Trained Not To Love You

Trained Not To Love You

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By:   Karima Sa'ad Usman  Completed
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Camila was born a slave, and for that, she wasn't entitled to a last name. She and her mother, a prisoner of war, served diligently in the house of a Jorvikian General, who took pity on them and gave them a home. Life was relatively smooth until Camila became an unwitting pawn in a plot to ruin the life of Ronan, the first son of the Morosov household. On the morning of Ronan's wedding day, Camila woke up in his bed, clueless about what had transpired. This incident sent their lives spiralling into sorrow and pain. Ronan lost the woman he loved and wanted to marry, while Camila and her mother were branded as enemies and social climbers. Life became unbearable for the young slave, and things worsened when she discovered that the incident had resulted in a pregnancy. Fearing for her child's and her mother's safety in a harsh world, Camila was surprised when the Morosovs showed some humanity. They allowed her to keep the baby on the condition that she would raise the child as a nanny. This option was better than being thrown out on the streets to fend for herself and her baby. Nearly two years later, Ronan returned, having stayed away. When he realised what had happened, he decided to take Camila and his daughter to live with him. Although Camila was to live as his maid and their daughter's nanny, the question remained: would the bond they shared ignite an unknown spark between them? Would Ronan forsake his ambitions and allow himself to fall for a woman he was trained not to love?

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01 What Happened Here

CamilaThe noise was so loud that it hurt my ears. My head was pounding, and I felt like it was going to explode. I tried to move but found myself stuck on a strange bed. I could hear someone shouting at me, but my eyes refused to open. I felt lost and confused.Finally, my eyes fluttered open, and I saw Ronan standing over me, yelling. He looked really angry. As I tried to calm down, his words started to make sense."What are you doing in my bed, Camila? Why are you here?" he shouted, his voice filled with pain, not just curiosity. I turned away from him, trying to avoid his intense gaze to clear the fog in my brain. That’s when I realised I was naked, covered only by the sheets of his bed. My heart raced as the reality of what might have happened hit me. I quickly scrambled to get out of his bed, falling to the floor in my haste. As I looked around the room, I saw the full extent of my mess.Ronan's fiancée, Leah Semenov, and her sister, Mira, were both in the room. Leah was cry...

