his enemies.
Nikolas tossed the almost finished cigarette to the hard concrete below.
Who knew that the enemy that would turn his world so empty would come in the form of a brunette girl and her boyfriend?
Because of their carelessness, his family was gone forever.
His gaze shifted to his desk, where he stared at the ongoing footage on his laptop.
How many times had he done so in the past few weeks?Watching Valentina and their baby die in the car, again and again.
The video was inaudible, but he could almost hear their screams as the smoke suffocated them.At this point, Nikolas had already memorized every single feature of the people who claimed Valentina's life.
The young woman's brown eyes met his from the laptop screen, her brunette hair was very curly, and a few freckles dusted her face. She had a pretty face that emitted an innocent aura, but Nikolas knew not to judge a book by its pretty cover, some people were just so rotten inside that it would be impossible to save them.
In the first footage, the camera angle caught her being lovey-dovey with a young man that Nikolas presumed was her boyfriend, he was also the person driving.
Nikolas' taut jaw hardened even further as he watched the clip of them diverting their car away after hitting Valentina.
They had managed to run off unscathed while Valentina's car had rammed into an electric pole which sparked a fire.
Nikolas could imagine the horrifying experience, how she would suffocate, struggling with no way out.
His heart pierced with a stormy emotion.Valentina was so kind, beautiful and delightful, she hadn't deserved the cruelty of this world.
Her eyes always filled with warmth, an ever-present gentle smile on her lips. Now, he would never see her again, never feel her touch, her words. Everything had been ruthlessly snatched from him.Without a final goodbye.He could only make her killers suffer. Slowly and agonizing, he decided that it was enough.
The girl.
She was tied up in one of the empty rooms in his mansion. From the camera in the room which was connected to his laptop, he knew the moment she awoke from the slumber Welder had put her.He walked out of his office, his strides filled with intent as he unlocked the door to the room he was currently keeping her prisoner.
His eyes located her on the bed. Slowly, he approached where she lay helplessly tied with nowhere to move.
He was standing exactly in front of her, his eyes flickered across her face.
Her tears were soaking the blindfold making the color of the material appear thicker.
Her lower lips trembled, he could scent the fear emitting from her body. He liked it. Her terror and panic sent a surge of adrenaline pumping through his blood.To know that he could do whatever he wanted to her! And she would be helpless to stop him.When he had first been hit by Valentina's death, he had thought of several ways to punish her killers. He thought setting them on fire would make them feel the same thing Valentina had suffered.
Now, staring at the girl, he decided there was no use destroying such a pretty face, there were so many things he could do with her, evil things that were even worse than what he had initially planned. She would make a perfect pawn.
Nikolas touched her face and she jerked, a sob escaped her mouth, and she grew even more rigid under his fingers.
For a second, Nikolas felt a twinge of sympathy, she looked so youthful and innocent.
The feeling of pity didn't last for no more than a second before Nikolas' heart hardened with renewed rage, this woman above all didn't deserve any leniency.His large hands encircled her delicate neck and she started to struggle, Nikolas wondered how much force would be needed to snap it.
Killing her would be too easy, it would be such a waste, he thought with a sneer.
The moment he loosened his grip, her sobs and pleas came, She was asking for mercy. And none would he give.Again Nikolas felt that surge of adrenaline pumping hard through his veins, the feeling was very exciting, and he decided he would have enough time to toy with her until he was satisfied.
As he ripped off the blindfold, he could see the shock in her eyes shortly followed by a flare of recognition.
He produced the pocket knife from his pocket and watched as her eyes widened in terror.
A scream escaped her mouth and Nikolas snapped.
"Shut up!""Please, it was a mistake! It wasn't even me_" She started to sob uncontrollably. Her cries were starting to get on his nerves. "I'm sorry your w_wife died, believe me, I had no idea__"
Nikolas didn't want to listen to her, it didn't matter what she said, his wife was already dead.
Leaning closer to grab her chin painfully, he met her stare dead in the eyes."You don't listen, do you? Make one more sound and I will ensure you never have a reason to speak again!" He hissed and watched her eyes flash with fear.
Bringing down the knife on her, he cut off the ropes on her wrists, he did the same to her feet.
He watched as she jumped away from him to the very edge of the bed as though the small space between them could save her from his anger.*
FREYAOne look at this man, I could feel it already. He was going to do terrible things to me.
He didn't want to listen that I was also a victim of the accident.
That I knew nothing about his wife's death until today.The menace in his eyes told me that I could take his threats very seriously.
I curled up in a ball at the very edge of the bed. I wanted to ask him but was too scared to open my mouth. "Come down!" He ordered and I stared at him, unwilling to cooperate. What was he going to do to me? Kill me? Was Ethan even still alive? I met the irritation in his gaze as he marched towards me, a stifled sound of pain escaped my mouth when he suddenly yanked me by my hair.My eyes stung at the pain.
