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Chapter 5: Lillian
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Watching the storm from the window in my bedroom, I keep rubbing my wrist where George had left his handprint on me. After getting home tuesday afternoon from jail, the first thing he did was slam me up against the wall and warn me that if I ever see Jordan again it will be the last thing I do.
With tears streaming down my cheeks, I wish I had never married him. Perhaps, then my life would have turned out better and still had my children with another man that is loving like Jordan. Just thinking about that makes me cry harder as I feel an emptyness deep inside me grow.
I believe it's because now that I have felt love from a man, I miss it. Before, I couldn't miss what I had never experienced. Although, the love from my children is different and yet strangely similar to the love I feel coming from Jordan.
Hearing a knock at the door, I hurry up and wipe my tears on my sleeve. "Mom, can I talk to you? I had
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I hear a knock at the door and rush to open it, hoping it is Jordan. To my surprise, the mailman, a gentleman in his mid-thirties with black hair is standing there smiling with a package in his hand. After handing it to me, he says, "It looks like it is from your parents, Mrs. McMasters. I hope it is something good." He nods and then says, "Good day to you." Before walking back to his vehicle and driving off. Looking down at it, I realize sure enough it is from my parents and after turning around and shutting the door, I open it before sitting back down. Connie looking over my shoulder excited, can't wait for me to open the box inside, "Hurry up and open it. I want to see." Smiling, I rip the tape off and open the lid. Inside is a dancing ballerina music box. My parents have always known that I love these. I remember when I was little, we would stop by the mall, and I came home with a different one eve
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