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Marichu ER
Thank you dear author for another impressive and touching story. It was awesome and beautifully done. I loved it so much that I wish there's more chapters to read...
2024-11-06 09:07:45
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Mila
Exceptional writing by a brilliant storyteller. I love all of Karima’s books. The plot twists, the intrigue, the characters are complex and interesting!! She’s one of my top 5 writers alongside Moonlight Muse, Cassandra M, Cooper & Alle.
2024-09-16 01:20:54
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Mila
You’re a truly gifted storyteller!!!
2024-09-13 03:09:05
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S.V.
I am on edge with each chapter. Karima you are killing us here. Can’t wait to read what’s going on in Kavistan.
2024-09-11 05:39:37
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mai velazquez
Great story always support you
2024-09-07 05:16:55
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dreamy
never saw all the twist that are coming . your all the books are intrestingly very different from each and other.
2024-09-05 14:26:11
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dreamy
am so happy finally this book got star rating I was checking everyday and now it is there which this book is deserving.
2024-08-31 02:30:21
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JustMe
cap 24. Till now: so far so good.
2024-08-28 09:42:03
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S.V.
Karima, I am sitting here trying to read your mind on what it’s about to happen with Ronan and his situation. You are blowing my mind with this little bombshell your writing. Can’t wait for the next chapters. Getting more and more excited about this one..
2024-08-25 05:04:17
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Edreianna M
I'm hooked and loving it so far...
2024-08-22 12:30:42
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Drive Ogbona
Hey, I'm so excited my broken Marriage has been restored & my husband is back after he left me and our 2 kids for another woman. After 6 years of marriage, me and my husband have been into one quarrel or the other night that until he finally left me and moved to California to be with another woman.
2024-08-20 19:27:54
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S.V.
I’m freaking out because the suspense in what will happen with Ronan gone how their issues will be resolved and freaking out about Camila getting pregnant once more time and he will not be around. Karma you’re killing us right now.
2024-08-20 06:43:27
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Jess
Karima has a way of pulling you into her stories so effortlessly. Her writing is beautiful and the depth of her characters keeps you engaged and wanting more! If you haven’t already, I highly recommend diving into her writings!!
2024-08-18 21:38:48
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Tyb ❤️❤️❤️
This book keeps leaving me wanting more. I can't put it down once I started. Very interesting story from a great writer.
2024-08-18 18:51:58
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mai velazquez
I love her book
2024-08-08 23:17:54
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250 Chapters
01 What Happened Here
CamilaThe noise was so loud that it hurt my ears. My head was pounding, and I felt like it was going to explode. I tried to move but found myself stuck on a strange bed. I could hear someone shouting at me, but my eyes refused to open. I felt lost and confused.Finally, my eyes fluttered open, and I saw Ronan standing over me, yelling. He looked really angry. As I tried to calm down, his words started to make sense."What are you doing in my bed, Camila? Why are you here?" he shouted, his voice filled with pain, not just curiosity. I turned away from him, trying to avoid his intense gaze to clear the fog in my brain. That’s when I realised I was naked, covered only by the sheets of his bed. My heart raced as the reality of what might have happened hit me. I quickly scrambled to get out of his bed, falling to the floor in my haste. As I looked around the room, I saw the full extent of my mess.Ronan's fiancée, Leah Semenov, and her sister, Mira, were both in the room. Leah was cry
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02  A Little Mercy And A Little Pain
CamilaI was allowed to go and change into clothes, and then my mother and I were told to report to General Sergey's study, where he spent most of his time. We entered the room and immediately dropped to our knees. My mother was crying, tears streaming down her face. She kept asking why this had happened, but I had no answers. My mind was a fog, and the thought that this was my first time, and I had no memory of it, hurt my soul deeply but I kept that part to myself. No one cared about the emotions and turmoils of a slave."I took you in, Glenda. I gave you a home, a job, and protection. I never harassed you. You were never uncomfortable in my home. I was kind to you, even though you are from that wicked country. I didn't visit the sins of your government on you as my colleagues would have…” “...I clothed you, gave you shelter, fed you, and provided you with a job. I welcomed your daughter into the world and gave her a home, and this is how you repay me," General Sergey said, his voi
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03 Dilemma
RonanI wasn’t angry. I couldn't blame my father for letting Glenda and her daughter off the hook because he was right. I walked out of the study, seething with anger. I had never cheated on Leah our entire time together. Even if she forgave me, she would hold this over my head.My mind was spinning with questions and frustration. I felt betrayed and confused. How could someone I treated well do something so terrible?I returned to my room. I took out my phone to call Leah, but her number was switched off. I could just imagine the tears she must be crying at this moment.When I shut the door to my room, I yelled, trying to release my frustration. Why didn't Leah give me a chance to speak? Why didn't she give me a chance to defend myself?I was furious. I looked at my bed, wondering if I would ever lie on it again. I walked over and ripped the remaining sheets off, and that was when the blood stains caught my eye.I froze, my heart pounding in my chest. I checked again to be sure, an
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04 An Impossible Dream
