FREYA 07
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I didn't know how I managed to fall asleep after eating. Even more shocking was when my eyes fluttered open to the bright sunlight that reflected through the window.I was a fool! Sleeping so care-freely when I should have in fact already come up with an escape plan.
I wished I could slap myself for being such a dummy who would die due to my own stupidity.My brain started to think about several escape plans, first, I had to at least find out where I was, secondly, I had to find out exactly how huge this house was. How many people were present, he had to have several armed bodyguards at least.
The sound of the door clicking had me flinching to a sitting position. It wasn't my captor that appeared. A blonde-haired woman dressed in a lab coat, she was carrying a box in one of her hands.
"I'm Doctor Chelsea, I want you to lie down on the bed, I need to carry out a few tests." I could only gape at her.
"W_what tests? And w_why?" The question slipped from my mouth as I backed further away from her. There was something about her that filled my heart with mistrust.
"I just want to make this quick and as comfortable for you as I can, can you please take off your clothes?"
Did she just put comfortable and taking off my clothes in the same sentence?She didn't wait for me to comply and started to unveil the wicked-looking instruments that sent panic through my entire system.
"You just said you as a doctor, please can you help me? I'm being held here against my will. I was kidnapped, and my friend was killed by him, please help me__" I let it all out in a single breath.
"Look here, I don't know what you are rambling about neither do I care, I have to get this test done right now___"Did she have any ethics as a doctor? How could she be so emotionless?
Her words faded out when my eyes moved to the door and suddenly discovered that it had to be opened. I did not see her lock it after she had entered.
I had to take this risk, it could be my only chance to get out of here. Away from these horrible people.
"___Now lie down let's get started." She completed when I suddenly moved, shoving her aside with all the strength I could muster.
I lifted the bedside lamp, and without giving it a thought, I crashed it hard against her head causing her to scream in pain. I was only thinking about escaping.I sped towards the door to yank it open, instant relief hit me when I discovered it was unlocked.
I ran into a large hallway that seemed endless. After making several futile turns without finding an exit, I realized that I was lost.How big was this house, a castle?
My heart was pounding so fast, I might be caught at any moment, but still, I refused to give up. I ran in circles for several minutes and made a sudden turn when I slammed against something hard.
It was a person.
The worse of all.Nikola's cold blue stare had me staggering a few steps back.
"Going somewhere, are we?" His voice was deceptively soft, his perfect features expressionless. Yet I could feel the simmering rage burning beneath. The same look he wore when he had ordered his men to kill Ethan.
For a moment, I stared at him completely paralyzed by terror, I could hear nothing but my frantic heartbeat.
I started to back away but he was faster. Steely hands gripped mine, squeezing my wrists painfully until I screamed.
My back was pressed against his chest, and his other hand encircled my neck, suppressing a cry.I couldn't give up like this, I had to escape him, but he was simply too strong. I was hysterical, writhing myself against him but the harder I fought, the tighter his grip on my hands and neck became.
I saw black dots, almost fainting from lack of air. My movements became very slow. Then, I gave up.
At that moment, the doctor caught up with us, she was breathing heavily, her head trickling with blood.
"I'm sorry sir! She escaped suddenly!" She panted clutching her arms which were slightly bleeding, no doubt deliberately showing him all the places I had hurt her while trying to escape.
"Bitch!" Her lips spat venom, I knew she desperately wanted to hit me, but my captor was already doing an excellent job.
His hands were crushing my neck, I didn't think I would be able to ever speak again after this.
He dragged my limp form back to the bedroom, a scorched whimper escaping my mouth when he carelessly flung me against the bed.
"Since you injured Chelsea, you leave me no choice but to tend to you myself. For every stubbornness, you shall be rewarded with pain!"
What were they trying to do to me?
I met Dr. Chelsea's smug look. She had been at least a little polite to me before, but after what I did to her, she would want to see me suffer.
I watched as Nikolas casually wore the surgical gloves, and horror pitted against my stomach, I didn't know what "test" they wanted to perform but was tempted to beg him, even though I knew that he would have no mercy.
Was he a doctor too? He arranged the instruments on the table with seeming expertise.
He couldn't possibly hurt me in the presence of Dr. Chelsea, right?
The little comfort I had vanished at his next words. "Take off your clothes." His stare was emotionless.Tears, shame, and anger gripped my chest, he had no right to do this to me, he might as well just kill me.
