FORBIDDEN KISS

FORBIDDEN KISS

last updateLast Updated : 2022-03-20
By:  M.D. LaBelleCompleted
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A mother's troubled past haunts her, but she is bound and determined to find the light at the end of the tunnel in this devastatingly beautiful tale. Lillian McMasters clicks the accept button one day, not realizing that it will change her life forever. As a mother of 2, married and homemaker, she makes up her mind to leave George after years of pain and betrayal. However, she doesn't know how until Jordan Hill friend requests her on a social media site. At first, she doesn't recognize his name, but she keeps looking at his picture until she remembers exactly who he is. Keeping their contact secret, her husband starts to suspect something. Stay tuned to find out what happens in Forbidden Kiss and see what destiny has planned for her.

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Chapter 1

Chapter 1: Lillian

"Quit being stupid, Lillian."  My husband George always says when I accuse him of cheating. 

Which seems to be a lot these days.  Matter of fact, I can't remember the last time we saw eye to eye on anything or even made love.  Hell, it must have been years since he has touched me.  No wonder why I stare at good looking men when I see one.

Shaking my head, I look at my messages on Idgit.  Noticing that I have a new friend request, I look closer and feel excited at the prospect of a new friend.  I wonder where this one is from?  

Clicking on the name Jordan Hill, it brings up a picture of a handsome man in his 30's and for some reason he looks familiar.  Deciding to take a chance, I click the accept button and wait to see if he messages me.  After a few minutes, I leave and figure that he will be one of my many friends who never talks to me. 

Oh well, I can always use another friend to add to my social circle.  It makes my pages more interesting and I often get friendship requests from all around the world.  Originally, I set up an account on Idgit to connect with my family, because most of them still live in my home town.  As soon as I graduated high school, I left and went to college.  Liking the city, I stayed and never went back.  

One night, a friend hooked me up with a nice guy or so I thought and I got pregnant the first date.  When I found out I was pregnant, I didn't know what to do.  I was a freshman in college and if my dad would have found out, he would have disowned me.  

Appealing to George, I asked him to help me and he came up with a plan.  Since we were both against abortion, the only thing we could do is get married.  What I didn't know at the time was he was only interested in marrying me for my money.

A year later, after Kelly was born, he asked my dad for money to start his company.  Majoring in Business, he got his degree the following year and then continued his work building his company.  Never home, he didn't seem to care that I was lonely and wanted more.  

Now that it is 17 years later, not much has changed except he is here even less than he was before.  

Surprisingly, this is one of the rare occasions he is actually home.  Making dinner, I think back to when I had a life.  In high school, I was really popular and everyone liked me.  I wasn't like the normal cheerleaders who slept with everyone and were stuck up as hell.  Instead, I enjoyed reading books and got straight A's.  

In college, I was on the Dean's list for my first year, that is until I got pregnant and had to quit.  It's really a shame, because I was going to become the first McMasters to graduate with a degree.  Enrolled in the Medical program, I had aspirations to be a Pediatrician, so I guess it was fitting that getting pregnant put a halt to all my dreams. 

I was a virgin till that night.  Of course, it wasn't for men not trying.  With my long legs, pale skin and silky long blonde hair, I always had guys hitting on me.  They referred to me as Barbie at parties and their favorite pickup lines were, I want to be your Ken.

When Kelly was born, I was in heaven.  Her beautiful big round eyes, made me fall in love with her the second I saw them. Everyone couldn't stop talking about how much she looked like me.  Even now, it is the general consensus that she is my younger twin.

For years, I lived souly for her, until she found friends and never had time for me anymore.  About four years after we had Kelly, I started to notice that George was never around.  I would find lipstick stains on his shirts and phone numbers in his pants pockets.  The sad fact is he didn't even seem to care that i knew.

Always fighting, we decided to have another child and see if it would bring us closer together.  When Jon was born, it just drove us farther apart though.  I had my baby and George had an excuse to stay later and later to work. 

Sometimes he would never come home at all, so when I started accusing him of cheating, he laughed it off and kept doing it.  This is the way it has been for so many years, I don't care to count anymore.  