CamilaTwo Days LaterLooking back, I thought our lives were hard before, but I didn't realise we had some good moments. Now, after what happened with Young Master Ronan, I saw how wrong I was. My mother and I had become the outcasts in the house. The other workers treated us like garbage, and Madam Melania had become more cruel than ever. She used to ignore us most of the time, but now she seemed to go out of her way to make our lives miserable. I knew she blamed us for ruining her son's wedding.When Leah called off the engagement, it was a massive shock to everyone. The fear of losing the friendship with the Semenov family hung in the air like a heavy cloud. And amidst all this, I was the one everyone blamed.Ronan asked me about the drink, and I had no choice but to take the blame. If I had told him the truth—that my mother put the drink in the Ddecanter and handed it to me—he would have directed all his anger at her. Living the way we were, with everyone blaming us, wasn't easy
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05 A Little Mercy
CamilaThe words stung each one, reminding me of my place in this world. I felt a lump in my throat as I tried to hold back tears. The injustice of it all was suffocating. My mother and I were just trying to survive, doing our best in a world that saw us as nothing more than property. Mirabel's cruel words made it clear that no matter how hard we tried, we would always be judged and looked down upon.My mother squeezed my hand, a silent signal that she understood my pain. Her eyes, usually so strong, were filled with sadness. I knew she felt helpless, unable to protect me from the harshness of our reality.As I stood there, listening to Mirabel's hateful words, I felt a mix of emotions. Anger at the unfairness of our situation, sadness for the loss of my dignity, and a deep, aching longing for a better life. I wanted to scream, to tell Mirabel that she was wrong, that I had never aspired to be with Ronan. But I knew it wouldn't make a difference. In her eyes and the eyes of everyone
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06 I Need Space
RonanTwo week passed, and Leah completely blocked me. I wondered how she could stay mad at me for so long, knowing what happened wasn't my fault and that I was a victim, too. I just didn't get it. Mira kept calling to check on me, and she even tried to convince her sister to speak to me, but Leah wouldn't. I began to suspect she didn't want the marriage after all. But why? I honestly thought she loved me.I sat in the bar of the house with a vodka in my hand. I knew I shouldn't touch this stuff again since it was what was used to ruin me, but I found myself drowning in it, trying to forget the problems I was facing.Suddenly, being on leave didn't seem nice, and I wished the Defense Department would send me to head a battalion anywhere. Anywhere but here.My mother walked in and sat directly opposite me. I could see concern and sorrow in her eyes."I told your father not to take that woman in. Look what her daughter did to you," she said. I shook my head, even though I was slightly
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07 Alone
CamilaRonan wandered around the house for an entire week after the incident. I kept my distance from the main house, but I often saw him lost in thought while I worked diligently in the vegetable garden, my new station. He was just a shadow of his former self, a stark contrast to the confident man he once was. Two week passed, and the matter still troubled me. I had admitted to being responsible for the drink in the decanter, but the question of who drugged it and why still baffled me. Everything pointed to something sinister, and it gnawed at me.I decided to ask my mother questions about the drink. I needed the full picture of what had happened to see how I could protect her if the issue arose again. Ronan's question about the drink lingered in my mind, and I knew it was time to get to the bottom of it, even though I had already taken full responsibility.As I left the garden and walked to the cottage, the sun was setting, casting a warm, golden glow over the garden. The beauty
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08 Pregnant and Lost
CamilaWhile Master Ronan was away, Mira visited often to see if he had returned. No one knew where he had gone, so she had no choice but to keep checking. It was clear that Mira cared deeply for both her sister and Ronan. Seeing her concern made me feel even worse about the situation. I hated whoever was responsible for this mess, and knowing that I had been used to ruin something potentially beautiful was heart-wrenching.Days turned into weeks, and still, Ronan did not come back. The house felt empty without him. Every day, I would glance at the main house from the garden, hoping to catch a glimpse of him returning. But he never did. Instead, the silence around the estate grew heavier, and the guilt inside me weighed me down even more.Mira's visits became a routine. Each time she came, I would watch her from a distance, feeling a mix of envy and sorrow. She moved with a sense of purpose, determined to fix things, while I felt helpless and trapped in my guilt. The days were long
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09 Exposed
Camila Mirabel was the one who eventually told on me. She had seen me bringing in some farm tools during a heavy rainstorm. My clothes were soaked, and the small bump on my belly was visible through my shirt because it stuck to my body due to the wetness from the rain. It was exactly five months after the incident. That evening, a servant came to summon my mother and me. I had a sinking feeling that my time was up. I put on an oversized shirt and trousers, trying to hide my growing belly, and walked towards the main house with my mother. I hadn't been there since I was banned, and I never thought I would be allowed back in again. As we entered the house, I noticed the scornful looks from the other servants. Their eyes were filled with disdain and curiosity. What had happened to make them look at me like this? I remembered a time when my mother and I lived in peace before all this chaos. Now, I felt like a curse to her. My heart ached with guilt and shame. Maybe it was time for
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10 A Need For Strength
CamilaMy heart pounded in my chest, and every word I spoke felt like a plea for my very existence. The weight of the situation pressed down on me, making it hard to breathe. I glanced at my mother, her face a mixture of fear and sorrow. She didn't deserve this. None of this was her fault. My eyes stung with unshed tears, but I held them back, knowing that crying wouldn't help now.General Sergey remained silent, his expression unreadable. The tension in the room was thick, and I could feel everyone's eyes on me, judging, accusing. The fear of what might come next was almost unbearable. I felt like I was on the edge of a cliff, about to be pushed off. My future was in their hands, and I could only hope for mercy.Madam Melania's harsh words echoed in my mind. I knew the stakes were high, but all I wanted was a chance to make things right, to protect my mother and to find some small shred of dignity for myself. My heart ached with the weight of what was happening to me, but I stood
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