"No! Please let me go!" I screamed. Without a word, he hauled me out of the bed."Your life might be a little easier if you obey, You need to be taught a lesson!" He effortlessly dragged me out of the room, I stumbled but he caught me by my shoulders.
I looked around the hallway, it was large and magnificently designed in a modern way.
Where was this place? I used my eyes, trying to search for any possible escape route. I didn't want to know what he meant by "Teaching me a lesson"He led us to an isolated room and suddenly shoved the door open.
He pushed me inward. There were two men already inside. I recognized the man who had kidnapped me instantly, but what held my attention was the floor. There was so much blood, and there was Ethan.FREYA__06 * *My body froze, I was unable to even draw in a breath. There was so much blood, it looked unreal. If I hadn't known Ethan so well, I might not have been able to recognize him. His dull gaze reflected only one emotion. Hopelessness. As though he thought it was already over for him and he had accepted that fact already. He was half naked, there was not a spot on his body that was not covered with bruises. A deep gash on his forehead where he continued to bleed profusely. His jaw was swollen, as though he had been punched too many times. Even his nose was abnormally angled, the blood there told me that it was broken as well. "No, let her go! She h__had nothing to do with what happened!" He muttered. If anything the hands gripping my shoulders became even tighter. "I said to leave her! I was the one driving! I killed your wife! She d__doesn't come in any part of this!" He choked, coughing vomit mixed with blood. "Stop it__" I wanted to scream but my voice was s
FREYA 07 * *I didn't know how I managed to fall asleep after eating. Even more shocking was when my eyes fluttered open to the bright sunlight that reflected through the window. I was a fool! Sleeping so care-freely when I should have in fact already come up with an escape plan. I wished I could slap myself for being such a dummy who would die due to my own stupidity. My brain started to think about several escape plans, first, I had to at least find out where I was, secondly, I had to find out exactly how huge this house was. How many people were present, he had to have several armed bodyguards at least. The sound of the door clicking had me flinching to a sitting position. It wasn't my captor that appeared. A blonde-haired woman dressed in a lab coat, she was carrying a box in one of her hands. "I'm Doctor Chelsea, I want you to lie down on the bed, I need to carry out a few tests." I could only gape at her. "W_what tests? And w_why?" The question slipped from my mo
FREYA__08* * DARK SCENES, INCLUDING ABUSE AND NONCONSENT. CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN RISK! He was going to come for me this night. My body shivered beneath the covers. That man was a lunatic, his wife was already dead. His grief was no excuse for his sick plan. My body jerked at the sound of the door clicking open. The moment he appeared, his huge frame covering the doorway, I flinched from the bed. Cold sweats of dread already covering my whole body. A hopeless whimper escaped my mouth when he clicked the door shut. His cold blue eyes which seemed darker in the dim lights gazed at him for long moments. I prayed in my heart that he was having a change of mind. I should disgust him enough for him to realize that he didn't want this. My prayers were not answered, the predatory gleam that made him look like a wolf hunting for its meal made me tremble. Maybe if I could make it through the door___escape this room, then__He noticed the direction of my stare and a sardonic smile etche
FREYA__09 * * My body was curled into a ball, wanting to make myself as small as possible. I wanted to disappear. For how long did I remain on the bed filled with self loathe and humiliation just staring at the blank ceiling? The tears had stopped falling, I had told myself earlier that I would bravely face whatever hardship that came my way, nothing could have ever prepared me for him. I looked out the window to realize that it was morning already, the pain had kept me awake all night. I still felt him even though he was gone. His taunts, touch, breath. I could still feel everything. My eyes shifted downward to my thigh and the sight of my blood mixed with his dried semen sickened me. My stomach revolted and with great difficulty, I managed to limp from the bed, my eyes tearing up from the pain each movement caused. I was raped.Never in a million years would I have thought that one day, I would become that girl. Maybe it was because I didn't beg him enough, perhaps I s
FREYA__10* * "As you wish!" His hand reached to wipe my spit from his chin, and then he was completely on me in a flash, his hand which had been on my chin moved to my hair as he nudged me forward. I had no choice but to follow him like a sacrificial lamb or my hair would be completely ripped from my scalp. He led me out of the room, I was already panicking but stubbornness did not allow me to beg him. Where was he taking me? He led us through the large hallway and made several turns. As this was the first time I was getting out of the room, I tried to search around with my eyes for a possible escape route, which led to the question once again, where exactly was this place? Why couldn't see an exit door even though we'd been walking for so long? I had tried to get a glimpse of this place through the window in my room but all I had seen were endless trees, were we in the middle of a forest? I could only think of how hard it would be to locate me in this deserted place. He
