FREYA__08
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DARK SCENES, INCLUDING ABUSE AND NONCONSENT. CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN RISK!
He was going to come for me this night. My body shivered beneath the covers. That man was a lunatic, his wife was already dead. His grief was no excuse for his sick plan.
My body jerked at the sound of the door clicking open. The moment he appeared, his huge frame covering the doorway, I flinched from the bed. Cold sweats of dread already covering my whole body.
A hopeless whimper escaped my mouth when he clicked the door shut. His cold blue eyes which seemed darker in the dim lights gazed at him for long moments.
I prayed in my heart that he was having a change of mind. I should disgust him enough for him to realize that he didn't want this.
My prayers were not answered, the predatory gleam that made him look like a wolf hunting for its meal made me tremble.Maybe if I could make it through the door___escape this room, then__
He noticed the direction of my stare and a sardonic smile etched his features."Remember, if you behave, you'll be fine___ If you don't__" He left his threat hanging and all hopes died within me.
I couldn't leave the room but__
I moved fast, my legs sprinted towards the bathroom, I didn't know how he anticipated it and how he was possibly faster than I was because, in a blur, I was lifted from the ground and was thrown carelessly on his shoulder like a ragged doll.My feet kicked, and my hands continued to hit every part of me that I could touch. It was all futile. I was held securely in his arms before I was carelessly tossed against the bed I had just escaped from, completely knocking the breath out of me.
I was already tired, and we were barely even started.
His larger muscular frame covered mine, and next was the loud sound of my clothes ripping."Please don't do this. It's going to hurt." I loathed that all I could do was beg this unforgiven man, but I was completely at his mercy. He was far too big, too muscular for my smaller frame. He would effortlessly crush me if I tried to fight.
"Yes, it's going to hurt, but you will take all of it like a good girl, who knows, you might enjoy it for a change in comparison to what your boyfriend could give you." He taunted and anger flared through me.
"You disgust me! One day I'm going to kill you for this!" I cried.
My hands were securely pinned above my head, his muscular thigh kept mine trapped. His warm minty breath which fanned my neck was replaced by his mouth.
His hand touched my breasts, he was making this as long and torturing as he could because why the foreplay?
He could have just performed the deed and allowed it to be over.Why did he kiss my chest intimately as though we were__lovers?
"Please no__please stop!" My cheek was pressed against the bed sheets. My body convulsing with disgust his hands continued to caress my bare skin.
My pleas followed the harsh sounds of his breaths when his hand wedged under my hips and cupped my sex. "No!" I cried out in mortification when I felt a finger dip to touch my opening.Why couldn't I just die now?
He started to feel my insides with his finger and then, I heard the sound of his brutal laughter.
"How come you are wet down here, Freya?"I burned in mortification and tried to squirm away from him."Could it be that you enjoy being overpowered? Being forced like this?" He taunted and my anger flared.
"No, you bastard rapist! Get off me!" My voice was muffled by the bed and sheets, I wanted to provoke him, maybe he would decide to end everything quickly.
"I'm sure your wife wouldn't be pleased to know that you're about to fuck her killer under the same roof you shared with her!" I spat.
The temperature in the room suddenly dropped by a few degrees. I could feel him stiffen as he suddenly spun me around so that I was on my back.
The look in his eyes was cold and lethal. As he grasped my neck roughly, threatening to crush the bones, the corners of my eyes leaked with tears. Tears of relief, and victory, he was going to kill me and finally, all of these would be over.
One moment, he looked enraged enough to kill, and the next, realization spread through his features and he smiled, but it didn't reach his eyes.
His fingers slowly eased their grip on my neck. Why was he letting me go? Tears of desperation burned in my eyes."I already told you that I won't kill you just yet, you've got to at least give back one of the things you took from me__ I can promise you that after I'm done with you, you'll wish I killed you today!"
The tears burning my eyes finally escaped, running down my cheeks.