"I don't need to tell you again!" He snapped when I didn't move an inch.
"No!" I glared, he seemed surprised by my sudden courage. The corners of his lips curved into a smile that didn't quite reach his eyes.
"You are quite desperate to test my patience, aren't you? Perhaps, you don't care about your family anymore, or maybe even your little roommate."
Was he talking about Darla?
My eyes widened in horror, but she had done nothing wrong!Would he just do anything to hurt me?
I couldn't afford to doubt him, after just seeing what he had done to Ethan, he was cruel, and my fate was in his hands.
"Your choice, then." He pulled out his cellphone and my eyes welled with tears of helplessness.
"No! Wait!" I pulled my shirt over my head, the cold breeze caressed my skin as I did so, I avoided his eyes as I did the same to my pants.
I was just in my bra and panties, sickened to my stomach, I didn't want to cry, I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of seeing me so broken. So, I held back the tears, but this was only the beginning of my humiliation."Take those off as well__" He ordered coldly and my gaze snapped to his. My body trembled as I slowly shook my head.
He couldn't degrade me like this, I looked at Chelsea who stood behind him, my eyes begging her to do something, but then again, this was probably what he wanted to show me, he was making it known to me that nobody could stop him if he wanted to hurt me.
With trembling fingers, I slowly unclasped my bra, allowing it to fall to the bed. Shame formed a lump in my throat as I did the same to my panties. I tried to cover myself as much as I could but my hands could barely cover much.
I've never felt so afraid ___and so vulnerable, at the same time, I've never hated anyone so much as I did at this moment.
"Good, Now lie back down and spread your legs!"
I couldn't hold it back any longer, a sob choked out of my mouth.
"P_please stop, don't do this! " My cries didn't move him, instead he seemed irritated by my reluctance.
"Do I have to strap you to the bed as well?"
Ashamed by my inability to fight, he held all the cards in his hands, and he knew it. I shut my eyes closed as I allowed my back to touch the mattress, tears leaked from the corner of my eyes as I parted my legs, my whole privates were exposed to him, and I wanted to die.
"Wider!"
My eyes remained shut, and my body was too tense, oddly enough a part of my mind had accepted anything that could happen to me, now I just want it to be done and over with.
I flinched when something cool parted my vagina, I bit my lips hard, refusing to open my eyes even when I felt two fingers starting to probe inside my sex.
"When was the last time you had sex?"
I cringed at his question, his fingers dug deeper and I tensed at the discomfort his movements caused.
"You are a virgin, aren't you?" His words made my skin crawl, the last thing I wanted was to give him the slightest bit of satisfaction, now I wished I had fucked with every boy in high school and college.
"You are just perfect for what I need you for!" He sneered and poked deeper as if to confirm and I cried out at the sudden pressure, my eyes flew open and I met his stare, it was then I noticed that Dr. Chelsea was no longer present in the room.
I was far too embarrassed by his touch on my privates to question what he meant by his earlier statement.
"How do you and your boyfriend do it? You appeared to be going on at it that night. Or maybe his dick just wasn't big enough to properly penetrate you?" He taunted and I wished I could hit him hard across his face.
"You are only alive for one reason Freya___" His finger grazed my exposed clit and he lingered there, he didn't seem to notice it but that didn't stop me from recoiling."You are going to do a thing for me, you're healthy enough to breed my seed, you are going to give birth to me and Valentina's child."
My body started to shiver uncontrollably, if I had any fight in me before, his statement vanquished it.
This was the reason he kept me alive, to be a breeder for him.
"The moment I get my heir, I will free you!"
He was a lunatic!Freedom___meant death.
