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2022-06-10 12:23:34“Remove your jewelry.” He commanded, removing the wrist watch from his hand and putting it on the dressing table. When he looked at her through the mirror, he found her rooted to the spot. She was so scared that a simple task like moving became impossible for her.
“Fucking do it, Alessandra!” He growled, making her flinch. She immediately started removing her earrings and necklace to put them near his wrist watch. Her feet came out of the heels as she was feeling pain due to them.
He watched her, removing his jacket and throwing it on the couch. He slowly unbuckled his belt and her eyes widened when she turned around and saw him pulling it from his trousers.
“I won’t use it tonight because my hands would be enough to keep you still.” He threw it next to the jacket. Her heartbeats quickened.
“Y-you said you won’t do a-anything t-to me without m-my c-consent…” She started backing away when he started walking towards her. His eyes were still red, indicating that not even an ounce of anger decreased in him. She is going to regret it very much tonight.
“Not unless you force me to do so, what you did brilliantly, Alessandra.” He completed it for her. She flinched when the bed crossed her path. Fear doubled inside her. Her heart did not fail to increase its beating speed and her hands started trembling all of a sudden. Not just hands but her whole body.
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