I was caged between his legs as he started to take off his shirt, his upper body was beautifully crafted, with hard muscles and smooth tanned skin, under other circumstances, I might have been thrilled, but right now I wanted to scream out my terror.His jeans were next, I jolted at the sound of the zipper, and he gave me a hard look that told me that this was going to happen, and I was helpless to stop him.
Something warm and hard brushed against my thigh.
His erection. I wanted to flinch away from him, but there was nowhere to go. As his knees nudged my thighs further apart, I sank my teeth into the muscles of his arm as hard as I could, he cursed aloud before yanking hard on my hair, forcing me to release his flesh.His expression was dark and angry, his hand was still fisted around my hair when he shifted his hips a little and used his free hand to guide his manhood toward my opening.
I gasped when he began to push inside, my body tensed, trying to resist the unfamiliar penetration. I had just one moment to close my eyes when he slammed his hips with a brutal force and swiftness that seized my body in agonizing pain.
Hot tears burned in my eyes as I clawed at his shoulders, he pulled out halfway before slamming his pelvis forward and entering me once again, each thrust more brutal than the last, forcing me to the very edge of the bed, but the hand of my waist kept yanking me back to meet his cock.
"Please__stop!" I whimpered in agony, the burn of him breaking through my vaginal barrier only grew worse with each movement of his hips.
I desperately tried to slink away from his grasp, it didn't matter to him that I was pleading and screaming aloud. He seemed to enjoy it, trapping me closer to his body.
"I will make it more painful the harder you fight!" He growled, his teeth leaving cruel bite marks on my neck and shoulders as though he was repaying me for what I did to him earlier.
The torment continued, he continued with his furious rhythm, pulling out and thrusting as hard and painful as he could make it.
"Please!" At this moment, I wished I was dead. It should have been me instead of Ethan. My body was numb with pain, I could only hear the sickening sounds of his grunts and the noises of his flesh slapping against mine.
My eyes met his gaze then, there was no lust in it.
Only undisguised hate and the heat of revenge. He was the predator and I was the prey, the hunter, and the hunted. He was going to make the torment last for as long as he could.Then he thrust into me so hard and deep, I could feel his balls resting flushed against my crevice, I could feel something warm coating my insides before he collapsed on top of me.
And I lay there utterly defeated.
FREYA__09 * * My body was curled into a ball, wanting to make myself as small as possible. I wanted to disappear. For how long did I remain on the bed filled with self loathe and humiliation just staring at the blank ceiling? The tears had stopped falling, I had told myself earlier that I would bravely face whatever hardship that came my way, nothing could have ever prepared me for him. I looked out the window to realize that it was morning already, the pain had kept me awake all night. I still felt him even though he was gone. His taunts, touch, breath. I could still feel everything. My eyes shifted downward to my thigh and the sight of my blood mixed with his dried semen sickened me. My stomach revolted and with great difficulty, I managed to limp from the bed, my eyes tearing up from the pain each movement caused. I was raped.Never in a million years would I have thought that one day, I would become that girl. Maybe it was because I didn't beg him enough, perhaps I s
FREYA__10* * "As you wish!" His hand reached to wipe my spit from his chin, and then he was completely on me in a flash, his hand which had been on my chin moved to my hair as he nudged me forward. I had no choice but to follow him like a sacrificial lamb or my hair would be completely ripped from my scalp. He led me out of the room, I was already panicking but stubbornness did not allow me to beg him. Where was he taking me? He led us through the large hallway and made several turns. As this was the first time I was getting out of the room, I tried to search around with my eyes for a possible escape route, which led to the question once again, where exactly was this place? Why couldn't see an exit door even though we'd been walking for so long? I had tried to get a glimpse of this place through the window in my room but all I had seen were endless trees, were we in the middle of a forest? I could only think of how hard it would be to locate me in this deserted place. He