Snapping out of it, I hear my phone ding and pull it out of my pocket.  Jordan messaged me, "Hello there.  I know this is weird, but did you go to Serenity High?  You look offly familiar?"  

Thinking the exact same thing, I type back.  "Yes, of my gosh.  I knew you looked familiar.  I was Lillian McDonald before I got married."  Just at that moment, I remembered.

I had a huge crush on Jordan in high school.  How could I have forgotten my first love?  He was always nice to me, but didn't ever seem to be interested. 

Once, I almost got up enough courage to ask him out, but chickened out at the last minute.  My girlfriends all laughed at me and told me that he wouldn't ever go out with me anyways.  Everyone said he was only interested in girls who put out.

Jordan, being the general badass of the school, always got in trouble and was kicked out before we all graduated.  So as far as I know, he never did.  It's a shame really, because he was pretty smart, just often misunderstood.  I remember a couple times when we chatted about a book we had both read.

"Lillian McDonald.  Yes, I remember you.  Matter of fact, I almost asked you out once, but your friends told me that you didn't want to have anything to do with trouble makers.  Just after that I was kicked out for good, so I guess it didn't matter in the grand scheme of things.  So, what ever happened to you?

Not knowing what to say, I pause and try to think how to put it.  Finally, I just decide to get it over with.  "It's a long sad story, but in short, I went to college to become a pediatrician and ended up a mother of two, married to a man who doesn't even care if I'm dead or alive."

He doesn't say anything for a while, so I put my phone away and finish up dinner.  Setting the table, I wonder why he even contacted me in the first place if he is just going to leave it like that.  Telling everyone to sit down and eat, Kelly and Jon get to the table last and won't put their phones away.

Finally, I get mad and tell them to put their phones away during dinner.  George, doesn't say a word to help.  He doesn't even look at me once during the meal.  It is as if I don't exist to him or he could care less, either way it unnerves me.  

Just before she leaves the table, Kelly asks.  "Mom, when are the two of you getting a divorce?"  Shocked, I glance at George and all he does is raise an eyebrow, not even looking up from his food.

Turning to Kelly, I ask.  "Why?"

"Because, everyone knows that you both hate each other.  I can't remember the last time we have ever seen you kiss or hug.  You never do anything together and yesterday I saw dad with that whore, Christina."

"Kelly!  Watch your language.  I am sure that you misunderstood what you saw.  Your dad has plenty of clients that he has to take out to dinner."

Kelly stands up and is ready to walk out.  "No, mom.  I was with my friend Jarrod driving by the Motel 6 and he was walking in with her, grabbing her butt.  When are you going to wake up?"

"I don't have to excuse anything your father does to anyone.  As for a divorce, I have never once thought about it.  I don't believe in them, so don't worry."

She sighs, shakes her head and goes to her room.  Jon gets up and doesn't say a word, before he leaves.  Not being able to look at George, I start cleaning up the dishes and take refuge in the kitchen. 

This time it is unexcusable.  How dare he let our kids see his indiscretions, that was the last straw.  Not knowing what to do, I sit on the stool and cry. 

How did my life go from an aspiring doctor to a wife with a cheating husband?  Maybe, I should have been cheating all these years too.  Would he have stopped and paid attention to me?  Been a better father?  Honestly, I doubt it.  He is who he is.

Sitting, still crying, I hear a ding and pull the phone out of my pocket again.  "I would love to meet up with you sometime.  Right now though, I am extremely busy building a bike and I just had one of my guys quit on me.  Can I maybe call you tomorrow?"

Building a bike?  Does he own a bicycle shop or something?  Laughing, I imagine a big bad ass like Jordan owning a bicycle shop, so I type "Yes."

"Perfect, I will call you tomorrow, say 6 p.m.?  Then maybe we can go out and get something to eat."

Thinking about that, I don't know how I would explain to George that I am getting a call from my first love, while we are sitting in the middle of dinner.  I answer, "Better make it either 3 or 8, because I have kids and I don't need them being snoopy.  They love to cause trouble."

"Gotcha.  Well then 3 it is.  That way, maybe I can take you out to dinner."

Excited, I answer.  "O.K., look forward to hearing from you."

