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24 Struggling To Fit In
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Trained Not To Love You 25 The Horned Woman
Camila"If you need anything, just call me," Ronan said, holding his ceremonial cap tightly in his hands. He had been summoned to the headquarters, and there was an emergency. He might even be sent to a different country. I could see the worry in his eyes. Arya had cried all night, and I had worried for him, too, but these weren't peaceful times. We knew there was a possibility he wouldn't be coming home, so we braced ourselves for it.Ronan held Katya in his arms and kissed her little hand. "Daddy will be back before you know it," he told her softly. She touched his cheek and giggled, her laughter a soothing balm to our worried hearts. Katya was always a joy, bringing light and laughter to us all."Take care of her," he said to me, his voice filled with trust and concern. Honestly, he didn't need to ask. She was mine, too, but I understood his reason for saying it."Don't worry. I will make sure of it," Arya chimed in, trying to sound reassuring. Ronan's smile dropped instantly.
Trained Not To Love You 26 The Horned Woman 2
CamilaArya’s words cut deep, each one a dagger to my heart."Don't think Ronan would believe I said any of these things. It will be your word against mine," she added, a cruel smile spreading across her face. The weight of my powerlessness pressed down on me, suffocating me with the knowledge that I had no one to turn to for help.Holding my child close, I felt a surge of protectiveness and fear. My mind raced, desperate for a way out, for a way to shield my baby from Arya's hatred. "Now, put that thing to sleep and get to work. The house needs cleaning, and you're the only slave here. The workers are on break, and I doubt the house cleaners are coming today. Start with our room, then the other rooms," she ordered, turning sharply and heading towards the kitchen.I made sure Katya had everything she needed, but she refused to sleep. Her little eyes stayed wide open, full of energy. So, I placed her in her walker wheel, hoping she would stay occupied while I worked. My heart ache
Trained Not To Love You 27 Unwitting Minions
Camila"Master Ronan hasn't been gone for long, and you've already been cruel to his child. What kind of wife will you be?" I asked, my voice trembling with anger and sadness. Arya walked up to me and slapped me hard across the face. The sting of her hand left my cheek burning."Slaves don't talk back to their masters," she hissed. I looked at her with defiance, my heart pounding."I am not your slave, and you are not my Master. So watch it, Arya. If you ever speak to that girl like that again, I will risk everything to make sure you are exposed," I said, my voice steady despite the fear bubbling inside me. She laughed, a cold, mocking sound that sent shivers down my spine."Who will you expose me to? Ronan? Do you think he will believe you? A lowly Belvarian slave? You're just a nanny and a servant, nothing more. You can't do what I can for him," She said and looked at me mockingly."You can't warm his bed, love him, have his children, or be with him. You can't be his company and co
Trained Not To Love You 28 Saving Grace
CamilaAs they dragged me further, I began to pray fervently. I prayed for Ronan or Madam Melania to come home, to see what was happening, to stop it.Each step felt like a lifetime, filled with fear and helplessness. I could feel the weight of my situation pressing down on me, and my heart pounded with dread. "She is lying, please. She is lying," I wailed, my voice breaking with desperation, but the two soldiers ignored my pleas. The sinister look in their eyes filled me with a new kind of fear. Beating seemed to be the least of my worries now, and I shuddered to think of what else they might do.As they dragged me outside, the sudden glare of approaching headlights caught my eye. It was nighttime, and I couldn't see whose car it was, but the soldiers stopped, seeming to recognise the vehicle. When the car finally came to a halt, relief washed over me as I recognised it as Ronan's car. The rain had just stopped pouring, leaving the air heavy and wet. Ronan stepped out of the car
Trained Not To Love You 29 A Calm
Camila"Clive, I want those two knuckleheads dismissed," Ronan told his driver calmly."Yes, sir," Clive replied. I was still shaken, but relief washed over me. I was grateful.When we arrived at the house, Ronan and I rushed inside. We could hear Katya crying from her room. We both hurried to her crib, finding her alone and distressed. I was soaked and couldn't pick her up, so Ronan gently lifted her in his arms, trying to soothe her."Go and shower and change your clothes. I will stay with her tonight," he said softly. I realised he wasn't going upstairs, which meant Arya wouldn't know he was home. I had a feeling that tomorrow wouldn't be pleasant for Arya. At that moment, all I felt was immense gratitude. "Once you are done, you can come," Ronan added. I nodded, still processing everything that had happened.I didn't spend too long in the bathroom. I slipped into a simple pair of pyjamas and returned to the room. By then, Ronan was dressed only in his vest and trousers. Katya
Trained Not To Love You 30 In His Arms
CamilaTears welled up in my eyes as I listened to his words. I had always felt like an outsider, unworthy of his kindness and care. The weight of my mistakes and the pain of my past bore down on me."I wish I could have made things right," I whispered, my voice trembling. "But now, all I can do is be here for Katya and you. I don't want to cause you any more trouble."Ronan squeezed my hand gently, his touch warm and reassuring. "I do not know what to make of what we have, Camila, but I will do my best for you and Katya. I promise," he said, his voice filled with sincerity. I reached out and touched his hand, feeling a mix of hope and fear."Do what you can for Katya. I might not always be with her, and a law concerning my people might arise. Anything can happen to a slave in the land of their captors, but Katya will always need stability. When those soldiers dragged me out, and I couldn't help her, I knew my limitations. Promise you will care for her even when I am no more," I sai
Trained Not To Love You 31 Good Morning Sir
Camila.I left Ronan in the room and got up to prepare breakfast and take care of Katya. As I worked, a mix of fear, excitement, and confusion swirled inside me. I couldn't stop thinking about how Ronan kissed me and how I had slept in his arms. What did it all mean? I felt butterflies in my stomach and kept sorting through my thoughts, knowing it might be wrong to get my hopes up, but I couldn't help it.I knew it might be a one-time thing, but I cherished the calm and peace it brought me. For that night, I wasn't a slave, and he wasn't my Master. It was a moment of freedom, a chance to dream, and it had lasted through the night with me in his arms and my sweet Katya not making a sound. I felt blissful, even if just for a little while.While I was setting the table for breakfast, Arya confronted me in the dining room. The sight of her brought back all the fear and anxiety I had been trying to push away. My heart raced as I braced myself for whatever harsh words or actions she had
Trained Not To Love You 32 Are We Truly Free
RonanSeeing the guards dragging Camila made my blood boil. I hadn't been this happy about rejecting a transfer in a long time. I was supposed to be sent back to Kavistan that day to sort something out, but my desire to spend more time with Katya had brought me home instead. They had torn Camila's blouse, and I could see the disgusting looks on the men's faces. Had I caused this? Guilt washed over me. So much heartache had come to Camila because of me, and it seemed like it wouldn't stop.Seeing how shaken she was was alarming. She even admitted to doing wrong, and I berated myself for allowing this to happen.I wanted to raise hell that night, but I needed some sanity, even if just for a moment. Something drew me to Camila, and as I held her hand while we watched Katya, I realised what the great divide had deprived us of. In another life, this would have been okay. Holding her would have been okay, but it was forbidden in this life. When I kissed her, it wasn't impulsive; it wa
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