FREYA__11* * He didn't exactly take me to my bedroom, he had only tossed me outside his office after he was done with me. I was left to wander the house like a broken doll. He must be confident that I wouldn't be able to leave, outside of the house must be heavily guarded. His final words after telling me to ready myself to meet his guests, had been for me to prepare something to eat, adding that the ugly statement about needing me to be healthy for conception. I didn't want to become pregnant for this monster. I wished to be infertile or something. I couldn't become pregnant after one time, right? The thought didn't give me any relief as I realized that he would continue to force himself on me until his aims were achieved. I wiped at my tears angrily, it didn't change anything. I didn't know why I suddenly looked up, perhaps it was because of the sensation of being watched. I was appalled when I spotted two cameras on the ceiling. He was probably watching me right now,
FREYA__ 12* *I dressed up in the clothes provided for me, the black strapless gown hugged my figure and stopped just below my knees. Even the undies suited me perfectly, the fact that he knew my exact size crept me out. I ran the comb through my thick brown hair until it shone, this simple action improved my mood slightly, under different circumstances, I would have been more excited to wear such a gorgeous dress. A sound on the door alerted me before the knob twisted, and here comes the devil. Our gaze clashed, my nervous ones meeting his void stare. He walked inside and I couldn't help but notice the black suit he was wearing. Was it only a coincidence that my dress was the same color? He didn't utter a word, his scorching gaze made my palms sweaty. I anxiously kept the brush on the table, unable to bear the deathly silence even for a second longer. "I got dressed as y_you wanted!" My voice trembled. "It's good to see that you're finally learning, Come with me."I foll
FREYA___13* *"Don't trust wherever she tells you, she can't help you." Angelo suddenly appeared. How did I miss his presence? He had also listened to my conversations with Vivian. "How do you know she can't help me? I think all she wants is Nikolas and she can have him." I queried. "That's exactly why you shouldn't trust her, she'd always lurked around even when her sister was married to him. I should warn you that she's crazy, she already hates you, and she would rather see you dead than help you." Angelo stared at my resigned expression, there was a softness in his eyes that made me just want to rely on him. "Even if you do manage to escape, you won't get far. I know Nikolas, he will hunt you down, and he will catch you. You will not only implicate yourself, but your family as well, and I'm sure you do not want that." I shuddered at his words, recalling how Nikolas had his men beat my father unconscious. "But you know I'm innocent, why can't you help me? He trusts you, you
NIKOLAS___14* *After the meeting when everyone had left, Angelo stayed behind. Nikolas was still tempted to ask him what his conversation with Freya this afternoon had been about and had taken the opportunity when they had both drank several glasses of alcohol, and the whiskey has started to kick. "She is innocent Nik, she told me how it happened and I believe her." His friend spoke drunkenly, then Angelo started to talk about how beautiful she was and his he couldn't believe Nikolas would hurt a woman like that. Nikolas's fist clenched around his glass of alcohol, a disturbing sensation settling in his chest. How could Angelo believe her when they had fully made their investigations? Just because she appeared innocent didn't mean she was. How had she gotten Angelo to believe her so quickly, was she throwing herself on his friend now? Rage simmered in his heart as he staggered to his feet. Angelo seemed to be unconscious of it. "She is my prisoner, I will do whatever I want
FREYA__15* * I gagged, heaving the entire contents of my stomach into the toilet. I rinsed my mouth from the bitter taste of bile and also splashed some water on my face. It seemed every time I vomited, I was suddenly relieved from this strange illness that occur only in the mornings. My palms clasped around my stomach, these illness has persisted for more than five days now. I didn't want to think about the possibility that lingered at the back of my mind. It had to be food poisoning, or perhaps the weather, since I'd been trapped in this mansion for god knows how long. For the past several weeks that went past, Nikolas had ensured that I took pregnancy tests, they had always turned out negative, and while I had been relieved, he had always seemed impatient and angry. He had always been there to ensure that I took the vitamin supplements he provided and his sexual activities increased tremendously. I had just begun to hope that I was infertile or that he and I were someho