FREYA__11* * He didn't exactly take me to my bedroom, he had only tossed me outside his office after he was done with me. I was left to wander the house like a broken doll. He must be confident that I wouldn't be able to leave, outside of the house must be heavily guarded. His final words after telling me to ready myself to meet his guests, had been for me to prepare something to eat, adding that the ugly statement about needing me to be healthy for conception. I didn't want to become pregnant for this monster. I wished to be infertile or something. I couldn't become pregnant after one time, right? The thought didn't give me any relief as I realized that he would continue to force himself on me until his aims were achieved. I wiped at my tears angrily, it didn't change anything. I didn't know why I suddenly looked up, perhaps it was because of the sensation of being watched. I was appalled when I spotted two cameras on the ceiling. He was probably watching me right now,
FREYA__ 12* *I dressed up in the clothes provided for me, the black strapless gown hugged my figure and stopped just below my knees. Even the undies suited me perfectly, the fact that he knew my exact size crept me out. I ran the comb through my thick brown hair until it shone, this simple action improved my mood slightly, under different circumstances, I would have been more excited to wear such a gorgeous dress. A sound on the door alerted me before the knob twisted, and here comes the devil. Our gaze clashed, my nervous ones meeting his void stare. He walked inside and I couldn't help but notice the black suit he was wearing. Was it only a coincidence that my dress was the same color? He didn't utter a word, his scorching gaze made my palms sweaty. I anxiously kept the brush on the table, unable to bear the deathly silence even for a second longer. "I got dressed as y_you wanted!" My voice trembled. "It's good to see that you're finally learning, Come with me."I foll
FREYA___13* *"Don't trust wherever she tells you, she can't help you." Angelo suddenly appeared. How did I miss his presence? He had also listened to my conversations with Vivian. "How do you know she can't help me? I think all she wants is Nikolas and she can have him." I queried. "That's exactly why you shouldn't trust her, she'd always lurked around even when her sister was married to him. I should warn you that she's crazy, she already hates you, and she would rather see you dead than help you." Angelo stared at my resigned expression, there was a softness in his eyes that made me just want to rely on him. "Even if you do manage to escape, you won't get far. I know Nikolas, he will hunt you down, and he will catch you. You will not only implicate yourself, but your family as well, and I'm sure you do not want that." I shuddered at his words, recalling how Nikolas had his men beat my father unconscious. "But you know I'm innocent, why can't you help me? He trusts you, you
FREYA__21**I didn't see Nikolas until the next day. The atmosphere seemed to drop by a certain degree the moment he walked inside. I refused to look away from the book I was reading, not even when he stood in front of the bed. "Freya." My name was called quietly. I didn't respond to it, still pissed about being locked up for the whole of yesterday. How dare he come here now? I wasn't interested to hear anything if it wasn't about letting me go. "You had enough time to think about it, you should understand why I need you to stay with me."Was he insane? I didn't understand anything! Yes, I had enough time to think, but it was about the million ways I could grant him a horrible death. "Freya. Look at me!" He hissed and suddenly, the book was ripped from my hand and tossed towards the door.I folded my arms to glare at him, he finally earned my attention. "You need to answer me when I fucking speak to you!" He said through gritted teeth, his icy blue eyes filled with irritation
FREYA__20**"How could you?!" My lips twisted in disgust, and next my palm connected with his face. His expression morphed into surprise as though he had not expected it. He was an animal, after overhearing his conversation with Angelo, I still found it hard to believe that a human could be this vile. The devil was kinder compared to him. "Why did you do this to me?" I screamed. My fists continued to connect with whatever part of his body I could touch. They hurt so fucking bad and I hoped that he felt the same. "You knew I was innocent all this time, how could you? You refused to tell me even after finding out, you're a monster!" Angry tears streaked down my face, I was so enraged and all I could think about was how to kill him. He didn't try to stop me even when I continued to hit him, the fact that he was barely having any reaction made me madder than I've ever been in my life. "Freya, wait listen__" His palms cupped my face, but I spat up at him, forcing myself away from
FREYA 19* *The way his eyes fell on the broken pieces of the bottle on the floor caused a bead of sweat to roll down my cheeks. My gaze met Marianna who appeared equally nervous, secretly pleading with her not to tell on me. She'd been kind to me in the past few days, and I wanted to believe that it was real. Nikolas's attention returned to mine, as though demanding an explanation. "I wanted some water, I didn't mean to break it. I'm s_sorry. I'll clean it right away." I stammered, quickly bending to my knees. I started to pick up the numerous shards of glass, my fingers were trembling so much that several pieces of glass slashed my fingers, causing them to bleed. I bit back the cry of pain that threatened to escape, my fingers were getting scraped but I didn't dare to stop. Suddenly, I was yanked to my feet, almost landing against his solid chest, and was forced to meet his eyes which were charged with anger. Oh god! He was going to strike me. I braced myself for pain