My life was completely over before it even started.**
FREYA__08* * DARK SCENES, INCLUDING ABUSE AND NONCONSENT. CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN RISK! He was going to come for me this night. My body shivered beneath the covers. That man was a lunatic, his wife was already dead. His grief was no excuse for his sick plan. My body jerked at the sound of the door clicking open. The moment he appeared, his huge frame covering the doorway, I flinched from the bed. Cold sweats of dread already covering my whole body. A hopeless whimper escaped my mouth when he clicked the door shut. His cold blue eyes which seemed darker in the dim lights gazed at him for long moments. I prayed in my heart that he was having a change of mind. I should disgust him enough for him to realize that he didn't want this. My prayers were not answered, the predatory gleam that made him look like a wolf hunting for its meal made me tremble. Maybe if I could make it through the door___escape this room, then__He noticed the direction of my stare and a sardonic smile etche
FREYA__09 * * My body was curled into a ball, wanting to make myself as small as possible. I wanted to disappear. For how long did I remain on the bed filled with self loathe and humiliation just staring at the blank ceiling? The tears had stopped falling, I had told myself earlier that I would bravely face whatever hardship that came my way, nothing could have ever prepared me for him. I looked out the window to realize that it was morning already, the pain had kept me awake all night. I still felt him even though he was gone. His taunts, touch, breath. I could still feel everything. My eyes shifted downward to my thigh and the sight of my blood mixed with his dried semen sickened me. My stomach revolted and with great difficulty, I managed to limp from the bed, my eyes tearing up from the pain each movement caused. I was raped.Never in a million years would I have thought that one day, I would become that girl. Maybe it was because I didn't beg him enough, perhaps I s
FREYA__10* * "As you wish!" His hand reached to wipe my spit from his chin, and then he was completely on me in a flash, his hand which had been on my chin moved to my hair as he nudged me forward. I had no choice but to follow him like a sacrificial lamb or my hair would be completely ripped from my scalp. He led me out of the room, I was already panicking but stubbornness did not allow me to beg him. Where was he taking me? He led us through the large hallway and made several turns. As this was the first time I was getting out of the room, I tried to search around with my eyes for a possible escape route, which led to the question once again, where exactly was this place? Why couldn't see an exit door even though we'd been walking for so long? I had tried to get a glimpse of this place through the window in my room but all I had seen were endless trees, were we in the middle of a forest? I could only think of how hard it would be to locate me in this deserted place. He
FREYA__11* * He didn't exactly take me to my bedroom, he had only tossed me outside his office after he was done with me. I was left to wander the house like a broken doll. He must be confident that I wouldn't be able to leave, outside of the house must be heavily guarded. His final words after telling me to ready myself to meet his guests, had been for me to prepare something to eat, adding that the ugly statement about needing me to be healthy for conception. I didn't want to become pregnant for this monster. I wished to be infertile or something. I couldn't become pregnant after one time, right? The thought didn't give me any relief as I realized that he would continue to force himself on me until his aims were achieved. I wiped at my tears angrily, it didn't change anything. I didn't know why I suddenly looked up, perhaps it was because of the sensation of being watched. I was appalled when I spotted two cameras on the ceiling. He was probably watching me right now,
FREYA__ 12* *I dressed up in the clothes provided for me, the black strapless gown hugged my figure and stopped just below my knees. Even the undies suited me perfectly, the fact that he knew my exact size crept me out. I ran the comb through my thick brown hair until it shone, this simple action improved my mood slightly, under different circumstances, I would have been more excited to wear such a gorgeous dress. A sound on the door alerted me before the knob twisted, and here comes the devil. Our gaze clashed, my nervous ones meeting his void stare. He walked inside and I couldn't help but notice the black suit he was wearing. Was it only a coincidence that my dress was the same color? He didn't utter a word, his scorching gaze made my palms sweaty. I anxiously kept the brush on the table, unable to bear the deathly silence even for a second longer. "I got dressed as y_you wanted!" My voice trembled. "It's good to see that you're finally learning, Come with me."I foll
FREYA___13* *"Don't trust wherever she tells you, she can't help you." Angelo suddenly appeared. How did I miss his presence? He had also listened to my conversations with Vivian. "How do you know she can't help me? I think all she wants is Nikolas and she can have him." I queried. "That's exactly why you shouldn't trust her, she'd always lurked around even when her sister was married to him. I should warn you that she's crazy, she already hates you, and she would rather see you dead than help you." Angelo stared at my resigned expression, there was a softness in his eyes that made me just want to rely on him. "Even if you do manage to escape, you won't get far. I know Nikolas, he will hunt you down, and he will catch you. You will not only implicate yourself, but your family as well, and I'm sure you do not want that." I shuddered at his words, recalling how Nikolas had his men beat my father unconscious. "But you know I'm innocent, why can't you help me? He trusts you, you