FREYA__16* *The whole world was a lie. Love_Happiness_It was all an illusion. I might have had friends, and perhaps my parents must have loved me, but in these few days, I kept thinking that my old life must have been a dream. Now, all I felt was despair. I was constantly drowning, hate consumed my mind, spreading like wildfire through my veins. I hated him and even more, loathed his seed which was growing inside of me. My palms slowly caressed my stomach, there wasn't a difference. But I could feel it.And I despised its very existence. Maybe it was a relief that he was going to kill me as soon as I give birth to his monster baby. I would never get to see any of them again.A tear escaped from my eyes, onto the pillow as I turned to my side. I wanted relief from this constant pain in my chest, my heart ached like I was constantly being sliced by a wicked chainsaw. I felt worthless. I was even powerless to give myself death because he'd promised to kill everyone I
FREYA__21**I didn't see Nikolas until the next day. The atmosphere seemed to drop by a certain degree the moment he walked inside. I refused to look away from the book I was reading, not even when he stood in front of the bed. "Freya." My name was called quietly. I didn't respond to it, still pissed about being locked up for the whole of yesterday. How dare he come here now? I wasn't interested to hear anything if it wasn't about letting me go. "You had enough time to think about it, you should understand why I need you to stay with me."Was he insane? I didn't understand anything! Yes, I had enough time to think, but it was about the million ways I could grant him a horrible death. "Freya. Look at me!" He hissed and suddenly, the book was ripped from my hand and tossed towards the door.I folded my arms to glare at him, he finally earned my attention. "You need to answer me when I fucking speak to you!" He said through gritted teeth, his icy blue eyes filled with irritation
FREYA__20**"How could you?!" My lips twisted in disgust, and next my palm connected with his face. His expression morphed into surprise as though he had not expected it. He was an animal, after overhearing his conversation with Angelo, I still found it hard to believe that a human could be this vile. The devil was kinder compared to him. "Why did you do this to me?" I screamed. My fists continued to connect with whatever part of his body I could touch. They hurt so fucking bad and I hoped that he felt the same. "You knew I was innocent all this time, how could you? You refused to tell me even after finding out, you're a monster!" Angry tears streaked down my face, I was so enraged and all I could think about was how to kill him. He didn't try to stop me even when I continued to hit him, the fact that he was barely having any reaction made me madder than I've ever been in my life. "Freya, wait listen__" His palms cupped my face, but I spat up at him, forcing myself away from
FREYA 19* *The way his eyes fell on the broken pieces of the bottle on the floor caused a bead of sweat to roll down my cheeks. My gaze met Marianna who appeared equally nervous, secretly pleading with her not to tell on me. She'd been kind to me in the past few days, and I wanted to believe that it was real. Nikolas's attention returned to mine, as though demanding an explanation. "I wanted some water, I didn't mean to break it. I'm s_sorry. I'll clean it right away." I stammered, quickly bending to my knees. I started to pick up the numerous shards of glass, my fingers were trembling so much that several pieces of glass slashed my fingers, causing them to bleed. I bit back the cry of pain that threatened to escape, my fingers were getting scraped but I didn't dare to stop. Suddenly, I was yanked to my feet, almost landing against his solid chest, and was forced to meet his eyes which were charged with anger. Oh god! He was going to strike me. I braced myself for pain
FREYA 18* * My body jerked awake from the nightmare. He had succeeded in visiting my dreams again. I could still almost hear his cruel laughter. In the dream, I had given birth to a baby. He had snatched the infant from me and had produced a wicked-looking knife to slit my throat. My job was done, he was going to send me to hell. My fingers still trembled as I switched on the bedside lamp, causing light to flood the room. I palmed my abdomen through the silky materials of my nightie. Four weeks? Six weeks? How far along was I? The baby would continue to grow even though I didn't want it. If Nikolas killed me, the child would never know its mother. He would be born into this brutal world, void of love. Sympathy for both myself and the new life overwhelmed me. I couldn't save myself from this cruel fate, but it didn't have to suffer from my own misfortune. I would be doing it a favor if I got rid of it. With these crazy thoughts running through my mind, I pushed the covers a