"TTYL" 

I heart it and click on his profile once again.  It says he lives here.  Holy shit!  Now getting more excited at the possibilities, I go to my private space, the library and relax on the couch.  

Picking up the latest Stanley Denny book, I find that my eyelids get droopy after a couple of hours and I fall asleep.

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carla_mittie
why the ending like that? that mary and jon case. huh :(
2022-06-07 01:21:51
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65 Chapters
Chapter 1: Lillian
"Quit being stupid, Lillian."  My husband George always says when I accuse him of cheating. Which seems to be a lot these days.  Matter of fact, I can't remember the last time we saw eye to eye on anything or even made love.  Hell, it must have been years since he has touched me.  No wonder why I stare at good looking men when I see one.Shaking my head, I look at my messages on Idgit.  Noticing that I have a new friend request, I look closer and feel excited at the prospect of a new friend.  I wonder where this one is from?  Clicking on the name Jordan Hill, it brings up a picture of a handsome man in his 30's and for some reason he looks familiar.  Deciding to take a chance, I click the accept button and wait to see if he messages me.  After a few minutes, I leave and figure that he will be one of my many friends who never talks to me. Oh well, I can always use another friend to add to my so
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Chapter 2: Jordan
Pulling an all nighter, I managed to get the bike built just in time for pickup.  This sweet ride, goes to a handicap man who has only one leg.  Making it so everything is on the handles and it auto centers itself, it can't fall over unless a semi hits it.  Of course, then it will be the least of his problems. I wipe the sweat off my brow and hand the keys to the transporter, before signing off on it.  This one took me 3 months to build, but it is always worth it in the end.  Just knowing someone can get the freedom they so deserve, makes me happy. Pulling out my phone and checking my messages, I click on Lillian again to make sure that she hasn't backed out.  I remember her from high school.  Always wanting to get to know her better, I regret leaving without ever finding out and now I see that she has two children and she is married. Why did she indicate that she wasn't happy?  It's not something that people broadcast
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Chapter 3: Lillian
"Where are you going all dressed up?  You never dress up like that for me?"  George eyes me up and down suspiciously.   "I am going out with Connie, she is taking me to that new restaurant down on 5th.  She said it's a treat for being the world's greatest mom."  Satisfied that he believes me, I turn to leave.   He grabs my elbow and swings me around, hurting me.  "If I find out that you aren't telling the truth, you will pay." "Stop, you are hurting me.  If you ever do this again, I will have you thrown in jail."  Walking out the door, I hear him swearing behind me.   Slumping down in the driver's seat, I put the key in the ignition and sigh when I pull out of the driveway.  "What an ass." Calling Connie, I let her know w
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Chapter 4: Jordan
Sitting on this cold uncomfortable cot, I just wish that my fists had done more damage to George's smug face.  I watch him sit in the cell across from me, hoping he is in more pain than he looks.  Trying to make sure that Lillian got home O.K., I asked about her earlier, but I only heard that she had left the scene.   Instead, I am forced to sit here and wait for my lawyer to bail me out.  I stare down George from across the room, while the guard walks in.  He glances at both of us and then asks, "Which one of you is George McMasters?" George stands up and walks toward the cell door.  "I am.  Why?" "Because your lawyer said to get your shit and meet him up front.  He wants to have a talk with you."  Glancing over at me, the guard motions for me to come over as he opens George's cell. "I will be back for you in a few minutes."   Walking out, George looks back at me with a snyde grin.&n
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Chapter 5: Lillian
Watching the storm from the window in my bedroom, I keep rubbing my wrist where George had left his handprint on me.  After getting home tuesday afternoon from jail, the first thing he did was slam me up against the wall and warn me that if I ever see Jordan again it will be the last thing I do. With tears streaming down my cheeks, I wish I had never married him.  Perhaps, then my life would have turned out better and still had my children with another man that is loving like Jordan.  Just thinking about that makes me cry harder as I feel an emptyness deep inside me grow. I believe it's because now that I have felt love from a man, I miss it.  Before, I couldn't miss what I had never experienced.  Although, the love from my children is different and yet strangely similar to the love I feel coming from Jordan.   Hearing a knock at the door, I hurry up and wipe my tears on my sleeve.  "Mom, can I talk to you?  I had