NIKOLAS___14* *After the meeting when everyone had left, Angelo stayed behind. Nikolas was still tempted to ask him what his conversation with Freya this afternoon had been about and had taken the opportunity when they had both drank several glasses of alcohol, and the whiskey has started to kick. "She is innocent Nik, she told me how it happened and I believe her." His friend spoke drunkenly, then Angelo started to talk about how beautiful she was and his he couldn't believe Nikolas would hurt a woman like that. Nikolas's fist clenched around his glass of alcohol, a disturbing sensation settling in his chest. How could Angelo believe her when they had fully made their investigations? Just because she appeared innocent didn't mean she was. How had she gotten Angelo to believe her so quickly, was she throwing herself on his friend now? Rage simmered in his heart as he staggered to his feet. Angelo seemed to be unconscious of it. "She is my prisoner, I will do whatever I want
FREYA__15* * I gagged, heaving the entire contents of my stomach into the toilet. I rinsed my mouth from the bitter taste of bile and also splashed some water on my face. It seemed every time I vomited, I was suddenly relieved from this strange illness that occur only in the mornings. My palms clasped around my stomach, these illness has persisted for more than five days now. I didn't want to think about the possibility that lingered at the back of my mind. It had to be food poisoning, or perhaps the weather, since I'd been trapped in this mansion for god knows how long. For the past several weeks that went past, Nikolas had ensured that I took pregnancy tests, they had always turned out negative, and while I had been relieved, he had always seemed impatient and angry. He had always been there to ensure that I took the vitamin supplements he provided and his sexual activities increased tremendously. I had just begun to hope that I was infertile or that he and I were someho
FREYA__21**I didn't see Nikolas until the next day. The atmosphere seemed to drop by a certain degree the moment he walked inside. I refused to look away from the book I was reading, not even when he stood in front of the bed. "Freya." My name was called quietly. I didn't respond to it, still pissed about being locked up for the whole of yesterday. How dare he come here now? I wasn't interested to hear anything if it wasn't about letting me go. "You had enough time to think about it, you should understand why I need you to stay with me."Was he insane? I didn't understand anything! Yes, I had enough time to think, but it was about the million ways I could grant him a horrible death. "Freya. Look at me!" He hissed and suddenly, the book was ripped from my hand and tossed towards the door.I folded my arms to glare at him, he finally earned my attention. "You need to answer me when I fucking speak to you!" He said through gritted teeth, his icy blue eyes filled with irritation
FREYA__20**"How could you?!" My lips twisted in disgust, and next my palm connected with his face. His expression morphed into surprise as though he had not expected it. He was an animal, after overhearing his conversation with Angelo, I still found it hard to believe that a human could be this vile. The devil was kinder compared to him. "Why did you do this to me?" I screamed. My fists continued to connect with whatever part of his body I could touch. They hurt so fucking bad and I hoped that he felt the same. "You knew I was innocent all this time, how could you? You refused to tell me even after finding out, you're a monster!" Angry tears streaked down my face, I was so enraged and all I could think about was how to kill him. He didn't try to stop me even when I continued to hit him, the fact that he was barely having any reaction made me madder than I've ever been in my life. "Freya, wait listen__" His palms cupped my face, but I spat up at him, forcing myself away from
FREYA 19* *The way his eyes fell on the broken pieces of the bottle on the floor caused a bead of sweat to roll down my cheeks. My gaze met Marianna who appeared equally nervous, secretly pleading with her not to tell on me. She'd been kind to me in the past few days, and I wanted to believe that it was real. Nikolas's attention returned to mine, as though demanding an explanation. "I wanted some water, I didn't mean to break it. I'm s_sorry. I'll clean it right away." I stammered, quickly bending to my knees. I started to pick up the numerous shards of glass, my fingers were trembling so much that several pieces of glass slashed my fingers, causing them to bleed. I bit back the cry of pain that threatened to escape, my fingers were getting scraped but I didn't dare to stop. Suddenly, I was yanked to my feet, almost landing against his solid chest, and was forced to meet his eyes which were charged with anger. Oh god! He was going to strike me. I braced myself for pain