FREYA 18* * My body jerked awake from the nightmare. He had succeeded in visiting my dreams again. I could still almost hear his cruel laughter. In the dream, I had given birth to a baby. He had snatched the infant from me and had produced a wicked-looking knife to slit my throat. My job was done, he was going to send me to hell. My fingers still trembled as I switched on the bedside lamp, causing light to flood the room. I palmed my abdomen through the silky materials of my nightie. Four weeks? Six weeks? How far along was I? The baby would continue to grow even though I didn't want it. If Nikolas killed me, the child would never know its mother. He would be born into this brutal world, void of love. Sympathy for both myself and the new life overwhelmed me. I couldn't save myself from this cruel fate, but it didn't have to suffer from my own misfortune. I would be doing it a favor if I got rid of it. With these crazy thoughts running through my mind, I pushed the covers a
FREYA__17* *Weird things have been happening lately. Marianna was a lot more friendly. I couldn't believe it when she gifted me several books to read whenever I got bored. Even more shocking was when she brought me very expensive skincare brands after complaining that my skin appeared too dull which was probably attributed to the early phase of pregnancy. It was as though she was always waiting to get me whatever I wanted. The morning sickness was no joke, I vomited anything that touched my mouth. Most of the time, I ended up with a fever and severe headache. Perhaps this was the reason Nikolas took mercy upon me, I was no longer confined to the mansion, I was allowed to be outside for how ever long I wanted. Most relieving of all was that he'd never tried to touch me, he no longed appeared harsh all of the time whenever he spoke to me. I always wondered why the sudden change of attitude. Was it only due to my pregnancy? To make his unborn child comfortable? I didn't know why
FREYA__16* *The whole world was a lie. Love_Happiness_It was all an illusion. I might have had friends, and perhaps my parents must have loved me, but in these few days, I kept thinking that my old life must have been a dream. Now, all I felt was despair. I was constantly drowning, hate consumed my mind, spreading like wildfire through my veins. I hated him and even more, loathed his seed which was growing inside of me. My palms slowly caressed my stomach, there wasn't a difference. But I could feel it.And I despised its very existence. Maybe it was a relief that he was going to kill me as soon as I give birth to his monster baby. I would never get to see any of them again.A tear escaped from my eyes, onto the pillow as I turned to my side. I wanted relief from this constant pain in my chest, my heart ached like I was constantly being sliced by a wicked chainsaw. I felt worthless. I was even powerless to give myself death because he'd promised to kill everyone I
FREYA__15* * I gagged, heaving the entire contents of my stomach into the toilet. I rinsed my mouth from the bitter taste of bile and also splashed some water on my face. It seemed every time I vomited, I was suddenly relieved from this strange illness that occur only in the mornings. My palms clasped around my stomach, these illness has persisted for more than five days now. I didn't want to think about the possibility that lingered at the back of my mind. It had to be food poisoning, or perhaps the weather, since I'd been trapped in this mansion for god knows how long. For the past several weeks that went past, Nikolas had ensured that I took pregnancy tests, they had always turned out negative, and while I had been relieved, he had always seemed impatient and angry. He had always been there to ensure that I took the vitamin supplements he provided and his sexual activities increased tremendously. I had just begun to hope that I was infertile or that he and I were someho
NIKOLAS___14* *After the meeting when everyone had left, Angelo stayed behind. Nikolas was still tempted to ask him what his conversation with Freya this afternoon had been about and had taken the opportunity when they had both drank several glasses of alcohol, and the whiskey has started to kick. "She is innocent Nik, she told me how it happened and I believe her." His friend spoke drunkenly, then Angelo started to talk about how beautiful she was and his he couldn't believe Nikolas would hurt a woman like that. Nikolas's fist clenched around his glass of alcohol, a disturbing sensation settling in his chest. How could Angelo believe her when they had fully made their investigations? Just because she appeared innocent didn't mean she was. How had she gotten Angelo to believe her so quickly, was she throwing herself on his friend now? Rage simmered in his heart as he staggered to his feet. Angelo seemed to be unconscious of it. "She is my prisoner, I will do whatever I want
FREYA___13* *"Don't trust wherever she tells you, she can't help you." Angelo suddenly appeared. How did I miss his presence? He had also listened to my conversations with Vivian. "How do you know she can't help me? I think all she wants is Nikolas and she can have him." I queried. "That's exactly why you shouldn't trust her, she'd always lurked around even when her sister was married to him. I should warn you that she's crazy, she already hates you, and she would rather see you dead than help you." Angelo stared at my resigned expression, there was a softness in his eyes that made me just want to rely on him. "Even if you do manage to escape, you won't get far. I know Nikolas, he will hunt you down, and he will catch you. You will not only implicate yourself, but your family as well, and I'm sure you do not want that." I shuddered at his words, recalling how Nikolas had his men beat my father unconscious. "But you know I'm innocent, why can't you help me? He trusts you, you