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Chapter 6: Jordan
The lights go out at the house and I almost stumble over my mom.  Quickly regaining my balance, I go into the kitchen and find a candle stick in the drawer, along with a lighter and a holder.  Putting it on the table in the middle of the room, I watch as the flame casts shadows on the room around me.   Glancing over at my mom laying on the couch, I wonder what happened now, but dismiss the thought for the moment.  It's best not to question something that I already know the answer to.  Instead, I go down to the basement with the flashlight of my phone on, so I can flip off the breakers.   Seeing a call from Connie, I automatically suspect that there is something wrong and go on alarm mode.  Listening to the message, I learn that Lillian has fallen and hit her head when the lights went out.  She is in the hospital, and they are keeping her over night for evaluation.   Wondering if she really fell and i
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Chapter 7: Lillian
With a huge bump on my head and a dull headache, the doctor lets me go home.  Connie waits for me to place my things down on the couch, before giving me a huge hug.  Smiling, she asks, "Are you dizzy at all?"   Sitting down, I glance around the room and shake my head at her.  The kids run out of their rooms to greet me and give me hugs and kisses.  Kelly practically jumps on me before asking, "Mom, are you O.K. now?" I stare into her scared eyes and realize that this has been harder for them, then it has been for myself.  Hugging them both again, I pat the couch next to me and they sit down.  Feeling the need to explain to them, that I am going to be O.K., I reply, "Guys, I will be absolutely fine in a couple of days.  Right now, I am just a little off, other than that, everything is the same.  So, tell me did you two get your homework done?" They both look at me and nod.  Knowing that I must show them th
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Chapter 8: Jordan
Work is so slow today knowing that every minute I am here, I could be with Lillian.  She is in that man's house, and he might be hurting her right now.  With so many things filling my head, it is difficult to work, and I almost go home for the day.  Except for the fact that this new bike we are working on, is for a man who saved every penny for the last twenty years to get it.   Jeremy lost his leg overseas when a roadside bomb in Iraq blew him and his team's convoy up.  He was lucky, the rest they were picking up in pieces for days.  Matter of fact, a few of them, they never did find all their body parts.   When he lost it and came back to the states, he vowed that he would be able to ride again if it took everything he owned and made.  Hearing about him, I made some calls and got him a grant.  It took care of the cost of the parts, and I am giving him all of the labor free of charge.  It's the least I can
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Chapter 9: Lillian
I hear a knock at the door and rush to open it, hoping it is Jordan.  To my surprise, the mailman, a gentleman in his mid-thirties with black hair is standing there smiling with a package in his hand.  After handing it to me, he says, "It looks like it is from your parents, Mrs. McMasters.  I hope it is something good."  He nods and then says, "Good day to you." Before walking back to his vehicle and driving off.   Looking down at it, I realize sure enough it is from my parents and after turning around and shutting the door, I open it before sitting back down.  Connie looking over my shoulder excited, can't wait for me to open the box inside, "Hurry up and open it.  I want to see." Smiling, I rip the tape off and open the lid.  Inside is a dancing ballerina music box.  My parents have always known that I love these.  I remember when I was little, we would stop by the mall, and I came home with a different one eve
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Chapter 10: Jordan
Not being able to sleep, I step out of bed naked and feel for the light switch.  Last night, I almost fled with Connie and the kids to another country.  Or at least I wished I did.  George is getting more and more violent, and it is really making me wonder why I don't just have some of my buddies beat the ever-loving crap out of him. Running my fingers over my neck and then scratching my head, I throw on my shorts before heading to the bathroom.  Feeling the overwhelming need to pee, I open the door and find my mom laying on the floor just outside my bedroom.  She looks up drunk, "Hey, son." "What in the hell are you doing back here?"  I ask her, before I run to the bathroom and relieve myself. Every time I turn around my mom is either coming or going and with Lillian's problems, my world is becoming ever increasingly complicated.  Something must give, or my business will suffer.  Making up my mind, first thing in the m
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