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21 Not Up For Debate

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Ronan

Arya's behaviour from the moment she first saw Camila deeply troubled me. I never expected her to be so cruel and filled with hatred.

It frustrated me immensely. Despite the difficult circumstances, I was determined to protect what little innocence Camila had left.

She carried such a heavy burden, unfairly inherited through life's harshness.

When I brought her into my home, I hoped it would become a sanctuary where she could rediscover the happiness and hope she once knew. But Arya seemed intent on crushing any chance of that.

I wondered if I had to endure Arya's hostility, even though I wasn't married to her.

Though I hadn't yet met Katya, my daughter, I wanted her to grow up in a nurturing environment of balance and peace.

I knew the prejudices against children born to Belvarian slaves in Jorvik, and I vowed never to subject Katya to such mistreatment.

She deserved nothing less than respect, dignity, love, and a secure home — things my parents had begun to provide, but I
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Marlenny Fernandez
Petagay, that’s exactly what I said in previous chapters.and I can’t wait for her to do that so, Ronan Can kick her out of their lives
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Petagay Thompson
I can see her hurting Katya and blame Camilla for it. stand firm Ronan protect your girls
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Marlenny Fernandez
I Can see her hurting Katya to frame camila not knowing it’s her daughter. And it’s a huge mistake to keep her there. She said she’ll try but he won’t know what she’ll try to do. And I can’t wait for her to try to hurt Katya or camila
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