FREYA__17* *Weird things have been happening lately. Marianna was a lot more friendly. I couldn't believe it when she gifted me several books to read whenever I got bored. Even more shocking was when she brought me very expensive skincare brands after complaining that my skin appeared too dull which was probably attributed to the early phase of pregnancy. It was as though she was always waiting to get me whatever I wanted. The morning sickness was no joke, I vomited anything that touched my mouth. Most of the time, I ended up with a fever and severe headache. Perhaps this was the reason Nikolas took mercy upon me, I was no longer confined to the mansion, I was allowed to be outside for how ever long I wanted. Most relieving of all was that he'd never tried to touch me, he no longed appeared harsh all of the time whenever he spoke to me. I always wondered why the sudden change of attitude. Was it only due to my pregnancy? To make his unborn child comfortable? I didn't know why
FREYA__16* *The whole world was a lie. Love_Happiness_It was all an illusion. I might have had friends, and perhaps my parents must have loved me, but in these few days, I kept thinking that my old life must have been a dream. Now, all I felt was despair. I was constantly drowning, hate consumed my mind, spreading like wildfire through my veins. I hated him and even more, loathed his seed which was growing inside of me. My palms slowly caressed my stomach, there wasn't a difference. But I could feel it.And I despised its very existence. Maybe it was a relief that he was going to kill me as soon as I give birth to his monster baby. I would never get to see any of them again.A tear escaped from my eyes, onto the pillow as I turned to my side. I wanted relief from this constant pain in my chest, my heart ached like I was constantly being sliced by a wicked chainsaw. I felt worthless. I was even powerless to give myself death because he'd promised to kill everyone I
FREYA__15* * I gagged, heaving the entire contents of my stomach into the toilet. I rinsed my mouth from the bitter taste of bile and also splashed some water on my face. It seemed every time I vomited, I was suddenly relieved from this strange illness that occur only in the mornings. My palms clasped around my stomach, these illness has persisted for more than five days now. I didn't want to think about the possibility that lingered at the back of my mind. It had to be food poisoning, or perhaps the weather, since I'd been trapped in this mansion for god knows how long. For the past several weeks that went past, Nikolas had ensured that I took pregnancy tests, they had always turned out negative, and while I had been relieved, he had always seemed impatient and angry. He had always been there to ensure that I took the vitamin supplements he provided and his sexual activities increased tremendously. I had just begun to hope that I was infertile or that he and I were someho
NIKOLAS___14* *After the meeting when everyone had left, Angelo stayed behind. Nikolas was still tempted to ask him what his conversation with Freya this afternoon had been about and had taken the opportunity when they had both drank several glasses of alcohol, and the whiskey has started to kick. "She is innocent Nik, she told me how it happened and I believe her." His friend spoke drunkenly, then Angelo started to talk about how beautiful she was and his he couldn't believe Nikolas would hurt a woman like that. Nikolas's fist clenched around his glass of alcohol, a disturbing sensation settling in his chest. How could Angelo believe her when they had fully made their investigations? Just because she appeared innocent didn't mean she was. How had she gotten Angelo to believe her so quickly, was she throwing herself on his friend now? Rage simmered in his heart as he staggered to his feet. Angelo seemed to be unconscious of it. "She is my prisoner, I will do whatever I want
FREYA___13* *"Don't trust wherever she tells you, she can't help you." Angelo suddenly appeared. How did I miss his presence? He had also listened to my conversations with Vivian. "How do you know she can't help me? I think all she wants is Nikolas and she can have him." I queried. "That's exactly why you shouldn't trust her, she'd always lurked around even when her sister was married to him. I should warn you that she's crazy, she already hates you, and she would rather see you dead than help you." Angelo stared at my resigned expression, there was a softness in his eyes that made me just want to rely on him. "Even if you do manage to escape, you won't get far. I know Nikolas, he will hunt you down, and he will catch you. You will not only implicate yourself, but your family as well, and I'm sure you do not want that." I shuddered at his words, recalling how Nikolas had his men beat my father unconscious. "But you know I'm innocent, why can't you help me? He trusts you, you