FREYA 18* * My body jerked awake from the nightmare. He had succeeded in visiting my dreams again. I could still almost hear his cruel laughter. In the dream, I had given birth to a baby. He had snatched the infant from me and had produced a wicked-looking knife to slit my throat. My job was done, he was going to send me to hell. My fingers still trembled as I switched on the bedside lamp, causing light to flood the room. I palmed my abdomen through the silky materials of my nightie. Four weeks? Six weeks? How far along was I? The baby would continue to grow even though I didn't want it. If Nikolas killed me, the child would never know its mother. He would be born into this brutal world, void of love. Sympathy for both myself and the new life overwhelmed me. I couldn't save myself from this cruel fate, but it didn't have to suffer from my own misfortune. I would be doing it a favor if I got rid of it. With these crazy thoughts running through my mind, I pushed the covers a
FREYA__17* *Weird things have been happening lately. Marianna was a lot more friendly. I couldn't believe it when she gifted me several books to read whenever I got bored. Even more shocking was when she brought me very expensive skincare brands after complaining that my skin appeared too dull which was probably attributed to the early phase of pregnancy. It was as though she was always waiting to get me whatever I wanted. The morning sickness was no joke, I vomited anything that touched my mouth. Most of the time, I ended up with a fever and severe headache. Perhaps this was the reason Nikolas took mercy upon me, I was no longer confined to the mansion, I was allowed to be outside for how ever long I wanted. Most relieving of all was that he'd never tried to touch me, he no longed appeared harsh all of the time whenever he spoke to me. I always wondered why the sudden change of attitude. Was it only due to my pregnancy? To make his unborn child comfortable? I didn't know why
FREYA__16* *The whole world was a lie. Love_Happiness_It was all an illusion. I might have had friends, and perhaps my parents must have loved me, but in these few days, I kept thinking that my old life must have been a dream. Now, all I felt was despair. I was constantly drowning, hate consumed my mind, spreading like wildfire through my veins. I hated him and even more, loathed his seed which was growing inside of me. My palms slowly caressed my stomach, there wasn't a difference. But I could feel it.And I despised its very existence. Maybe it was a relief that he was going to kill me as soon as I give birth to his monster baby. I would never get to see any of them again.A tear escaped from my eyes, onto the pillow as I turned to my side. I wanted relief from this constant pain in my chest, my heart ached like I was constantly being sliced by a wicked chainsaw. I felt worthless. I was even powerless to give myself death because he'd promised to kill everyone I
FREYA__15* * I gagged, heaving the entire contents of my stomach into the toilet. I rinsed my mouth from the bitter taste of bile and also splashed some water on my face. It seemed every time I vomited, I was suddenly relieved from this strange illness that occur only in the mornings. My palms clasped around my stomach, these illness has persisted for more than five days now. I didn't want to think about the possibility that lingered at the back of my mind. It had to be food poisoning, or perhaps the weather, since I'd been trapped in this mansion for god knows how long. For the past several weeks that went past, Nikolas had ensured that I took pregnancy tests, they had always turned out negative, and while I had been relieved, he had always seemed impatient and angry. He had always been there to ensure that I took the vitamin supplements he provided and his sexual activities increased tremendously. I had just begun to hope that I was infertile or that he and I were someho
NIKOLAS___14* *After the meeting when everyone had left, Angelo stayed behind. Nikolas was still tempted to ask him what his conversation with Freya this afternoon had been about and had taken the opportunity when they had both drank several glasses of alcohol, and the whiskey has started to kick. "She is innocent Nik, she told me how it happened and I believe her." His friend spoke drunkenly, then Angelo started to talk about how beautiful she was and his he couldn't believe Nikolas would hurt a woman like that. Nikolas's fist clenched around his glass of alcohol, a disturbing sensation settling in his chest. How could Angelo believe her when they had fully made their investigations? Just because she appeared innocent didn't mean she was. How had she gotten Angelo to believe her so quickly, was she throwing herself on his friend now? Rage simmered in his heart as he staggered to his feet. Angelo seemed to be unconscious of it. "She is my prisoner, I will do whatever I want
FREYA___13* *"Don't trust wherever she tells you, she can't help you." Angelo suddenly appeared. How did I miss his presence? He had also listened to my conversations with Vivian. "How do you know she can't help me? I think all she wants is Nikolas and she can have him." I queried. "That's exactly why you shouldn't trust her, she'd always lurked around even when her sister was married to him. I should warn you that she's crazy, she already hates you, and she would rather see you dead than help you." Angelo stared at my resigned expression, there was a softness in his eyes that made me just want to rely on him. "Even if you do manage to escape, you won't get far. I know Nikolas, he will hunt you down, and he will catch you. You will not only implicate yourself, but your family as well, and I'm sure you do not want that." I shuddered at his words, recalling how Nikolas had his men beat my father unconscious. "But you know I'm innocent, why can't you help me? He trusts you, you